She earlier told me
My love was dead
And now I'm brokenhearted
And all I see is red
She killed herself, she drowned herself
I don't know why or how
Right now all that I'm sure of
Is I hate my self right now
I should have never let myself
Even get so close
And now I have to pay the price
Because that's how it goes
I brought death upon her
Now that much is true
But I just have to say
Bella, I love you
I know that I left you
But what I said was a lie
I had to make you believe me
I had to say goodbye
My world was not for you
But that was before
You died and you left me
And my frozen heart tore
I should have changed you while I had the chance
You should know I wanted it too
But there was one thing that I didn't want
to steal your soul from you
You were a human to good for me
And you deserved much better
But still I somehow stole that from you
Throughout this stormy weather
My life was like a moonless night
And you were my meteor
Your smell said you should eat me
Not fall in love with her
And now I will try to join you
I'm not sure if it will work
The Volturi will soon kill me
For their duties they won't shirk
I don't want to kill someone
And lose my chance last minute
I want to make it to heaven somehow
Now that I know your in it
Maybe in that special afterlife
You will make my dreams come true
I will make you forever my wife
And I will be always yours too
But this is in case it doesn't work
If theirs no afterlife for my kind
I just couldn't live without you
How much it's hurts you'll never find
And I'm sorry for my family
I know I've hurt you too
I took something special
A daughter, and sister from you
Alice I know you'll see this
But please just let me be
You will never know how much pain I'm in
How much it hurts to breathe
Esme and Carlisle, you know that I love you
Emmett and jasper guys I love you too
I will miss you all, you should know that it's true
Don't worry Rosalie I haven't forgotten you
Yes you were mean to Bella
But that's all in the past
I know that your sorry
And would take it all back
So this is my farewell
My goodbye to you all
So know I will go out
And hope that I fall.