Jen sat in her office all alone, her head in her hands and tears streaming down her face, she had argued with Gibbs again today. It happened a lot but this time, it hurt her more than anything. He had reminded her that it was her that ended it in Paris, she wished she hadn't, she wished to be in his arms again, to feel safe again and to be loved again, but it would not happen anytime soon. She had seen the pure hate in his eyes and the hurt that she had caused him, but he seemed to fail to see the pain she dealt with everyday, because he never left her mind for even a second, she tried to forget him, she tried to stop loving him, she even tried to blame him, and to hate him, but when it came down to it, all she could do was love him. Her body wracked with tears, as she listened to the radio.
Lately nothing I do ever seems to please you
And maybe turning my back would be that much easier
Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange
But I can't watch you walk away
Can I forget about the way it feels to touch you?
And all about the good times that we've been through
Could I wake up without you every day?
Would I let you walk away?
No, I can't learn to live without
And I can't give up on us now
Oh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
Could I forget the look that tells me that you want me?
And all the reasons that make loving you so easy
The kiss that always makes it hard to breathe
The way you know just what I mean
No, I can't learn to live without
Ohh, so don't you give up on us now
Ohh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
Ohh, and I don't wanna try
Ohhhh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
I just can't live a lie
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
Oh, I cant live a lie
Gibbs was annoyed, and upset, how dare she try to blame him, he wouldn't have ever wanted her to leave him, he loved her too much, and when he stood outside her office, he heard the music and sighed, but barged in anyway, and moved straight to her, pushing her against the window and kissing her with all the love and passion he could give in a single kiss. When air was needed they pressed their foreheads together and smiled, "I cant do this anymore" Gibbs said, "Its driiving me insane, I need you Jen, and I am never letting you go again, so dont even try it this time"
Jen smiled and kissed him lovingly, "Don't worry, Im never going to leave you ever again, I love you so much"
Jethro smiled and held her close to him, "I love you too Jen"
She smiled and kissed him again, as he smiled into the kiss.
He knelt down, and opened a small box, "Jen, Will you marry me? I want to spend every moment with you, I have waited for ten years to give you this, please marry me? And spend forever with me"
She threw herself into his arms, and kissed him, "Yes, Yes I will marry you"
He grinned and kissed her, sliding the ring upon her finger. Neither knew that she would not have forever with him, but for now, they were happy. It would not be the disease that kiled her, but bullets would. He would blame himself for being there for her. But he would raise their one year old daughter in teh way that Jen had wanted to. Neithr would forget that one special woman, but neither would recover.