Chapter 3
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A/N: I am very happy thankx to all the reviews I received for chapter 2 so here is Chapter 3, please do review. From Vix xxx. Also if you wish to see Bella's wedding dress just go onto my profile and click on the link.
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BPOV
I stood in Edward's bedroom, it was the day of the wedding. Everything had been just a dream, I know it had. Now here I stood looking at myself in the full length mirror in his room. I was happy, after everything I thought had happened but now it was over and today was mine and Edward's day and it would be perfect. Looking down at the smooth white material which covered my form I knew it was the right choice, even after I felt unsure about marriage. Looking into the mirror once again I gasped at my hair, Alice had just finished it and now she was downstairs greeting all the guests with my mum, Phil and Charlie. My hair was in curls, flowing down my shoulders and had a headband which had a white rose on the side which stood out from my dark brown hair. Alice had also done my make-up, she had insisted on doing everything so I could work on rehearsing my vows while she prepared me. I was also not allowed to see Edward at all the previous day, Alice had made sure of that when she forced Emmett, Jasper and Carlise to drag him out hunting so I would be safe for tonight, our honeymoon.
My heart began to race when I thought of it, our honeymoon was tonight, we would be together for the first time since we met each other and we would be one. I felt myself hyperventerlating, I was a little nervous when I thought of it, I mean I would be naked for the first time with Edward. What if he didn't like my naked form, I knew his body would be perfect. I became embarresed just thinking about him naked, I had imagined this night for so long but now it was really happening. My new life was beginning, tonight was the honeymoon and plus two weeks of wherever Edward was taking me. The family had agreed they would go hunting tonight and return tomorrow to see us off, they wanted us to have some privacy the first night. But after the honeymoon was over, Edward had promised to changed me, to make me like him so we could be together forever.
I sighed and sat down on the stool in front of the full length mirror, I looked down at my engagement ring, it was so beautiful. Again I felt nervous, closing my eyes I began to breath calmly, my heart beginning to slow down again. However, it sped up when I heard the wedding music playing, my eyes opened wide with confusion. "What?", I asked. I was extremely confused now, I hadn't even gone down and talked to Charlie, he was leading me down the aisle. I stood up quickly, knocking the stool backwards but I didn't care, something was wrong. Moving to the open door I stepped out and walked down the steps until I saw the entrance to the Cullen's long stretched room where Edward usually kept his piano and where the Cullen's had their sofa's and TV. The items had been removed and inside which Alice had taken a long time to decorate, the room was decorated with white material handing around the room, white roses, a lot of wooden chairs which had white silk pillows and a white carpet leading up to the large arch which had white roses covering it.
Walking towards the entrance I heard the priest beginning to speak, now I really was confuse, I wasn't even in there yet, was I? Walking closer towards the large wooden doors which had the same white silky material draped over the door. I could see the guests around the place, but Charlie, Phil or Renee were nowhere in sight. It must of been me imagining it as I saw Edward standing with me at the front, our backs to me. However, I did see Alice and Rosalie standing on the side which I should of been at. They wore the red dresses which me and Alice had picked out, they were strapless and came just past their knees and carried some red roses. Then I saw Emmett and Jasper's standing in their black tuxes on Edward's side. I tried to get back to reality and where I was before in the room above but then my heart skipped a beat. Edward and what I thought was me turned to each other and I gasped, it was Mia. I felt like I was dead now, she was smiling and wearing the same dress I wore. The priest smiled as did everyone else, Carlise and Esme sat in the front row, holding hands and smiling.
"If anyone has any objection in which these two should not be joined in matrimony speak now or forever hold your peace?", the priest asked. I pulled my dress up a little as my white pearly heels became visible underneathth, I ran into the room.
"I object", I screamed at the top of my voice but no one seemed to notice my entrance or my voice. The priest continued and I began to panic, "No, I object", I screamed again but still no one even flinched. Then the priest smiled at the two in front.
"I now pronounce you husband and wife, you may now kiss the bride", he said to Edward. Emmett gave a hoot as everyone laughed, Edward looked down at Mia and placed his hand behind her neck and pulled her close, I gasped and screamed. They kissed and I felt empty, I had lost him. "EDWARD", I screamed. They turned and began to walk towards me, now I would get their attention, everyone clapped and Rosalie, Emmett, Alice, Jasper, Carlise and Esme walked behind them. However, they looked right past me, I put my hands and closed my eyes awaiting Edward to walk into me, but nothing came. Opening them I saw that they had walked right through me like I was invisible or not important to them. I then gave a scream.
Sitting up in my bed I was soaked in sweat from head to toe. My purple bed covers were flung around on the bed and then I realized that Charlie was kneeling down next to my bed, his hair messed a little and his grey loose shirt and grey shorts which showed he had just woken up like I had.
"It is alright Bella, it is only a nightmare", he said trying to calm me down, my heart was still going so fast from the nightmare. I nodded to him and gave him a smile to reassure him I was perfectly fine. He placed a hand on my shoulder to try and calm me more.
"I'm fine", I said to him. He gave me a shocked look, I could see how tired he was.
"Well I could hear you screaming from my room, what was the nightmare about?", he asked, I gave a sigh.
"Can't remember, but I am fine now, you should get back to bed, you are going fishing in the morning with Billy", I said with a smile.
"I can cancel if you want me too?", he asked. I shook my head at him, he needed to relax.
"No, you go, now get back to bed", I said with a smile. He nodded and gave me a kiss on my forehead which was now a little sweaty before turning to my door, closing it behind him. I waited till I heard him close his own door before sliding my legs over the bed side and placing them onto my carpet. I sighed and pushed the strands of hair from my sweaty face, I had lied. I could remember the nightmare, it had stared out as a dream but ended like a nightmare. Standing up I crept over to my door and opened it quietly, making sure not to alert Charlie again, walking into the bathroom I clicked the light on and walked over to the sink. Turning the tap on I bent over and splashed a hand full of cold water over my face, then driyng it. Standing upright I looking into the mirror which lay right in front of the sink at my pale complexion, I sighed when I saw the same dark circles under my eyes, I had not been sleeping lately, I remember the day I came running into Charlie's arms.
Flashback
Alice had just dropped me off in her 911 Turbo Yellow Porsche which Edward had bought her for Christmas. She had offered to walk me to the door but I asked her to just let me be alone for a little while and for Edward not to try and contact me until I wished to contact him. She realised that the wedding was now off since I had given back my engagement ring, she had told me that she sort everything out and that she was sorry she didn't see that skank before it happened.
Now here I stood outside my front door my eyes were puffy and red from all the crying I had done, my clothes were soaked as well as my hair. I opened the door and walked inside, I could hear my dad inside watching the game as I didn't know whether to disturb him but he needed to know. I walked into the sitting room as he looked up from the flat screen, I could see the shocked expression on his face. "Bella?", he asked. "What happened?", he asked. He stood up and walked towards me and that is when I broke down, I ran into him and flung my arms around his neck and started crying into his shoulder, he wrapped his arms around me and sat me down, turning off the game. I then sat there for an hour telling him what had happened and convincing him that Edward regretting it and then trying so hard to stop Charlie from grabbing his shot gun and going to the Cullen's and shooting Edward's genitals off.
Flashback End
Now here I stood looking at myself in the mirror, I was nothing compared to that girl, she had ruined everything. It was a week since the incident and our wedding would of been in a week, but she ruined it and now I had nothing. Turning off the light I crept back into my room and slowly closed my door before walking over to my closed window, I never kept it open anymore, I was afraid he would come through and want to talk to me, I was scared of us talking. Opening the window I gasped when the cold wind from outside hit my steaming hot sweaty form, but it felt good. I stood there for a little while until I had cooled down enough to get back to bed but I was scared of the nightmare returning. Closing my window and pulling my curtains to I turned and walked slowly back to my bed, slipping onto it and sitting back, forgetting about my warm covers it was too hot.
I had told Renee everything about what had happened and like Charlie convinced her it was a mistake but the wedding was off. Now she had nothing to look forward too. I reached over and grabbed my ipod, pushing the small ear plugs into my ears I turned it on and scrolled through my playlist until I came to my favourite soundtrack, pressing play it began. It was my lullaby Edward had done for me on the CD which he had given me for my 18th Birthday just before he left me. I had transferred it onto my ipod so I could listen it anytime I wanted it, it helped me sleep and it made me remember happier times. I began to feel more tired and soon I felt my eyes closing, switching my ipod off I lay down, not pulling my covers over me and closed my eyes, sinking into sweet slumber.
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EPOV
I sat in my black chair which was placed in my room, I had not left since Bella had left me a week ago. I felt empty inside, like I had nothing to live for but my family had convinced me not to go to Italy and ask for my life to end. Now here I say alone and wishes every second that I had never bought Mia home and slept with her, I could hardly remember it because of how wild I was, I still couldn't believe how I still didn't bite her it must of been because of Bella walking it that I came out of the daze. Alice had called Carlise and they came back as soon as they heard, I remember when they came back.
Flashback
I stood waiting on the porch for them and soon here they came, running out of the forest and stopping a few meters from me, I could see the sadness on some of their faces. Esme looked like she would cry if she could. I was ready for whatever punishment or opinion they had for me, if they wished for me to leave I would leave, I deserved to burn in hell for what I had caused my sweet innocent angel.
"Edward", Carlise said slowly to me, I looked to him and awaited what he had to say to me. "We do not judge you, we had discussed it on our return and have come to a conclusion that it was not your fault, you lost control and made a mistake yes but now you have to work on repairing yours and Bella's relationship. Alice told us what she would do, we need to cancel all the catering and such, I am very sorry son", he said. I nodded and that was when I broke down, falling to my knees and began cry tearless sobs. Esme ran over to me and hugged me as a mother would for a son who had done something wrong which he regretted.
"It is alright Edward", she said, she knelt with me as the others watched.
Flashback End
I looked up when I heard someone on the other side of my door. "Edward, I need to speak with you", it was Alice. I sighed and before I could speak the door opened and Alice slipped into my room. She had a sad look on her face and I could tell she was upset about me and Bella not being together, she too didn't judge me and felt like I had lost control but it had not been my fault.
"What?", I asked looking at her. She sighed and walked over and sat on my bed which was directly in front of the chair.
"Well, first you need to wash, you haven't changed since Bella left and second you need to hunt, your eyes are black Edward if you ever want to speak to Bella again you need to be under control", she said in a sweet voice.
"Why would she ever want to speak or even see me again", I said back to her in a emotionless voice.
"Because she will drop by in 4 days asking to speak with you, you need to be clean and well feed so get going", she said with a smile before standing back up again. "Jasper and Emmett will go with you", she said before opening my door and slipping out. If I was alive my heart would of been racing, she wanted to speak to me, well she would want to speak to me soon. Standing I ran into my bathroom and stripped down before stepping into the showers.
Once I was done I walked back out and grabbed a black button up shirt and black jeans, putting on my usual black tie up shoes and dried my hair. I was ready, walking out and down the stairs I saw Jasper and Emmett waiting. Alice was kissing Jasper goodbye and I felt a little upset by seeing this, Jasper realized and kissed Alice goodbye before walking over to the door and opening it.
"Lets go", I said before walking out with them. We then began to run through the forest and begin our hunt, I needed to eat a lot if Bella would be here in 4 days.
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A/N: I do hope you enjoyed the start of the chapter, I wanted to give you a big jump and hope you fell for it but nope it was just a dream, lol. Please do review and tell me what you think, thankx.
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