BPOV
"So what's going on between you two?" Alice asked as we stepped into my apartment.
"Nothing." I said defensively as we both took a seat on the couch.
"Don't give me that, I see how you two look at each other."
"Alice… Nothing's changed. He hasn't miraculously decided that he was wrong and he still loves me. Plus he's still a vampire and I'm still human. I'm pretty sure this leaves us exactly where we were 3 years ago, except I don't cry as much anymore!"
That was true I hadn't cried about this in a long time. Apart of the healing process I think.
"What if you were to give it another go, unless you've moved on?" She questioned.
"I have moved on. I've moved from sitting in my room in silence, heartbroken to getting a brand new life. A different life truth be told. One with a brand new me and a new lifestyle. Trying to make something of my life, other than the one of misery I lived in for a time. "
I took a breath.
"And do you know where its got me… here! I am still miserable. No relationship because no one will ever hold a place in my heart like Edward did… still does. He's the love of my life. To know the man you love outgrew you and you obviously weren't what he needed, weren't enough for him. What else is there to come after that?" I signed as tears rolled down my cheeks.