Chapter 12: I Will Resign and Search For Peace of Mind

Whispers in the Dark -Skillet

Diary Of Jane -Breaking Benjamin

Dangerous Game -3 Doors Down

Shallow Life -Lucuna Coil


Sam's POV

"No ooo" Amanda's voice screamed as we all jumped up and ran to the room she was in. Sarah, Bobby and Seth quickly at her side.

Looking at her frail body drenched in sweat, frightened and hyperventilating. Amanda kept repeating 'No' over and over again, not quite focused on where she was. Dean standing next to me looking stoic as the woman whom I knew he loved detached herself from reality.

It took a good hour or more for her to finally come out of whatever stupor she was in after waking up.

"Dean.... Dean" she whispered as she looked around the room for him, finally landing on his face she sighed in what looked relief and laid back down.

"Sis" Sarah questioned as I got closer I saw she was closing her eyes again.

"I'm fine, just a long crazy dream" Mandy mumbled "How long was I out for?"

"Five days" Seth answered bringing her a glass of water "What happened?"

"I don't know, I got lost in my mind I guess" she said still looking at Dean, whom sighed and left the room. Amanda's face dropped but she wiped it away and closed her eyes again "I probably need a shower" she snickered, which everyone agreed and laughed.

Twenty minutes later she was down stairs eating everything she could get her hands on, which was kind of predictable. Seth, Bobby and Dean were talking about their next plan to take this guy out.

"I have an idea" Amanda came walking in with a bowl of Lucky Charms, Sarah went out to get earlier for her; this was her third bowl. "You won't like it but as far as I am concerned it the only way, plus Dean's deal is coming up and we don't have a lot of time."

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Amanda's POV

I knew they wouldn't really like or hell even let us go through with the plan, but whatever they decided I was going to do it anyways. He was powerful and Sarah and I together were just powerful enough to take him out.

Explaining my plan, the vampires would most likely follow our orders until given another, in which we would just burn them like we did with the ...well before. The chances Robert would be the only demon that was worth a damn it was best to take him out for good, and quickly.

"You think you're hell bitch will help?" I asked Sam who lowered his eyes at me but nodded none the less. "Good, and to take out LB well, Sarah and I will keep him occupied while you get him with the knife" I finished.

"Won't be that easy" Dean growled out at me "It's not like he won't be aware."

"I'm counting on it Winchester" I sneered and walked back into the kitchen. "It's a shit idea but honestly quickly taking them down with out so much thought is the best, he can get into our heads if he chooses."

Getting away from Dean and his thoughts, along with everyone else who by the way seemed to be thinking this was a crap idea thoughtI was too unstable to be thinking clearl; was pissing me off.

'Don't worry about them' Sarah's voice entered my head "I had a feeling we were going to have use this against them, so" she smiles as she pulls out the book tossing it to me, "Page six hundred and forty-three."

*//*

"To watching winds we call thee;
To sleepless dead sweet taste of blood we send;
Lord Beelzebub we send" I chanted three times as Sarah placed six lit candles around me and the sigil drawn on the floor; I grabbed Ruby's knife and cut my hand letting it run down my arm and to the floor. Ruby standing guard at the door for the boys, whom will kill us once they find out what we were doing smirked and enjoyed this way to much.

"Hunt-lord, hail, who leads the hosting,
Cloaked at crossroads, come to thee.
Now the night, your time, is near us,
Come to us, send us on, our Lord." Sarah finished following the same actions I did. We did this two more times hoping he would get a loud and clear message.

"That's a strong summon" Ruby smiled at us "you are some strong witches, honestly I am impressed."

I couldn't stand the bitch because I knew she eyed Sam, they way she looked at him and followed him around was worrying me. Sarah had come to trust her and I let the bitch in heat act slide, for now.

"Open the door" Sam yelled from the outside. Nodding to Ruby she let the boys in, they saw and well lets just say a string of profanities were growled out at us, but in the long run no one did anything to stop it.

What's done is done.

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Sarah's POV

Sitting in the old cabin waiting on our visitors, Dean kept himself away from Amanda. I knew this hurt her but she did her best not to show it, in fact since she woke up she has been giving off nothing but relief, love and longing. Sam and I were doing great, though now upset he knew it was inevitable so he let it go as much as he could. Ruby stayed near Amanda, I noticed she spoke of my sister having great power that has yet to be used. Seth and Bobby were keeping watch outside for movement. Devils traps around the cabin likely wouldn't do a damn thing we were trying to leave it open for them to come.

"Vampires" Seth motioned the back of the building "Guess it's time" he sighed fearing along with everyone else.

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Narrator's POV

(haven't done this but it was something I felt needed to be done)

The hunters gathered quickly gearing up to fight with all they had, this was a big deal and most definitely one of baddest sonsofbitches to take down.

Amanda walked outside were the eight vampires stood, waiting, needing an command from her.

"Hello puppies, where are you're masters?" Amanda taunted them smirking as her sister snorted along with Ruby. Dean was amused but focused on getting everyone out alive if he could, he did not want to watch the Cooper's, Bobby or his brother die today.

"How about we try something, SIT" Amanda spoke again, feeling rather giddy about the upcoming fight, she was always one to play with fire. The vampires, who were itching to strike; stayed still again waiting. She sighed and turned toward the other behind her shrugging "I was worth a shot!"

"Mm hmm.. well they could be under you're command if you still choose my love" Robert stepped out with Stephan, quickly making his way to her, not fearing the others behind her. "You were always the one that got away, sadly I doubt this time you will darlin'" he stopped in front of her, while everyone else moved forward to back Amanda up.

Dean was trying deeply not to shoot the motherfucker in the head with the way he was affectionate with her.

Sarah keeping a look out for sudden movements from the fangs or possible Lord B, she knew whatever they had planned the chances were slim walking away from this. She felt everyone at peace with the possibility of death, it was sad, scary and yet expected from this group.

Sam stayed beside Sarah, and was going to till the end, he loved this woman she was everything. He knew his brother would keep and eye out for him along with everyone else, but Dean was focused on Amanda and getting her out of harms way first and foremost.

Ruby whom stayed a step ahead, closest to Amanda was not going to let her out of her site. She was truly intrigued with Amanda and hoped to save her from the impending doom they all were probably going to endure.

Bobby, well Bobby was pissed. He hated this plan or the lack of, he hated the girls were in such deep trouble, pissed that Dean was going to hell if they survived this night, and ready to use all of this on the evil fuckers.

Seth, next to Sarah kept eyes on all the surrounding area much like the others but knew or rather felt that an ambush that was sure to happen. When was the question.

"Come with me love, please, and this all can be avoided" Robert came closer as the others did too. He was touching her cheek lovingly giving her all the desire and adoration knowing she could feel it through. "Please!"

Taking a minute to think, Amanda had already anticipated this as a probability. She knew they did not want to loose her or her sister, but Sarah wouldn't be impulsive or broken enough to follow through.

"Fine, but you let them all go" she finally answered leaning into his hand "Sarah and Sam love each other and she deserves that, so its just me" Amanda turned towards her sister and brother giving them a small smile.

"Deal, so to speak" Robert nodded towards the vampires who took off the direction they came from, along with Stephan who seemed down about not fighting. Grabbing Amanda pulling her up against his chest, bringing his mouth to hers for a dramatic kiss in front of everyone she stepped back enough to pull him into the devils trap.

Looking at her stunned and hurt, Robert bowed his head towards her "Determined to kill me love?"

"Actually yes!" She touched his face, as her hand started to catch fire burning the demon out of his meat suit.

Dean and Seth ran up to her as she finished killing the demon, keeping herself from letting it get out of control and harming the body. The man had already died from the long rough haul of the demon but she did not want to do more damage.

Seth took the body out to bury as Dean grabbed Amanda hugging her as she collapsed into his arms. They both were so warn-out from prepping and worry.

"Lord B is on his way, he's pissed. . vampires are with him" Ruby appeared back "I followed the fangs until turned around and headed back this way."

"I guessed this would happen" Amanda stated just as the started to appear through the tree lines. Lord B was now standing with three new demons, and pissed off.

"Naughty girl, I told you to be good" he grinned at Amanda shaking his head. Another cigar placed into his mouth, lighting it with his pointer finger "I always knew you'd be the troublesome sister, Mm.. punishment is going to be fun."

"You won't touch her ugly" Dean snapped at him, pulling Amanda behind him catching the knife Ruby tossed towards him. She knew the fight was about to break out as she saw the passiveness in Lord B's eyes along with Dean's.

"Is that right Winchester, well you live through this hell is just around the corner for you, and believe me I have a loyal friend below who is dying to get his hands on you!" Beelzebub smirked at the eldest Winchester.

Quickly giving them a nod, vampires, humans, witches, and demons clashed together in a mess of destruction. The fangs were being quickly taken out with the back up, whom just arrived; Bobby called to give us four extra men. Ruby used the knife Dean had given back to her to kill the three demons quickly, she was about to kill Beelzebub but he moved quickly to Amanda, knocking Dean out could and grabbing her by the throat.

"You want me dead" Beelzebub spoke to the hunters "She dies with me" just as he was about to choke the life out of her, Sarah grabbed the knife stabbing him in the back a couple of times before he dropped Amanda.

They scrambled to get to each other shoving the most power out sending out a pulse knocking everyone off their feet. The vampires jumping up the quickest, Amanda and Sarah focused on them, pushing more energy to them keeping the fangs in place as the hunters took them out. Leaving nothing but Beelzebub behind, the girls use all the power they had left in their bodies to burn him out of the body, thus killing the bastard.

"Oh the things to come" he whispered to them and let the girls finish the chanting and burning, killing the host and the body as well before they collapsed to the ground.

*//*

Thirty four days have passed, Amanda and Sarah still lay in a coma at a hospital not far from Bobby's home. Seth had yet to leave his sisters behind, staying at Bobby's visiting them every day.

Dean and Sam hunted a doctor who became obsessed with eternal life by taking people's vital organs to keep him alive. Now after hearing where Lilith will be the boy's along with Bobby were going after her tonight.

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Standing in a middle of a field trees all around Amanda a grave at her feet.

"Amanda Cooper" a voice called out, whipping her head around to find the voice "You are needed and I will come for you."

"Who are you?"

"Soon" was all the voice said back.

"Who is this? Is it me?"

"Soon" It repeated as the scene quickly changed and Dean, Sam and Ruby were standing in a room. Watching the whole thing unfold, Sam blocking whatever power Ruby shot at him, Dean being ripped to shreds by the hell hounds, Amanda prayed this was what not how it ended.

"God please don't let this be it, save him, save them" she fell to her knees looking at the unmarked grave hoping it was her own and not Dean's.

*//*

Amanda and Sarah woke the moment Dean had died. Sam, Bobby and Seth buried his body after Sam had put up a fight about burning him. He was determined to bring him back no matter the cost.

Amanda woke knowing it wasn't just some dream she had this time, it was real, Dean was dead and her world crumbled. Seth came to confirm the news and she escaped the night before they were to be released. Disappearing for good.

Sarah stuck with Sam and Bobby as they drank themselves into a coma every night, following Sam in his quest to set Dean free from hell.

Seth left needing to hunt, to get away from all the depression, hoping that after while things would get better.


WOW sorry took so long for the last chapter, and final update for this story. I am 17wks pregnant and have been extremely sick so writing was a little hard without wanting to throw up every five minutes! Haha anyways I hope you enjoyed this and don't hate me to much for the ending...but I have thought about writing more bringing them all back together when season 4 started with Dean coming back from hell, but I'm not sure with all that is on my plate now....WE SHALL SEE!!

THANKS FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT!!!

Mandalynn