Heya everyone, time for the fantastic part -giggles- you don't like sex, don't read this chapter! Though I am assuming if you have made it this far, you don't mind it :)

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The song for this chapter is Toes by LIGHTS. Fun fact, I ran in to her at a truck stop while on a feild trip a few years ago and my friends (not knowing it was her) had a conversation about which chips she should buy and convinced her to buy Doritos xD Idk, random, but a fun story!

I WISH I OWNED EM, ESPECIALLY SPOCK, BUT I DOOOON'T

Chapter 11 – Toes

The dim light glistened off his skin as he leaned back, taking his shirt off and throwing it unceremoniously to the ground. My heart was racing in lust and fear and I wasn't sure which would consume me first.

"If it becomes too much, tell me, I don't want to cause you distress." Spock whispered, leaning down and kissing along my neck. I groaned in response, my hips moving up to meet his. He started nibbling, pushing my shirt up to run his hands along my chest. I went to do the same and once again was reminded off all Kahn had done to me.

And all I will do to remind you that you are my pet. Spock ran his cheek gently against mine before looking me in the eye.

"He will never touch you again. He may have had you in your mind, but I will have you now. He only used his body, I will use my heart and show you how full of love it is for you." He said. I melted then, leaning up and catching his lips with mine. We kissed passionately, his tongue slipping in and illiciting a moan.

"Do you have any attachment to this specific shirt?" He asked, pulling away. He was panting slightly and I could see the pure want in his eyes.

"No, why?" I gasped as he tore it off of me, throwing the remains to the ground before leaning down and running his rough tongue around my right nipple while his long fingers pinched and teased the other. It only took a few minutes and few nibbles to reduce me to a mewling, wanton mess, my hips grinding against his. He switched nipples, his now free hand trailing down my stomach and undoing my pants. I didn't realize I had closed my eyes until he pulled my hair lightly to get me to look at him.

"I want you to keep your eyes open so you can see that is me the entire time." He said as he slipped my pants and boxers off. I nodded, not trusting my voice. He smiled, leaning in to give me a quick kiss before grabbing a bottle of lube that I didn't notice he even had.

"Take your pants off too." I whispered, my voice husky. He raised an eyebrow before setting the bottle down and slipping out of the remainder of his clothing. I looked hungrily in to his eyes as he lubed up three of his fingers.

"I won't put them all in at once and I'll be really gentle until you state otherwise." He said, leaning down and engulfing the head of my penis in to his mouth. My breath came out in a hiss and he slowly slid his index finger in to my ass. His eyes stayed on mine as he flicked his tongue along the slit, his finger slowly moving in and out, twisting, probing me. God, I don't think I have ever seen anything more sexy than that look in his eyes.

Don't forget how you cried out as I hit your sweet spot every time. I tried to ignore Khan's voice but he continues talking, nagging me. Spock growled deep in his throat and I couldn't help throwing my head back and crying his name when the vibrations hit at the same time that he found my prostate.

"He's mine Kahn. Something you will never have is his love, and that is the only thing that makes this so pleasurable. He's not helpless with me, he's trusting." Spock spoke, silencing Kahn's words.

"I love you." I groaned as he slowly inserted a second finger.

"As I love you, nothing will change that." He said, going back to licking the tip of my cock. Pure bliss radiated through my body and Kahn tried to talk again, but it was like it was too faint to hear. I felt Spock's triumphant smile and he inserted his third finger.

It was uncomfortable at first, but when he curled his fingers, brushing the tip of them against my prostate I was embarrassed because I came hard in to his mouth. I gasped as my hips bucked slightly and he moaned, holding me down as he swallowed before licking my cock clean. He looked up at me with a glint in his eye as his slowly licked his lips and instantly I was getting hard again.

He pulled away, withdrawing his fingers and I found myself mewling for more. He smirked as he coated himself before laying down slightly on my body, his tip at my entrance.

"Tell me when, Ashaya." He whispered, kissing my nose. I sighed in content, nodding as he wrapped me in his arms. He slowly pushed in, never looking away from my eyes as I clenched my jaw, whimpering slightly.

It hurt a lot, but the pure love and adoration in his eyes kept me strong and I felt all fear vanish. This was Spock, the man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. He was nothing like Kahn, the manipulative bastard who twisted all that I was. I realized when he was still that he was fully in and flinched as I drew my legs up and slightly around his to give him better access.

He sighed, leaning down and kissing me so gently. I returned the kiss, the pain slowly lessening as if he were kissing it away. He didn't need me to tell him I was ready, he could feel it. He withdrew halfway before slowly pushing back in. I could see the strain of keeping himself in control in his eyes and it was like a fire was ignited in me.

"Lose it." I groaned as his slow pace antagonized me.

"Are you sure?" He asked, his voice breathless. I leaned up, biting his lip and he growled, his fingers lacing in to my hair as he slammed in to me. I cried out his name, throwing my head back as he picked up the pace, his other hand holding my hip so tightly I swear it would bruise. He switched angles, hitting my prostate in the process and the mewling began again as he smirked, keeping in position. His hand slipped out of my hair and he placed it on my meld points.

"May I?" He asked, panting slightly.

"Isn't it the most intimate thing you can do?" I asked, surprised.

"That's why I want to with you." I gasped, nodding once and was thrown in to a spiral of pleasure.

His pleasure was flowing in to me, intensifying mine before echoing it back. It was like I couldn't tell where he started and I began. We were one and whole and a bright light over took my vision as I came all over our chests. He pounded in to me for a few more seconds before he moaned out my name, stiffening as he came inside me.

His sweaty body flopped down gently on mine, his head under my chin as he panted and nuzzled me before slowly pulling out. I groaned at the loss, wishing I could hold him. His hand slipped off my face, but the connection didn't stop and I kissed his forehead.

"That bright light…" I whispered, realizing what had happened.

"Is it too late to ask you to be my bondmate, Thy'la?" He grumbled out. I laughed, shaking my head slightly.

"You already knew I'd say yes, there was no need to ask." I said softly, smiling as he leaned up and kissed me.

"If you two are quite done now, you left the bedroom door open." I heard Bones yell. We pulled away and Spock quickly pulled the blankets over both of us as I blushed. A quick look at him showed he too was blushing.

"We're covered." I yelled back meakly.

"Oh hell no! There is no way in hell that you are getting me to walk in to that bedroom." He called back. "The keys to the handcuffs are in the living room."

"Wait, Bones!" I yelled out. I turned to Spock and he looked up at me with eyebrow raised in question. "Can we go out to a bar to celebrate?"

"You wish to consume alcohol?" Spock asked, sitting up.

"He's gone, I'm in control, I promise. And I trust you to make sure I don't go overboard." I said, grinning at him. I saw his apprehension fade and he sighed, getting up and grabbing part of my teared up shirt and using it as a make shift cloth before putting on his pants.

"Woah, were you not wearing underwear?" I asked, my eyes widening. He flashed me a mischievious grin and walked out of the room, leaving me stunned.

Alright, thank you for reading everyone! Let me know if you have any suggestions or if you liked it, feedback is always welcome! My question now is, do you think it's sexy when someone doesn't wear underwear? I know, these questions and random and weird, just like meeee!