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The song for this chapter is Nightmare by Avenged Sevenfold

Seriously, again? I do not freaking own any Star Trek characters but in my dreams Spock is allllll mine (sorry kirk)

On with the shooow!

Chapter 5 - Nightmare

I awoke to a flash and blinked my eyes open, looking over to see Spock doing the same beside me. We were wrapped around each other tightly, both of us turning to stare at Bones who had a shit eating grin and a camera in one hand. Uhura was beside him, a hand on her hip and a smirk on her face. Scotty was behind her, blushing like crazy and looking extremely uncomfortable.

"Told you I could fix it, you owe me dinner." Uhura said, turning to Bones.

"Doctor Mcoy, is there a reason that this is not the first time that I have awoken to that infernal device?" Spock said tiredly, ducking his head in to my shoulder. I started to grin, hugging him to me.

"Are you making a fucking scrapbook Bones?" I complained, rubbing my eyes and sitting up. "Oh, and give me a copy of that one too."

Spock's head shot up and his gaze flitted to mine, raising an eyebrow at me while I grinned even more.

"You have copies?" He asked.

"Uh, yeah, locked in a vault, where you can't find them." I said, scooching away from him slightly.

"Get back here." He grumbled.

"Now, in all seriousness, vacate my apartment, I had a long night and would like some sleep." Uhura said pulling away the blanket. I grumbled, not wanting to know what made it a long night, but got out of the bed.

"You, are going back to the hospital now." Bones said, pointing at me.

"What!?" I yelled, glaring at him.

"Since she is no longer looking after you, you have no one signed to stay with you for a week straight. Therefore, you shall spend that week at the hospital where you can be supervised." He explained. I groaned and Spock stepped forward until he was standing beside me.

"Why must he be supervised, Doctor?" Bones quickly slipped the camera to Scotty, who ran in to the bathroom and locked the door. If I wasn't facing another week in the hospital, I would have laughed at them.

"Because he made a suicide threat to you and Uhura while driving, and another after you left." Spock's eyebrows raised and he turned to look at me.

"So, either someone signs for me or I go back to the hospital?" I complained, trying to avoid Spock's look. Bones nodded.

"Fraid so Jimbo." I groaned.

"Call Sulu or Chekov!"

"They're visiting their families."

"Scotty?!" I yelled out.

"No!" Uhura and Scotty yelled at the same time, causing me to wince. I sighed, massaging my forehead.

"I'll sign for him." Spock said beside me. I looked over at him in surprise.

"Really?" I said. Bones chuckled and pulled out the oh so convenient paperwork that he just happened to have in his bag. Why do I have a feeling that Uhura planned this?

"We established yesterday that we would both like a relationship, therefore we are now 'boyfriends', am I right?" He asked, grabbing the pen and paper work.

"Yeah." I grumbled, blushing slightly when Bones whistled. I punched him with my good arm and he jabbed a hypo in to my neck, making me cry out.

"What the hell was in that one." I yelled, holding my neck while Spock looked like he was going to tackle Bones.

"Nothing, it just has the same effect as a hypo that contains something." He said, shrugging and moving away from me.

"Spock," I said, turning away from my insensitive best friend. "You do realize that by signing that thing you have to be with me for a week straight, right?"

"I have been with you for longer than that aboard the enterprise. And as I have already signed for you, it is too late." He said, handing the paperwork to Bones.

"Now get out!" Uhura said affectionately, shoving us both out of her room and closing the door.

"I'll be back for the camera." Bones called out as we started out of the apartment.

"Gotcha." Scotty replied. I quickly grabbed Spock's hand before he could lunge at Bones and smiled at him.

"Relax, I like the pictures, they're very cute." I said, making him blush. "Especially when you fell asleep holding my hand." And now he was apple green.

"Okay, so, make sure he isn't suicidal, feed and water him three times a day and take it easy on his healing body. I suggest he tries to relax as much as possible, so no heavy duty sex." Bones said, rambling as we went in to the elevator.

"Jesus Bones! Do you mind?!" I yelled. My face was going red and if possible, Spock's turned greener.

"Not at all, just stating facts." He said, smiling at me before turning away and leaving the elevator. I shook my head as Spock silently led me to the car.

"What's wrong?" I asked, looking over at him as he drove.

"Nothing." He whispered.

"Bullshit, don't lie to me. Vulcans aren't supposed to lie."

"I'm only half Vulcan." He responded, smirking at me. I was taken aback before I growled at him.

"Tell me what's wrong."

"The comment of heavy duty sex, as he put it, reminded me of something." He said, sighing as he pulled the car over in front of a small house.

"This is where you live?" I asked, looking around him. He nodded and then took my hand.

"Are you still dreaming of Khan?" He asked, looking at me gently as though I would break. I swallowed hard at the memory of that nightmare and shuddered.

"No. But I had effectively forgotten, thanks for reminding me." I grumbled, getting out of the car and making me way up the steps.

"Jim, I did not mean to illicit an unwanted memory." He said, getting out of the vehicle and following me up the steps. I stayed silent as he unlocked the door and let me go in first. I stepped inside, taking off my shoes and looking around at the plain, one story house. No decoration, oh wait, there were two pictures, one on the wall and one on a table in the living room. I went over to the one on the wall and saw a young Spock with Sarek behind him and a woman, who I assumed was Amanda, smiling with her hand on his shoulder. I felt sad staring at him. He had no expression on his face and a small, healing cut on his lip. Was he bullied like I was?

I shook my head, walking in to the living room while he followed slowly behind me. The living room had a plush blue carpet, a white armchair and couch and a small TV. There was no other pictures than the one on the table, there wasn't even a lamp.

I walked over to the picture frame and blinked in surprise as I picked it up. It was us, right after I had been given the Enterprise. We were both holding our hats up to our chest, me with a grin on my face and him with a tiny, almost unnoticeable smile on his. I remember Uhura taking the picture, then running over and giving him a kiss. I remember the stab of jealousy when I saw them kissing, my first time ever noticing my feelings for him.

"James?" I put the photo down and smiled at him.

"I can't believe you have that on display. Did you even display any of you and Uhura?"

"Negative, although I did have feelings for her, I never displayed our affection for one another in my living quarters. It was one of the things she pointed out to make me realize my feelings toward you." He responded, sitting down stiffly on the couch. I sat next to him and he relaxed, allowing our arms to touch.

"One of the things? What were the others?" I asked, smirking at him.

"It would be far too long a list for me to say." He responded, the tips of his ears slightly green.

"How about… You show me then?" I whispered, turning to look at him.

"Jim, if I continue to mindmeld with you I might create a bond with you. Are you aware of the… implications that could arise from such a thing?" He replied, not looking at me. His hand was twitching and I wondered if that's exactly what he wanted.

"Explain and I'll decide." He sighed, grabbing my hand to still his.

"A bond is the Vulcan equivalent of human marriage. If we continue to meld with one another, as we have done so two times-."

"Three times." I corrected, cutting him off. He turned to look at me and raised an eyebrow. "Your future self melded with me to show me why the Romulans were attacking."

"Oh, well, as that does not affect me now, it does not count." He said, looking away once more. "As I was saying, if we continue to meld with one another it will form an unbreakable bond. You will feel me and I will feel you and you would be my mate during the Pon Farr."

"I'm sorry, what is Pon Farr?" He turned lime green and turned his head completely away.

"I… Am not ready to discuss such things just yet, though I am 21 so I believe it will happen soon."

"Okay… I already said I'm yours and I wouldn't mind being bonded to you." I said, shrugging.

"Really?" He said, turning and looking at me with surprised eyes. His hand went up to my face and I closed my eyes, waiting for the images of his memories to appear.

"I do not understand, do you not have feelings for me?" Spock said, his brows furrowed.

"Yes, I have feelings for you! But you obviously like someone else and can't even see it! I have feelings for someone else as well!" Uhura said, her arms crossed. She looked really sad. They were in my hospital room, the heart monitor beeping quietly in the background as I slept.

"Who, may I ask, is it that you believe I have feelings for?" He asked. She looked at him incredulously and waved her hand at me.

"You have been here practically ever since we injected him with the serum! He's the only one to ever break through your self-control, not once, but twice!"

"I recall the one time only, explain. What reasoning do you have to prove I have feelings for him and am not simply a close friend and concerned for his well-being."

"Oh please!" She yelled, throwing her hands in the air. "He managed to piss you off on the bridge, him dying made you cry and go in to a fit of rage whereas your mother dying in front of you and your entire planet being destroyed, didn't." I felt a tiny ounce of anger before it was quickly locked away.

"You don't have any pictures of us, but you display one of you and him in your living room. When we were on the Klingon home world, you had your arm and body protectively in front of HIM!" She said, pointing to me.

"I was not aware that I had been shielding him. I apologize if that has upset you."

"No Spock, I don't want an apology, I want you to admit that you have feelings for him!"

"Having feelings for my Captain, who is of the same gender as I am, would be illogical."

"Love isn't logical Spock. I've seen you stare at his lips when he talks, or stare at his ass." His lips twitched slightly and he blushed, looking away.

"Perhaps…"

"Spock, it's not working with us. It's fine. We can still be friends and you can be with him."

"I can only be with him if he too shares my feelings." She smirked and Spock sighed. "Alright, I understand I have feelings for him. Are you happy?"

"Yes, and I want you to be happy. Spock, he risked his title as Captain to save your life. He loves you too."

I was pulled out of the mind meld and gasped, staring at his blushing face. Now that she pointed it out, holy shit why didn't I notice before?

"You stared at my ass." I said, staring at him incredulously.

"Indeed." He muttered, getting up. My eyes fell on his ass and then I blushed, looking up at his smirking face.

"Shut up." I grumbled, rising to my feet.

"As I had not yet said anything, it seems illogical for you to say that." I groaned, pulling a book of jokes from my back pocket.

"Read this and lighten the hell up." I grumbled. He stared at the cover for a moment before raising an eyebrow.

"Jim, I find no reason as to why I should read such a novel. It does not seem informative at all."

"Spock, I'm tired, can I have a nap?" I muttered, rubbing my forehead. He grabbed my hand, leading me down the hall and in to his room. I saw him blush slightly as I stepped inside. There were clothes thrown in a pile in the corner and his bed was a tangle of blankets and sheets.

"I apologize for the appearance of my room, I have been rather sloppy as of late."

"Sorry." I grumbled, knowing it was my fault. But if this was his definition of sloppy then holy shit.

"Please do not apologize, Jim. As I have said, it is not your fault. I should have never left in the first place." He turned around, hesitating for a mere second before gently pressing his lips to mine. I sighed in content and when he pulled away, I looked at the stack of blankets.

"Help me take off my shirt." I grumbled. I looked over at his hungry gaze and blushed furiously.

"Not like that, you perv! My arm is in a sling and that is an extreme amount of blankets, which I understand you need." He chuckled and tingle of fear went down my spine. It was a deep chuckle. Oh god, was I dreaming? Was I still in the hospital? Did him reminding me of the dream bring it back?

"Jim, what's wrong, you have grown rather pale." Spock said, concern on his face. I was paranoid, I was just paranoid. I reached in to my back pocket, grabbing my comm and unconsciously backing away from Spock, who I feared was going to turn in to Khan at any second.

"Bones, it's Jim." I muttered weakly, unable to take my eyes off Spock.

"Jeez, already? What the hell happened this time, you haven't even been gone an hour!"

"Bones I'm experiencing extreme paranoia and I'm feeling an extreme amount of fear." I whispered, grunting when I hit a wall. I hadn't realized I was still backing up. I slid down the wall, dragging my knees up to my chest and feeling very vulnerable.

"What do you mean, what happened?" Bones said, his voice filled with concern. I couldn't look down at my comm, I couldn't take my eyes off of Khan behind Spock, sharpening a blade quietly on the bed, a smirk on his face.

"Bones, I am hallucinating that Khan is sitting on Spock's bed behind him, sharpening a knife." I whispered. Spock spun around and looked over the bed, confirming that I was hallucinating when he didn't tackle him.

"Alright, calm down, what would have caused this sudden outburst."

"I believe that is my fault, doctor, when I mentioned his nightmare." I shuddered and Spock slowly approached me.

"Whoa, what nightmare? Khan's blood brought you back to life, I need to know if you have nightmares about him!" Bones yelled. I raised my hand, ripping my eyes away from Khan and stretching out to reach Spock. He was there in an instant, pulling me close to him while I finally looked at bones.

"It was an awkward nightmare, why the hell would I tell you. It's bad enough that Spock accidentally saw it!"

"It doesn't matter how awkward it is, Jim, you need to tell me these things."

"Fine, I thought I was having a sex dream about Spock and when the blindfold came off it was Khan raping me!" I yelled. I heard his laughter from the bed and looked over in fear as he stood up.

"Yes, and I would do it again, Captain. I want you to sink as low as you can go before I kill you." He growled.

"Shut up." I whispered.

"Pardon?" Bones said. "Spock where do you live?"

Spock grabbed the communicator from me as my fear turned to anger.

"I will tie you up and make you watch as I rape Spock and then Uhura and then slowly torture them until they both die on your lap. I will make sure you can't escape and when you beg me for death, maybe I will grant it. Or maybe I will keep you as my own, personal, pet." Khan growled, stepping closer.

"Stay back." Spock said. I looked over at him in surprise and saw his own surprise.

"Doctor McCoy. I see him too." He muttered. Khan smirked, taking another step forward.

"This isn't possible, he's right here, in the cryotube! I'm staring at him!" I heard bones say.

"I agree, this is highly illogical, but it isn't Jim hallucinating. Call Uhura and get over here." Spock said, hanging up and pulling us both to our feet.

"I must be dreaming." I whispered.

"How so?" Spock asked, looking at me, then down at the arm that he had accidentally pulled from the sling. It was fine. Not bruised, not sprained or broken and I could move it just fine.

"Oh, this isn't a dream, Captain. That is the power of my blood that runs through your veins. I will get my revenge for what you and Spock did to me and my crew."

"Don't let him get to you, Jim."

"Oh, it's Jim now and not Captain. When did this occur? It seems I'll have a lot more fun than I originally thought." Khan's smirk grew as he stepped forward. His image shuddered slightly and he looked down in confusion, his rage showing on his face.

"Spock, what's happening?" I asked.

"I do not have a logical response for you, Captain." He looked down at me, then frowned. "I'm afraid it's a habit Jim. I apologize."

"It's fine. Why didn't we kill that son of a bitch?" I growled.

"Because you are too weak to do what is necessary." He growled, jumping forward. I cried out as a very real Khan crashed down on top of me, his hand on my throat. Spock had him off me in under a second, punching him straight in the face as he had in the memory. He went to punch him again and I flinched as Spock yelled in pain as he had punched the floor.

I looked around before meeting Spock's eyes.

Khan was gone.

Dun dun dunnnnnn yeah, finally getting in to some reeeeal Khan drama yeeeeah. I seriously can't decide if I hate Khan or love him. He's just freaking bad ass xD And I know a lot of people bash Uhura but I respect her. And fear her. I'm sorry but, going from that line in the movie, would you be more afraid of Uhura's wrath or the Klingons'?

Hope you enjoyed the chapter! If you have any requests as to a funny line or a funny scene let me know and I'll see what I can do for ya :) Until Thursday, Enjooooy!