Chapter 9

Lauren's p.o.v

I woke up to banging on my bedroom door. I jumped as i realized there was someone at my door looking next to me i saw Joey still sleeping and he looked so peaceful almost child like.

"Lauren "i heard my auntie Emma shout from the other side of my door.

"I'm just getting dressed" i shouted back trying to sound convincing.

Joey was still asleep how could he sleep though this i thought to myself.

"Joey come on you need to get up" i whispered.

"What's up" he said sleepily.

"Lauren are you OK darling" auntie Emma shouted.

As Joey heard her voice his eyes widened.

"What are we going to do " he said panicking.

"It's OK you go and hide in my wardrobe and I'll go and talk to your mum" i said smiling weakly.

Joey got up and quickly got into my wardrobe as i put my dressing gown on and answered my door.

"Hey what's up" i said as i opened the door.

"Nothing i was just wondering if you know where Joey is" she questioned.

"No sorry i haven't seen him since yesterday" i said

"Oh OK! Is everything OK between you two" she questioned.

"Yer why" i questioned.

"Oh no reason I'll see you later" she said narrowing her eyes at me before walking down stairs.

I shut the door just as Joey climbed out of the wardrobe.

"That was close" he said walking towards me but i put my hand up to stop him.

"What's up" he said shocked at my sudden coldness towards him.

"Nothing. you just better go your mum is already getting suspicious" i stated.

"OK I'll see you in a bit then" he said trying to kiss me but i turned away.

"Yer" i said not facing him.

He looked at me for a few more minutes before sighing heavily and leaving my room closing the door as quietly as he could behind him. As soon as the door was shut behind him i flopped down on my bed as the tears i tried to hold back started falling.

This cant happen again it just can't the thought of everyone finding out and hating me pretty much made up my mind for me.

It was the best sex i have ever had but as soon as i woke up and heard my auntie calling me i realized that me and Joey could never be together not properly we would always have to hide it like it is something to be ashamed of. I don't want that and i think if Joey is honest with himself he doesn't either.

I do love him i realized that the moment we first we just cant we are cousins it is wrong i know that and that is also what everyone else is going to say.

End of Lauren's p.o.v

Joey's p.o.v

I love Lauren to bits i didn't realize how much until we had sex. And then after she spoke to my mum it's like she couldn't even bear to have me near her.I really hope she hasn't gone off me cause i really don't want this to be the end of us.

End of Joey's p.o.v

Lauren's p.o.v

I stayed upstairs trying to avoid Joey until he went to work.

I went down stairs at about 8 thinking he would be at work that way i wouldn't have to deal with this not yet anyway.

I walked into the living room to see him sat on the sofa watching TV.

"Oh sorry " i said turning to leave the room.

"Lauren wait"He said getting up and walking over to me.

"I've got collage work to do" i said turning to walk up the stairs but he grabbed my hand.

"Hey are we OK after earlier" he questioned tucking a hair behind my ear.

"Yer of course we are" i said turning to leave.

"There's something wrong isn't there you have been avoiding me since you spoke to my mum" he questioned.

"Talk to me babe" he said.

"I'm sorry i cant do this earlier was a mistake" i said before pulling my hand out of his grasp and running upstairs into my room slamming the door shut behind me before collapsing on my bed as i started to cry.

I know i was lying to Joey when i said we were a mistake but it is easier this way cause i knew if i told him the truth he would try and convince me that everything would be OK when i know i wont

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