Previously : "Don't hurt me" I whispered. I felt myself freeze as did he. Oh no!
"I'm so sorry." Edward whispered, and he was gone…
A/N Hey everyone, sorry for the late updates but as usual, school and other stuff gets too much but I have free time so here is a chappy that you all deserve!
Air puffed up and blew scattered leaves everywhere. I looked at the spot Edward was a second ago, at a loss of what to do. I was aware everyone was looking at me, but I can't look at them. A crack of thunder over head made my head snapped up. No, no, NO! Rain began to fall steadily and I looked around in panic. I caught Alice's hopeless face. I need to find him! I picked up his scent and chased after it, pushing my bare feet into the mad. The mud splattered up behind me as I ran as fast as I could. The rain began to pour down, washing the traces of Edwards trail away. I sniffed the air, desperate for the direction. He went east. I changed course and ran. The only sound was of the rain, thunder and the pounding of my feet. After a minute, I couldn't smell his scent.
"Edward!" I screamed out to the empty forest. I stopped dead and looked around quickly, my soaking hair whipping my face. Tears that wouldn't fall pricked my eyes as my mind raced with possibilities of where he would go. Was the Volturi still lurking around? I changed direction and ran north.
"Edward! Edward!" I cried out, my voice bouncing off the trees. I then picked up his scent. I was off like a bullet from a gun. I ran until I came to a little meadow. The scent was gone though. I had the feeling like I was being watched.
"Edward?" I called out, my voice wobbling. I held my breath and looked around. Edward then dropped from a tree and landed 5 meters away from me. His face was contorted and his hands were trembling.
"Bella, you should go. I might hit you again and I couldn't live with myself if I hit you again. Please leave." he whispered, his voice breaking. My heart began to ache as I looked at him. He hid his face in his hands and slumped to the floor.
"Edward, I trust you, I know you won't hit me again. I deserved it anyway; I shouldn't have said that I hate you. I was being a bitch. I'm sorry." I said sitting down and reaching out for his hand. He took my hand and warmth flared up inside me. My hand fit so perfectly in his, as his did mines.
"Bella! I'm the one who is sorry, I hit you! I used to hit you all the time! I was so nasty to you before immortality. I-" His voice dipping lower.
"Let's start from the beginning. We can start anew, and explain everything." He smiled at me and I felt his golden eyes liquidize my brain. Edward took and deep breath and began.
"In school, before Immortality when I used to bully you, and I am so sorry for that, it wasn't because I hated you. I was so jealous of you it made me crazy! In my eyes, you had everything. You had a family that loved and cared for you, no matter what. You could take whatever life threw at you and you would come out perfect on the other side. In my childhood, nothing ever went right. When I was seven years old, I was dumped on a road side with nothing. Only the clothes on my back. I remember crying for hours as I walked around, hoping for my parents to come back. I thought it was a joke at first but I realized it wasn't when night had fallen and rain began to pour down. The roads weren't busy so it was a few days before I was found, starving and so badly injured. I remember the car pulled up and it was a blue car. I remember the hope that built up as I thought my mum and dad had come back for me. The hope was destroyed when it wasn't. That was the night I was placed with my first of many foster homes. I was constantly shifted around families. I always told myself: don't get to close to them; it will only hurt even more when you are going away. It never worked; I would always get close to them. And it did hurt so much more when I got took away and place within a new family. My childhood was filled with hate, bitterness and resentment. I was destroyed. Then when I first noticed you in school I was shocked. Whenever I looked at you I felt my heart pound, my head began to spin and I felt foolish whenever you caught me looking at you. The day the bullying started was the worst day for me. I had been staying with this foster family for 4 years and I was attached to them. Turns out that they didn't want me anymore and I was going to be shipped abroad and become part of a new family. I was so angered and upset by this. I had everything I wanted there. Family, friends and decent life. And it was all going to be pulled abruptly from under my feet. That was the day that you bumped into me. I remember I took all of my anger out on you. I'm so sorry. I never meant anything of that. I remember seeing your face crumple as you ran away. From that day, all my feelings rose whenever you were around. I never meant to keep bullying you. I'm so sorry, I truly am." He broke off. I flung my arms around his neck and hugged him tight, breathing in his pure, beautiful scent. My mind was reeling. I always thought he was so perfect, that he truly hated me. Turns out he doesn't. Is this the right time to tell him my feelings? Will I be able to tell him? What if he doesn't feel the same way, will I be able to be around him?
"What happened the day you became a vampire. I mean the car crash. I want to hear it from you." I said, looking into his golden eyes.
"I got called into headmaster's office, and I got home early. I was driving in my car and I was listening to music. My phone went off and I got it but I dropped it. I bent down to pick it up and couldn't get it. I was pulling at it and I heard a horn blaring. I quickly sat up and a car was heading for me. I tried to break but everything went black. I don't remember much but I seen it all through Carlisle's thoughts. I saw Carlisle and he took pity on me and became he became my doctor. He wasn't planning on turning me into a vampire, he was dead set on helping me but I got a fever and my body couldn't cope, it began to shut down but Carlisle saved me." He then grinned a heart stopping smile that was crooked, but still looked amazing.
"How did we get here?" Edward asked me. I smiled at him as a song came into my head.
How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
Can't win your losing fight all the time
Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
You won't take away my pride
No not this time
Not this time.
How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know
The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out on my own
(I'm screaming "I love you so..." But my thoughts you can't decode)
How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know
Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves
How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I use to know you so well
I think I know
I think I know
There is something that I see in you
It might kill me I want it to be true
Its like the song was made for us! We both stood up and I turned around. I looked out towards the meadow. It was beautiful, the clouds and thunder gone and replaced by sun. There were little patches of sun where they broke through the tree's that sheltered us. I was them aware that Edward had moved really close to me. I spun around. He was looking at me, an intensity burning in his eyes. He ran his finger down my cheek.
"What are you thinking?" He asked staring at me with such intensity. I smiled before answering.
"My thoughts you can't decode." I whispered. He leaned in towards me and I didn't need to be able to see the future to know what was about to happen. I closed my eyes as he leaned in about to kiss me.
"Edward! Hey!" Came a voice. My eyes snapped open and Edward stood up straight, the kiss forgotten. I looked around, furious at the interruption.
"Tanya." Edward muttered, nodding at her. I came face to face with Tanya. She had strawberry blonde hair and a beautiful face. Large golden eyes were set into it. She had full lips that were plump to perfection. She had on a tight black dress that was far too low cut and short, her butt nearly showing. She licked her lips as she eyed Edward.
"Just wanted to say hi." She smiled before sneering at me. Bitch ruined everything! She ran away but not before winking at Edward. I coughed awkwardly.
"I have to go find Alice." I muttered and ran, the tension left behind. Behind me I heard him say.
"Bye Bella."
A/N Hey, so I was at the Paramore concert on Thursday night. 5 words to describe it: BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE! They sang : That's what you get, crush crush crush, Emergency, Misery Business, I caught myself and tracks from 'Brand New Eyes' Album and more. I was soo FANTASTIC!!! Anyway, Guys thank you all soo much, I have 432 reviews! You don't know how much it means to me to have that many, you guys are all so inspirational, that's the reason I write this! I have a favor to ask, could you all check out my other stories, it would mean a lot to me if you did =]
Did you all like it when Bella said "My thoughts you can't decode" I HAD to add that bit in, I have been dying to add it in for AGESSSS! Lol x The song, as I'm sure you all know was Paramore – Decode! AWESOME SONG!! x
Oh, so I'm gonna do a Christmas one. I haven't started writing it yet but I don't know when to post it. Will I post it the 23rd, 24th or the 25th. I'm asking because I'm not really sure if anyone would go on the computer to read it if I was post it on Christmas day so please let me know. The chapter is gonna be so fun to write, Alice + Christmas = FUN! Lolz x
Anyway, thanks so much for all your reviews! Please review, love you guys so much!
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