Chapter 5 Apologies

Lauren's p.o.v

I cant believe what Joey did last night I'm so mad at him right now.

I walked down stairs hoping that watching TV would take my mind off of what happened.

When i got to the living room i saw Joey already in there watching TV so i decided to go into the kitchen so i didn't have to talk to him. I heard him come in behind me as soon as i put the kettle on.

"Look Lauren about last night " he whispered

"I don't want to hear it Joey alright" i said trying to leave the room but he grabbed my hand.

"I'm sorry i was just trying to look out for you "he said sighing heavily.

"I don't need you to look out for me" i said looking up at him.

I looked into his eyes and i saw a lost look in them.

"I should go"i said trying to leave the room but he stopped me again.

"What are you doing " i said as he pulled me closer.

"What we have both wanted since the first time we saw each other"he said before crashing our lips together.

I couldn't help but respond it felt so good to be finally be kissing soon though i came to my senses and pushed him away .

"Were not doing this " i said breathlessly.

"Why not " he said trying to catch his breath.

"Cause were cousin its wrong" i said trying to sound convincing.

"Its not illegal " he said sighing.

"Please don't make me face up to this" i said feeling really scared.

"Hey its OK"he said moving to hug me but i moved out of the way .

"No this isn't happening please can we just forget about this" i pleaded.

"I don't know if i can Lauren"he said smiling weakly.

"Just try please lets just be friends"i said smiling weakly back.

"OK ill try " he said sighing heavily.

"thank you" i said walking out of the room and back upstairs that mind blowing kiss still on my mind.

End of Lauren's p.o.v

Joey's p.o.v

That kiss was amazing more amazing than any kiss i have ever had before.

The moment my lips touched hers it confirmed what i already knew that's that i am undeniably100 percent in love with her.

I now that just being friend with her is going to kill me but i will do it cause that's what she wants. I know this really is going to be the hardest thing i have ever had to do.

So how do u think thy are going to handle being just friends.

Let me know if u want another chapter today.

Please r&r xxx