Chapter 11

A/N: Enjoy this chapter, it took me forever to do it as I have a bad stomach and a headache so this was all for you guys, so have fun. Review!

BPOV

153, 154, 155. I was busy counting the dots which lay above me on my white wallpaper with black dots. Sighing I gave up with the boredom of the game, turning onto my side I tried to close me eyes and sleep. However, like every night my mind refused to give in and so I still lay awake and bored in my bed. Turning my head I reading my digital clock which lay on my night stand, 2:32am. Great, I had been lying here for nearly two hours and yet no sleep had taken me, I refused to take any sleeping pills, not allowing myself to be hooked. My thoughts however were interrupted by a high pitched cry filled my ears as my eyes went to a darkened corner of my room.

Sitting up I pushed my long tangled hair from my face and pulled the heavy duvet which stuck me to the bed. Pushing up I slipped my legs from the bed and onto the cold wooden floor, instantly the coldness of the air hit my skin, creating goosebumps. Walking over to the darkened corner my hand's felt the wall, feeling around my hand found the switch as I clicked it on with a snap. The room filled with a dim light and flickered a little before staying on. Looking down into the cot which lay in the corner of my room I smiled as I saw my little angel, his face filled with tears streaking down his chubby cheeks.

A smile spread across my face as I leaned down and picked him up, rocking him in my arms. It had been hard on the both of us ever since that day. While I was carrying him in my womb, I was busy working at a diner, trying to earn more money to support the both of us. It put great strain on me but I managed to save enough up for a flat. From then on I saved money for him, so he could have a good start, buying him a cot, changing table, diapers, bottles, etc. Lately I had not been working, I had lost my job the second I went into hospital, they had given it to a girl who was younger and able to do the job.

Looking again down at my son, I bent my head and pressed a delicate kiss to his soft forehead. He was like me in many ways, rosy cheeks and mouth, but most of him was his father. Every time I looked into his eyes, I saw Edward. It saddened me but also kept me going, knowing that I still had a part of Edward in my life. Once he was born I decided to name him Alex, I didn't know why but when I said a few boy names to his face he smiled at that one and so he was named.

Turning I made my way from my room, out into the hallway and towards the kitchen. Entering I placed Alex into his tiny rocking chair which lay on the kitchen counter. Flicking the kettle on I grabbed a bottle out of the disinfectant tray and poured some milk powder into the bottom of the bottle. Waiting now I smiled at Alex, turning the lights on Alex gave me a smile. He was very intelligent for a 6 months old baby, reminded me of his father. The thought of Edward created a lump in my throat, I shook my head to try and shake the images of Edward from them. Once the kettle had boiled I poured the water into the bottle, then ran the bottle under cold water, making sure it was the correct temperature I tested it on my skin. Perfect.

Walking back over to Alex I picked him and then proceed to sit down at the table, raising the bottle to his mouth as he drank. He did love his milk, but once every week or two I would need to feed him something else, something his father drank. I was thankful he had a heart beat, if the doctors couldn't find one they might of taken him away, but yes he had a beating heart.

He finished the milk so quickly it gave me giggle, resting the bottle back onto the table I placed him on my lap and began to rub his back, making sure he no wind. He gave a small burp as it made me smile, I proceeded but he only had one more. Standing I rocked him and then began to hum a tune, a melody which he would always fall asleep too. It was Edward's song which he wrote for me, my lullaby. Switching the lights off as I left the kitchen I proceeded down the corridor to my bedroom. Entering I closed the door and walked towards his cot. Kissing his head again I layed him back down into his cot and watched as he closed his eyes.

He was my life now, I knew that what I did that day when I left Forks, when I left my life, when I left him was the right choice. Yes, it had taken me a while to stop crying, I still sometimes cried but I would think of Alex and know it was the right choice. Making sure he was warm I placed a white blanket over him and then switched the light off in my room. Turning I walked slowly back to the bed and felt tired, finally I could relax. Pulling the blanket over me I rested my head on my pillow and thought.

What was he doing now? Was he with Mia? Had they gotten married? Had he forgotten me? These questions buzzed in my head everyday, but I would never know the true answers to them, I just knew that somewhere in the world right now, Edward Cullen was well not alive but present. My eyes began to close as I knew I wouldn't be able to keep them open any longer, giving in finally they closed and soon I drifted into the darkness.

EPOV

As I stared my thoughts were of one thing, Bella. In my hand was the same letter she had left for me over a year ago, I had it with me all the time, it was the last thing she she wrote to me. I never left my room, only to hunt which was hardly at all, my family had chosen to move after the incident with Mia. It had been a terrible day, Alice hadn't seen it coming, no one had.

Mia had been walked out from the kitchen, we were all outside, well everyone but me. They were playing games and listening to music, it happened so quickly no one could of stopped it. She had slipped on her maternity pants and had fallen to the ground. Rosalie was the first to come, screaming when Mia was going into early labour, she was only 7 months but of course it was only a few months. Carlise tried to save the baby but it died, it had more human qualities than Vampire, it's skin was soft. Mia then died after, it happened so fast no one could do anything, Rosalie was busy holding the wrapped dead child in her arms, screaming while Carlise dealed with the after birth. I refused to see them both, unable to see the child, I knew it would bring me pain to see something that was like me dead.

The funeral for both of them happened in a graveyard, it was a simple service, only our family, apart from me. Now it had been almost a year since then and I still refused to go out, I had nothing and yet my family prevent me from going to the Volturi and provoking them so they could kill me, rid me of this lonely life. Bella had requested for me not to find her and so I had ordered Alice not to peek in on her life, she agreed and locked Bella's future away, something she could do.

We now lived in a large house located in Alaska, Alice and Jasper were in a college nearby while Rosalie and Emmett had gone off traveling for a while, they were currently in Russia. Carlise and Esme spent their days as usual, Carlise had gotten a job as a doctor in the local hospital while Esme helped people decorate their houses.

My eyes trailed back down to the writing of the letter, I had kept it of course, the scent of Bella had disappeared now and so it was only visual proof of her actions. I know why she left but I still missed her, everyday, hours, minute and second I longed for her to be here. I closed my eyes and continued to think of her, always.

BPOV

My eyes snapped open when I heard Alex crying again, I gave a groan and pushed myself from the slumber I had once been enjoying. Sitting up I stood from my bed and walked over to the cot, not bothering to turn the light on as I peeked over the side of the cot. Alex was screaming his head off, almost like he was being hurt, I bent down and stroked his cheek. However, that is when I felt it, a cold presence almost, behind me. It was too quick and soon my mouth was covered by a stained cloth, it smelled funny and soon my vision began to blur, seconds later the only sound I heard was.

"Get her and the child to Aro", said a female voice. Jane and then Alex crying as I passed out.

A/N: Thank you for waiting so long, I wrote this in about an hours and a bit, so please excuse for the crapness lol. Hope you like it and please review. From Vix. xx