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Chapter 4 Realizing feelings

Joey's p.o.v

I was up most of the night thinking about Lauren she is just so beautiful.I wish i knew if she cares about me. I know i care about her I'm just not sure in what way i mean she doesn't feel like a cousin.

when I went down stairs for breakfast this morning i walked into kitchen to see Lauren was in there but as soon as she saw me she left the room and ran upstairs. I think she is avoiding me again.

I just want to get to know here and she doesn't seem to want to be anywhere near me. I think something i said upset her but she won't stay in the same room as me for long enough for me to find some reason that i couldn't quite work out this hurt me.

End of Joey's p.o.v

Lauren's p.o.v

When i saw Joey i knew i had to get out of there after last night i was scared of being alone with him.I found out that Lucy had got me and her a date for tonight.I agreed hoping that going on this date would help take my mind off of Joey.

It had been half an hour now so i decided to go down stairs hoping that Joey has gone to work when i got down stairs i ran straight into Joey.

"Hey do you want to hang out today " he said pulling away from me.

"I cant sorry i have a date at lunch time " i said not looking into his eyes.

"Oh OK I'll see you later" he said sighing.

"see ya" i said getting my coat on and leaving the house heading to the Vic for the double date.

End of Lauren's p.o.v

Joey's p.o.v

When Lauren told me she had a date i felt jealous and quite sad that she didn't want to hang i could think about was that Lauren could be having fun on her date I couldn't handle that so i decided to go the pub and see what was going on when I got inside the pub and the first person i saw was Lauren she was at the bar ordering drinks.

"Hiya" i whispered in her ear while standing next to her.

"Hi what are you doing here" she said surprised to see me.

"Oh i just came for a drink " i lied smiling softly

"OK I'll see you in a bit, i better get back" she said before walking back over to the table she was sat at.

I stood at the bar watching her she seemed to be having a good time which made me quite annoyed i should be the one she is having fun with.

I was sat there for about another half an hour just watching her when all of a sudden i saw her date lean in to kiss her.I saw her lean in to kiss him too. I couldn't handle it i know i should have stayed away but i just snapped and marched over grabbed her by the arm and pulled her outside.

End of Joey's p.o.v

Lauren's p.o.v

I was on my date and to my surprise i was actually enjoying myself I wasn't actually thinking about Joey until he walked into the pub.

I was sat there laughing and getting to know Jamie my date when he lent in to kiss me. I looked at Joey for a second before leaning in to kiss him.

When all of a sudden Joey grabbed my arm and pulled me out of the pub.

"What are you doing" i shouted at Joey when we got outside.

"What are you doing with him Lauren you can do so much better"he said calmly.

"It's none of your business " i shouted.

"Look Lauren will you just listen" he said sighing.

"No you know what just leave me alone" i cut across him before brushing past him,running home and leaving him standing there.

End of Lauren's p.o.v

Joey's p.o.v

When Lauren left me stood there i felt so guilty about what i just did.I didn't mean to upset her i just saw red when they were about to kiss.

It just I think. No i know that I'm falling in love with her and i can't stand to see her with another guy. I just hope she doesn't end up hating me cause i can't stand the thought of that .

So what do u think is going to happen next. Let me know please r&r xxx