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Chapter Thirteen: Stars Hollow Break
In Logan's opinion Paris' behavior was unacceptable, in mine, it was somewhat normal. Paris is like a best friend to me. Obviously Lane is too, but Paris is my Yale best friend.
Although convincing myself to say so, I think Paris said what she did because she cares about me. Logan, on the other hand, doesn't. Paris calling me a "slut" is completely inaccurate and rude; I can personally see her reasoning.
Logan and I are engaged, not married. And the fact that we weren't planning on having kids anytime in the near future and we weren't officially engaged when we found out the news. Paris, in some ways was right. I think everyone's first reaction is for me to get an abortion, but I can't. I just can't, though I have no official reasons for believing this, I know I can't. Not that I am not capable of, it's just that in my mind- I feel- maybe it's the right thing to have this kid; but maybe not.
I want to apologize to Paris, but in truth I didn't do anything to her. She got mad at me, it was surprising news of course so who could blame her? In any case though, I could always forgive Paris, she is my friend, the one who pushes me to do my best work, like a competition, and now, I think she feels it has ended.
I wanted to take a break. To get out and go somewhere else, to just leave and not have any worries for a while, for the stress I was feeling to be lifted for even a day. So I left. Telling Logan what I was doing would be completely difficult he probably wouldn't understand why I needed a break, so, I wrote him a note:
Logan,
Don't wait up, I will be back sometime tonight, I just had to get away for a while, everything is so overwhelming right now. I think I need a trip to Stars Hollow. I won't be long so don't worry, and trust me, this doesn't have anything to do with you and I really mean that, I am not just saying that, I am just tired of being judged and my mother always makes me feel better.
Love, Rory
"Mom?" she wasn't home, so I tried Luke's not there either. She wasn't anywhere, home, Luke's, Dose's, no where. It was Saturday so why would she be working? I tried The Dragonfly Inn anyways, and sure enough there she was.
"Mom," I walked into the kitchen.
"Hey kid," she hugged me "what are you doing here?"
"I just needed a Stars Hollow trip," I smiled and suddenly waiters' and workers came pushing through the door "what's going on?" I almost laughed. The Michel walked in.
"Oh, Rory, hello."
"Hey, Michel, what's going on?" I asked as a waiter made me stumble into the fridge, luckily I caught myself before hitting it.
"The Wicked Witch landed." He muttered looking over his shoulder.
"Excuse me?" I asked a crease forming between my eyebrows.
"Paris," he whispered "she's out there."
"Paris?" Mom almost whined "why?"
"Well." Michel said with a little attitude "I don't know, the minute I saw her I ran back here."
"Oh I have an idea," Mom said happily, but it was obviously a joke "Rory you go talk to her."
"No way, that's why I'm here we had a fight. Anyways, I have a feeling she's here to talk to you." Suddenly before my mother could go out to see Paris, Paris came in.
AUTHORS NOTE: THE NEXT CHAPTER EXPLAINS PARIS' BEHAIVOR. SORRY IF YOU TOOK IT OFFENSIVELY, HOPE THIS WAS BETTER FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DIDN'T APPROVE BEFORE. R&R PLEASE, I LOVE LOVE LOVE GETTING [POSITIVE] REVIEWS!!!!!!!!!