Chapter 45

I do not own Criminal minds. Sorry it seems like ages since I posted but I have been busy with Brothers lost and Roleplaying. I am sorry for those lame excuses. I promise you will get another chapter by Sunday. This was quite hard to write so sorry if it is boring or repeats itself! Sorry about that,

"Pretty boy, if I could I would go back. To be with Garcia and live a nice life. I would give anything for that." Morgan said. He looked sad as he said it.

I muttered back "Yeah but you haven't lost as much as me,"

"I heard that, Reid! You don't understand. If you stay here, Garcia will have lost most of the important people in her life. She lost her parents when she was a teen. She has lost me and now she is witnessing your death. This might be the last straw for her. I know both of you are depressed. But if you die this might push her over the edge. I know at the moment you are probably thinking that the people who truly love you are all up here but you are so wrong. Garcia wouldn't have helped you escape from the police unless she loved you. Nor would have Rossi. I know. You have to decide to go back to your body. Maeve said too much when she said your time wasn't up yet. But she is right. If you go back now, you will have a very nice live and you will change people's lives."

"But Morgan, I have more people I love up here. I don't have to fight anymore up her. I don't have to fight up here. I don't have to worry anymore. I can do whatever I want here. I can be myself! I want to be free of everything." I said shaking my head.

"You know kid, you have a life you can live. For a genius you can be stupid sometimes! You can make a difference. You can be living and alive?" He replied. He sounded jealous that I had a life I could go back to. I had a decision he didn't have to make. It had been decided for him. He had to die and never go back. He wanted to go back.

I knew that but he couldn't he had one life and one death. I could have one full and two deaths. Three would probably push it a bit.

I could see he was sad looking at Garcia. He loved her but could never properly see her again or never speak to her again. He could never be with his soul-mate again until she passed.

But I couldn't be with my soul-mate if I decided to go back.

Maeve appeared next to Morgan. She was dressed slightly different though. She was wearing a white shirt with a pink camisole underneath. She was wearing trousers and red heels.

"Spencer, trust me when I say this. When it is your true time you will spend lots of time with me! You're going to live a long life but you will live an even longer afterlife. I am going to be looking over you. You will know I am there. I will leave when I know you don't want me there. I promise I will be there through high and low times in your life. I will help you through the bad and enjoy the good. I love you! Do what Morgan says. It will help you and his soul mate!" She said.

She looked sad but happy. She looked sad because she wasn't going to talk to me for a long while but happy because she could be my guardian angel.

"But I won't be able to talk to you properly until I die. I won't be able to touch or feel you. I love you so much. I want to be with you so much. It would be like we were on other sides of a mirror. The only time we will meet again is when we are both dead. I really couldn't stand to think that," I said. I was sad I might lose her again. I couldn't do that.

"Think of it as a see you later. We both will meet again but we don't know when and where. Think of it like a long distance relationship! We both know we love each other but we can't see each other! It's not that bad!" Maeve laughed! She put a nice spin on it but we both knew it would be hard. It would be hard on both of us!

"Go on, Reid. You only have about a minute to re-enter your body," Both of them said in unison.

"You have to go back to your body before your soul decides to give up!" Both of them whispered.

"What?" I shouted as a delirium came over me. I didn't know what was happening or anything. Everything went black.

"Come on Reid, don't die on me," was the first thing I heard after my last encounter with Maeve and Morgan.