A/N GUYSS I HAVE 273 REVIEWS!!! Xx THANKS SO MUCH x Woo so this is in EDWARD'S Point of view!! You will understand why he said all that mean stuff and why he slapped her :D Just so you know, it won't all be the same of the previous chapter! x Enjoy xxx
Previously : "Bella, where are you?" he sobbed. This is my father. My dad. But my dad is dead! He isn't alive, the woman told me! Well, she didn't really tell me he had died. I assumed. I slowly walked closer to him to get a better look at him. I was so close I could see the tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Where are you?" he whispered.
"Right here Dad" I replied my voice wobbling.
EPOV
I was lying on my bed with Autumn, she was babbling on about something stupid. Recently, I haven't been reading thoughts very well. Its like I was getting a bad reception. They would go all scratchy and very quite. Then would disappear for a while. I can read Autumns thought's either. When I questioned Carlisle he said it might be because she's my mate. My other half. That's wrong, because I can read Bella's thoughts. When I told her this she smiled hugely. I knew she was up to something, with all the over the top flirting. The day in the club when I heard Thomas's thoughts, I knew what her plan was. To say I spoiled them is an understatement. I crushed them! She doesn't know that I know.
"…therefore pink looks really good on me" Autumns voice scattering my thoughts. I hastily nodded as she looked at me.
"Are you ready for hunting" she asked smiling sweetly at me. I nodded. I got up and walked to my bathroom running my hands through my unruly locks that explode everywhere. I look in the mirror before getting my bag from my closet. I smile at Autumn who is watching me content. I immediately feel a pang of guilt. The thing is, I'm playing Bella at her own game. I'm also beating her. I feel so guilty using her as a, a decoy. Autumn scrolls down her phone picking a song to put on to fill the silence. She hates silence. There is a few seconds of music then the singing begins.
Close your eyes and make believe this is where you want to be
Forgetting all the memories, try to forget love cause love's forgotten me
Well hey, hey baby, it's never too late pretty soon you won't remember a thing
And I'll be distant, the stars reminiscing
Your heart's been wasted on me
You've never been so used as I'm using you, abusing you
My little decoy
Don't look so blue, you should've seen right through
I'm using you, my little decoy
My little decoy
Live your life inside a dream
Time is changing everything
Forgetting all the memories
And I'm forced into you just cause you're into me
Well hey, hey baby, it's never too late
When I'm gone you won't remember a thing
But I can't stay and you know I won't wait
I was gone from the very first day
You've never been so used as I'm using you, abusing you
My little decoy
Don't look so blue, you should've seen right through
I'm using you, my little decoy
Oh, oh.
I'm not sorry at all
(not sorry at all, not sorry. no.)
I won't be sorry at all
(not sorry at all, not sorry. no.)
I'd do it over again
Don't look so blue, my little decoy
You should've seen right through, my little decoy
You've never been so used, my little decoy
And so I'm using you, my little decoy
I freeze when the songs ends. I feel and hand close around mines and Autumn pulls me towards the stairs, smiling. I follow her as we go downstairs.
"I'm staying here! Nothing can make me change my mind!" I hear Bella say. As we get into view Autumn pipes up.
"I'm also staying" I felt my mouth fall open slightly. This is news to me. Bella then looks straight at me. Something shifts in her eyes as I look at her. Jaspers head snaps up and looks straight at Bella. What the?
"I'm coming!" Bella cried jumping up. I fought back the laughter that wanted to burst free of my mouth, instead I frowned as did everyone else.
"Kidding" she laughed. Everyone could tell she wasn't though. Autumn pressed her lips to me and I kissed her back imagining it was Bella's sweet plump lips on mines.
"Alice really" Carlisle sighed looking at Alice. Jaspers hazy thoughts became flickers and jumpy but I know he is think about Alice. When its us boys out hunting most of his thoughts are centred on Alice.
"Yes! I need it all" she cried in mock horror while Jasper chuckled at her.
"Yes she does need it all" Jasper smiled. Alice beamed back at him before fixing her suitcase hiding her embarrassed love filled smile. Bella started to smile so I think she seen the emotions between them. I don't know how Jasper doesn't know…? I realised this a while ago but have always been to busy to ask him because of Autumn. She is with me constant always demanding my attention and boy, she wants a lot of attention. I'm always commenting on how good she looks. She loves it, she is really full of shit but she is my decoy to get Bella. Autumn suddenly whirled around making her hair whip me.
"Bye Eddie, miss you already" Autumn sniffed flinging her arms around me. I look at Bella. Her expression is pained. I hesitate but hug her as Bella looks away. I wish we could just start all over, none of this war between us. A fresh start.
"Bye Bells" I said to her. She shrugged her shoulders before muttering goodbye. She got up and walked over to Jasper. She said something and so did he. It must have upset her because she rushed upstairs without saying goodbye and went in a shower. Alice bit her lip and frowned after her. I shook my head to say leave her and we got ready to leave. I hear her sing:
Think of me when you're out, when you're out there
I'll beg you nice from my knees
When the world treats you way too fairly
It's a shame I'm a dream
Guilt overcame me as I stepped out the front door leaving her. We took of at a run racing through the tree's. A few miles away I began to hear everyone's thoughts. At that moment, I halted as did Alice and Jasper. There was a rush of wind as the others flew past us. We all laughed as we all looked at each other.
Why did they two stop? I heard Alice think.
Hmm, we all stopped at the same time. Was that planned? Thought Jasper.
"Why did you stop?" Jasper asked.
"I can hear thoughts, I havent been for a while." I shrugged.
"Weird" frowned Alice. "I can see the future but I haven't for the.. Past… while" she broke off biting her lip.
"Same here" Jasper frowned.
"Will you 3 move your butt's?!" yelled Emmett. We smiled at each other and began running. I inhaled deeply, the smells of woods, moss and fresh pure air clearing my head. The smells clung to my clothes as I pushed myself faster trying to overtake everyone. I was nearly neck in neck with Emmett. His mouth dropped before raising an eyebrow competitively.
"Your so on!" and I flew past him. I heard Emmett shove his feet to the ground trying to push harder and harder but still failing to catch up with me. I heard Alice gasp and I automatically tuned into her thoughts. It was Bella and Autumn.
"Can we have a go at being friends? I want to make a fresh start between us" Autumn smiled sincerely. Bella then snarled and flew at Autumn and began to lash out at her, punching and kicking her. Growls erupted from my chest and I ran back home.
A/N Sorry had to finish it here, this is only the first part. The reason why I'm only posting is because I have a lot of mail and reviews asking to update and I can't get on to write for a while, so I already had this bit wrote and decided to post this! New moon in 13 days!!!!!
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