A/N The only freaking thing keeping me from throwing this god damn laptop out the window is the fact that I need it! THIS IS THE FOURTH TIME I'VE TRIED TO WRITE THIS! IT KEEPS REFRESHING OR SCREWING UP AND ERASING EVERYTHING!

Now that that is out of my system, time for the quickest thing ever. Zachery is gay. I want a sex change to be his gay lover. Check out the Leonard Nimoy vs. Zachary Quinto Audi commercial, it's hilarious.

Life sucks. I hate men. They ruin everything. Like my last story cause I just couldn't write I was so depressed. This time I'm going to keep at it though because your reviews made me smile and happy when all I wanted to do was curl in to a ball and cry myself to sleep. Oh.. And alcohol, heeeavy alcohol. But I'm going to be a good girl and for you guys I'm going to truck through it! Ima be a super trooper! wooooooooooo

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The song for this chapter is Addicted by Saving Abel

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Chapter 6 – Addicted

"Good lord man! How hard were you trying to punch him?" Bones asked, staring in amazement at Spock's slightly swollen hand as he passed a device that I won't even pretend to know over it.

"Hard enough to render him unconscious before you got here so we could determine why this is happening. It was only logical to put that much force in to the blow." Spock said, raising his eyebrow before trailing off. "As well as he had attacked James."

I started to blush furiously as Uhura turned and shook her head.

"You say he was real, able to actually touch you?" She said, wandering over to me, rubbing her arms the way she does when concerned. She started staring at my throat where I'm sure there was a bruise despite how quickly Spock had him off of me.

"Indeed. My first hit made contact with him, while I tried the second time he had already disappeared."

"We should kill him. I don't care if it's not the right thing to do, we need to kill him while he's still in cryo." Uhura said, shaking her head.

"No, it's not right." I said, clenching my fists. I would not be a murderer or an accomplice all because of a hallucination that was… able to touch and be seen by others? This had to be a god damn dream.

"Jim, in this case, I have to agree with Uhura. It may not be the right thing to do, but if it is hindering your safety, as well as the safety of others, we should kill him." Spock said.

"I agree. Vote is three to one." Bones said, shaking his head. "You have three broken knuckles and some damaged cartilage."

"You really didn't need to punch that hard." I grumbled. I didn't like this plan.

"As I already said, it was logical for me to use that much force." He said, blinking. I rolled my eyes.

"What happens if he dies, it's his blood that brought me back. What if I'm connected to him?" I said, trying to form a "logical" solution to this mess.

"That is illogical, but we will do a test first to make sure that causing him pain, and ultimately death, will not harm you." Spock said, watching me as Bones wrapped his knuckles.

"Oy! Why are you not wearing your sling?" Bones yelled when he finished, running over and inspecting my arm. "It's… Completely healed, how is that possible?"

"I don't know, Bones, you tell me!" I yelled, pulling my arm away from him. "I'm tired and would like to sleep."

"Of course, we'll go clear this with Starfleet." Uhura said, grabbing Bones and pulling on his arm.

"Nyota?" I called out, sticking my head out the door. She froze and turned around, blinking in surprise.

"What is it?" She asked.

"He made a threat against you, please… Be careful, and try not to stay alone." I said, running my hand through my hair. She nodded once and smiled affectionately at me before leaving.

"What kind of threat, Jim?" Spock asked when I returned to the room.

"A threat. I rather not describe the details." I grumbled, pulling off my shirt. Before I could even put the shirt down I was on the bed, pinned under Spock. My hands were held above my head, his mouth near my ear.

"Just tell me Jim." He whispered. My back arched involuntarily and I gasped when my body came in contact with his.

"Especially since you are giving me a boner, I really don't want to go in to detail." I groaned. He suddenly dropped his weight, pinning me completely to the bed and biting my ear lobe.

"If you do not tell me, I will continue to please you to the point where you lose control and then refuse to have sexual activity of any sort with you." I gasped, blinking in surprise as he pulled away slightly and smirked at me.

"You are truly evil." I hissed. "He said that he was going to tie me up and force me to watch him rape you, rape Uhura and then torture you both slowly until you die in front of me and then keep me as a pet."

"Oh." He muttered, releasing me. I groaned as he slid off of me and lay beside me.

"What? You tease me and then when I answer you, you still don't do anything!" I said, smiling to let him know I was joking. He rolled over on to his side, propping himself up so he could see me.

"And what would you like me to do to you," he leaned in close to my ear. "Captain."

I groaned in response and closed my eyes. Really, REALLY evil.

"Anything that pleases you." I groaned. How the hell do you tell a Vulcan, I want you to blow me until I explode in your mouth? He would probably say something like "that would be a highly illogical action."

"No, I would not, James." He growled in my ear. My eyes widened and he smirked, getting on top of me again.

"Spock, did you just read my thoughts?" I muttered. I didn't think raising my voice any higher would be possible with the way he was pressed against me. And there's that smirk again, god damn it.

"I think I like having skin-to-skin contact with you. You can't avoid telling me what you want, Captain." Oh god, since when did him calling me captain stop annoying me and start turning me on!

"Spock, please!" I groaned.

"As you command." He whispered, kissing me passionately before kissing down my chest, the entire time he was playing with my pants until he finally popped the button.

"God damn it Spock." I groaned. "I love you."

"As I love you." He murmured against my stomach. My heart skipped a beat and I moaned gently as his tongue found my nipple. I felt him smile before he started tugging my pants down slowly.

"Sadistic elf." I grumbled.

"Indeed." He whispered, kissing my lips gently. I liked this, not that I didn't like the rough kisses either, but this was… romantic in a sense.

His hand slipped my boxers down rather quickly compared to my jeans and gripped my very hard dick in his hand. I gasped, throwing my head back with a groan as he kissed down my chest, all the while slowly pumping his hand.

"Beautiful." He muttered before running the tip of his rough tongue along the crevice of my head. I moaned loudly, knotting my hands in his now shaggy hair.

"On second thought," I somehow managed to say even though he had flicked his tongue against me. "I'm liking the long hair."

He chuckled slightly and then in one go he had engulfed my entire cock in his mouth, swallowing slightly and causing me to utter cuss words.

Did Vulcans have no gag reflex, or is it just Spock? God damn it was hard to think with him sucking me like that! His mouth was so warm, his tongue felt foreign to my skin, but a good foreign. Oh fuck, if he keeps this up I'm going to cum quicker than ever.

He moaned slightly, the vibrations eliciting a loud moan. I felt myself rising higher and higher until I was holding his head with one hand while the other tangled in the sheets. My head was thrown back, my eyes clenched shut as I moaned his name over and over again as though it were a prayer.

Oh Jesus… I can't hold it any longer…

"Spock… Oh god… Spock I'm going to…" I didn't get to finish my sentence before he had taken me all the way in again and swallowed hard. I cried out his name as I came harder than I had ever cum, panting as he swallowed it all before slowly pulling away with an audible pop and licking the tip clean.

"You taste amazing, Captain." He whispered in my ear.

"Your turn." I panted, kissing him roughly and flipping us over. He pulled back slightly, his cheeks flushed and kissed the tip of my nose.

"Not tonight, you were going to have a nap before I otherwise occupied you. I enjoyed pleasing you, to the extent where I must go change my pants before I too join you to read that book you think will be informative." Oh jeez, even after that he's still talking "logically"

"Are you sure?" I whispered, collapsing in exhaustion on top of him. Damn, I was even more tired than I thought.

"Positive, to do anything in your current state would be illogical. As well as you do not need to return the favor, as you would say, as I was more than happy to do so." I kissed his neck as he talked before rolling off, watching as he stood up and pulled off his shirt. Damn it, why did he have to be so hot? I watched as he grabbed a pair of boxers and pants and started towards the door.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa!" I yelled, sitting up and staring at him in disbelief.

"Yes?" He asked, raising one of those perfect eyebrows of his.

"I am lying here on your bed completely naked, and you are going to leave the room to change?" I said, shaking my head. He started to blush slightly before closing the door and self-consciously stripping. He was slightly hard and I couldn't help but stare. Yeah, I considered myself large, but he was huge! And that was only half hard, if I bottomed, that is going to hurt.

"Jim?" He asked, making me blush and look up at him.

"I'm naked, why don't you just come here?" I whispered, blushing harder. He walked over slowly, climbing in beside me and grabbing the book out of fucking nowhere. How did he do that?

"I love you, James." He said, kissing the top of my head as I slipped under his arm curled up to him.

"I love you too, Spock." I said, smiling and kissing his pale green nipple before closing my eyes. I heard him sigh in content before pulling the blankets around us. I nuzzled against him and he chuckled, placing the arm I had slipped under around me as I drifted off.

Alright, finally getting some steamy action! Last chapter I had a question, who would you be more scared of Klingons or Uhura, so you know what, time for another question cause I like seeing your answers! Would you get a sex change if there was the possibility of being with Zachary Quinto?