Chapter 4: Crash into Me

What a bloody prick. Hermione stormed around her room, snatching up her things for her next class. She had walked into their common room to relax and catch up on some homework before her next class and what had she found?

Oh just some discarded clothes, a bra, her books that she had left neatly arranged on the coffee table all over the floor AND…a tie tied to the outside of Draco's door handle.

Not that it bothered her or anything…

Right?

She pushed past Venus' portrait who complained at the gruffness of Hermione's presence as she stormed past. Where was she going to go now? She thought about the library, but the usual appeal of it did not sink in as it once had, she supposed she had just gotten too used to having her own space to privately work. She supposed she could suck up her pride and go back and work in her bedroom…

"Hermione?"

She looked around, "oh, Ron!" she beamed what she thought was an excited smile, "thank god, I've missed you it feels like I haven't seen you in-"

"Where have you been?" Ron's cheeks were as red as his hair and he kept clenching and unclenching his fists

"Classes? What else would I be doing on a Wednesday morning?"

Ron's complexion calmed from a red to a blotchy pink and he slouched against the wall, "oh ok, sorry…I didn't know"

"Where did you think I was? Is something wrong?"

"Its nothing, I guess…I just heard that Malfoy was fooling around with some girl in his room again and I just…I dunno…"

"Malfoy? Ron!" She started to laugh and leaned into his tall body putting her arms around his waist and looking up at him, "you're joking right?" her giggle filled the hall as she turned her face upwards for a kiss.

He shrugged her off and looked at her, "do you mind…I mean" he looked shiftily up and down the hallway, "Hermione can you do your blouse up a couple more buttons?"

"What? Do my blouse up?" Hermione stepped away from him, "why? It's fine"

"It's just your not on the market anymore, you're my girl…could you just, you know? Please?"



What could it hurt? It's not like it mattered to her anyway, so she did up her blouse a few more buttons and shrugged at him, "better now?"

Ron smiled a truly heart warming smile, "Oh Herm," he pulled her close to him and she put her arms around his neck, "you have no idea what you mean to me" he kissed her on the nose

"What do you say we give studying a break this period, go up to my dorm and give Draco and this new mystery slut of his a run for his money eh?"

Hermione could feel butterflies that felt more like rocks thump around in her stomach. This would be the first time since the summer that they would be really alone together. Alone enough to do whatever they wanted… she tried to giggle but it came out almost like a donkey's he-haw

"You ok?" Ron looked into her eyes

How could she say no?

"Yeah of course, let's go!" She said breathlessly

Ron let out a bark of triumph and swung her around, "hurry up then!"

He hurried ahead of her down the hall, Hermione struggling to keep up with her arms full of books…he could have at least offered to hold some of them. By the time she got to the portrait Ron was looking annoyed again, "let's go…" he rolled his eyes impatiently

Not exactly romantic…

"Equality" Hermione said the password

"Use protection my dear" winked Venus and Ron turned bright red

"That's none of your business!"

"Sor-reee" Venus stuck her tongue out and swung out reveling the entrance

"Ron it's just a painting-"Hermione began but Ron was already halfway across the room and at her bedroom door.

"Come on Hermione, I haven't got all day for you"

She dropped her books and followed him over to her door

"Ready then?" his face was still kinda red and he grinned wickedly at her

"Uh, yeah…" she felt intimidated, what was going to happen? Just making out right? He wouldn't try anything else? He wouldn't make their first time so meaningless…squashed into a study period? "Ron, I'm not sure it's the right time for us to have sex together"

He backed away from her, "I know that, don't be such a slut"



"Oh, ok good then"

"Who do you think I am?"

"No Ron, just…lets go come on"

They went into her room and sat down on her bed. Ron reached out to her and roughly pulled her by the neck towards him. Their lips crashed awkwardly together, Hermione put her arms around his neck, trying to soften it but it was as if in return to her loving and gentle touches, that Ron then shoved her down onto the bed and moved on top of her. She could barely breathe but continued to kiss him, his tongue swirling around in her mouth.

He bite down on her bottom lip and she gave a little cry of pain, which he must have taken for one of pleasure, she could feel his erection pulsating against her leg through his pants, his hands trailed down to her shirt and he began to squeeze her breasts through the material.

That doesn't feel so bad, she closed her eyes and tried to concentrate on that rather then on Ron starting to hump her leg. She let out a little sigh and Ron pressed his advantage by ripping her shirt off of her and pushing her bra up, leaving her totally exposed. Before she could even react he was squeezing down so hard, leaving nail marks around her nipple

"Ow! Ron, Stop…that"

"Shut up" he replied huskily and covered her mouth with his

He switched hands and began kneading her other breast while with the other he trailed down her stomach reaching the waist band of her skirt

"What are you doing" Hermione breathed, she was so aroused but at the same time so tense she thought she might break

"Calm down its ok"

He dipped his hand under her skirt and knickers, the feeling on his sweaty hand on her pussy made her recoil. Hermione sat bolt upright, "Ron this isn't right, I don't think I'm ready for this-"

Ron looked pissed, "Fucking Hell Hermione, first you invite a guy up to your bedroom and then you start acting like a prude? What the fucks the matter with you?"

"Ron! I'm not a prude! I thought we agreed that-"

"Come on Hermione, cant you do one fucking thing for me?!" He was still trying to get into her knickers and continued to push his erection against her leg

"Ron- I"

"If you love me you'll at least give me some satisfaction today"



"I…alright, just not…I don't want to"

"yeah yeah ok come here"

He unbuttoned his pants and slid off his boxers, exposing all of himself to her. He pulled her into him, kissing her hard. She kissed back the best she could and then with a sudden force he pushed her down. He was so fucking turned on...Hermione was almost in tears, but she forced herself through it. She had to do this for him, He was being good to her this was good for them.

He moved the head of his cock over Hermione lips. It wasn't extremely huge, but all the same when he shoved all 6 inches of himself into her mouth Hermione gagged. Get a grip Hermione, she couched herself…this is real, you want this. She relaxed and attempted a seductive moan sending vibrations threw Ron's cock. Ron put his hands in her hair keeping her from pulling back to far; just enough for her to keep breathing. R\Ron moved his hips without warning and forced Hermione's head to stay were it was. He knew she couldn't breathe but to him it was making it all the more pleasurable.

She couldn't breathe oh, god she was dying…but then Ron came into her mouth suddenly and collapsed back against the pillow. Hermione coughed and spat, inhaling heavily out of breath. Ron's recently pleasure ridden face darkened...

"What? My cum isn't good enough for you to swallow?"

"What? Ron that's not it! You almost suffocated me!" she was angry "are you kidding me?"

"Fucking cunt" he swore and grabbed his pants and stormed off to her bathroom.

Hermione's breath returned to normal and she leaned back against one of her bed posts. Her shoulders shock as she started to cry. She had never felt so disgusting, what had she done? And what was the reward, she felt like she was going to be sick. Tears flowed down her cheeks. She wished Ron would just get the fuck out of the bathroom so she could get in her shower and get the taste and touch of him off her.

The noise of her shower turning on disturbed the silent air of her room. The nerve of him, such an asshole. She stood up and grabbed her towel. From what it sounded like, Draco had been asleep all morning. She left her room and tiptoed over to his door.

Nope, no sound.

She quietly turned the unlocked handle and entered his room. He was in his bed, asleep or not she couldn't tell and his arms were gently wrapped around some girl who was breathing slowly, asleep. She moved quickly and silently across the room, trying to respect their privacy…but truly unable to keep her eyes off Draco's peaceful form.

She thought of Ron's aggressiveness, his total and complete lack of compassion, of control. She hurried into the bathroom and closed the door not as quietly as she wanted to have done. Her vision swam in front of her as she lent over the sink, nausea overpowering her. She staggered over to the shower and turned it on cold.



Standing underneath it, the cold icy water running down her still clothed back, Hermione gagged and let out one heartbreaking sob. She stood there, in someone else's shower, crying, rinsing her mouth out, salty tears mixed with the water running through her hair, her shirt down, down into the drain. She felt like someone else, she was shaking uncontrollably.

Suddenly the water turned warmer, she felt the presence of someone else behind her but couldn't muster the strength to be startled or look around. Instead, she allowed him to get in with her, to stand behind her and warp his arms around her waist. She let him press his warm naked chest against her back; she put up no resistance when he rested his head on hers.

But after a moment, she did lean back into him and look up ever so slightly through her tears to see some blonde hair falling into some icy grey blue eyes so full of tenderness that it caught her breath

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A/N: WOW! I am SOOOO sorry I haven't updated… as usual I've been swamped with school and well you know…LIFE

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