Omg Merry New Year! Sorry I haven't been able to update any time in the last 2-3 weeks BUT, its Christmas, so what can I say? Hope everyone got great prezzies! Please enjoy, or don't. Romance is something I read, not write that much so forgive me if it's a crappie chapter, but hey, I tired!
Like my grandad says, "When life gives you lemons, collect 'em all, keep 'em and when they get rotten through them back." ah Grandad. So wise...
I have a GREAT idea in store for everyone... no one will expect it, I swear...but that's in two chapters time... :)
Edward was bent over me in a flash, speaking to me rapidly.
I couldn't hear a word he said. It's like watching T.V but turning pressing the 'Mute' button.
Nothing. Zip.
The only thing I could hear was the rapidly increasing breathing of the wolf on the other side of the door. The weirdest thing is though; I can feel the breaths on me. Am I crazy now?
Is this a dream? What if life's a dream? Then I defiantly got scammed on those lemons...
A violent shudder went through me, and I turned my face to the cold floor to try and see through the many legs surrounding me to see the door. My cheek was burning from the cold of everything. I growled when someone blocked my view, making a few freeze.
A part of me wanted to phase to wolf form and accept that this was a part of my life, and another was shouting that there was no way a man was getting anywhere near that area.
A heard another growl, more ferocious and felt another shudder. Suddenly, there were two wolves I could feel breathing. One I was defiantly more accustom and seduced to.
Woah! Two wolves?!
I was still stunned when the ancient wooden door came smashing down to hit very near to where I was laying. The edges were still stuck on the hinges, so no one had kicked the door down.
They walked into it.
The wolf there was beautiful, deep brown to black silky coat made his ice blue eyes look stunning.
It certainty made me catch my breath....
This was the wolf I was attracted too.
But his eyes caught my attention – they had a milky, glazed look to them. The other wolf was slightly bigger than the other wolf. He had a messy redish – brown coat and mercy brown eyes.
They both had feral eyes!
Someone waved their hand in front of my eyes, like they were trying to wake me up.
I made a growling noise at the back of my throat and concentrated on the hand.
It was god-damned hard when my whole body was aching to phase and go to the sexy looking wolf.
Another feather-light finger touch brushed under my shoulder blades making me arch my back again, making me cry out in annoyance and pleasure.
God-damnit, stupid body! Let. Me. UP!
It was like trying to do a sit up but to your right there was your favourite programme – I just kept getting distracted! Plus my stomach felt Heavy...
I lifted my finger and felt a spasm shake my body.
No. No! NO WAY AM I GOING TO LOOSE MY VIGRINTY WHEN I DON'T WANT-
And suddenly I didn't care. Like someone was deleting my stubbornness, my embarrassment and my urge to stay un-mated.
I felt like I was on a cloud, everything else just tuned out.
Everything's fine. My life's fine. Sure I'm going on heat, but who cares? So I'm going to be drooling like mad for a few hours...or however long it lasts. Who really cares?
So this is what it feels like to be high.
Everything was slowly coming back to focus.
Or not.
Everything was blurry... I could only see two wolves staring at me... oh that ones pretty! I giggled and sighed as another spasm went through me.
A blonde blur moved to block my view from the sexy wolf... I couldn't make out his face but he was holding a very long...stick? Had a very pointy end.
A knife! Like that'll do a lot to me... Maybe a pen then. No, a pen's no so thick at the end A...a... hey! He just stuck it in my arm...
Oh crap. A needle! Do I really need drugs in my condition?
I howled in annoyance at the blonde blur in front of me and tried to wriggle away from him, but was cut off by a spasm.
Extremely fed up with the spasms, I changed to my werewolf, very aware that everyone was still blurry and I was in a funny spread out position.
One of my paws were stuck under my chest, the other was in front of me like I was reaching for something. My spikes where sticking out, poking my butt with was raised high in the air. My tail was hurting because it was under my left back paw and my other paw was so far apart I think I'm doing the splits!
I whimpered. This position hurts a lot.
Every worse, when I fazed everyone must have had to be pushed backwards because, seriously, I'm a big wolf (Dur I'm an Alpha!) and they were all crowding 'round me like I was laying an egg. So everyone was pressed very close to me because I'd had to make space for myself.
Put it this way: I wouldn't want to be the person behind me at the moment.
At least the drunk/drug filled/crazy/childish feeling was gone.
Genna! A familiar voice barked at me and pushed his way through the crowd. He was sooo...seductive.
Andrew.
Stuck... I managed to say. Doing the splits in a painful position does make it hard to speak.
Andrew slipped around so he was behind me. What the...?
Suddenly, two arms – I was certain – wrapped around my mid section and I could feel Andrew's body laying across me from behind. I closed my eyes. Everywhere he touched gave me a tingling impression. I suddenly had butterflies flying in my stomach like a tornado was going through – and there probably was...and it was about to come up.
My lunch.
Holy Jellybabies! Am I even ready for this?! The mention of food made my stomach churn.
I started panting heavily as my heart rate accelerated. I knew what he was going to do and I didn't really care. Much. Please make this quick... and I hope he isn't feral about it...
The last thing I wanted was a savage clawing my backside.
The arms around my mid section tightened and I felt his legs come closer to mine. I could feel his strong heart beat beating on my backside. It was so calming. He was on his hind legs and I could feel that. His tail ducked under his body and ticked my stomach area. There was a possessive growl.
Oh lordee! Good bye virginity. It was nice having you.
And I was lifted up.
What...?! I opened my eyes to see what was happening.
Andrew hoisted me up with his arms so my front legs were dangling inches from the ground. His legs kicked mine in so they were no longer doing the splits. He let go suddenly and I was now on all four legs.
Andrew got off from on top of me, bit my neck lightly and came to stand in front of me in a protective stance. You alright? He asked, his eyes stuck to the other wolf.
I was still shocked over the whole matter. I'd be worked up for... Wasn't he going to...?
Who's that? I asked, sitting on my back legs. I stuck my head around his went his hesitated to answer. Black fur... hummm...
Jacob! I barked happily when I remembered that coat, my tail wagging. I mean, at least it wasn't some freak I didn't know.
Andrew and Jacob growled at each other ferociously. Andrew moved to block my view by standing in front of me again.
I looked around to see what Renesmee would think of this. My eyesight seemed to be back to normal but everyone must have cleared out at some point because no one was here...
Inhailing deaply, I smelt the most wonderous smell. Something burned through me in a quick wave once I smelt the wolf in front of me for confermination that it was coming from him.
I started panting more heavily, a musky smell emitted from me and I felt like I was on lemonaid – happy, light and on top of the world.
I took a few steps forward and rubbed my body against Andrew. He froze, so I took that as good and slunk under his chin, flicking my tail on his ear after I did so.
I started towards to door and turned back to look at him. His eye's were more glazed and he was looking at me with a sly grin.
I walked out the door –or through the remains of it- and I slowed so Andrew could catch up to me, and when he did, I push my hips suggestively on his neck.
Then I ran off.
The rest of the night was a blur, but it was defiantly filled with howls.
Ugh. What a bad way to finish a Chapter but I'm not good at the sorta stuff.
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