I still don't own Harry Potter; I do though enjoy playing with characters...I also don't own If I can't love her from Beauty and the beast.
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Week 8
The wolf
When I visited Grimmauld Place on Monday, to ask Remus when the moon was so I could visit him after the moon. He told me that it would be on Thursday, so he might not feel up to anything on the weekend (i.e. Saturday). I can live with that...I'll just visit Grimmauld place Friday afternoon. Here's how it went, Friday afternoon at about 3 o'clock I apparated into the living room of Grimmauld Place, and Remus was sitting in the chair closest to the window reading the paper.
"Nympha..." I scowled at him, but he didn't correct himself. "How are you today?" He asked through the paper, not wanting me to see his face.
"I'm fine...why don't you put the paper down Remus?"
"You don't want me to do that Nymphadora. You really don't want to see what the wolf can do." He gently argued.
"Yes, I do...I want to see what I'm dealing with." I argued back walking over to the paper and taking it from his hands. When I took the paper from him and looked at his face, I saw that he was scared and fresh cuts that had been cleaned on his face and arms. I sat down beside him taking it all in and not saying a word. I reached up to touch his face and to get a clear look into his eyes. He looked at me and my hand still stayed on his face. It stayed there for the longest time, while we were staring at each other. When all of a sudden there was a popping noise and Dumbledore appeared in the living room. I took my hand of Remus and moved away from Remus unconsciously.
"Do not move on my account Nymphadora; after all, nothing in this world is stronger than love. " Dumbledore spoke in his gentle way.
"Good Afternoon Professor. And please call me Tonks..." I said
"I have a job for you to do, Nymphadora; I need you to some research at the ministry." Dumbledore Stated.
"What am I looking for, Professor?" I asked.
"Anything that looks suspicious or any information that appears to have holes in it. Oh and Remus, I am send you a visitor to your house near April; And do not fear the thing you want the most, Remus, you will not lose control. Oh, and Nymphadora, love truly is the best form of magic." Dumbledore told the both of us, and with a pop he was gone.
"Well, that was interesting."Remus said getting up and leaving the room.
"I know you understood what he said to me, but what did he mean by yours?" I asked truthfully, as I followed him.
"It doesn't matter." He answered coldly...
"But it's bothering you Remus." I told him
"NO IT'S NOT TONKS!" Remus yelled at me... he made me scared when he did that, I was trying not to cry in front of him, but it didn't work and I started crying. I turned on my heel and walked out of Grimmauld Place through the front door. I heard in the background "I'm so sorry Nymphadora."
Why does love have to hurt...?
Week 9
The Letter with a song
Seeing as I was still mad at Remus for freaking out at me for trying to help him, I decided to take some work home and begin to work on what Dumbledore had wanted me to do, but of course I procrastinated and I was doing it Saturday night, when I got a letter from Remus.
Nymph,
I'm really sorry for yelling at you last Friday. I know you were just trying to help me. Ever since you left crying I can't seem to get your face out of my mind. Your own face, your original face, and how you are always so happy, and that you have a truly amazing ability to literally change your hair to suit your mood. It has me in awe every time I look at you. I really don't want to lose you...May I come in?
Love
Remus
On the second page of the letter there were lyric to a song
If I Can't Love Her
And in my twisted face
There's not the slightest trace
Of anything that even hints of kindness
And from my tortured shape
No comfort, no escape
I see, but deep within is utter blindness
Hopeless
As my dream dies
As the time flies
Love a lost illusion
Helpless
Unforgiven
Cold and driven
To this sad conclusion
No beauty could move me
No goodness improve me
No power on earth, if I can't love her
No passion could reach me
No lesson could teach me
How I could have love her and make her love me too
If I can't love her, then who?
Long ago I should have seen
All the things I could have been
Careless and unthinking, I moved onward
No pain could be deeper
No life could be cheaper
No point anymore, if I can't love her
No spirit could win me
No hope left within me
Hope I could have loved her and that she'd set me free
But it's not to be
If I can't love her
Let the world be done with me.
I then jumped up and opened the door to my apartment and found Remus leaning his head on the frame of the door. When I opened it he looked up at me and I had kissed him right then and there.
"I can't stay long; I just want to say sorry, in person, because I really don't want to loose you." Remus explained. I kissed him as a response.
"I really should go" Remus said.
"Okay" I replied.
As I closed the door, after he had apparated, and let out a long sigh, for I was not mad at him anymore.