SORRY GUYS, my laptops broken, managed to find a computer SADLY IT HAS A DODGY MOUSE AND DODGY KEYBOARD! Dangit! Don't lose faith guys! I've moved the story on a bit. Oh inspiration from GINGERSNAPS! And, Disclaimer-I don't own any of these characters or the Twilight Saga, Stephanie Meyer does!

And I don't own The Song THUNDER

LaLaLee 4:00 19th December

Today was a Sunday. Sorry I haven't been on in ages, my laptop broke. So yeah, today was Sunday. I saw Alec again.

And sorry I'm not being funny here, why is he always near me?

Someone…

I'm scared, and he said some really weird things.

My lips touched his, and all I could think was I don't know anymore. It's just all so surreal. I'm in love with a boy who's warning me to keep away from my mother. And today I invited him inside, and now there's a whole load of smashed plates, something's going on and no one wants to tell me what.

So, I guess your wondering what's this weirdo babbling about.

Well for one I'm babbling about me falling in love with my own personal hell.

I saw him today by the lake. I was meant to meet dad, my dad and mum don't live together. She had a secret, and he found out, and tried to take me too. But somehow I'm living with mum. So dad was running late, and Alec arrived in this sort of Narrow Boat.

It was weird, how he just turned up. I ended up getting on the boat with him, we sailed off. I didn't know why I got on the boat, but it was like I had to. He offered me a drink. And how could I resist…

CHERRYADE!

OH GOD! I BLOODY LOVE THAT STUFF!

My lip was stained by the sweetening red stuff. Thunder by Boys Like Girls was playing, the sun was overlooking the lake, and he just slowly pressed his lips against mine. Before I knew it, I was trapped. And its not like Alec is good looking but it was just, there was something there.

Alec agreed to walk me home and I invited him in, mum was home. She took Alec to the kitchen; I sat in the living room waiting, what was mum doing with him?

Then I heard screaming. The smashing of plates, I ran inside the kitchen. Alec eyes were a deep red. Mum looked full of rage. I was scared.

"Wh…Wh…What's going on?" I stuttered.

"It's not safe with her!" Alec looked me in the eyes, I was startled by the brightness of the red.

"It's not safe to be with HIM!" my mother screeched.

I looked at them both and ran upstairs, I was tired of being an outsider to these secrets. Stuff that, to life.

I was looking through an old joke book, trying to get my mind off things by killing some jokes. It didn't work. I just wanted to know what was going on.

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