A/N Okay, I'm no doctor so I don't really know what to say in this chapter so bear with me please! I'm sorry for not updating sooner, I've been really busy with school work and such. But the October Break is coming up soon so I will update a lot in that week! So as promised, Carlisle's view x

Previously : …Also, don't be afraid we won't hurt you, unless you don't co-operate...

Love your secret admirers xxx

I looked at Alice, fear flooding through me. She was staring at the letter in shock.

"What do we do?" I whispered. And very faintly we heard someone whisper : "There is nothing you can do!..."

Carlisle's Pov

They day is so uneventful and slow, we only had a few people in. Drunks needing their stomachs pumped, nothing major. Sighing I slumped in my chair. My shift was ending in half an hour. Going back to my lonely house. The door opened and a young intern came in carrying some papers. She was pretty, with her bright eyes and rosy cheeks. She smiled a huge smile and rushed forwards to give me papers. With my sharp senses I could hear her heart beat faster than normal.

"I've to give you these paper Dr Cullen" she said breathlessly her gaze roaming over my body. I sighed to myself slightly and quickly signed her papers. She was gazing at me with lustful eyes. What I would give to have a lady, another vampire for company. I have been a vampire for two hundred years, two hundred lonely sad years. I want a companion, an other half. But I cant. I gave the intern back her papers and she walked out before turning back around. Here we go, it took all my effort not to roll my eyes.

"Dr if your not doing anything on Friday, um do you want to go out for a drink or something to eat? Whatever you want" she asked fluttering her eyes lashed.. Every week she asked me this question, every time I tell her the same answer.

"No sorry, I'm really busy" I answer in monotone. I really would like to go out with her but I cant. She's human, I'm not. Vampires and humans don't mix well. She pouted before exiting waggling her hips. Someone began urgently shouting on me. I ran human speed towards the voice. Paramedics were pulling in a man and woman. The woman was badly bleeding, her hip looked broken and the father has broken bones. I went straight into doctor mode as all the other doctors began talking frantically to one another.

"Yeah, they both smashed straight into each other, witnesses say the boy was getting something from the floor of his car and wasn't looking where he was going and ploughed into the other car. Stupid kids these days! Boy racers, that's what they are!" one said to another

"Get me two iv drips, get" I scanned the notes on the pair looking for names "Charlie into intensive surgery he" I stopped as a young man was brought in. He had messy copper hair, looked about 16 and he had multiple cuts on his face. His heart was beating rather slowly, his eyelids twitching. He was bleeding from his shoulder and his torso, by the looks of it he also has a broken spine. He will be paralysed from the waist down. His eyes flew open and he began to yell in pain and fear. He looked around frantically and his eyes locked on mines. He stared at me and I stared back at him. His eyes were quite clearly screaming for help from me, pleading with me. I will help him. There is something about this boy, I have to save him. I don't know why I'm so keen to help him, I feel like I must save him no matter what.

"Dr Docherty I will take Edward" I say to Dr Docherty taking the notes on this boy. He is wheeled into the surgery room. He will need to have surgery right away to save him, unfortunately I cant do the surgery but I cant take care of him when he's out. I leave the room as his surgery begins. I went to see how the other two where doing. Charlie was doing fine, it was the mum people were more worried about. I walked into her room and was hit with an exquisite smell. Floral. I looked and saw a young girl beside the woman crying. She is her daughter. She had waist length brown hair, and crumply clothes. She looked up at me and I walked towards her. There was a hint of confusion on her face as she looked at me. My eyes I bet.

"Isabella Swan?" I asked and she nodded. "I'm Dr Cullen, your mums injuries are very serious. She has a broken hip. When the car hit your parents car your mum was thrown forwards. We suspect she may have brain damage but she hasn't woken up yet, so we cant be sure but there is a 75% chance she will be fine. We will have to monitor her very carefully though. As for your dad. He was thrown out of the car. He suffered from a fractured skull and a few broken bones. He's in intensive care just now but in a few days he will undergo major surgery but" I was cut off by a loud beep. The noise was coming from her mums heart monitor. I went straight for Renee.

I shouted instructions for the nurses to get equipment I began to do CRP and chest compressions being extra careful not to use my strength. I smelled salt tears as Isabella started crying behind me. Renee began to twitch as she started fitting, foam appearing at her mouth. There was a sickening crunch as Isabella collapsed on the hard ground.

"Nurse, get Isabella onto a bed now!" I yelled panicking. Renee's body went still under my hands. Oh god, no! She's died. I looked down at my watch and wrote down the time of death. I felt incredible guilt, and sorrow. Her poor daughter! She didn't deserve to die leaving her daughter and husband who is still fighting for his life. I looked at Isabella lying on a bed, her eyes closed. Her chest rising and falling with every breath she took. She didn't deserve this, no one does. I went to check on her dad, I want him to be okay for her. I walked into the intensive care ward. Her dad, Charlie was sleeping on the bed.

"What's wrong with Charlie?" I asked Dr Pattinson. He grimaced.

"He has a fractured skull, if his brain swells he will undergo major surgery to fix it. His chance of surviving isn't good. How's Renee Swan?" he asked. Now it was my turn to grimace.

"Didn't make it" I shook my head.

"Poor Isabella, she will be heartbroken" he mumbled quietly. Sighing sadly, I went to see if Edward was out of surgery. As I walked onto the ward he was wheeled out. He was still sleeping, I could smell the morphine in his blood. I left and went to check on other patients decided to stay and do over time. Its better than going back home. A few hours later I went to see Edward, he wasn't looking good. He was very warm, running a fever. His body was shutting down. Crap! What do I do, do I banish him to this cursed life I live? Or do I let him die, even though I feel responsible for him. I don't want him to die, he's too young. He hasn't properly lived his life! His heart rate was increasing. I only have minutes to decide! What do I do?! Do I be selfish and change him or do I be responsible and let him die. He is going to die, the infection cant be destroyed. I have to change him, I will. I quickly unhinge the wire so it doesn't move, just sends out that long beep. I take down the time quickly and wheel him down to the morgue. I go quickly barely even acknowledging anyone. Down at the morgue I leave him in the very corner hidden behind shelves. I quickly go to my office and get my things. I casually stroll out the hospital being sure to be seen by many people.

Outside I climb in a window and race to the morgue vampire speed. Edward is still there, unnoticed. I pick him up carefully and sneak back out the window. Outside in the fresh air, where no ones about. I run back home as fast as I can. I arrive in minutes and settle Edward in the bed I have for show. I have to do this quickly. Taking a deep breath I lean in towards his neck.

"Dr help me. Please save me, I know you can" he whispered in a barley audible voice. If it wasn't for my vampire ears I wouldn't have picked it up. He knows, and he asked me to. I felt slightly more better as I lean in towards his neck and breathe in deeply for the second time. His scent, which smells like honey and sun, burns my throat but not in a food way. I take another deep breath and bite into his neck, pushing as much venom into him as I can. The blood on my tongue tries in vain to relish the monster from within me, but fails miserably. His warm blood started to trickle down my mouth as I pull away.

At the very same moment he lets out a heart wrenching howl of pain. Guilt flooded through me as I wiped his innocent blood on my sleeve. I should NOT have done this. I took him for my own selfish person, all I wanted was company so I doomed him to an eternal life! What if he wanted kids? He can't have any now! Because of me. Edward screamed and cried out in pain while I looked on helpless. Guilty thoughts clouded my mind as Edward's screams echoed around the bare soundproof walls. Hours passed and soon it was time for my shift. I was nervous, what if they found out I took Edward, I'm sure they wont notice as he's my patient. I will say he got transferred to a bigger hospital.

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Today was pretty uneventful like any other. Isabella Swan had a breakdown beside her mums dead body, which is understandable. From what I heard they were really close, more like best friends than mother and daughter. Poor girl I cant help but feel sorry for her, she doesn't deserve it. I drove her home, as she had no transport. She has such an unusual scent. Pulling up at her house I advised her to stay home. I don't think she would be able to handle being in the hospital. Her dads surgery is a few days, so I said I would call her with the results. I watched her go into her house before speeding towards mines.

My house is simple, white standard house deep in the forest. Its handy with all the deer close by. As I walked into the house, my extra sensitive ears pick up Edwards whimpers of pain. That guilty feeling overcomes me again. I'm such an evil monster, and I went upstairs to watch over Edward.

2 Days later.

I took the day of work as it had been 3 days since I bit Edward. He had stopped shouting out but I didn't really know how he was. I was watching him intently. His eyes twitched the opened. He blinked a few times, his eyes blood red. His eyes zeroed in on me and widened in shock.

"What am I?" he asked looking at his pale hands in wonder.

"Vampire" I answer quietly. He is still looking at his hand, but then gets up to look in a mirror. He gasps seeing his reflection. He touches the skin around his eyes with slight disgust.

"Vampire, they don't exist" He shows his teeth to prove this. "No fangs!" he scoffs. He's a disbeliever. This might take a while.

I sat down and explained everything to Edward. His first smile was when I said I was a vegetarian. He laughed a little at this. Now we were going hunting.

I had made sure there was no one on the trails before taking Edward out. We ran through the forest, Edward running faster then me due to his stronger strength. He stopped abruptly when he caught smell of a huge bear. He went into hunting mode and took it down straight away getting filthy in the process. Once he drained it he stood up and ripped the shirt from him and started beating his chest while yelling "Ahhhhh eyahhhhh" like Tarzan does.

I had to hand it too him, he had took this all very well. When I first found out what I was, I rebelled in it. I stayed underground where no humans came, and starved myself for days hoping to die. Of course, that didn't work. I tried umpteen times to kill myself using hundreds of different methods. Didn't work, then I discovered animals. I finally stopped hating myself for what I became and I began to live with it.

"Carlisle, aren't you going to hunt?" he asked. I snapped out of my thoughts and nodded. We ran until we smelled animals. Deer. I took the biggest one down, not getting a single bit of dirt on me. Smirking slightly I nodded towards Edward who was watching me, a hint of amusement in his slightly lighter blood red eyes. Edward then climbed up a very tall tree. Amazed by the face he could, he jumped tree to tree yelling excitedly.

"I'm like a monkey!" he cried while I laughed. I noticed my laugh wasn't forced, it sounded more carefree and happier. Company was definitely what I needed.

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Two days had passed, Edward was taking to being a vampire incredibly. He had took it all in a stride. He had thanked me for saving him, he knew I would be able to. When I asked what he meant when he said 'I know you can' he laughed. He replied "I heard you were a healer" I asked him about his family, guilty about stealing him away from them, but he replied he was fostered, he didn't have any. I noticed his voice was cold and hard when I mentioned family. I was going into work today after being off 'sick'. I walked into the hospital and over heard doctors talking about Charlie Swan. Of course! He was in surgery in 5 minutes. I walked over and asked that I be informed about his surgery as soon as it was finished. I would need to go over and see Isabella, see how she is coping. The day passed slow and before I knew it, Dr Docherty was coming towards me.

"Charlie's surgery was perfectly fine, he's a fighter! He is going to make a full recovery" he grinned glad at saving him. Happiness surged through me as I went to use the hospital phone. I went to the reception desk. Great, Maria is working today. She smiled hugely when she saw me walking towards her.

"What can I do for you Dc Cullen?" she fluttering her eyelashes, stretching out Cullen, licking her lips. Maria is the secretary she always asks me out to places. I tell her no. She has bleached blonde hair, that is cut short with the fake hair that's really long. She has brown eyes, her eye lids overly glittered. She has an orange face from her foundation and her uniform, she hitches up. She is gazing at me, and I'm beginning to feel uncomfortable. I clear me throat to get her attention.

"I would like to use the phone please" I tell her stiffly. She has on far too much cheap perfume that is really over powering. Her face falls slightly but quickly recovers. I reach over to get the phone. I lift the receiver when a doctor comes rushing up to me, red in the face.

"Dr Cullen, you have to come quick, its an emergency! Pregnant woman" wheeze "feel down is" wheeze "bleeding badly" he gasps.

"Maria phone Bella Swan tell her, her dad is fine and well!" I say before rushing off towards the ward.

Maria POV (This is before Dr Cullen comes)

I typed out some stupid grannies appointment on the computer. Why the hell did Riley dump me!? How dare he! We were good together. I felt my eyes water up. No! I will not cry over him! He will be crying buckets over me though I know he will. He will be back. I should have broke up with him. He's not even that nice looking, unlike me! I'm pretty I could get any guy that I want. Even him I though as Dr Cullen began walking towards me. I straightened out my skirt hitching it up a bit more. I smile flirtatiously at him. He is so coming over to ask me out.

"What can I do for you Dr Cullen?" I ask him, stretching out the Cullen. To ask me out, to ask me out! I let my eyes roam his body. I can see his slightly muscles even under his coat. He is incredibly beautiful, with his pale skin, golden blonde hair and gold eyes. I could get lost in his dreamy eyes. He clears his throat.

"I would like to use the phone please" he asks. Bastard, I really though he was coming to ask me out. Who is he phoning anyway? He doesn't have a girlfriend, I know he doesn't. I'm his true love, he just doesn't know it yet. She reaches over for the phone but a doctor comes over. He wheezes about some preggers woman bleeding. Whatever.

"Maria phone Bella Swan tell her, her dad is fine and well!" He says before rushing away. Fuck him, I don't want him anyway. I can do so much better than him. And why does he have to phone her personally. Bella swan is plain, not really pretty. He isn't liking her. Maybe he is! Damn Bella to hell! Bitch has stole my man! Lets have some fun shall we…

I pick up the phone and dial Bella's house number. It dials a few times before she picks up.

"Hello is this Isabella Swan?" I ask. This should be good!

"Yes" She replies. I smile before continuing.

"Well" I lie sighing slowly "In surgery, your dad had a heart attack, the doctors battled to save him.."

"NO!" I was cut off by her screaming then the line went dead. I began to laugh hysterically, tears rolling down my face. After five minutes of laughing I stop, chuckling now and then. I will call back later, stupid bitch. She shouldn't mess with me and my man! Talking of my man, Carlisle began walking towards me.

"Did you phone Isabella?" I nod smiling at my private joke. He grins graciously and thanks me before walking away. I phone Bella back but the lines still dead. Hmm, must be busy.

A/N : So, I bet you DIDN'T expect that! So Charlie really is okay. He's alive and well! He will come later on in the story and such! Anyway, thanks for everyone's reviews! Thanks SOO much, they inspire me to write even more. So this is a long chapter, as promised. So Carlisle saved Edward! Yay Carlisle! He rocks! So Edwards hunting bit! Where he rips of his top! Drool!! Lol. So again thanks to everyone who alerted and reviewed. Have you ever notice I say thanks A LOT in my AN'S I cant help it though!

So Edwards a vamp! Woo! isn't Maria a BITCH! I had to put her POV in, because if I didn't it wouldn't make sense. So please Review, I will update faster and sooner if I get lots of reviews!! Anyway Thanks again!

-Louise x3