Not owning Harry Potter

Week 16

A strange letter and Evening

After not hearing from Remus last weekend I got a letter from him, and it goes as follows:

Nymph,

I've been thinking, and I was wondering if you wanted to spend the night at Grimmauld place on Friday night. I Know Ill turn into a werewolf, but Ill take the potion, so I cant hurt anyone. Please let me know if youll come, Ill be waiting for your reply.

Love Remus

This letter came as a surprise to me, for it didn't seem like Remus at all to send me such a letter. But against my better judgement, I wrote back to him, telling him, I would be spending the night with him. This by far would be the most interesting night I have ever spent with him.

That night, right before sun down, I arrived at Grimmauld Place and let myself in; as I entered I heard movement in the kitchen so I went in there. I had found Remus rummaging through the fridge and some cupboards looking for something. I stayed near the doorway, not disturbing him, as he looked. He must have heard me or maybe smelled me, because he turned to me.

"Hi" was all Remus said to me.

"Hi yourself" I replied.

"I was just looking for some sugar; it makes the potion taste better, if in fact I don't taste it with the sugar." He explained, as he continued to look around the room.

"Oh, Remus?" I said.

"Yes, my dear." He answered

"The sugar is on the table, in the dining room. " I told him.

"Oh, thank you Nymph." Remus called as he was half way out of the room, as I followed him into the other room, I realized that the moon was almost up. By the time I got to the dining room, Remus had already found the sugar and took some.

"Now, Nymph, I need you to do something for me tonight..." Remus said trailing off.

"What is it?" I asked quietly.

"I need you to leave the room, when I tell you to, so you don't see me change. After that, you can leave if you want..." Remus was saying until I put my finger to his mouth to quiet him.

"I told you that I'd stay, and that is what I intend to do. I've seen you as a man, now; I want to see you as a wolf. I love you Remus, I'm not going to leave." I told him confidently.

"Alright, but I need you to leave the room now." He said motioning to the door. I turned around and walked out of room. I heard him make groaning sounds as he became the wolf, then Remus, came trotting out as a wolf, on all fours.

"Well, this is a surprise. You look so cute, your not dangerous at all." I told him, not that he'd answer me back or anything.

He walked over to me and started to lick my hand, so I started petting his fur; I couldn't say, it wasn't weird, petting my boyfriend who happened to be presently a wolf. Remus got tired of me standing over him and petting him so, he got up on two legs and pushed me onto the sofa, where his paws moved so that he pinned me down to the sofa. He then proceeded to lick my face intensely, as I tried to push him off. I think Remus understood that he was licking too much, so he stopped and hopped up on the sofa and sat there for several minutes before he laid down on the sofa and rested his wolf head in my lap, which was odd to say the lest. This was totally not like Remus, but I can live. Since Remus didn't move, I thought I would rub his "stomach"; his reaction was to stay there very still, just loving every minute of me rubbing his wolf body.

Later that night I got bored with not having Remus answer me back, and I wasn't really sure what he would and wouldn't remember, so I pushed him off of me, which I realize probably wasn't nice, but, I wanted to move. I went up to the library to look at some books, and Remus trailed along behind me. I looked at some books while Remus here looked at me like he wanted me to read some books to him; but alas, it was getting late and I had to do things tomorrow in regards to work, so I went to one of the guest rooms that Remus had made up. I went into the room and found my pyjamas and went to the bathroom to put them on and to brush my teeth. When I got done my night routine Remus was waiting at my room door for me.

"Hello Remus, care to come in?" I asked him, and the wolf sure did follow. He jumped up on my bed and lay at the end of the bed. I then climbed into the bed, said goodnight to Remus, and turned out the light.

The next morning when I woke up, I saw that Remus (in human form) had fallen asleep on the bed I was sleeping on. He lay next to me under the covers, with me in his arms. It felt good, to be in his arms. I stayed very still, just watching him sleep, until he woke up as well, and stared at me.

"We didn't um, you know, did we?" Remus asked.

"No, Remus, don't worry, we didn't" I assured him.

"Okay, did you like coming over last night?" He asked

"Ya I did, you were a cute, fluffy, brown haired wolf, and I enjoyed spending time with you." I told him reassuringly.

"I'm glad you had fun. Um, Nymph, can I ask you something?" Remus started saying

"Sure Remus, anything." I told him.

"Whatever happens, I love you okay."

"Remus, what do you want to ask me?"

"I have to go away next week, and I was wondering that if anything happened to me there, I would need you to tell someone where I am. If I show you a place, would you remember it? I need you to be able to apparate back to it if you don't hear from me in the next 8 days alright?"

"Of course Remus, but what's going on?" I asked him, as his arms pulled me closer to him.

"Don't worry about it my dear; everything will be fine, I promise, alright?" He assured me.

"Alright, um, Remus, do you think we could just stay right here, like this, for a little while. I don't want to move and you're so warm. I just don't really want to let go of you." I asked

"Okay, we will just stay here, just you and me."

And we stayed there, in each others arms, not paying attention to anything, not even the time of day. We didn't say anything to each other; we just laid there not moving at all.

"I really should go. I have to run some errands." I finally said, breaking the silence.

"Well, let me come with you. Then I can show you that place." Remus said, sitting up.

"Okay, sounds like fun." I said.

He and I got dressed and I took a look at some of his wounds that he had from the night on his back, when he got half dressed. When we were all done with breakfast, we went out the door of Grimmauld place and this is where the week's story must stop for the errands and the place Remus had to show me is top secret. Tune in next week for an amazing (not really) adventure with yours truly Nymphadora Tonks.

Week 17

My soul

It's been 6 days with out any word or signs from Remus. He's off doing something for Dumbledore again. We spent all of Sunday just talking to each other, trying to figure something out. Also, something funny is going on with my powers to be a metamorphmagus. I went to Dumbledore to see if he knew what was going on. He told me that sometimes, when a witch or wizard feels love so strongly toward another individual, their own inner magic will change when the two people are not near each other, or when something is going to happen to him or her. He also told me, that what I was doing with Remus was good, and that we were meant to be together. He also said that, a day will come to both of us (Remus and I), when the world would crush around us, but love will draw us closer together. Plainly speaking, Dumbledore told me that Remus had the other half of my soul. I do love Remus, and I want him to return to me, as soon as possible. He still has two more days before I go looking for the other half of my soul.

PS. I now have my normal face, hair colour, eye colour and everything else that I tried so hard to change.