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Week 6

Truth or Dare with a Chocolate Bar

Once again it was a fun night with Remus...seeing as our date was tonight it was very fun. Once again I arrived at Grimmauld place at 7:50, ready for a surprise, because I have no idea where it is that we are going because all Remus had been saying was that it had something to do with chocolate...what could be have been up too, for I had no idea. When I arrived at Grimmauld place Remus greeted me at the door, and told me to come in. He told me that He had to get something from the fridge and that it would only take a moment...what could it be...

Remus very quickly two large rectangular shaped things out of the fridge and then came into the living room to fetch me once again to go on another fun adventure. Remus said we needed to apparate, but since he refused to tell me what we were doing he needed me to hang on to his hand for a couple minutes...I had no problem doing this instruction. When I opened my eyes we were on a beach, where there was a rather big rock. Although it was really rather cold to sit on the rock, Remus started a fire. We sat in silence for a little while until he pulled the two large chocolate bars, and he passed one to me. I then proceed to look at him rather stunned.

"Why did you give me this?" I asked.

"It's a chocolate bar." Remus said with a big smile on his face.

"I know what it is! But why do I now have a big chocolate bar?" I asked again.

"Because I like chocolate and thought you might too, plus, we're going to play a game with it." Remus said with a mischievous smile on his face.

"What Kind of game are we talking about?" I asked

"A truth game...It's where both of us ask and answer questions truthfully. When you lie you must eat a square of their chocolate bar...the one with the most chocolate at the end of the game wins. Do you understand?" He explained

I looked at the bar of chocolate in my hand...I hardly thought it was worth all this truth stuff oh well...I nodded my head and he began.

"Do you have any siblings?" Remus asked

"No" I replied quickly... "You?"

"No" he said

Neither one of us took a piece of chocolate...okay my turn...

"Have you ever done drugs?" I asked...what a lame question...

"No..." he stared intensely into my eyes.

"No" I answered my own question...I the rolled my eyes and bit into the chocolate bar. As I did he laughed and bit into the bar.

"Do you like animals?" he asked

"Yes, I like big black dogs and tame werewolves" I answered...damn he cornered me this game isn't fun anymore.

"Yes..."

"How long have you been a werewolf?" I asked

"Since I was 6 years old..." he looked away from me, I raised my hand and put it to his cheek which made him turn to me again. I rubbed my thumb against his jaw line...what was I thinking...my heart beating so fast. He looked at me intensely... breathe...

"I'm sorry I asked that...I shouldn't have." I quickly stated...

"No it's fine...I don't mind YOU asking. Anyone else I would not have answered."

"Oh" I replied...

"Have you ever dated a muggle?" Remus asked...

"No..."

"Yes...the girl next door during one summer when I was in Hogwarts." Remus told... and I took a bite of my chocolate bar...

After an hour and a half of this question truth game...I had one square left and Remus had two, and it was my turn to ask the question...And somehow our faces had become several inches closer, as if getting ready to kiss.

"What is your happiest moment this year so far?" I asked...the last question of the night.

"Being right here with you on this early Valentine's day with a chocolate bar." He leaned even closer and kissed me tenderly on the lips as if he had never kissed before.

"I think I love Valentine's Day." I replied to the kiss. He then leaned in and kissed me again, and my hair changed to it normal color, and my eyes back to their green. As we pulled apart, he looked at my eyes again and smiled, placing his hand on my face and told me...

"You should really keep your original face more often...it's very pretty...and we should be getting home it's quite late...oh and by the way I won." He said as my face turned back to how I had it before.

"Did not..." I replied.

When we got to my apartment we stood at the door...

"Would you like to come in...?For some coffee...please." I asked cautiously.

"Okay, I will come in." He said.

"Wonderful." I replied.

As we entered the apartment he made a sniffing sound, resulting in my curiosity being spiked.

"What do you smell?" I asked...

"You...your apartment has your smell...I kinda like it." Remus said as he looked around.

"Um...thanks. I'll get some coffee ready." I said as I left the room and went into the kitchen.

Okay, coffee...I can make coffee...I'm shaking. Suddenly I'm cold and I want to go back to him. I want to be in his arms, that are so strong and loving...oh...okay make coffee, focus on one task at a time and I can handle everything. As I made the coffee, I felt his gorgeous grey eyes watching me. I heard him mumble an incantation for some spell, but I could make out the words...I took the cream out of the fridge and the sugar out of the cupboard along with two mugs. I turned around to face the doorway to find Remus staring right at me with a single lavender rose. Remus held it out and came closer to me.

"For you" He then passed the flower to me, and stepped even closer, I never noticed that he was slightly taller than me. He looked down as I looked up. He slipped his hands around my waist and pulled me closer. My hands wander up his strong arms and onto his shoulders, then finally stopping at the base of his neck. He pulled me closer than before, and as I looked up our breath mingled for what seemed like for ever, than it was broken by Remus words that he mumbled to me.

"It's for your uniqueness, that I can guarantee that no one else has." He then leaned down and kissed me, keeping the kiss deep and passionate not wanting to stop the kiss. When we finally broke from the kiss, I found that the coffee pot was full.

I pulled out of the embrace and turned to make the coffee. He then put his arms around my waist again while I was making coffee, and rested his head on my right shoulder.

"Do you take cream or sugar in your coffee?" I asked without moving my head.

"Yes, to both." Remus answered while moving his head off my shoulder.

I turned to face him once again and gave him the coffee mug. Remus moved away from me and sat at the table just stirring his coffee.

"I had a really fun time tonight...we should do this again sometime" I encouraged the conversation.

"Yes we should. Although I should warn you before we continue... that if we continue this relationship, it can only end in heartache. You understand that?" Remus told me, as I looked at him with a blank stare.

"What do you mean 'if'we continue this relationship? You want to continue this right? And heartache...this war will probably kill me before you every hurt me." I tried to convince him otherwise.

"Yes I want to continue..." He left his coffee on the table as he stood up and paced around the room. "It's just that, werewolf, no stable job...any of this ringing a bell?"

"Even a lonely werewolf deserves a little happiness in his life." I pleaded with his heart as I walked over to him to touch his arm. As I was about to do so, he flew out of the door.

And that is when I started recapping the night, in the journal...What did he mean the relationship might hurt me...What made him leave me so fast...was it something I did? Was it something I said? What did I do? Anyway...I need a long walk out side.

Week 7

The letter

So even though this week is valentine's week, and the fact that Remus and I went out last weekend which had ended in a semi disaster way, I thought it was best to just leave him alone which absolutely killed me...I did however send him an owl on Wednesday to make sure he was alright, but he answered me back with an interesting.

The letter that I sent him was as follows:

Remus

You haven't written in a couple days, are all right? Did I do something wrong to make you not talk to me? Whatever I did or didn't do, I'm sorry that I hurt you. Please Forgive me. When can we see each other again? I really like talking to you.

Love

Nymphadora Tonks

His Letter:

Nymph,

I'm fine. Just a little mad at myself for how I acted the other night. I should be apologizing to you. How can you do anything wrong? It was definitely nothing that you did wrong that made me act that way. I came to the harsh reality of what I was doing. I would love to talk to you again, but I'm afraid that you must wait a while for I turn next week, you are more than welcome to visit Grimmauld Place to visit anytime, but I might not be well enough to go out next weekend.

All my love

Remus

He called me Nymph...squeak!