Chapter 7: You Should Know That the Lies Wont Hide Your Flaws

Hinder -Get Stoned

Halestorm -Innocence

Seether -Fake It


Amanda's POV

Pulling up to a diner "Hey thought we were going to head back to motel?" I asked just as my stomach grumbled.

"You are hungry right?" He looks at me and to my noisy stomach. "I mean your always hungry, which that makes you friggin' awesome!" He tells me using his best boyish smile one me.

"Are you calling me a pig? You think I'm fat?" I gasp at his statement

"Uh No..I just..you...what? NO your not fat you just..I'm digging a deep hole aren't I?"

"Yes you are, and yes I am hungry. I was just messing with you, you know I like food." I tell him getting out of the car "So you like me huh?"

"You know that was messed up and mean!" He states as we are walking in to the diner.

"Yea well you love me so get over it." I tell him and slide into the nearest booth.

"You're lucky your hott otherwise I would have kicked your ass." He added

"Really kicked or played with, see from where I am sitting and I can actually read your thoughts, I'm thinking more along the lines of grabbing, maybe a little squeezing, and then possibly a slap here." I tell him as I lift my butt up and slap it.

"I told you to stay out of my head didn't I?" He said harshly

"I didn't have to read your mind for that Dean, see that pretty waitress on her way over here, your thoughts could be on her as well, it doesn't matter who it is Dean just as long as you can do it, am I right?"

"No your not, only some girls are into being slapped on the ass, and frankly shes not one, but you on the other hand... well I think you would like to get really kinky with it and use props, am I right?" He come back at me, leaning in and smiling at me as our waitress walks up.

"Hi my name is Tracy what can I get you two?" The short haired Brunette asks with a smile.

"Um, cheese burger and fries, with a strawberry milkshake" I cite to her and Dean orders the same but with a coke.

"Ok I'll go put that right in for you both, and be right back with the drinks." She says with another smile walking away quickly.

"I'll be right back, we finish this conversation when I get back" Dean says as he gets up and heads towards the bathroom passing the waitress with the drinks.

"He's cute, yours?" She asks as she sets the drinks down.

"Nope all yours if you want" I tell her taking a sip of my shake.

"No not in to guys but since you're not taken, how about you?" She asks as I cough and spill my drink, causing it to empty on my white top. Jumping up out of my seat "Oh hun let me get that." She responds as she gets a towel to help clean me up. Dean walks back out to see her patting my chest dry much to my disapproval.

"It's ok Tracy I'll get the rest thank you." I tell her as she stops and backs away from me, I sit back down at the table.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean...uh so I guess giving me your number is out of the question now?" She states with little hope in her eyes, I could tell she was nervous that I was going to freak out on her.

"I'm flattered but I won't be here any longer than just tonight" I tell her as she begins to smile. Taking out her pad and pen she writes down her number then hands it to me "Sounds good to me, I'll be back with your food momentarily." She grinned and headed back towards the kitchen.

Dean raising an eyebrow grinning like a fool "You in to women" he asks causing me to reach over and slap him on the head.

"You're such a pig! And its experimentation" I glare at him as he just gives me an evil grin and downs half his coke. After a few minutes of awkward silence Tracy came back with the food and a new drink for me, she smiles tell us if we need anything to just let her know. Dean was thinking about asking her for that threesome but I kicked him under the table before he found the words. Yeah I read his mind but he was projecting it much to loud!!

Dean didn't do anything about me kicking him, so either he didn't notice that I read his mind or didn't care. We both ate fairly fast scarfing our food down. Finishing up and paying we both get in the car and head back toward the motel, tonight was the first night we are sharing a room, but since both of us were tired we would probably pass out.

"Hey, how was dinner?" Sam greeted us walking up towards the rooms.

"Fine food, I'm showering and passing out..." Dean said handing the food to Sam and walking in our room.

"He OK?" Sam asks

"Yeah, we actually haven't fought so he's not mad at me, or at least I don't think so." I laugh and pinch the side of Sam "Oo naughty Sam your thoughts are on Sarah, what did you two do while we were gone?" I playfully ask him.

"Uh, looked up your symbol but we can't find it anywhere and we called Bobby, he said he would look" pausing "Wait did you just read my mind?" He stated and I laughed and nodded at him, only to have him glare at me.

'Uncool Mandy stay out of my head' Sam thought to himself knowing I was still listening in.

"Sorry but sometimes people think about something too hard and it's like they are shouting at me." I explain "Where is she by the way?"

Pointing toward the door he opens it and motions for me to enter than enters himself setting the food on the table. "Hey sis" I yell out at her to get her attention.

"What now, did you hurt Dean's feeling again?" She asks walking out of the bathroom.

"Uh No, I need to talk to you alone!" I tell her looking back at Sam pleading for him to give a moment.

"Yea I'll just be next door." He pouts and leaves the room

"What's up?" She asks

"I need to stop looking for the symbol, it's a form of magic and I can't get rid of it!" I tell her as I begin to shake.

"Sit down, don't pass out, and maybe it's from using ma--" She says but stops looking towards Sam who was walking back in "Um..probably just the side affect using your power earlier today." There it is she saves herself once again, only Sam didn't look like he was buying it.

"Magic?" Sam blurts out "You two use magic?"

"No, Yes!" Sarah says "It's not the evil shit it's more using the earth around us, I am assuming thats what happened to cause her eyes to glow earlier. Right?" She said looking at me

"Yea, it is I needed the energy to get back on my feet when the demon vanished, his hold on my throat almost made me black out." I tell them, god lying was killing me and it was just getting deeper and deeper. Sam just stares at us both and nods, I turn towards Sarah and mutter 'Sorry' to her and she just give me a faint smile.

"Sam you OK?" Sarah asks putting her hand on his shoulder.

"Yea, just worry about you two a lot, just be careful when you do things like that ok, it's not safe to make yourselves vulnerable like that. Promise me to be careful." He says looking at the both of us

"Promise" We both say in unison, well I was crossing my fingers because I hate to make a promise I couldn't keep.

"Plus we were told to stop using our gifts anyways, its causing too much attention" Sarah adds as I get up to head towards my bedroom I was getting too deep with the lies and the deception I had to get away.

"Love you sis, goodnight to the both of you..enjoy your new sleeping arrangements." I say as I walk in to our room and shut the door. Sighing and shaking a bit from lying and the nerves that were being wrecked in doing so.

"You OK?" Dean utters watching me from his bed.

"Yea fine, really tired, I didn't sleep last night then all this shit that went on today I probably could sleep for days." I tell him sitting on my bed undoing my boots. I pull off my jeans and grab some shorts out, then take my bra off leaving me bare on top I pull my hair up in to a messy bun and stalk back towards the beds grabbing his flannel button down. Looking at him, he is laid out on his bed with his eyes closed almost asleep.

"What?" He blurts out

"Nothing, just thinking sorry didn't mean to stare." I tell him as I was about to lay down, he opens his eyes glancing at my shirt and pats the open spot next to him.

"Come on" was all he said lifting the blankets up as I made my way over to his bed laying down beside him. Scooping me up into his arms I snuggle close to him laying my head on his chest listening to his heart beat. Thinking about what that demon said knowing that soon enough he will call on me.

After a few minutes inside my own head I hear Dean's breathing and heart beat steady, meaning he is now asleep, not deep sleep but enough to make me feel comfortable as I drift off into my own sleep.

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Next morning I wake up to Dean wrapped around me, this time I was on my back with his head between my chest and neck, arm draped over me a leg on top of mine. I giggle silently thinking it was funny how I go from that position to this one. I look at the clock next to me...ten fifty-two a.m damn we actually slept in without anyone bothering us. Thinking of a way to get out of this so I could get a shower I start to move to get a reaction out of him, and he just moves his head a little bit and holds tighter on me. Damn! OK um...I go to roll us both over so that I am back in where I started last night. It worked but woke him anyway, "Morning" he said as I try to get out undetected.

"Morning, you can go back to sleep I just wanted a shower." I tell him as I sit up above him.

"Mmm..how bout you just lay here with me little bit longer, you're warm!" He said pulling me back toward him. As I let him we get a knock on the door... "Come In" I yell and then look down at him "Sorry" kissing him on the forehead and getting up heading towards the bathroom again. Sam walks in ..Damn I should of..ahh forget it who cares if we sleep together! I smile back and go to get in the shower.

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Dean's POV

"Sammy did you bring food?" I ask as he looks back at me smiling his goofy knowing grin.

"No did you work an appetite up?" He asks looking at the other bed next to mine.

"She slept with me so what, doesn't mean we had sex Sammy. You should know better than anyone, how long has it been since you had a girl in your bed?" I asked sarcastically.

"Whatever Jerk, Sarah and I are going to get some food, want anything?" He asks as I sit up at the end of the bed.

"Yea you know what to get me, and just get her the same thing" I tell him as he turns to head out "Hey Sammy, this thing with Cooper and I, its weird..hell half the time I think she's going to freakin' kill me and then the other half she's wanting to be next to me. I don't get that chick!" I explain to him

"Dean she's watched her father die, Sarah told me Manda never had a real relationship before, she thinks shes 'cursed' and was to afraid to have someone get close to her only to loose them. That might be why she is the way she is with you." Sammy justifies before leaving with Sarah to get some breakfast.

Still hearing the shower going I was glad to know she didn't hear that, know it all kid brother, what does he really know about Amanda...Manda, man, that girl sure runs hot and cold. I think I'm gonna loose my fuckin' mind with her around. And yet, I wouldn't want it any other way. Yep, I'm nuts, lock me up Sammy...sighing I get up head towards the bathroom to bang on it. "HEY I WANT A HOT SHOWER TOO" I yell at her.

"Hold on Winchester I'll be out in a sec. Geez!!" She yells back at me mumbling something I couldn't hear.

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Amanda's POV

Getting out the shower I laugh knowing he is probably still standing at the door waiting for me to get out. I dry off and wrap the towel around me as I open the door and sure enough he is leaning against the wall outside the bathroom.

"All yours, just for your information I didn't use hot water the whole time so you will have plenty." I pass him bending down to get my bag, as I was I could feel his eyes on me. Turning to face him I see his wide grin and eyes still dead on me. "What?"

"Nothing, just got a nice view and was hoping it would happen again." He said as I slap him in the arm and walk towards the beds. "Can I watch" he asks.

"Dean get in the shower" I tell him as I sit on the bed waiting for him to leave the room. He shrugs and heads in to take his shower, I wait till I hear the shower running then I get dressed. Pulling my pink dinosaur 'I Eat Awesome...Don't Worry You're Safe' tee shirt on, a pair of short blue jean shorts, and my black flops on. Grabbing my glasses, which I only used to draw, read or when really tired; then pull out my iPod to listen to some music to hype me up for the day.

I singing out loud as I dance around probably looking like a fool but I was in a fantastic mood..

"We could end up makin love instead of misery
Go home and get stoned
Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me
You wear me out
"

I turn to see Dean staring at me smiling as I am making a fool of myself, but I sure as hell didn't care. So I signal him to come closer to me still singing and swaying to the music.

"Lets go home and get stoned
We could end up makin love instead of misery
Go home and get stoned
Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me
Go home and get stoned
"

He walks over to me as I push him on to the bed and straddle him still swaying to the song, before leaning down to kiss him.

Getting deeper in to the kiss he grabs my ass lowering me to grind against him as my hands are finger his hair and neck. Moaning as he grabs my bottom tighter, I rip off my earphones throwing my iPod to the side, soon after he flips me over arranging himself on top kissing and sucking down my neck. I pull him closer moaning louder wanting more, backing away to lift my shirt up over my head he proceeds making his way down toward my right breast, slowly tracing over lightly kissing. I buck upwards as his tongue touches my nipple when he pulled the fabric aside, loosing control I grab his face pulling it up towards my mouth kissing him and tugging at his shirt, he helps me pull it over his head then plummets in to another intense french kiss.

I trace my hands down his back feeling his tight muscles flex as I reach the top of his jeans, linking my fingers in his belt loops and pulling him down to grind against me. He moans into my mouth putting one hand in my hair bring my head up to him as he moves the other hand down towards my lower half. Reaching down my shorts...

A loud knock at the door as Sam and Sarah open to come in.

"Dude seriously bad 'friggin' timing" I yell at them as Dean slumps down on me sighing.

"Uh..um..well...Food!" Sam said holding the bag up as Sarah laughs, out loud I might add, shaking her head and walking back in to her room.

"Just set it down and back away slowly" I tell him. As he does smiling at me and giving me a slight nod walking back in to his room. Dean pulls up off me looking directly in to my eyes, I decide not to read his thoughts giving him his privacy.

"Hungry" he asks grabbing my shirt and handing it to me.

"Always...thanks" I tell him pulling my shirt on as he does the same grabbing the bag of food and setting it down on the table, I follow wanting to grub out. He passes a me plate that had pancakes, eggs, sausage, bacon and hash-browns. Looking at his as he opens it "Did I get you the wrong thing?" He asks me as I am eyeing his bacon.

"Nope but I'll trade you my sausage for you bacon?" I tell him as he looks at me and bursts out laughing, but handing me the bacon, well not before taking a bite out of one. I hand him my sausage and finish the piece of bacon he took a bite out of.

"So not a sausage fan?" He asks

"Nope, never really cared for it." I tell him taking a healthy bite of my pancakes and walked over to the bed, plopping down against the headboard.

"Dude that is so sexy.." He said as I mouth another bite of pancakes

Finishing up my bite before I speak "That turns you on?"

"Well yea, women eating like me is hott!" He said before taking a big bite of his food giving me his goofy smile. Shaking my head, deep down I was pleased to know he didn't think I was a slob, we get another knock at the door following, "Are you decent?"

"Nope just about to pour syrup on Dean and eat the pancakes off his--"

"Dude we are fine come in!" Dean interrupts me laughing at my comment.

"Sarah and I found a job in California, we think demons" He explains as both Dean and I finish stuffing our faces. "You know you both don't have eat so fast, no hurry" he added.

"Sammy see, this chick rocks! It's how we eat, you should know that!" Dean says grabbing my empty tray of food nodding at me, pleased that I finished everything. Sam leaves to get Sarah and their stuff together as Dean and I do the same, which was kind of a pain to do because Dean and I we are kind of sloppy, so we had stuff everywhere. At one point we just threw things in our bags didn't matter who's it was. We all piled in to the Impala and set off to Cali.

*//*

Thirty-three hours to Paso Robles, Cali and we are only on our second day of driving, Sam and Dean switched so we didn't have to stop for a room. Cramped in a car with nothing but mullet rock blaring out of the speakers. Sarah and I were used to more variety and this was getting on our nerves I go to turn off the music off.

"Don't touch it!" Dean snapped at me, yea OK so we have been fighting about everything from where to eat, when to stop for a break or gas, to music, who was a better shot...you name it we were arguing about it after being in this hot car for way too long!!

"Dean please I'm trying to read and we have already listened to all your tapes over and over again its getting a bit much." I calmly talk him down so I could get some good reading done. Right now I was reading about recitation of incantations, performance of physical rituals with the task of magical herbs as amulets, or potions for purposes of insight. Yeah I am having a hard time understanding too, but I get the gist of it!

"Ask, don't touch" He stated back at me reaching to turn the music off. Getting 'thank god' and 'finally' comments from the back I smile trying not to laugh because I really didn't want him turning it back on for spite.

Trying to focus on my reading and keep my mind away from what I am going to be doing with that damn demon. Argh 'Daddy' I mean are you serious, me call him Daddy that fucker must be high. Shaking my head I realize we are almost in Flagstaff, Arizona plus I was sick of the car. We weren't going to make it there until tomorrow anyways I look at my watch it reads two a.m.

"Can we stop here? I could use a shower 'Mr. need to save money so we drive with windows down in middle of the damn summer' its causing me to sweat horribly" pausing to glare at him "You know its not like you're really paying for it anyways" I whine to everyone.

"Dean she has a point, we should just stop, Bobby's there already there we'll just leave by eight and be there at noon." Sam agrees as I turn to mouth 'thank you' to him.

"Fine" was all Dean said before pulling in to a tattered motel. He gets out to pay for two rooms and walks back tossing me a key then one to Sam. We pull around back where Sam and Sarah's room sixteen was located while Dean and I were in twenty-three further down.

"Hey its my age" I commented, unsure why I even said that but got a snort and something that sounded like 'child' coming out of his mouth. Yeah well you're the one willing to rock the cradle grandpa!

Strolling in seeing only one bed "Dean why is there only one bed?" I ask him a little bit pissed he just assumed I was going to sleep with him again.

"All they had" he told me grinning and heading towards the bathroom.

"Oh no you don't, I wanted a shower first" I run after him trying to stop him from closing the door. I made it in time for him to slam it shut in my face, furious I kicked the door and went to sit on the bed, hearing the shower come on I was beyond pissed now I couldn't believe he did that. Flopping down not allowing myself to get emotional about it, but I was just stressed out from lying to Sarah, dealing with the feelings towards him, and riding in a car for fourteen hours. I close my eyes hearing a voice calling out to me...

"It's about time you stop I've been waiting for you" the voice whispers to me.

"Look..uh..I need to sleep can we just start when we reach Cali?" I ask trying to be nice as possible about it.

"No I am not here to work on your schedule!! Meet me across the street at Lucky's, I'll give you hour or I'll start --"

"How will I know its you?" I ask interrupting him

"You'll know" he said waking me out of my daze. Looking at Dean who was grinning at me.

"Daydreaming about me?" Dean asks me handing me some chips he got from the convenience store.

"Um look I'm just going to lay down, not feeling so well, it might be heat exhaustion!" I remark taking off my pants climbing in with nothing but my light green and white tank-top with matching boy shorts.

"No more complaining Cooper" He said and took his jeans off leaving him in his shirt and boxers. Wow how can I go from wanting to kill him, to needing him....sleep we need sleep so I can leave. Great I'm communicating with myself!!

Feeling the bed sink next to me he gets comfortable on his back sighing he grabs my shoulder rolling genitally towards him wraping his arms around me as I lay my head down on his chest listening to his heart. I lay there for about forty minutes making sure he was in a deep sleep before I slip out, dressing and head out towards Lucky's.

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Walking in to the bar I look around and head straight to the bartender, still amazed Dean didn't wake up as I left. I sit down as the bartender walks up "What can I get you pretty lady?" He asks

"Nothing I'm waiting for someone, thanks" I smile at him and go back to looking around the room.

I spot a man tall, longish black hair, toned, dressed in a black leather jacket blue jeans, glancing at his eyes, the eyes that gave him away, my demon there he was staring at me waiting for me to walk over. I get up and stroll over as if in some form of trance that was willing me to him.

Giving me a smirk that just made me feel uneasy inside. "You ready my love?" He questions me putting his hand out for me to take, still in a trance I grab it and we walk outside to his truck.

"Where we going?" I utter to him as he starts the vehicle and drives away from the bar.

"We don't have much time before you must go back." He reveals to me not telling me anything really but what do you expect...right? Driving a few minutes down the road I would say probably about four miles from the motel we stop, pulling off to the side near a pasture.

We both get out the car walking towards the open area, he stops and turns towards me throwing a punch right into my face hitting my left cheek. I go to hit him back and he hold his hand up stopping me from hitting him, or even advancing any closer.

"Now do what I just did."

"I don't know how" tell him, and he smiles kicking me in the ribs. I stumble back grabbing my side "You keep doing that how will I explain the bruises?"

"Well then stop me, love!" He kicks me in the ribs again falling to the ground I roll to the side to get back up on my feet. Charging at me again I duck his next blow attempt to my face. Laughing at me he holds his hand up to keep me from moving again and then plants his foot right in middle of my chest casting me few feet back.

I get up again this time I am so angry fling my hand up "STOP" I screamed out as his body slightly moved to the side.

"Better but not good enough" He grins waving his hand he launches me to the side where I land on my back. Having a difficult time catching my breath I cough sucking in air as much as I could before he tried for an encore kick in the ribs. Rolling to my side to staggering up, but quick with another assault he doesn't waste time kicking my leg out from underneath me, causing me to land back on my back thus bringing my rage to a boil. I grit my teeth standing up and casted my hand up to stop him from advancing me once more, focusing on controlling his movements he is stilled unable to maneuver towards me. Feeling my eyes start to burn like they do when glowing I drop my focus to keep from gaining to much power.

Nodding at my accomplishment "Good now I must get you back" he said pleased with what I have just done. I follow him back to the truck and we drive back towards the motel. Explaining to me that I am not allowed to use anything I learn to keep from raising any suspicion. I nod hating this whole thing, but I have always done whatever I had to for my family and this is just one of those times.

"Whats your name?" I question him before getting out of the car

"You can call me Robert, it's the name of the meat suit, what you didn't like Daddy?" He laughs pulling away from me, that's when I notice the sun coming up..Shit!! I rush back inside taking my pants off and sliding into bed snuggling up Dean as he pulls me tight. So drained from the 'training' I fall to sleep within few seconds after getting comfortable.

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Dean's POV

Waking up next to Mandy feeling her leg and arms draped over me caused my heart to beat rapidly. Holding her tighter she let out a quiet moan, which was probably one of the cutest damn things I have ever heard. Her head close to my neck I felt her breath and I could tell she was completely knocked out. Slowly I move her not wanting to get up but we needed to be out of here by eight or nine.

After a few minutes of struggling to get out of her grip I get dressed and walk over to Sam and Sarah's room. Knocking on the door "Sammy open up its me" I knock again until Sammy opens the door obviously just have woken up.

"What Dean?"

"I'm going to grab some coffee and doughnuts, we should leave in about two hours, make sure she's ready."

Groaning at me then shutting the door I head to the Impala "Morning baby" I say as I get in and start her up. Pulling in to Anne's doughnuts ordering four coffee's to go and a dozen doughnuts. Back at the motel Sammy was waiting for me grabbing two cups of coffee and three doughnuts, walking back towards his room "what, eating for two now?" I yell at him heading towards my own room.

I open the door to Amanda walking out of the bathroom in a reddish dress showing her shoulders dipping down in to a V down her neck line and breasts. Pulling on some tight black legging type things and adding the flops to her outfit, she smiles at me then walks back into the bathroom as I sit the coffee's down grabbing a doughnut. Her hair in braided to the side showing her tattoos when she turned around, I honestly couldn't be more aroused looking at her right now.

"What?"

"Oh, just thinking of you with only a few well-placed doughnuts on your..." and she interrupts...

"Dean" she says shaking her head. I smile at her as she walks over to grab a chocolate frosted doughnut and her coffee.

"What happened to your jaw?" I ask noticing the bruise covered in make-up.

"Not sure, woke up with it" She tells me only making me wince thinking I might have friggin' hit her last night. "It's OK Dean if you did it doesn't hurt, just looks bad" she laughs taking a sip of her coffee.

Touching along her jaw "I'm sorry, maybe we shouldn't --" I begin until she cuts in.

"Don't say you dare say it Winchester, you're not getting rid of me that easily!" She told me planting a kiss my cheek. As she moves to walk away my hand guides down her arm stopping at her hand, she turned to me as I move closer snaking my other hand up to cup her head bringing her in to another kiss. Moving my hand down towards her ass she smiles breaking the kiss shaking her head. Slapping my hand away "Dean not again, we have to leave in a few and I need to get my stuff" She explains as I back away so she can continue to pack up.

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Amanda's POV

Sitting in the backseat of the car trying to get some extra rest, happy I didn't have to move much. My ribs werer fucking killing me, while I tried to act normal; but sitting in this car was causing me my body to stiffen.

"Hey can we get a motel on the beach? I've always wanted to wake up to the ocean."

"Sure Princess, if you pay!" Dean said using his charm

"Fine I'll pay!" I mumble out

"Oh you'll pay alright" he remarks back at me looking through the rear view mirror.

"Sis I'll pay for my room, I wouldn't mind actually staying on the beach either!" Sarah said to me poking me in the side causing me cringe. "You ok?"

"Yea um hey have you found anything on the symbol I kind of miss our connection?" I ask trying to stear the conversation somewhere else, I know she caught on to that but hey its worth a try.

"Actually Bobby said he might have something, so we'll see" She tells me and of course I smile at her but dear god I was hoping they didn't find out. We arrived to Paso Robles, Bobby was staying in a motel not to far from the beach but like Sarah and I wanted we got one on the beach. It was beautiful, Dean was being an ass and enjoying the views on the beach, but what can you say he'll never change. Shaking my head from my thoughts, Bobby walks in and asked Dean to speak to me alone.

"You know what the symbol is don't you" He asks me quietly holding back any judgement and anger.

Still standing on the balcony I turn towards him tears welting up in my eyes "Can you just let it go?"

"We can fight it" pausing to look at me in the eyes "What does he want?"

"Just to teach me about my abilities and what I can do with them. I think they want to use me sooner or later for something, but I'm honestly clueless about it." I explain to him "She doesn't know yet, and I can't tell her or --"

"He'll kill them" sighing at me "Amanda this is dangerous you could get hurt, but until I can find a better way.. " Bobby trailed off not really happy with me or the situation I put myself in. Getting up he hugs me and walked out the room, thinking of the disappointment he felt and how it wasn't justified but he couldn't help but feel that way.

Sighing and thanking God that he was going to keep it to himself for a little while longer I finally relax for the first time since the incident. Dean walked back in grinning at me "What Dean?"

Pointing towards Sam and Sarah "Maybe Sammy's finally going to get laid" he nudges me and laughs.

"Not funny that's my sister your talking about!" I hug him back as we watch people on the beach. "Look Dean your more than welcome to take off!" I tell him in honesty.

Surveying me up and down "Nah, anyway princess you're not going to get rid of me that easily" he mocks back tickling my ribs, making me wince but I held it in and just suffered inside only. Damn this is going to be harder than I thought to hide!

"You so stole that line from me!"


Attn: OK so two LONG ass chapters up...Let me know what you thought :)

XOXO

~Manda