Chapter 48

I don't own Criminal minds. I thought it would be better to split the funeral into different parts. I'm sorry you didn't receive this chapter before today but I have been really busy and had a bit of a writer's block. Hope you like it.

Me and Garcia finished getting ready and finished packing our stuff.

We decided that we wouldn't come back to the hotel after the funeral and that we would just head to Quantico.

The sooner we left the country the better.

"Are you ready?" Garcia asked in a kind voice.

She picked up her bag and walked towards me.

I was bent over my closed go bag sobbing quietly.

I had promised myself that I wouldn't cry while I was still at the hotel but I couldn't help it. I hated all of this.

I only started to sob because, while I was packing, I found a picture of my mum and me, smiling and happy, and a picture of all the team together at a bar all smiling.

I hated knowing that I wouldn't be like that again.

I knew the team wouldn't be altogether for a very long time.

I hated the feeling but I couldn't help it. I felt tears fall down my face.

I knew this funeral would be very hard on me.

Diane had just left her hotel room when she heard sobs coming from the room she knew Spencer and the fat woman had been staying in.

She wanted to see what was going on but knew it would look very weird.

She had to look normal to at least get out of the hotel before anyone called the cops suspecting something.

She hoped it was the fat woman crying after the loss of her Spencer.

She deserved to cry.

She hadn't looked after him well enough.

The only reason Diane had decided to poison Spencer was so that he didn't have to live a life where he was ruled by a fat, greedy bitch who could never love him properly. Well at least not as much as she could love him.

She walked to her black ford fiesta which was parked outside of the hotel and smiled at the thought of the fat woman crying.

She liked that thought.

"Reid, come on. Try and hold it together till the funeral. It will hurt you a lot more if you uncontrollably cry now. We only have a couple more hours left until we leave this state and only about a day until we leave this country. I know it's hard but you have to try to stay strong until the funeral. I know it's hard and I'll be there for you." Garcia said in a kind voice.

"I know that, I just saw a couple of pictures which just reminded me about good times. I couldn't help it." I said as I tried to calm myself down. It was working ok but not greatly.

"Have you fully packed?" Garcia asked as she noticed my bag was still open.

I nodded as I zipped up the bag.

"Let's go and get Rossi. Then drive to your mum's funeral." She said as she grabbed her bag. I followed behind her.

Diane was waiting in her car in the car park of the Salinto Cemetery.

She knew this was the place her true love's mum was being buried.

She found out by snooping around her dead love's room while he was sleeping.

She knew it probably wasn't the best thing to do but how was she going to find out otherwise.

She wasn't a friend or relative of Diana so couldn't get the address from the mental hospital she had been staying in.

She had to snoop around when he was sleeping. She didn't like it but he was so peaceful.

He looked like an angel but she knew the fat woman would have killed him mentally and he would never be that peaceful angel again. That's one of the reasons she had poisoned him.

She had saw first-hand what a greedy, selfish bitch could do. Her mother was one.

She had always hated her mum. Her mum was an evil bitch who ate and drank away her dad's money.

Diane's dad was loving and cared a lot about his family but one night after she had taken her daily fix of $20 of cocaine and drunk a whole bottle of vodka her mum got into a fight with him. It ended with her mum stabbing her dad with a butcher's knife.

Diane never forgave her for that. Her mum got 20 years imprisonment but Diane was left in care and in Diane's eyes that sentence wasn't long enough. In her eyes, her mum deserved a death sentence.

She got adopted by a nice family but could never forget what happened.

She just hoped her Spencer's mum hadn't been like that. She hoped his mum had been everything her mum hadn't been. She didn't want to respect a monster.