Hey Guys.
Sorry, im so slack. Long time no update, school has been hectic, last year then im off to uni, but here you go, Chapter six !
So i've finally figured out where this story is heading, with the help of my wonderful Beta, Tara.
Im currently working on the next chapter right now, so hopefully it will be up every soon. Im on holidays now, so it's just concentrating on this story. I want to get it finished.
Please review. Let me know what you think, or if you have any ideas i might incorporate into it.
Now go ! You know where that little green button is :D
Take care, and Happy Easter !
Jess.
Bella P.O.V
I shook my head as i walked out of the house. I couldn't believe that Billy and Charlie had talked us through that torture.
It was a rare, sunny day in La Push, so i found myself wandering down to my favourite spot near the cliffs. It was actually near the very cliff i once threw myself so foolishly off. After me and Jake had sat there watching the sunset just after we had started going out, i claimed it was my favourite spot. So to make it more comfortable, he had hung a hammock between two trees. On a sunny day like this, the cliffs were bathed in a soft orange glow, and the deep blue ocean sent soft waves crashing against the shore. I loved it here, it felt like all my worries in the world disappeared when i lay down, and all that mattered was the scenery. It wasn't long before Jake found me here, staring off into the ocean.
I opened my eyes to look up at him, only to find him also staring out to sea, only not in the peaceful way i always do. His stare was more meaningful. There was something wrong with him, but i couldn't figure out what. He was perfectly fine half an hour ago when we were in the kitchen, doing the dishes.
"Jake?" I asked.
His eyes flicked down towards me, as he tried unsucessfully to hide the hurt in them.
"What's wrong?" I said, reaching out for his hand. He let me take it, but didn't squeeze back. This was horrible, Jake was never quiet, unless something was really really wrong. He just continued to stand there, staring off into the ocean.
"Is it something to do with the pack?"
Maybe im heartless, or being a bitch, but this was starting to get annoying. We never kept anything from each other. Why wouldn't he answer? This was just ridiculous. Not being able to take much more of this new, distant Jacob, i finally snapped.
"Jacob Black!? What is wrong with you? I've asked questions, but no answers. You know i care about you, and we have never, ever kept anything from each other, so please tell me whats wrong. Im not a mind reader, so unless you do, i can't help!"
Jacob POV
Bella's words echoed through my head.
Im not a mindreader.
Mindreader. UGH! Ever since i watched her put that stupid rubber on that stupid banana, all i could think about was that leeches hands all over her.
Im not a mindeader.
I felt Bella tug at my hand again, the same hands that would have been all over him too. Her brown eyes, now dark with annoyance were staring up at me, waiting for an answer.
"Stop being an ass." My inner voice argued. "Just ask her"
I looked down towards her, and opened my mouth to ask her, when she interrupted.
"Did Billy and Charlie give you an extra lecture after i left?" She looked so horrified, i almost laughed. Almost.
"No, .. Ugh, Look, did you sleep with the mindreader?" There, i said it. Well, blurted it out. Too late now.
Bella P.O.V
The question just hung in the air. I felt like i had been slapped. Verbally slapped.
"Did you sleep with the mindreader?"
After he blurted this out, Jacob refused to look at me. Where in the world did he get this from? It came out of no where, and i never thought that something as simple as this would bother him.
Jake seemed to take my silence as a yes, because he slipped his hand out of mine, and started to head towards the beach. After i gathered my senses, i thought it would be best if i followed him, and try to figure where this had come from. Was this really the reason he was distant? Because he thought i slept with Edward?
I have always wondered why it is the simple things that get guys so aggravated, why the simple things seem to do their head in.
"Jake!" I called. In his wierd mood, he had stormed away at wolf pace. Normally he slowed his pace down to match mine, so i found myself jogging to catch up with him. I didn't even get close.
"Jake?!" My anger flared up again. he asked a question, one that was making him flip out, and he didn't even allow me to answer. He just stormed off up the beach like an immature idiot.
"JACOB EPHRAIM BLACK!"
This made him stop in his tracks. I only used his full name when i was upset at him, which was something id used all throughout our childhood. I had to run the rest of the way, and grab his arm to spin him around.
"What do you mean 'did i sleep with him'?" I had no idea at all where this came from.
"You know. Did you uh, have .. sex with him?" Ah, the old male fight is on. Who will be the girls first. I HATE IT. But when i snuck a look at Jake, all of a sudden i burst into uncontrolable giggles. The type of giggles you get when you have to hold you stomach, and you laugh so hard you feel a six pack coming on.
"Bella, im serious" He huffed. Wow way to kill a mood. I stopped laughing, and stood up to look at him.
"Jacob, why is this so serious for you. No i did not sleep with Edward, but would it matter to you if i did?"
He stared blankly at me for a moment. His gaze slowly became more intense, trying to decide if i was lying or not.
"Bells. I dont know, i just had to know. I Just imagined that our first time, would be together, not with someone else, Our Very First way it would be more special. Well, for me anyways. But ever since i watched you put that condom on the banana, all i could see in my head was his hands all over you."
"Wow, i sound like a douche. A major douche."
I couldnt do anything but stare at him. My boyfriend was spinning out, getting upset because he thought i had sex with my ex boyfriend.
Yeah, its official, i will never get the male brain.
" Ok. No i did not sleep with Edward, i see now that my relationship with him was not as meaningful as ours. And dont have a heart attack over stuff like this, just ask, and i'll tell you the truth. And i thought that you would be the one with experience in this area of a relationship. A big, tough, Quileute Alpha such as yourself." I explained, becoming rather embarrassed.
Now it was Jake's turn to look shocked. But two seconds later, he was also bent over with laughter. One look at him sent me back into giggles, and i walked up and pushed him over into the sand.
I guess this misunderstanding was over, because he also pulled me down next to him. We lay like that, giggling as the minutes past, just content to have no worry in the world. As our giggles died down, our eyes met, and i felt Jake's hands move up my side, cupping my face in his huge hands, as he bent down to kiss me.
