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Chapter 3. Sam's POV
The last three years have been hell. The day I lost the perfect women. I made a terrible mistake. Not that I remember everything that happened.
Flashback:
I just left my brother in laws/ best friends house. It's our weekly boys day, watching sport and drinking. While my wife is out with her girls. She is the best thing to happen to me, we have been together since she was she was 16 and I was 18. As I reach home, I see Emily standing outside crying. This girl has been doing my head in, she keeps flirting with me, making comments that she is better than my wife.
I ask her what is a matter, I can't stand whirls crying, she tells me her boyfriend was cheating on her (not that any one knows she is seeing anyone) and she wants someone to talk to. I invite her in, to talk. ( my first mistake) I offer her a drink, I grab two beers. (Second mistake) I sit next her while she tells me everything that happened. I put my arm around her, tell her I'm sorry and no girl or women should be cheated in. (Third mistake) We must of been talking and drinking for a couple of hours as my vision is cloudy.
The next thing I know we are in mine and my wife's bedroom with her on top of me. I hear a scream, I see my wife screaming with tears down her face. I push Emily off me, I try to grab her to explain its not what it looks like and that I love her but she pulls away. She runs out of the room, down the stairs, out of the house, towards her car. I keep telling her I love her and I'm sorry. She doesn't listen. She just gets in her car and drives away. I have never felt so helpless, and mad at myself. I walk back into the house, Emily tries telling me it's for the best, I have her now. that we can be together like we both want to. I shout at her telling her to get out of my house now, never come back or even talk to me again. I never want to see her again.
I collapse down crying, I haven't cried in years. I can't believe I was so stupid.
End of Flashback!
I have never forgiven myself, for ruining the best thing to happen to me. I phased into wolf a few days later, after Jared, Jake, Paul, Kim and Leah came to kick my butt for hurting her, i let them. I was missing for nearly 2 months, when Harry Clearwater found me still in my wolf form. He told me how to phase back, I need to think of happy thoughts, I phased back after thinking of mine and Bella's wedding. He, Billy Black, Charlie Swan and Old Quil told me all the legends we were told as kids were true. Jared didn't speak to me till the day he turned to. He saw the whole story and knew what truly happen, but that doesn't mean her has forgiven me.
No one saw Emily again till 8 months later, she came to say she is pregnant and that it is mine. I didn't believe her at all. I told her I want a DNA test soon as her kid was born. Which she denied, and walk away.
I found out just a month later that she had the kid. The baby looked nothing like me. Thank god I couldn't imagine having a kid with her. I only want children with my wife, my beautiful Bella.
I have concentrated on the pack the last two years and half years after Jared and I turned, next was Paul, then Embry, Jake, Quil, Seth, Leah, Colin, and Brady all phased in the first year. So far only two wolves have imprinted, Jared on Kim. Embry on Angela. I know I would imprint on Bella, she is the one for me.
It's been three years since anyone's heard from Bella. She hasn't contact anyone but I do have a feeling she has been in contact with Leah, Angela,Jake and Kim but they haven't said anything not that I blame them. Those Four don't speak to me unless they have to.
Not a day goes passed I don't think of her. What she is doing? How is she? Does she miss us?
She become 21 soon, How will she celebrate this, I remember telling her I would take her away for the night someone special after a meal with our family and friends.
I realise I'm lost in my own thoughts, as Jared and Paul call me. They want to head down to beach. Not knowing that today will change my life for the better? Or maybe the worse?
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Should I do just Bella's point of view or both hers and Sam's aswell?