I do not own twilight or it's characters, nor do I own the songs included in this story. Please have faith that Edward will be in this story, it just takes a while for him to show up! You should enjoy Bella's journey to him though!

Chapter 10. Masen talks to Cullen

C: "You disgust me you know?" He scowled.

A: "This is my Job Remember?"

C: "Look at you! This isn't you! All dressed up, wearing a suit and tie, not to mention mousse…what MAN wears, fucking mousse?" he waved his hands around wildly.

A: "The kind that has am image to keep up!" His head fell in shame, then he looked back up.

C: "Yeah, keep telling yourself that! You could quit you know…go back home…be that guy you used to be…the happy one…aren't you sick of being fake?…going out with random people Mary sets you up with….your mother raised you better" he pointed at the dapper man in front of him.

A: "GOD!…..I know, I know, I…..I…shit! I won't sleep with her though…hell I haven't sleep with anyone since….well…since I met….her…but I am an actor….this is what actors do…this is part of my job, I have to go out on dates….but her" He was lost in a memory, for a second.

C: "yeah, her…her who you will never see again if Emmett has his way….her who is completely too good for you!…..But her…her who is your soul mate, the love of your life…….who you've met once!"

A: "But I felt it! I was in love the first time I looked into those deep brown eyes….….I can't forget how she made me feel! I am in love with her….I can't get her off my mind….every time someone mentions her name, my knees go weak (he shakes his head)…should I have given up on her….on the possibly of us…so…so quickly?" his eyes were pleading.

C: "no (he shook his head)no shouldn't have, you still shouldn't ….but Emmett is huge….and he actually used the words 'KILL YOU, and RIP YOUR BALLS OFF" …….but you will continue to feel empty…and so…so, lost (he threw his hands up in exasperation)….because she is holding the most important part of you…your heart………………(rubs his face in frustration)…..just forget about all that right now, get your head in the game…you Sir, have a date!"

A: "yes, a date, an important date……(he sighs deeply) Oh who am I kidding!…Fuck Me….why am I doing all this again?"

C: "you want to make enough money that you don't ever have to depend on "mommy and daddy's" money….God! Why do you have to be such a head strong….ass?"

A: "you know why!…..shit it's seven already….how do I look?"

C: "Like your gay!…but that's what we're going for here right?"

A: "Yup….time to forget who I am and just be "Anthony Masen the actor"….ugh!"

C: " God you're an ass!" He reached up and slapped Anthony in the face. "head in the game" Anthony nodded, turned around and headed out of the bathroom.