I have never seen Jasper so relaxed before today. His lithe masculine figure sprawled out over our new king size bed projected an air of complete contentedness. A smile graced my lips as I watched him, his closed eyes, his pale pink lips held in a simple smile, his face bore no sign of worry or distress. His change of attitude over night was unbelievable he no longer bore a mildly grumpy look. Peter was still slightly unable to believe that I managed to remain uninjured and human whilst being with Jasper last night.
You see what none of them really seem to realize is that on his own Jasper really doesn't have any blood lust, I mean my blood sings to him but after his time as a young vampire being completely overloaded with the smell of blood the smell doesn't appeal anymore. The taste on the other hand he explained to me to be like a drug, you get hooked and need more, well until you realise you can live without it. As Jasper is an empath and struggles with seven other vampires and a half vampires blood lust pouring into him. His gift is what makes him unstable around blood when around other vampires.
Unfortunately this is something that hadn't dawned on Peter. Peter had also been rather on edge recently. Jasper explained Peter's gift as 'he just knows shit', which of course was extremely helpful to me as it was oh so descriptive, Charlotte did explain to me in more detail.
"Something is coming," Peter said softly, I literally leapt of my seat in shock and onto my fiancé's lap. I hadn't even heard the door open, and that was a rather creepy thing to say at the best of times, like something from a horror movie that I hate so much.
"What is Peter," Jasper said finally opening his eyes adding to the horror-movie-esque seen, as I tried to calm my heart back into my rib cage.
"Lizzie must be changed before the new moon," Peter said sadly, "She's coming for you Jasper," Jasper tensed slightly, his face going blank before anger lines formed on his forehead.
"She died...she's gone Pete...," Jasper growled.
"They lied...she has been waiting," Peter said, seeming not all with it. Charlotte seemed to appear next to him with a frown.
"Will someone please tell me what is going on?" I said finally getting fed up of being out of the loop.
"Maria..." Charlotte said that one word and I knew there was no avoiding the situation; I would be a vampire before the month was up.
Within minutes the family had assembled to discuss what we could do.
"We cannot run, we need to go south, away from the town and meet on empty ground. Maria isn't used to forests, she will have a new born army but they won't be wild like the ones you faced with Victoria," What used to be Jasper barked. I sat completely still, my breathing was shallow and I kept all eyes on Jasper. His eyes where black, his hair had taken on a life of its own his face contorted into an everlasting snarl and every word he spoke had to fight its way through a growl to be heard. The Major was free and he seemed to be just as fond of me as Jasper.
"So Jasper..." Esme started only to be cut off by a bark of laughter from the Major. He slowly traced a finger tip along my chin and down neck; I could feel his blood lust and sexual desire pouring from him into me, making me extremely uncomfortable as I knew everyone in the room must be able to smell it. When I said Jasper had almost no blood lust what I should have said is Jasper has almost no blood lust of his own as it was locked away with the major.
"Be a good girl darling and tell them who I am," He said with a frightening smile.
"Esme...Jasper isn't here at the moment..." I said quietly, I could fell Peter and Charlotte nod in agreement, they could tell the difference between the two from smell alone.
"What do you mean sweetie? He is right there," Esme said confused motioning to the man sitting next to me.
"Awesome! Jasper has an evil twin," Emmett said punching the air in triumph. Edward was tense; he knew the moment the major was released.
"Jasper does not have an evil twin Emmett this is the Major," I said softly, "Jasper's other personality," Carlisle's arm wrapped instantly protectively around his mate, the same fashion that the major had his around me.
"I will turn Lizzie tonight," The major stated, his face void of emotion.
"Wait you can't just turn her! What about her family, getting married?" Emmett snapped jumping to his feet.
"She wants a child!" Rosalie snarled joining her mate in standing. The major roared so ferociously even Emmett and Rosalie cowered back into their seats.
"He is right, I will be turned tonight," I said softly, "This isn't like with Bella, Maria isn't after me she wants the Major back, and you lot aren't trained fighters and neither was Victoria. Maria isn't after revenge she wants him alive and complying. By being human i put not only you but the town at risk, if I get captured there is no knowing what she will make me,"
"But if we go south she won't be near the town," Bella says hopefully, "You can stay here and stay human and have a baby," The Major growled low at her.
"His scent is all over the town and all over her, they will come from the south and go for the strongest scent," Peter said, "There is too many of them for us to take them down ourselves without her as a newborn. She will be stronger, faster and with just over three weeks to train her a lot better prepared than those she will be fighting," Carlisle frowned sadly.
"Will you be able to do this without killing her...turning a singer is different," Carlisle said slowly. The Major simply nodded his head and held me closer to him.
"What will we tell her father," Carlisle said softly looking sadly to Esme. We knew this day would come but we didn't think so soon.
"Nothing for now," I said softly, "I will tell him I'm going travelling for a couple of months with Jasper before wedding hits, we'll be back before he gets married,"
The Major fixed his eyes on to mine, his expression pleased.
"Peter and Charlotte...find out as much as you can about Maria's new army...Carlisle take the family and leave until morning please," He growled, I barely heard a word of what he said. It was like I was drowning in his coal black eyes. My mouth watered, I wanted blood, to sink my teeth into pulsating hot skin and drink. Edward didn't need telling twice to leave, taking his wife and daughter quickly, Emmett followed with Rose, Carlisle and Esme. Peter knew what was coming so went with his mate, dragging Alice forcefully by the hair out the door.
"Come along you little bitch...time to leave the major to his work," Peter said in a sing song voice to the screaming Alice.
In a flash we were on our bed. I couldn't shake the blood lust as I clawed at his clothes. I almost felt like I was cheating on Jasper as I ran my tongue along the Major's neck. Although they were physically the same their personalities where complete opposites. The Major grabbed the hair on the top of my head and pulled hard, jerking my head back to expose my neck. I whimpered in anticipation as his icy nose trailed the line of my jugular. A small snort of laughter was heard before icy lips where against my skin kissing it roughly over my pulse.
"Any final requests from you human life," He growled in my ear, his breath cold against my skin making me shiver slightly. I couldn't speak and could barely think, all I could imagine was my fantasy from the night before as Jasper took my virginity. I bit my lip softly and instinctively bucked my hips up to his; a low chuckle could be heard rumbling in his chest.
"Aren't you such a bad girl huh darling? I can feel lust pouring from you, I can smell it," He breathed huskily, "I will show you more pleasure than your human mind can take before you mine for eternity,"
Shreds of material flew across the room as his lips claimed mine; his icy hands roughly grabbed my breasts, teasing my hard nipples between his finger tips. I shivered as his fingers trailed down my body grabbing my hips. His left hand moved so fingers danced along my opening making my body shake in want. He growled lustfully nibbling my ear.
"You dripping wet my horny little human," He hissed, I grabbed fistfuls of golden hair as I lifted my head to kiss him roughly. There was no romance; he wanted to dominate me, to show me I was his, to claim me. And in a twisted way he was showing me he cared, and I wanted every single rough touch, every harsh word. When Maria gets here I will show her how a real woman tames The Major.
He pushed my legs apart further, leaning down to position his throbbing member against my hot wet opening. He gave me one last heated kiss before slamming into me. I groaned in pleasurable pain as he drew back again before slamming into me. He was going painfully slow but he had pinned me to the bed, leaving me unable to seek the friction I craved. I let out a tortured whimper.
"Faster," I moaned, "Major please," I could see the arousal in his eyes skyrocket as I said his name. He lifted me so he was sitting upright our chests pressed together my legs straddling him as he pounded into me. My eyes rolled back in pleasure. He dug his nails into my shoulder just enough to draw blood. I watched as four trickles of crimson trail down my shoulder to my breast converging on my hard nipple. I was so close to climax as he ran his tongue along the trails of red, from my nipple to my shoulder. His mouth covered my cuts, his tongue lapping at the hot red blood pouring from it and he moaned in shear bliss.
"Tastes so gooooooooooood," He groaned and rammed into me harder, my fingers tangling in his hair as I met his rhythm, holding his head to my shoulder wanting his to taste my blood. I was panting, screaming in pleasure, bouncing up and down on him, his hands lifting me up and down to meet his movements.
"OH MAJOR," I screamed, the knots in my stomach so tight I felt like I would snap, "MAJOR I AM...I AM...AHHHHH!" I released, my inner walls tightening, he snarled clutched me tight as his pace sped to an inhuman rate, I couldn't think about anything but the waves to sheer ecstasy pouring over me. I moaned, screamed and groaned. His body tensed, his mouth slowly trailing from my shoulder to my neck.
"OH JASPER...MY MAJOR PLEASE!" I screamed pushing his head towards my neck hard. His whole body shook as he released into me, snarls of pleasure erupted from his chest, my walls tightening again.
"I love you you stupid human," The major snarled, fixing his coal eyes onto my brown ones.
"I love you too," I breathed before screaming as he sunk his teeth into my neck. His venom burnt me fire, my eyes watered as I clung to him. I heard him groan in pleasure, his hips rocking up into me as he fought to control himself, to stop from draining me dry. He pulled his head away from my neck, licking the wound of blood. I shall never forget the crazed look in his eyes as he moaned licking the blood from his lips before burying his head into the other side of my neck, sinking his teeth in after whispering my name in my ear. I blacked out.
The burning was unbearable, I thrashed around and screamed. I could feel someone trying to calm me but I was inconsolable, soothing hands moved over me, a hazy pale face surrounded by gold with burning red eyes hovered over me. I found the face comforting but I couldn't remember why, all I knew was that I didn't want it to go. Something wet moved around my face gently, before something was pulled onto my body. I tried to move my lips, to ask them to say but all that came out was screaming. The face murmured something, trying to sooth me but I didn't hear them, before I blacked out again.
The next time I stirred the room was full of faces, all pale but my red eyes was gone. I screamed, trying to call for them. I thrashed around trying to look for them. Golden hair and golden eyes appeared but it was not my face, this one I couldn't remember. I slashed a hand at them trying to bat them again so I could look for the face I wanted again. The burning was so much worse now; I didn't know if it would ever stop, I felt as if I was going to die. The golden eyes were joined by another golden eyes with long dark hair. They murmured to each other, I screamed again thrashing, they tried to hold me down seeming afraid. Red eyes hovered back above me; a familiar cold hand touched my face. I felt calmer but the burning never stopped, I whimpered leaning into the hand seeking some comfort in my pain. The golden eyes backed away leaving me with my red eyes. I stared up into them, my chest burnt now to the centre. I gulped for breath before closing my eyes and falling into blackness.
The endless burning in the darkness never seemed to end; I could hear noise all around me, mumbling and humming, slowly forming into whispers and then words as the fire within my body grew. A deep voice, husky and dominating stayed with me, soothing me. I felt drawn to it. If it fell silent I thrashed, trying to locate it again. The other voices came and went, seeming not unfamiliar but unimportant.
The darkness weighed on my like a dead weight that I couldn't lift, as the burning grew the weight got heavier like it would crush me dead. Things slowly started to feel different, crisper and clearer. The voices whispered around me, occasionally touching me. I fought to get away if the red eyes voice way not here. I tried to remember the red eyes, why they were important but I couldn't fight my way through the burning and remember.
There was a rush of faces suddenly, they left leaving me with red eyes as the burning crescendo to a peak. I screamed one last time before falling silent. I could feel the very air itself stop. I opened my eyes to bright light, the burning rested in my throat torturing me. I growled and snarled, leaping around to face my red eyes. He was tall, a lot taller than me, so pale with curly blond hair and dull red eyes. Scars covered him, shining crescents against his skin. I leapt forward knocking him over, his hands locked onto my shoulders fighting to hold me back. My throat burnt, keeping one hand pressing against his chest I clawed at my neck, trying the rid myself of the burning.
"Lizzie..."The red eyed man whispered, "Do you know who I am?" I stilled for a moment, locking my eyes with his. Lizzie? Was that who I was? I turned to scan the room. There was no one else here so I fixed my eyes on him again.
"Liz..zie?"I tested the word in my mouth; it came out raspy yet melodic. It sounded familiar yet I didn't. A small smile graced his face. I tried to remember something before the burning that still lingered. Who was he? Flashes of his face showed through my mind but he looked so hazy I wasn't certain. I reached out and touched his hair; he tensed slightly as I hesitantly touched his golden curls before resting a hand on his smooth face tracing one of his scars. A word rested on the tip of my tongue.
"Ja...ss...per," I breathed, the pull I felt towards him was unbelievable, every ounce of my body, every molecule told me I HAD to be near him. His face broke into a smile that made me still for a second before pouncing on him entirely, knocking us both to the ground with an almighty bang. He chuckled propping himself up on his elbows, inches from my face.
"Do you remember anything?" He whispered stroking my hair gently. After a moment of thought I shrugged.
"Golden eyes...faces...voices...smell of wet dog..."I said so quietly he strained to listen.
"You will slowly remember more...it takes time," He whispered softly. I clawed at my throat again and whimpered.
"Nice to see you are not weird like Bella was," He chuckled pointing to the window.
"Let us hunt, stay with me" He said firmly. I hissed as he pulled me to my feet, keeping his hand firmly in mine before running with me out the open window. The rush of air around me felt welcome yet something told me I never used to jump out of windows however natural it now felt. Everything looked so clear, unlike the flashes of memories; I began to wonder what I have been before the burning. One memory that was now clear was the hour leading up to the burning; I wanted to do it again. I fixed my eyes onto Jasper, his head turned to look at me an eye brow raised.
"Hunt first or you might crush me," He said with a low chuckle, rolling his eyes. I felt disgruntled, we where now deep into the trees and my mind was elsewhere. Something so sweet smelling wafted into my nose, venom pooled in my mouth and I darted forward. The need to taste it overpowered everything.
"NO!" Jasper yelled digging his heels into the ground so to stop me. I snarled and whirled around, snapping my teeth an inch from his nose, fear poured into every molecule of my body, I dipped into a crouch.
"You must NEVER go for that scent..." He snarled leaning over me, the look in his eyes changed to one of dominance, one that I couldn't disobey. I hissed animalistic trying to ignore the smell. It was so hard, I wanted it so badly knowing it would stop the burning. Another scent came across, this one not nearly as enticing, I snarled at Jasper, in an manner asking permission to go. He sniffed once and looked in its direction before nodding. I sprang forward so fast Jasper could barely keep up, for some reason I knew this was new, that before it was the other way around that he was faster and stronger. I knew I was stronger now, that something in me had changed but I could not deny he was more dominant. A large bear crossed my path; I hit it so hard it crumpled before I could get my teeth into it. I snarled at Jasper who stood feet away before the pull I felt made me give him a softer look and offered him the bear. His harsh look softened and he knelt opposite me.
"Together," He whispered pressing his forehead against mine. I growled compliantly and sank my teeth into one side of the bear's neck, Jasper mirroring the other side.
As the hot soothing fluid ran down my throat a single word swam around my head. Mate. Mate. Mate. Jasper was my mate; I had to give him everything. He was dominant and I was his mate, his partner. As I drained the last drop from the creature I locked eyes with Jasper, sitting up. He leant forwards his tongue tracing my bottom lip; I let a low growl escape my lips as he licked the last drops of blood from my face before placing a passionate kiss on my lips.
"You are a natural," He whispered seeming somewhat proud of me. I purred contently but the burning was building in my throat again. I whimpered looking at him pleadingly as another scent hit my nose. He sniffed once and nodded. I was off before he even realised, trees blurred into a mess of brown and green. A large lion was stalking its prey in the trees ahead; I lowered my body into a crouch before leaping at it. It struggled uselessly against my grip, venom pooling whilst I waited for my mate to join me. After a few seconds Jasper's lips where parting mine as his tongue teased my lower lip, his eyes locked with mine.
"You waited for me," He whispered before nibbling my lower lip, the lion still struggling against my hold.
"Am I not a good girl?" I whispered questioningly tilting my head slightly, a smile playing on my lips. Jasper chuckled at my teasing.
"Oh a very very good girl," He quipped before looking to the lion and then me. I sank my teeth in, my eyes never leaving Jasper's as he did the same I moaned as the burning dulled.
Our bloodied lips met licking, tasting and teasing the others. Jasper's warm hand danced across my skin pulling the stained dress from my body, I lay on the leaves the corpse of the lion laying drained and forgotten feet away. My blond mate removed his clothes tantalizingly slow before flipping me into a kneeling position, resting his chest on my back we growled at each other testing the other, waiting for the other to defy the pull. Jasper still seemed wary of me and I of him. His growl turned to a snarl and I tilted my head to expose my neck purring gently, letting him know I accepted him as dominant. It was odd how this seemed so natural, like before the burning I would have found it strange but as jasper pulled my hips to his and claimed me as his own, sinking his teeth into my shoulder marking me I purred gently, ignoring the sting of my shoulder and lowered us to the ground as he moved inside me, making love to me. Now we were truly mated.
After another two bears and three deer we headed back to what Jasper said was our home, we walked slowly through the woods, he let me take in the sight and smells, warning me twice more to never go after the sweet smell that taunted me from far off, wafting past my nose enticing me to defy my mate.
I wondered what our home would be like, the room I awoke in after the burning I had paid no attention to, I was excited to see it. Everything was so new and completely enthralling despite the fact my mind wandered to blood or sex every few minutes. We mated twice more before Jasper managed to get me to the tree line. What he had failed to mention was the other eight like us waiting there who apparently shared our home.
I went to leap at them when he grabbed me by the hair, threw me to the ground and crouched between me and them.
"Family," He growled, I hissed swinging into a defensive stance, the word 'family' meant nothing to me, perhaps it was one of their names.
"I wasn't like that," Once of the females with long brown hair said. A tall male with longer white blond hair snorted and glared at her.
"This is what a newborn is usually like, but I must say she is rather wild," He said almost eagerly, maybe he wanted a fight as I was more than ready to shred him. The tiny female next to him with blond hair rolled her eyes at the male before fixing them on me.
I lunged forward fast but was caught by the ankles and pinned to the grass by Jasper.
"YOU MUST NOT HURT OUR FAMILY," He snarled leaning down and snapping inches from my nose. I felt calmed but still panicking, wanting to protect my mate from something I didn't know.
"She doesn't remember us," A male with copper hair said sadly.
"But I remembered all of you," The dark haired female said again in confusion, seeming almost pleased with this.
"But you weren't normal Bella, vampires usually awake unable to remember anything about their lives for the first year. She obviously remembers Jasper" A tall blond female said.
"She only remembers his name. She is complying to the mating pull, she is completely instinctual," The copper head said moving to stand in front of the dark haired idiot female. Jasper was still snarling whilst I stopped struggling. Bella, that name stirred something in a hazy memory.
"Bella..."I whispered looking into my mates now golden eyes. He nodded.
"Bella..." I said again, "Family..." I closed my eyes and was still, hazy pictures floated through my mind.
"Rosalie...Charlotte...Emmett...Esme...Edward...Carlisle...Peter..." I whispered gaining a sense of encouragement from my mate.
My eyes snapped open fixing on the tiny black haired female standing to one end, "ALICE" I snarled like a wild cat and flung Jasper from me and was upon her before they could blink. The girl screamed kicking and screaming but I was bigger, stronger and faster. Peter tried to lock his arms around me half heartedly, not really seeming too bothered if I shredded this girl, but more concerned about me turning on one of the others. I couldn't remember why I wanted to kill her just that I needed to and at this point in time I didn't care. Emmett grabbed one of my arms as my other arm latched onto Alice's throat. I threw Emmett away and knocked Peter flying. Alice was now pleading with me not to kill her, I found this almost amusing. I snarled tightening my grip around her neck beginning to pull upwards, a few cracks could be heard as I started to pull her head from her shoulders.
"STOP, LIZZIE RELEASE HER NOW," I heard Jasper yell, I froze. I couldn't disobey him. I hissed at her before leaping away still in an attack stance. Alice scrambled to her feet and began yelling.
"SHE IS AN ANIMAL JASPER! NOT FIT TO BE AROUND CIVILISED PEOPLE!" Alice scream, "SHE IS PSYCHOTIC!"
"She is four hours old you stupid bitch and newly mated! Of course she is going to be out of control! You reek of trouble," Charlotte defended, "And I wouldn't yell at her you cow...The Major is here," Charlotte sneered as Alice cowered. I looked up to see coal eyes fixed on me, seeming pleased. I love you you stupid human. Those words rang through my head.
"I am not human anymore," I whispered almost in question. He crouched next to me, studying me almost.
"No...You are perfect, my little vampire," He purred caressing my cheek.
"Thats new..."Peter muttered, "The Major has mated... almost seems surreal," This statement earned him an elbow in the ribs by Charlotte.
It took me a few days and a lot of yelling from Jasper to learn not to attack anyone who came near me or my mate. The cullen's allowed us our space, I only went inside to shower and change clothes after hunting all of which was supervised by my mate. My appearance seemed strange; Jasper showed me pictures of myself when I was human. I looked the same yet completely different. Waist length light brown curls fell from my head, my skin was pale and flawless and blazing crimson eyes haunted my face. Full pink lips seemed always in a smile. My body was muscled and skinny and I seemed to always wear a dress or skirt. This preference wasn't something I remembered.
The Major spent all his time trying to train me to fight over the next two weeks; I spent all my time trying to seduce him on the grass just out of sight of the house. All I wanted was blood and sex, which frustrated my mate slightly. He was used to having terrified new borns bowing to his every command not ripping off his trousers whenever he got to close.
"You are infuriating," He snapped massaging his brow after another failed attempt of having a mock fight which ended with him half naked, pinned to the floor whilst I serviced him with my mouth. I raised my head and smirked crawling up his body.
"Why must I fight anyway," I said twirling a wisp of his hair around my fingers.
"Because my sire is coming to try and take me back," He said harshly, I snarled my body tensing before a steel look came across his face.
"No one is taking you from me," I snarled before my head snapped up and a growl erupted from my throat, I sat up to straddle The Major's waist my skirt flared around covering anything of him which was exposed, but that was simply coincidence, Jasper said I needed to develop some modesty, but he said I had little when I was human.
"The family is coming," I said slowly. Carlisle had been right in predicting my power of knowing where people were. They walked into the opening where we were. Edward seemed uneasy when Jacob walked out into the opening, hand in hand with Nessie. Jacob did not bother me; however I seemed to bother him.
"The pack has come to aid us, the new moon is tomorrow," Carlisle said slowly, looking from an uneasy Jacob to an uninterested me. They all didn't seem to know whether they had interrupted a fight or us having sex that is except for Edward who was cringing as I replayed the last ten minutes in my head smirking evilly at him.
"We will finish this training session and then join you," The Major said stiffly, very aware that his erect penis had just slid in side of me as I shifted. Edward took to hitting himself on the forehead trying to dislodge that piece of information. Emmett winked at us.
"I'm certain you will," He said elbowing Edward who glared at him.
The amusing thing about Emmett was he didn't know when Jasper was himself or the Major and he also couldn't stop seeing me as the human I once was. I snarled at Emmett and they all left. I purred to the Major who just looked at me.
"You are insatiable," He said flatly. I pouted like a human.
"Jasper loves the fact I'm insatiable," I said seductively, "If you aren't going to submit I want him back," That earned me a growl before I was pounced upon.
"Do I need to show you your place?" The Major said harshly, ramming his hips into mine hard.
"I know my place," I cooed lovingly, "Its right here," I trailed a finger down his chest towards his waist, "Underneath you," With a single eyebrow raised my Jasper was released and lowered himself down.
An hour later we appeared with the others.
"Major?" Peter questioned, "Are you ok?" The wolves and the vampires shared a look of confusion.
"The Major's gone..." I said giggling, "I scared him away!" Peter frowned as I snuggled into Jasper's chest.
"Right...you scared the Major away?" Peter repeated me, "Is she ready to fight?" Peter turned his gaze to my Jasper. Jasper chuckled looking at me lovingly.
"She is more of a lover than a fighter," Jasper said, confirming that the Major had left the building. Half the room swooned and the other half gagged. Peter growled in annoyance.
"Will she be able to protect herself tomorrow," He said simply. We both looked at him.
"Pete...you really think I would have a mate who couldn't protect herself?" Jasper said, peter smiled and then the boring talk started. I half listened, my attention span at this stage was limited unless the subject involved hunting or sex, and this discussion involved neither.
"We shall go one hundred miles south, my contacts tell me they will come up this pass," Peter said pointing at the map. Jasper switched personalities and frowned.
"The wolves will line the cliffs; the new borns won't know their scent so won't think twice. The family will wait here," He motioned to a point on the map, "This is the narrowest part with the least places to hide, no humans will be around to get in the way," The family weren't used to the Major as it was a part of Jasper's personality hidden for almost sixty years. I on the other hand as his mate could tell the difference instantly.
We travelled that night, running the hundred or so miles to the pass, the others scattered themselves in the surrounding area, spending time relaxing with the people they cared about whilst we put phase one into action. The newborns in the army will go on scent so I had to smell as much like Jasper as possible to confuse and divide them. For that to happen the others had given us some privacy to do what I loved best, to make love to my mate.
The urgency in our movements gave into the fear I felt for my mate's safety. Jasper moved slowly, savouring our time together. We didn't know what tomorrow held or whether we would still be together when sun set.
"I love you lizzie," He whispered as we entwined ourselves on the outstretched blanket. I gently kissed Jasper's nose before burying my face in his hair as he shifted my hips to a deeper angle.
"I love you too Jasper..." I whispered, "I can't be without you...i don't want to think who I would be if you left me," I moaned softly as he went deeper, "I would truly be wild then," The night drew on and our untiring undead bodies didn't unlace themselves until the first rays of dawn hit our shining skin, telling us our last moments of peace had come.