Title: The DiNozzo Diaries 3: The Killer Inside Me
Author: rekkidbraka
Rating: T
Pairings: Tony D. and Ziva D.
Category: Romance; humor; angst
Disclaimer: No infringement intended.
Spoilers: From final two eps. of Season 6
Summary: Sequel to "The DiNozzo Diaries 1 & 2." Special Agent Tony DiNozzo's most private thoughts and desires revealed, chapter by chapter. TIVA. Warning: Intense sexual content in some chapters. No slash.

-------------------- The DiNozzo Diaries 3: The Killer Inside Me ---------------------

My mission, if I choose to accept it, is to 'handle' my ex-girlfriend, Jeanne, the daughter of the notorious international arms dealer La Grenouille. When we dated, she was a doctor -- or so I thought. Turns out she's a doctor... and the heir to daddy's weapons-selling business. She's apparently at least as good at it as The Ole Croaker was because my fianceƩ's daddy, who runs Mossad, wants her 'handled.' That means 'dead' in Mossad-speak.

It's my mission. I chose to accept it.

Because I've 'handled' Jeanne before, in other ways, in the past. And trust me -- just remembering that period of my life?

Makes me wish I were dead. Sometimes.

But this time? I'd like to make sure she's dead.

Forever.

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I've never understood before.

I never really got how Ziva or Gibbs -- even how Jenny -- was just able to take someone out. Kill that person without giving a damn that they were dead. Or that they were gonna die -- you know, when they were planning it.

Maybe I'm seeing it now.

All the things Jeanne's done -- to Ziva, to Jenny, to Kate, to me -- and she just walks every time.

It can't go on. Gotta stop.

It's not enough anymore to talk about it.

I've gotta make it happen.

That's the difference: Doing, not talking.

And this time, I'm following through. No more Mr. Nice Guy, Mr. Follow NCIS Protocol. I got Mossad backing on this one.

You're gonna pay, Jeanne. It's time.

Actually, the way I see it... you're really overdue.