A/N Sorry for the long update, school has taken most of my time, but its Thursday and I can update! Right, so I have changed Rosalie's story a little bit, but I can do that. Its my fan fiction :D Woo, so enjoy x and review x
Previously "My own baby" Rosalie whispered, pure longing in her eyes and a smile appearing on her face...
I was threw from Victoria and fell to the ground a few metres away. I slowly got to my feet, my eyes never leaving Rosalie. We were standing in a triangle, all Rosalie had to do was pick a side. Victoria's eyes were bright and staring at Rosalie.
"Rosalie, please…" I trailed off at a loss for words. We are best friends, she is the sister I always wanted. Will the outcome go against me. If there's one thing I know about Rosalie is that she wanted a baby. She told me that she had a baby. But it never happened for her. Except this one time.
** Flashback, written in 3rd person POV **
The moonlight shone off the dark blue lake, the lakes ripples shimmering in the light. There was a small cry of pain. Rosalie Hale was lying against the broken rusty red tractor that had been abandoned years ago. Sweat covered her face as she took in a deep rattling breath. She ran her hands over her swollen stomach, as another contraction ran through her. She gritted her teeth and her hands scrunched the maternity dress that she was wearing. Fresh tears poured down her pink face as she panted unsteadily.
"Crap, crap! Owwwwwwwww" Rosalie hissed as pain shot through her, making her back arch, as she tried to ease the pain. Rosalie let put a blood curling scream and pushed. Her baby was born as the moon shone its brightest. Scooping up her baby she got the elastic band and tied it around the umbilical cord. She put a finger in her baby's mouth and scooped out the mucus. She put his wet wriggling body in a blanket she held him close. A wail rang through the air as he took his first breath and cried. The placenta then slid out.
"My pretty baby" Rosalie cooed stroking her baby's cheek. Upon the touch the baby fell silent. At once, Rosalie felt a rush of love wash over her. Nothing could ruin her perfect moment. Not even her baby's father. Rosalie had been scared about giving birth to her baby. He was conceived by being raped. The sick, twisted man still hadn't been caught. Rosalie was terrified that she would only see the rapist, and not love the baby but all that worry was pointless.
"Jack" She decided, looking at his perfect face. He looked nothing like his father. She remembered his face but Jack's was nothing like it. Jacks eyes were wide open, showing blue eyes, like hers. He had little tufts of blonde hair and a little button nose. His arm escaped the soft pale yellow blanket. Rosalie put a finger in his hand and his fist closed over. He held her finger for a while, as Rosalie's eyes began to droop. Suddenly, Jack went still as he fell asleep. Rosalie, warily stood up and looked around. There was a barn, not a distance away. She shuffled over and pulled the door open, with one hand. Inside, there was hay, and an empty pig trout. It smelled of fresh grass and animals but Rosalie couldn't care less. She gently put Jack on a small bundle of hay and began to make a makeshift bed. She scooped up her precious baby and lay down. She pulled hay over her, making a blanket on her. It wasn't cold, it was fairly warm but she held her baby close and she fed him. She felt the love grow stronger as he nuzzled against her. His mouth found her and he sucked.
"I love you, my baby." Rosalie whispered through her tears of happiness.
Rosalie feel asleep and woke up, hours later. It was early in the morning, the sun was high in the sky. Immediately she knew something was wrong. She looked down at her baby, still cradled in her arms. They hadn't moved at all, they were still in the same position. Jack was sleeping peacefully. She bend her head down and pressed a kiss against his cheek. Rosalie pulled back in shock. With trembling hands, she stroked her baby's cheek. His cheek was cold. Uncontrollable tears cascaded down her cheeks. The truth was plain but Rosalie couldn't believe it, and she wouldn't.
"No, baby are you cold, I will heat you up." And she took him and placed his body on her warm skin. He was cold all over. He was dead.
"No, no, no!" Rosalie cried. She scooped him up and held him close, cradling him to herself. She didn't want to let go, he can be gone! She finally had the chance of being a mother and it was so cruelly took away from her, only hours later.
"You're not dead, your not! Your just cold, your cold, your not dead!" Rosalie cried hysterically to her baby's body. Tears fell onto his face as she crouched over him.
"I'm sorry, I love you. Always and forever." she whispered and lay beside him. She scooped him up and held his close as she rocked back and forwards.
"I'm sorry…"
** End of Flashback **
Rosalie was chewing her lip as she thought it over. I would understand her choice, if she gave me to The Volturi. She wouldn't be selfish, if she did. Rosalie moved suddenly and walked a step forwards in Victoria's direction. She shook her head and walked a step forwards in mines. She looked at me, and shook her head.
"Bella, I cant pick. I love you, but I loved my baby. No one understands my needs, my desires for a baby. Bella, I don't know what to do, I don't think I can pick and if I do, it might not be the right decision." She trailed off helplessly.
"Then I will pick for you" I whispered. "Don't chose me. You need a baby just as much as a baby needs you. You would be the best mother ever. You are being given a once in a life time chance at happiness and you should take it. You need this, you don't need me. You have other friends that can replace me." my voice braking on the word replace. "Take me to The Volturi." I said with as much courage as I could muster. I don't know what I have sentenced myself to, but if Rosalie and also everyone else is happy, then I don't care. It will be worth it in the end. Edwards face loomed in my mind and tears welled in my eyes. The last thing that I said to him was: "Fuck you, I HATE YOU" and the last thing he said and done to me was slap me across the face and then apologize. Could we have found love in each other? I know I love him, I can't deny it but its only one way. I know he doesn't love me. It doesn't matter anyway…
"Bella…" Rosalie whispered. I shook my head, determined.
"Bella, you don't have to make my decision. I have already made it." She gulped. Several seconds passed. I could hear the heartbeat of the animals around us. Rosalie's eyes were squeezed shut as we waited. Victoria shifted from one foot to the other.
"I want the baby" She finally whispered. Even though, I knew the answer I still felt the heavy sadness and hurt press down on me. I felt my bottom lip tremble as tears welled in my eyes. Victoria walked forwards and pulled Rosalie into a hug. I looked over at Rosalie who's head was at Victoria's shoulder. She winked. Confusion stirred in me but then Rosalie, quick as a flash, pulled her arms up and ripped Victoria's head clean off her shoulders. Her body fell to the floor and Rosalie threw her head down. She pulled a tree down and banged two stones together, causing a shower of sparks to cause a fire. The tree went up after a few seconds and Rosalie dumped Victoria's body into the middle of the fire, where it was at its hottest. Choking purple smoke billowed into the sky as birds squawked over head. Rosalie opened her arms and I rush into them.
"I thought, I-" I dry sobbed as Rosalie hugged me. I pulled away and Rosalie looked at me, with a look of shock and disbelief on her face.
"Bella! Do you honestly think I could do that?! I would never do that to you, to anyone! You are so silly!" she giggled.
"Alice is gone, we have to go and get her! Aro has her!" I cried, mentally hitting myself for not thinking of it sooner.
"She's fine, she got away and came back to the clearing. She was the one that told me to go after you. The fight! Emmett…" and she took of in the direction of the clearing. The fight must have finished, we would have heard it. Doesn't that mean everyone's…dead?
We arrived at the clearing. In front of me were body parts. Pale white and slightly glittering in the sun that managed to peek through the purple smoke. Huge fires littered the area. I shut my eyes. I could hear people moving around but I was scared to see who it was.
"Emmett!!" Rosalie screeched suddenly, causing my eyes to snap open. I looked around, for Emmett's body parts but he wasn't here. He then lunged out of the trees. Rosalie was tackled to the ground as Emmett began to kiss her.
"I-" kiss "was-" kiss "scared-" kiss "you-" kiss "got-" kiss "ripped-" kiss "apart!" Rosalie managed to say, in between kisses.
"Oh baby girl, did you think anyone could rip me apart?" He raised his eye brow, a smile tugging on his mouth.
I looked around as more vampires filled out of the trees. There was still people from James army here. Shock crossed my face but them someone said.
"they wont hurt us" At once I knew it was Edward. I didn't turn around to see him, instead I looked around for my family. Carlisle was talking to a few of the new born. The new borns eyes were amber. They must have went hunting animals. Esme was hugging a few of the younger vampires. A few could have been no older than 16. Alice and Jasper were locked in a passionate embrace as was Rosalie and Emmett. I knew Edward was waiting for me to turn around but the emotions and the hurt I was feeling was too raw so I went over and spoke to Maddie, who had returned.
"Hey, you okay?" I asked smiling at her. She had brown hair, that was tousled, and a few leaves had embedded itself in her hair. Her eyes were also amber, and her clothes were really dirty.
"Yeah" she mumbled. Suddenly I felt an arm snake around my waist and I automatically flinched. Suddenly words tumbled out of my mouth before I could stop them.
"Don't hurt me" I whispered. I felt myself freeze as did he. Oh no!
"I'm so sorry." Edward whispered, and he was gone…
A/N Gone where?!?!?!!?! Did anyone see that coming? It's a week to Paramore! Sooo exciting! Did you guys like the flashback with Rosalie? I know its not her story so I'm feeling a bit nervous/scared incase you guys didn't like it, but i took the risk anyway and I was nearly crying when writing it! So please review x thanks sooo much to everyone who reviews and alerts. I love you guys all so much! I got 26 last time! I have nearly 400 reviews! I never thought I would get past 100 and here I am. With nearly 400! Thanks, its all down to you guys x love you guys! X so please review xxx
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