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Do you guys forgive me or must I grovel more….I swear I'll type this a million times if I have to! I am so so so so so sorry I didn't update last Sunday. I went to Reno, my sister and niece flew there from Montana and I wanted to see them. I only get to see them maybe, once a year….Then I was going to update when I got back but Today is my anniversary and I've been celebrating it at the beach with my Hubby aka "Spanky"…so all in all I suck BIG time, it won't happen again….PROMISE! Now that, that's been said, I hope you enjoy this chapter, please don't hate me…..good things are to come! PS I own nothing including the song used in this chapter…
Chapter. 22 King of Douche-baggery.
My mini vacation was over, Anthony had been gone for a week, and today I was hanging out in my new dressing room/trailer. I just had my last fitting and I would begin filming tomorrow. From what Mary had told me, I would be working closely with an actor name James, in this movie. He is supposed to be the next "Colin Farrell". She said that we would get along wonderfully, or at least Bella and James, would; apparently we are kindred spirits. But I needed to keep myself focused, I had a job to do and I wanted it to be done with it quickly; I couldn't wait to be in Tennessee with Anthony. Ever since Anthony and I decided to make no concrete decisions about us until, we were done filming the movie in Tennessee, I could help but constantly day dream about what we might be.
NOCK NOCK "Hello?" I snapped myself from my happy place, and headed to the door. Once opened, I was greeted with a wicked smile.
"Umm, hi can I help you?"
"Hey, I am James! Do you know you smell like strawberries? I brought snacks (he held up some beef jerky). I thought I should come by and introduce myself, Marie Right?" Wow he is all over the place, something is a little off with him…but man does he have that naughty boy look down to a "T"! Well, make friends Bella!
"Oh hey James, nice to meet you. I have heard so much about you from Mary"
"As I have you" He stated playfully.
"Come on in ( I grabbed the jerky bag and grabbed me a piece)…..all good things I hope?"
"Thanks…..yeah, actually Mary thinks that we are going to be good friends" He smiled at me as he took a seat on the sofa, and began chomping on some jerky also. He gives me the creeps and but makes me feel comfortable all at the same time, how does he do that?
"Yeah you can't stop Mary, she's a force of nature….she means well though"
"Sure she's nice, but she can be a little overwhelming, don't you think?" I laughed at his comment.
"You have no idea James, no idea….I'm best friends with her daughter, who is just a more energized clone, it's scary if you get stuck in the same room with them two, especially if shopping is involved!" I shuddered at the thought.
"Well
she said that you and I should hang out and get to know each other
since, we are both newbies! So what do you say? There is an awesome
party tonight, at Chateau Marmont! I don't really know anyone, and
either do you…..so we could keep each other company…?" Bold
aren't we?
Sorry I can't I
am currently in love with Anthony Masen and we are in a "not
relationship" right now…I'm sure you can
understand…right?
"You
know James….as much as fun as that sounds…I don't think that I
can…sorry? I tried to look apologetic.
"I understand….here let me give you my number…and if you ever want to hang out, give me a call ok?" he seemed hopeful.
"Sure thing James" I smiled
"Alright well I better be going….oh! I know its like dumb, but I bought this US weekly to see if I was in it…..and I'm not (he blushed)…..but you are! I didn't read the story, but it has a great picture of you in it! Here you can have it…..if your self centered like I am (he blushed again)"
"Oh HELL, who knows what they put in there this time….maybe I got a boob job this week!" We both laughed
"They look pretty natural to me" he smirked. Oh god! Not another sexually frustrated male to work with!
"Well, they are! And they are rare find here in Hollywood "danger danger danger" I said the last part like the crocodile hunter. We both busted up laughing again. But then James started coughing really bad.
"Jerky in the windpipe?" I asked giggling. Amateur! He nodded. I reached over and lifted his left hand above his head, while I patted his back with the other. After a few minutes he calmed down and I released him.
"My grandma used put my hand above my head when I was choking…But I think I'll choke more around you! …..I thought only old lady's did that"
"Well, I usually don't do that, but I thought you would look pretty funny, so I did" I snickered.
" Oh I get it….well, its war now!" he winked.
"Don't you have to get going?" I laughed
"Touché'!" he laughed. "Well, I'll get going…but don't forget to call me if you want to hang…ok?"
"Alright James….I promise to call you!" I walked him to the door. He reached for my hand and smelled and then kissed my wrist. ok, definitely sexy, but weird.
"Ok ok, Romeo….I'll see you around" I said as I tugged on his wavy blonde ponytail. Why am I flirting? Ugh!
He really wasn't too bad, he kinda reminded me of Paul. Paul, was one of Jake's friends. He was really full of himself, and sometimes said or did creepy things, but all in all he was a good guy. He was also a bad boy, who was a bad influence. A fun influence, but a bad one, so I would have to watch myself around James.
I headed back to my sofa and flipped the Us weekly open. "What the FUCK?"
There he was, the second love of my life. Hey part of me is still holding out for McHottie! None the less, there he was, sucking face with none other than Tanya FUCKING Denali! That BITCH! NO! THAT DICK! I continued to flip through the five page spread. Apparently Tanya and Anthony have been living it up in New York. Carriage rides, dinners, clubs….That son-of-a-bitch! How could he! NO! he wouldn't do this….you cant believe it Bella! I frantically ran to my lap top and turned it on. I googled every celebrity blog that I could find! Every site had that same picture of Tanya attacking Anthony's face! There were other picture of them holding hands, laughing, playing in the park…..YOU GET THE FUCKING IDEA!
I didn't know what to do, my whole life just crashed into me! Every dream, every idea I had of Anthony and I was gone. My heart was broke, my soul disappeared. I had nothing! And the only thing that I could think of was how I was going to kick his ass, when I saw him in a few months, and how I needed a drink! BAD! But first I had to make a phone call. I got my shit together and put it all in my car. I put my I-pod on a certain song that would be my motto for Anthony for a while, and pressed pause. I knew that after this phone call I was going to need those words to keep me sane. I found him under BFF in my contacts and almost lost it then, but I knew I had to be strong for the next few minutes. The phone began to ring.
"Bella?"
"Don't you Bella me you ass!"
"Hey what's wrong? What"
"You listen here and you listen good Masen! How dare you! I know that we aren't an official couple…but fuck! And with Tanya?! YOU ARE DISGUSTING!"
"Bella I don't know what you are talking about"
"Well why don't you fucking Google yourself! You are all over the news, with picture of the fun time you two have been having!" I was screaming.
"Bella you know me better than-" I cut him off
"I don't know SHIT MASEN! All I know is that you didn't even mention your next movie was going to be a romance with Whore Barbie!"
"I didn't even think-"
"That's right Masen you didn't think and you don't think…..but more importantly I think you are a slutty disgusting Man Whore that doesn't even deserve to utter my name, SO have fun with that bitch. Cuz this bitch is OUT! Uh, buh-bye now!" And with that I hung up the phone and called another number.
"Uh, Hello?"
"Hey James?"
"yeah?"
"This is Marie, I think I'll be taking you up on that offer….three rules….no trying to get in my pants, I will kick your ass….No asking me why I accepted your offer….and last but not least, you have to drink what I drink….drink for drink, got it?"
"Fuck Yeah! Do you want me to pick you up?"
"Yeah, but no pussy ass limo, just get a taxi"
"Of course, what kinda Moma's boy picks a girl up in a limo?"
"Exactly…now my address is 24521 shadow drive-"
"Got it, I'll be there in…say…an hour or half?"
"But you've never been to my house, let me tell you how to get there"
"Oh I am really good at finding people and places Marie"
"Good see you soon"
"yup…bye" And with that, he hung up, and I turned off my phone. My plans for the night, were to forget about Anthony and his douch-bagness! I turned on my car and turned up the stereo as loud as it would go. I began to sing/yell the words to the song as I drove home.
I hope you hang yourself with your H&M scarf
While jacking off listening to Mozart
You bitch and moan about LA
Wishing you were in the rain reading Hemingway
You don't eat meat
And drive electrical cars
You're so indie rock it's almost an art
You need spf 45 just to stay alive
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
No you don't even like boys
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
No you don't even like…
You're so sad maybe you should buy a happy meal
You're so skinny you should really super size the deal
Secretly you're so amused
That nobody understands you
I'm so mean cause I cannot get you outta your head
I'm so angry cause you'd rather MySpace instead
I can't believe I fell in love with someone who wears more makeup than…
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
No you don't even like boys
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
No you don't even like boys
You walk around like you're oh so debonair
You pull'em down and there's really nothing there
I wish you would just be real with me
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
No you don't even like boys
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
Oh no no no no no no no
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
No you don't even like boys
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
No you don't even like…PENIS!
Ur So Gay, by Katy Perry continued to blast through my stereo until I got home, then it continued to blast through my ear buds, and then my I-home. I was listening and screaming along with it as I showered, and blew dry, and straightened my hair. I walked into my closet and grabbed a pair of dark wash skinny jeans, a pair of black patent leather high heeled knee high boots (I don't know why I have these, Alice must have bought them for me….thanks ALICE!). I searched for my favorite tank top, I screamed with joy when I found it. Alice had given it to me a while back, yeah, back when I was in love with Anthony Masen and his Vampire character. It was a joke, the tank read "your Boyfriend may sparkle but mine Vibrates" in silver, with a silver outline of a wolf on it. It was also "torn" down the front, making it a great boob shirt. I put on my best push-up bra and put all my clothes on. I have to say I look like walking sex.
I went back into the bathroom to finish my make-up and do my hair. I grabbed some hair wax, and lightly applied it to my hair, it gave the perfect sex hair look. I was almost finished getting ready when Alice came screaming into my room. I ignored her entrance and continued applying my thick black eyeliner.
"BELLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!" I took a deep breath, sat down the eyeliner, grabbed my lip gloss and turned around.
"What Alice?" I said trying to seem annoyed.
"What the hell do you mean what! What the hell are you listening to?" She walked over to my I-home and shut off the music.
"Just Anthony's theme song"
"What?"
"The king of douche-baggery's theme song….catch up here Alice" I began towards the stairs.
"NO I GET THAT! Anthony called me-" I cut her off
"Shocker" I was annoyed now.,
"And Emmett called me, Cuz, Anthony called him, And Jasper called me Cuz-" I cut her off again, as I descended the stairs.
"OOOOOHHH let me guess…."
"Don't you pull that shit with me Isabella Marie Swan!"
"Listen Pixie, I have a date, who will be here any minute….Anthony is a cheating lieing douche, who may possibly be gay and not know it…..just butt out" She looked offended and hurt at the same time.
"WHAT!"
"Listen Pixie, I have a date, who will be here any minute….Anthony is a cheating lying douche, who may possibly be gay and not know it…..just butt out…what part didn't you get?" I began to act like I was bored with her. HEY! I'm hurting here! Remember when Jake said I might snap? Well this is me snapping, This how I act when I snap, get over it people!
"No I get all that, but….BUTT OUT?"
"Yes Alice….BUTT OUT! If I wanted your opinion I would have called you and asked you for it…ok?"
"NO….NOT OK…..Bella, he is not-"
"Save it Alice, I saw the pictures! I saw it with my own eyes! Carriage rides, playing in the park, making out…..HELLO! He is a disgusting Man Whore! He and that two bit whore belong together….so if you have nothing else to say other than "Bella that outfit rocks!" BUTT OUT!" She opened her mouth couple times trying to say something. I heard the cab pull up.
"Alright, well…..My dates here and I have my cell phone, and it's turned on now…call me if there is an emergency….if you call for some stupid Anthony shit I'll turn it off….I may or may not make it home tonight, don't worry….I'm fine Alice, just give me this time for myself…ok?" I ran over to her and gave her a hug and kiss. She just nodded and continued to look to shocked for words. I turned around and hurried towards the door.
As I got out of the house I heard somebody whistle, my head snapped up. James was leaning against the cab door, looking at me like he might eat me for dinner. "Who know little miss innocent Marie could look like a rock star?"
"Bite me James" I said as he opened the door for me, and I slid into the backseat.
"I'm dying to" He snickered.
"Did you forget the rules?"
"NOPE…no trying to get in your pants, you will kick my ass….No asking you why you accepted my offer….and last but not least, I have to drink what you drink….drink for drink….I got it…..but you didn't say anything about playfully flirting or fantasying…so no complaining" He smiled as he put his arm around me.
"True….I just want to get shit faced and party ok?"
"Oh I can tell….Rockstar….you are dressed to get down and dirty….and you picked the right guy to do it with"
"We are still talking about drinking right?" I laughed
"Hey I'll do anything you want Rocky" I think I like that nickname…Rocky….nothing like sunshine, miss, missy, baby girl, blah blah blah….
We rode in comfortable silence all the way to Chateau Marmont. When we got there, we were escorted to the party. The music was blaring people were dancing and the drinks were flowing. James and I found a table in a far dark corner to sit at. We ordered a bottle of Tequila and a bottle of Rum. Half way through the bottle of tequila a crowd of people had come over to our little area. We passed around the bottles, everybody was taking shots, and cheering on other to do the same. By eleven thirty I was wasted and so was James, however I was impressed that he could handle so much alcohol. And I was impressed because he didn't seem half as wasted as I was.
"Hey do want to get out of here? I heard a bunch of people are headed over to LAX!"
"Sure but you have to make sure I don't trip…I should have re-thought the high heeled boots and drinking thing!"
"Rocky….don't ever NOT wear those boots, they are fucking hot! I got you though, I won't let you fall" He said as he wrapped his arm around me and guided me through the crowds. As soon as we exited the lobby, we were assaulted by cameras flashing.
"Marie! Marie! Where is Anthony?" They all yelled.
"Anthony who?" I yelled back as I rolled my eyes.
"Is he meeting up with you somewhere? Are you guys broken up?" They started yelling.
"Why don't you ask The Wicked Slut of the West, Tanya!" I yelled back, as James was trying to shove me into the back seat of a limo. Camera flashes were still going off as the cub drove off.
"You should really just ignore them Marie" James said as he hugged me closer to him.
"I know but that whore and Jackass is why I am out tonight and-" he cut me off.
"You are breaking your own rule Marie! Just forget about it! Hey I really want to dance with you, do you think you'll sober up enough by the time we get there" He started laughing. Creepy or not, he was sweet. Only a true friend would distract you with a joke, when you were about to break down and cry.
"Psh….I'm just fine Jay, how much longer till we get there?"
"We should be pulling up there any second" As soon as he said that I saw the cameras start flashing in our direction.
"News travels fast in LA doesn't it?" He laughed.
"Yeah, I guess so." I laughed with him.
We pulled up to the club and climbed out of the backseat. "MARIE! MARIE!"
"This is my new friend James! We are staring in movie together…."
"JAMES, JAMES! Are you guys dating?"
"No not-" I cut him off.
"Yet!" I yelled as I tugged him into the door with me. We found a secluded table and sat down.
"YET?" He narrowed his eyes at me.
"What?!…publicity is publicity" I shrugged and then ordered us drinks and a bottle of tequila.
"Whatever you say….wanna dance?"
"Sure" I said as I took his hand and he lead me to the dance floor. We began to dance to an old school song, Tootsie Roll. I hadn't felt this free and relaxed in a long time. It was so much fun to let the REAL Bella out in public.
I was enjoying myself dancing with James to Lady GaGa "Poker Face" when some redhead bitch pushed me.
"What the Fuck!" I yelled as I looked at her.
"You Bitch!"
"Excuse me?" Dear baby Jesus, please give me the serenity!
"You stay away from him! He's mine"
"Victoria….enough!" James said as he stepped in between us.
"You know this Lindsey Lohan wannabe?" I asked incredulously.
"Of course he does, we are together!"
"No we aren't!" James yelled. Jesus….not again!
"He doesn't know what he is saying, he loves me….so get the fuck away from him…you slut!" Here we go. I looked over at a couple that was watching us intently.
"You guys saw her push me right?" I asked them and they both nodded yes. And with that, I pushed that bitch as hard as I could. She flew into a couple people and slumped to the floor. I apologized to them as I hopped on top of her, straddling her stomach as I held her hands and screamed in her face.
"Listen her you fire crotched bitch! You and James are not together ( looked at James to make sure that was correct, he nodded his head in amusement)…You will leave him alone, and you will not stalk him!….now since there are witnesses her I will not be able to give you a proper ass kicking, but if I ever see your sorry ass around me or James, I will take you into a dark alley and beat the living shit out of you…." She was calling me every name in the book, I gripped her wrists as tight as I could.
"Listen I am going to escort you out of club, but first I want to make sure we have an understanding" She stopped yelling, and looked at me with fear.
"If you show up to a club that we are at you will leave! If you show up to a fucking McDonalds and James or I am there you will leave. You will not call James, you will not try to call me! You will not talk to magazines about either of us….do you understand (she nodded yes) Because if you don't leave or you open your lying fucking mouth, I will come after you…..Honey I am from the south, and girls like me don't fight fair, you don't want to provoke me, do you understand?" She nodded yes.
"GOOD! NOW let's take out the trash" I said as I released her wrists and grabbed a fist full of her fiery red hair. Then I proceeded to drag her to the door. Once we got to the door, the bouncer walked over to us, as if he was going to stop a fight.
"Calm down there beefy! We aren't fighting….are we Victoria?" I tightened my gasp on her hair.
"No Sir, I…..I was just leaving"
"Exactly….please escort her out of the club…thanks, and with that I turned around and headed back to the dance floor, where James stood in awe.
"Lets dance J" I smiled as I draped my arms around him.
"You didn't have to do that Rocky" He said still stunned.
"Oh but it's my part time Job" I laughed.
"Well you are pretty good at it….you actually scared the shit out of me, and I wasn't even about to get my ass beat!"
"Yeah. Well….I grew up around drama queens and boys….you have to be able to give a mean stink eye (I laughed again)….so Victoria huh?"
"Oh no you don't….Your rules are my rules! NO asking questions!"
"Fine" I pouted.
We continued to dance and drink all night long, there was lots of grinding, body shots, and Jager bombs. When the club began to empty James decided it was time to leave. As we exited the building we were hit with the pops again. Except this time I could barely walk and James had took it upon himself to carry me on his back.
"Hey! MARIE! JAMES! Did you guys have fun?"
"Lots!" James said.
"Marie are you and Anthony together?"
"Does it look like we are!? I yelled and almost fell off James.
"Marie!" James said as if he was annoyed.
"What J?" I asked innocently, and then kissed his cheek.
"Just ignore them" he sighed.
"Ignore them….HA ( I yelled as I slid down his back) Hey you guys wanna hear something?" I slurred.
"Yes, Yes, Yes" They started shouting.
"Right here Marie, tell us what's on your mind" said a tall guy that was holding a camera, and wearing a TMZ t-shirt on.
"You walk around like you're oh so debonair, You pull'em down and there's really nothing there, I wish you would just be real with me…but your not, you lying fucking Jackass…Cuz, You're so gay and you don't even like boys-" I was cut off by James, he covered my mouth with his hand.
"She's just had to much to drink, guys…we…we were just celebrating our first day of filming" James said trying to ease the situation. I ripped his hand from my face.
"Yeah, but, Anthony IS gay even though he doesn't like boys!" I giggled.
At that point the cab pulled up and James put me in the backseat, then turned around to talk to the pops. "Ok you guys….look, Marie and I are friends and we are starring in "Scratches" together…no we are not dating, and we are only out, to get to know each other. THAT'S ALL!….thanks you guys, have a good night!" He waved to them and climbed into the cab with me.
"24521 Shadow drive please" James told the cab driver.
"NO!" I screamed and grabbed his arm.
"Hey now, Marie we have to be on set in four hours, you have to go home and sleep some of this off!" He said as he put his arm around me.
"I know that! I just……I….Jesus J! I don't want to go home…Alice is probably there, and I….well we got into it…please don't make me go home! Just take me to the set I'll stay in my trailer!" I pleaded.
"Oh hell no! You are not staying in a trailer by yourself…Marie….I know you had a rule about me not getting in your pants, but how about you stay at my place tonight, and you can stay in a pair of mine?" He said while giving me that wicked smile.
"O……ok…thanks J"
"No Prob Rocky"
And with that he gave the cab driver his address. Thirty minutes later we pulled into a really nice apartment complex. James paid the Cab driver and pulled me out of the back seat. He stood me against the car as he grabbed my purse and boots. Then he asked "May I?" as he picked me up bridal style. He carried me to his apartment and then set me down lightly on my feet as he unlocked his door. Then he picked me up again and carried me to his bedroom and threw me one the bed.
"Well, it's not exactly how I imagined it, but what the hell!" he laughed.
"I get that a lot!" I snorted.
"Why do I feel compelled to take care of you Marie? It's like I have to be your friend, and watch out for you" He was in his closet at this time.
"I don't know, maybe cuz, I'm hot" I said as I sat up.
"No that's not it…..not that your not hot…but it's something more….it's like…I don't know…..your personality and everything about you , I just need to take care of you, I need….to like claim you or something…does that make sense?"
"Don't get all dominatingly mushy with me J" I said exasperated and drunkenly.
"No I mean it Rocky! Seriously, I don't care about anyone especially not some girl I just met! But I am just drawn to you…..look, I know you probably won't remember this in the morning, but….I am not the best person to associate with…." He was sitting next to me now.
"I'm a big girl J….clearly I can handle myself, as you saw" I smiled and cockily raised an eyebrow at him.
"Yeah, I know you can handle yourself, but….I don't think you are prepared for "this" lifestyle" He waved a hand at himself.
"Whatever!" I snorted.
"Here (he handed me a pair of boxer shorts and a tank top) you can wear these, the bathroom is right over there and the extra towel are under the sink" He pointed towards the bathroom.
"Thanks J" I said as I jumped up, and almost fell on my face. He smirked.
"Do I need to help into the shower?"
"No, Just help me get into the bathroom, I can hold myself up with the counter, and the towel bar" I snickered.
"Do this often…you sound like a pro"
"I've been taking drunk showers for half my life J" I laughed as he carried me into the bathroom. Then sat me on my feet, grabbed a towel from under sink, and put my Pj's on the counter. Then turn the shower on, and tested the water.
"Yell if you need me….or fall" I laughed as he closed the door.
"Sure thing" I yelled through the door. Then I carefully undressed and got into the shower. The temperature was perfect! I took a long and steamy shower. When I was done, I turned off the water and very carefully stepped out of the shower. I leaned up against the counter to dry off, and then sat of the floor to put on the Pj's. Then I turned over onto my hands and knees, crawled over to the door, and used the door knob and counter to pull myself up. "I'm coming out, please don't be naked" I giggled as I opened the door.
James was sitting on the edge of his bed wearing a pair of flannel pants, no shirt and his hair down. His perfect sculpted chest stomach and arms, made my knees weak. In less words, He Looked Hot!
"You can sleep in my bed Rocky…I'll be in the front room if you need anything….You aren't one of those girls that throw up everything are you? (I shook my head no) Didn't think so…..here take some asprin and drink this bottle of water" He said as he stood up and handed me the pills and water.
"Thanks J"
"No prob" He whispered as he retreated into the front room.
I crawled into his bed and drifted off to sleep. A few hours later, James woke me up. "Rocky, get up…we have to be on set in about an hour"
"Go away!" I whined as I snuggled deeper into the pillow.
"Get up…here" I smelt coffee.
"you are amazing!" I said as I sat up and grabbed the coffee cup from him.
"And you probably should have kept your bra on" he smirked.
"Take 'em in J, cuz you won't get this show again" I giggled, trying to play off my embarrassment.
"Sure sure….hey, you might want to comb that rats nest…Hair ties are in the first drawer, and I have a couple packages of new tooth brushes in the next drawer" He said pointing to the bathroom.
"Thanks jerk" I said as I got up and rushed into the bathroom. I brushed everything that needed to be brushed and walked back out.
"If you can find something to wear in the closet you can wear it" He smiled.
"Thanks" I said again as I walked into his closet. His closet was full of leather and jeans. After searching through some shelves and drawers, I found a pile of old school polyester addias track suits, in all kinds of colors. I grabbed the dark grey ones and threw them on." I came walking back out of the closet with my Pj's in hand.
"I thought you would like my track suit collection (he laughed)…why don't you just throw those on the bed….I have a feeling you'll be staying here for a while" He said pointing at my Pj's, and then giving me a "I know you are fighting with everyone, and are going to want to use my place as a hide out" Look. You already know me too well James!
"Am I that obvious?"
"Look I know how things are, when you are having a tough time….and I decided that it is my way to pay you back for taking care of Victoria for me" I smiled sheepishly.
"We should get going" I said grabbing my phone from my purse. Shit! 45 missed calls! 24 voice mails! OH my God! 68 Texts! I'm leaving my phone off!
James drove us to the set. I went to my trailer, only to be ganged up on by twiddle dee and twiddle dum. I refuse to talk to them about anything concerning Anthony, James, and me partying. The day went smoothly afterwards, on set; and when we were done, I left with James. I actually called Heidi, and asked her to throw a weeks worth of night wear, outfits together for me. James and I went to dinner and then partied till the break of dawn. We fought off the Pops, and then went to his house, slept, and started the day over the same way. After a three weeks, we had a great routine going, and I had partied more than I had in four years. I would only text Alice, and tell her I was alive. I wouldn't pick up or return any of Jake's calls. I didn't even want to deal with Anthony's. Emmett had called a few times, but we just would get in a fight, apparently he thought I was partying too much, and basically fucking up. I would just beg for him to chill and give me a little time to get it out of my system.
There was nothing sexual going on with James and I, but we were getting increasingly comfortable with each other. After a week and a half, he was sleeping in the bed with me. We never talked about our family's or Anthony or Victoria. He would however try to get me to talk to Alice, but I would have none of it. We were all over the celebrity magazines. They weren't sure if we were just friends or dating, since they never got any pictures of us kissing or groping each other; since we never were doing those things. Usually it was just pictures of us hand in hand, or me riding on his back, or him carrying me. They didn't know what to make of us, but they seemed to be pretty excited that Emmett's baby sister, didn't seem so innocent anymore.
I hadn't been home in a long time, and the movie was going to be over in about three weeks. James was still trying to get me to call Alice, Rose, Jake, or Jasper, since they all started calling him. I was happy he felt the need to "claim me" and protect me, cuz he would always tell them to just leave me alone and that I was staying with him. Alice's phone calls were getting more frequent though, and I didn't know what to do.
"So, are you going to call Alice today?" James asked as he drove us to work.
"Nope"
"You do know she used the words "OR ELSE" yesterday?"
"Really?"
"Yeah, she has never used those words….I think she is seriously pissed and worried Rocky, an I am concerned what "OR ELSE" is." he reached over and squeezed my hand.
"God only knows what she is going to do….I guess I finally have to talk to her huh?"
"Yeah….she went off on me yesterday, she was all "She's not acting like her self, what are you doing to her, are you keeping her prisoner or something….blah blah….she better call me for her sake and yours OR ELSE!"…damn that pixie is scary!" He laughed nervously. I started to feel bad for him, he was putting up with a lot, for a person he had just met.
"Hey, I appreciate everything J"
" I know, and you know that my door is always open for you…..but even though I have enjoyed having you all to myself, you can't hide forever"
"I know" I pouted, as we drove onto the lot.
"See you in a bit Rocky"
"Alright" I yelled over my shoulder as I headed to my trailer. I heard voices coming from the trailer as I approached. Fuck I don't need this today Alice! OR ELSE….psh…I will show up at your trailer and bug the living shit out of you…wow pixie, Your OR ELSE is sooooo scary (rolling of eyes). I grabbed the handle and opened the door, only to come face to face with Jake. FUCK! OR ELSE means I'm calling Jake….well played pixie, well played! He wrapped his massive arms around me and pulled me to his chest, leaving my feet dangling.
"Hey Jake" I tried to sound excited.
"Don't hey Jake me B" he said sternly, as we passed Jasper, Alice, Alec, and Jane. He sat down on the sofa and placed me on his lap.
"What the FUCK is going on?" He asked as Jasper Alice Alec, and Jane all smirked at me.
"I'm sorry?" I tried to sound hopeful.
"I'm not falling for that shit B….Alice called me yesterday, and told me to get out here…I'm sorry is not going to cut it….you can't pull that shit with me….Now you tell me everything! And I mean everything B, right now!" He was shaking with fury.
Well who is excited Jake is back? I know I am…I love this Jake! Did you like Edward's song? What the hell is up with Edward and Tanya? How could he do this to her? And how about a round of applause for Alice, she sure pulled out the big guns! REVIEW PEOPLE!