Chapter 9: Calling In a Favor.
Two Days Later
They had woken to a cold morning and had taken small comfort by wrapping themselves up in their cloaks. On the outside they appeared to be normal cloaks but inside they were lined with fur for extra warmth. Sakura, almost fully recovered from the injury to her hand, now rode on her own. Julian still kept a close eye on her and she was grateful for the company since Eriol was always preoccupied with Madison, (not that she minded) Kero was always busy fighting with Suppi and Meilin and Li always kept constant companionship and she suffered his cold and distant looks whenever their eyes would meet.
The clouds were starting to show signs of becoming nasty rain clouds and Sakura didn't like the looks of them at all. A lightning bolt shot from one cloud to another across the sky and she shivered with anxiety at the approaching storm. She nudged Julian riding beside her and indicated the sky. Julian reined in and the others pulled up behind him. He turned to look at Eriol, Meilin and Li.
" Do you know of a place where we can stop? Those clouds are going to dump rain any minute now and our cloaks are not going to keep us dry. " He watched as Meilin shook her head not knowing anywhere as did Eriol. Li sat deep in thought for a minute before replying.
" There is one place I know of, that is, if he's still there. He owes me a favor and I might as well take him up on it. " Li said and nudged his horse forward. " Follow me. "
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Madison nudged her horse forward and trotted up beside Li. " So do you know this man or does he just owe you a favor? "
" We use to be friends. " Li replied guardedly.
" What's his name? "
" Taragon or Taran for short. " he replied slighting her a sideways glance.
Madison nodded thinking. " What did you do to get him to owe you? "
" Nothing important. " Li replied looking ahead.
" Nothing important or just not wanting to tell? "
" Can't be bothered to tell. "
Sakura watched in awe as a huge building loomed up in front of them. It was like a huge temple surrounded by a high wall. It had the big arch at the gates and two huge wooden doors standing guard. It reminded Sakura of a fighting dojo. Sakura placed the hood of her cloak over her head as a few drops started to fall. They reined in the horses as Li went up to the huge wooden doors that towered high above them. He rang the bell that was tied to the stone wall and waited.
Sakura didn't realize she had been holding her breath, but she let it go when a small hole opened and two blue eyes looked out.
" State your business. " a female voice called out.
" Does Taragon still dwell here? " Li called out as the wind started to pick up.
Sakura watched as the trees above them rustled and seemed to dance and ripple like someone's fingers running through a pelt. She knew it was just the droplets of rain hitting the leaves and pushing them down but still she was awed by the sight. She suddenly felt enchanted and couldn't tear her eyes away from the canopy above as the rain started to fall in torrents.
" Depends on who's asking for him? " came the tart reply.
" It's Li Showron. I travel with company and we want shelter from the rain. Taran owes me and I have come to claim the favor he promised me years ago. " Li yelled back against the rising winds.
There was silence and then a bolt slipping from the lock rang through the clearing and the huge doors creaked open and before them was a young woman standing holding up a lantern as she looked at Li and the others. Assessing.
She was tall, slim and looked and had the air of a fighter. She had light brown hair and wore it tied up into a high ponytail. She had green eyes and had on a Chinese style dress that had short sleeves and high splits up the sides and was covered with a dragon pattern from what Sakura could gleam in the flickering lantern light. She also wore leather sandals.
" Greetings Li, I would recognize you from the last time I saw you. You and your company are welcome. Please follow me. " She stepped aside and brushed her hair out of her eyes as the wind tossed it into her face. Li nodded and kicked his mount forward. His horse nickered and started walking forward as the rain started to come down harder.
The door creaked behind them as the young woman closed them. She picked up her lantern and hurried towards them where they waited. The young woman raised the lantern high above her head and met Li's gaze.
" The stables are over that way. " she pointed towards the building to the right shielding her eyes from the rain. " Leave them there and they will be fed and looked after. "
Julian wanting to get everything sorted quickly turned in the saddle and addressed the man behind him. " Kayden. You and Kohan take the horses into the stables. " he ordered.
" Yes sir. " Kayden and Kohan saluted and jumped down off their horses.
Thunder echoed through the darkening sky and Sakura looked up and raindrops fell on her face making her twitch. She watched seconds later as lightning once again danced from one dark cloud to another. The thunder that followed rumbled mercilessly and shook the ground.
The young woman lead them inside where she placed the lantern on a table and shook her head like a shaggy dog getting rid of the rain from her hair. She saw Sakura watching her eyes wide in surprise and smiled, her hair sticking up slightly. " Right this way. " she beckoned and started walking down the corridor.
" This place is weird. " Meilin whispered to Sakura as they followed after Li. Sakura nodded and continued to look around from underneath her hood.
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" Well look what the cat has dragged in after all these years. " A young man with blue eyes and brown hair said as he looked at Li and smiled welcomingly. Li stared at him expressionless nodding his head in greeting.
" If it hadn't have been for the storm, I wouldn't have come here. " Li replied matter-of-factly. Taran raised his eyebrows at the tone.
" Still haven't changed I see. " he said after a slight pause as he sat down looking up at Li.
" Will that be all Taran? " the young woman asked. Taran looked over at her form in the door way.
" That's all. Thank you Shayla. " he smiled charmingly.
Shayla bowed and closed the sliding door and she disappeared from sight.
" So my old friend, what do I owe for the pleasure of this visit? " Taran asked.
" We needed shelter, but I want to know if you still do your craft? "
Taran remained where he was and watched Li thoughtfully.
" Our cloaks are not protected from the rain. By rubbing wax on the outer material, they become water proof. Do you still do it? " Li asked still remaining expressionless. Sakura looked at Madison from under the hood of her cloak. So this was what he was up to.
" Hmmm . . maybe. But it will cost you. "
Ready for negotiation, Sakura stepped forward. " Whatever you can manage to do, it will be paid for be assured. "
Taran's gave flicked to the hooded figure. " And who do we have here? " he asked smirking at the sound of a female voice coming from underneath the hood.
Li turned around and looked at her as she lifted the hood from her head. Her eyes were lowered against the sudden brightness from the lanterns as her face was slowly revealed. She shook out her plait before she flicked her eyes open and pinned Taran with bright emerald. Her eyes glowed and sparkled like jewels as the flames inside the lanterns spluttered and hissed. Li looked back at Taran and froze at the expression on his face.
Taran had lost his smirk and was looking at her as if he didn't believe his eyes. He rose to his feet and stood still gazing at Sakura. She in turn tilted her head to the side and regarded him in amusement.
" My, my Li. Where did you find such a rare and beautiful treasure? "
Sakura's checks went pink as Taran continued to stare at her. Madison shared looks with Eriol and Meilin. Julian coughed politely and Taran blinked and shook his head as if to clear away a dream.
" I can assure you that you will be rewarded for your work. " Sakura said once again picking up the thread of the previous conversation.
Taran smiled before stepping forward and taking her hand in his own before bowing startling everyone, especially Sakura. " Milady, anything you wish, it shall be done. I would be more than happy to do as Li asks as long as I have your heavenly presence to grace my home. "
Sakura giggled thoroughly charmed. " Are you always this articulate? " she asked smiling ignoring the disgusted look on Li's face.
Taran looked at her startled, but then smiled warmly. " Ah you have a quick one here Li. Where ever did you find her? I'm thoroughly smitten. "
Li was glaring at him when Taran turned around. " I didn't find her, she found me. But Sakura isn't what we are talking about here. Are you - "
" Sakura? " Taran asked turning around to look at Sakura again. " Is that your name? "
Sakura nodded. " Hai. "
Taran's blue eyes sparkled in delight. " So you are a cherry blossom? "
Sakura looked startled but smiled. " You obviously know your name meanings very well Mr. Taran. "
Taran shook his head chuckling. " Just one of the few I happen to know and please, call me Taran. I insist. " he replied and then seemed to notice the others that accompanied Li. He looked them over curiously. " Li you do keep strange company these days. "
" Don't start with me Taran. " Li warned growing agitated.
" Please - " Sakura started, making Taran turn to look at her. " allow me to introduce you. This is Madison, Eriol, Meilin, Julian, Kale, Kiyoshi, Elian . . . . "
Taran watched as she introduced everyone and then turned back to him smiling.
" These are my friends. " her emerald eyes twinkling happily.
" Charmed. " he purred and then let his gaze wander over the others. " Welcome to Hazuki Temple. "
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" Just leave your cloaks here please. " Shayla came to a stop and indicated the table. She waited while they placed their cloaks onto the table. " Thank you. " she stated smiling.
" No thank you. " Madison said as she smiled in return. " Because of your generosity we shall be warmer and certainly dryer. "
" Now that that has been seen to, allow my to escort you to the dining room where dinner will be served shortly. " she opened a door that lead to a open veranda where they could see the rain falling steadily, puddles forming in the courtyard.
They followed Shayla along the wooden floored veranda sheltered by the roof and basked in the fresh air and the faint scent of flowers and forest around them as she lead them to the dining room.
Taran grabbed Sakura's arm gently and held her back away from the small group. No one noticed as they were too busy taking in the sights. Taran smiled at her questioning glance and indicated that they should walk.
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Taran and Sakura walked along the waxed floorboards that made up the outside veranda. Rain fell in steady torrents with Thunder occasionally crackling through the sky. Taran was telling her about his home and how he stumbled across the discovery of rubbing a special blend of wax on material, therefore making it water proof. Sakura smiled listening fascinated.
They came to a stop and looked out to the outer gardens. The rain pattered against the petals of a red rose and gathered along it's petals like glass drops. Sakura watched the rain drops land on the dark green leaves before sliding away. " It's very beautiful here. " Sakura said looking up at the trees.
Taran turned to her and smiled. " I see you're affected by it too. "
" By what? " Sakura asked looking at him curious.
" The enchantment of this place. "
Sakura nodded and looked back up at the sky. " I thought I was just imagining it. "
Taran smiled and then he looked down at her hand and turned serious. " May I ask what happened to your hand? " he asked seeing the faint red line that had not healed completely yet.
Sakura looked up at him. " A temperamental horse. " she replied looking away. " I had it stitched by Julian, my commander of my men. He is a wonderful healer. It only twinges now and then but it doesn't bother me at all. "
Taran gathered her small, slender hand in his and raised it to his mouth and placed a gentle kiss along the red line. Sakura ceased breathing and her eyes flew wide in surprise at the gesture.
Taran smiled and lowered her hand. " I'm glad that you had someone there to care for you in your time of need. I wish you a full recovery. " His eyes twinkled with delight.
" You' re a dangerous one. I fear I shall have to keep my guard up around you if I am to have any peace of mind. I believe you are a shameless pursuer of women and a rogue to boot. But I can't help but like you. " she smiled brightly enjoying the banter.
" You wound me to have my heart ripped open and bared so easily milady. For you to see me so clearly astounds me. You are not only beautiful but intelligent as well. "
" Pray Taran explain to me, should I be a one of these ladies fair of looks and face that falls easily to your charms? Would that ease your ego a little? "
" Knowing that you are only playing along would only wound me further milady. " he kissed her hand once again before releasing her. " You should know that I have no qualms with admitting that I am a shameless rogue but I prefer the chase rather than the catch. " he smirked charmingly and she giggled won over.
They listened to the rain as she played with the end of her hair. She turned and looked up at him coyly from underneath her lashes. She could play this game as well and she was not about to let this flatterer have his way with her so easily. She would have enjoyed seeing him at court. She would have had endless hours of fun with him.
" Perhaps I like the chase. " she purred and watched the corner of his mouth twitch slightly hiding his smile. She flipped her plait over her shoulder and turned her back on him as she started to walk away from him.
She paused and shot him a look over her shoulder. " But that doesn't mean that you will win me over. I bartered with many of your kind back home and I won every time. " she winked and sauntered off calling out her shoulder.
" But for now the call of food is more tempting than your charms. "
" Minx. " Taran muttered under his breath with a smirk. He was delighted with her honest banter and he was looking forward to seeing how far he could go.
He shot the rain one more look and then followed after her into the dining room.
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Meilin looked up as Sakura came inside. " Hey Sakura, where were you? You should try this, it's delicious. " she said indicating all the food in front of them.
Sakura came to the table and knelt down on the small pillow under the table and looked up to find Li's piercing gaze boring into her from across the table. The door slid open once more and Taran entered smiling at everyone. Li looked at Sakura to Taran and then pierced Sakura with as much disgust and coldness as he could muster. Sakura flinched and looked away awkwardly.
Taran sat down and Shayla entered and sat down gracefully next to him and poured him some tea. He thanked her and met Li's furious gaze. Taran studied Li over the rim of his cup, his mind working out what was bugging his long ago friend while the others ate. He listened to the conversation between the man called Eriol and the woman Madison. Definitely something going on between those two he concluded mentally and smiled to himself.
He then shifted his gaze to the older man, Julian, and watched him and how he would glance occasionally at Sakura and make sure that nothing was amiss. That was understandable since he was her protector as he understood it. That didn't bother him. Three other men were present. He remembered one man named Kayden and guessed that they were equally as important within the ranks of their little group. They were arguing with the other black haired woman, Meilin. She had a fiery personality that matched her ruby eyes and his interest piqued. He'd have to speak with her later. He smirked.
His gaze at last strayed towards Sakura. She was eating delicately and enjoying herself. He could tell by the slight tinge of pink on her cheeks signifying her pleasure. His gaze then drifted and landed on his long-time-ago friend. He was picking at his food, occasionally eating some of it, but what was most fascinating was the way he would raise his eyes and watch Sakura when she wasn't looking. Taran reached for his tea smiling broadly as he realized the significance of his friend's glances.
As id reading his thoughts, Li looked over at him and saw his smirk. Taran looked pointedly at Sakura and then met Li's gaze wiggling his eye brows significantly. Amber eyes narrowed and flared with fire. Taran sipped his tea winking at him unaffected by his glare.
Taran was about to goad him further when a disturbance interrupted them and made them all look up as two little cat-like creatures with wings barged into the room squabbling.
" You think you know everything you little upstart of the moon! "
" Well at least I'm not brainless like you – sun guardian my tail. "
" Oh yeah?!! " the little creature huffed and fluttered his wings irritated. " I'll pit my strength against your brains any day! "
" Exactly my point: all brawn and no brains. " the little midnight creature replied tauntingly.
" What'd you say?!! " the little golden creature demanded fangs barred.
" Kero! Suppi! " Sakura rose to her feet glaring hotly. Taran watched as the two creatures froze mid air and turned their eyes on her. Shayla, having heard the ruckus, slid the door back and gasped at the sight, looking to Taran and back unsure what was occurring.
" Stop being rude. " she chided angrily. " You know better. " she turned to Taran and laughed nervously. " Taran, Shayla, allow me to introduce you to Kero and Suppi. " she pointed to each respectively.
" Pleased to meet you. " Shayla, breed to be a great hostess (bless her), took it all in stride and nodded her head in greeting.
" Like wise. " Taran replied resting his chin on his palm and looking deeply intrigued.
" Exactly, I hope you won't mind me asking, are you? "
" I am Kero Beros, Guardian to the Sun and this pipsqueak is Spinel Sun, Guardian to the Moon. " the little golden creature replied puffing out his chest.
" Begging your pardon but you don't look like guardians. More like small childrens play things. "
" Taran! " Sakura gasped at the same time as an "Oh yeah? " came from Kero as his wings glowed and extended.
A bright flash of light reveal a second later Li clutching his stomach laughing, Sakura looking horrified and in danger of going into distress as Shayla screamed at the huge golden lion laying on Taran's chest his tail flicking back and forth rhythmically as he gazed down at Taran's harassed face.
" Kero!! " Sakura cried and pulled at the lion's tail tugging it over her shoulder. His rump lifted a little but he refused to move off the man who was flat on his back beneath him.
" Pretty cool now huh? " Kero Beros's deep voice rumbled.
" Kero for goodness sake let the man breathe! " Sakura pleaded. Kero grumbled looking over his shoulder at her and then grudgingly rising up and sitting down beside her. Sakura looked down at the tail in her hand, at the flattened form of Taran lying on the floor; back down at the tail in her hand before dropping the tail and kneeling down beside him.
" Oh Taran are you all right? Please say something! " she begged and Li stopped laughing at the concern in her voice.
" What hit me? " Taran groaned and rose up on his elbows and looked up at the golden lion who shifted his wings and arched his cat-like brow at him in question.
" I'm so sorry Taran. I hope nothing is broken? Do you hurt anywhere? Answer me! "
" I'm fine. Please don't worry my dear. " Taran smiled and sat up properly and met her concerned gaze. " Though don't get me wrong, I am loving all the attention. "
Li scoffed and turned his head away angrily, crossing his arms across his chest.
" Did the great beast harm Taran? " asked Shayla worriedly from the doorway.
" Knowing Kero Beros and his lack of brains it wouldn't surprise me. " Suppi piped up from Eriol's shoulder. Kero growled low in his throat in warning.
" I'm fine Shayla, really. " Taran replied and smiled. Only Li noticed how her face relaxed along with her shoulders. She looked him over to be sure and then masked her expression and looked once again at the large lion in the dining room.
" What on earth are you doing with such a creature? " Taran asked looking at his guests.
" Well you see, " Sakura began. " It's kind of a long story. " she shot Li a desperate look asking for his permission to reveal their secrets. Taran noticed the exchange and waited. Li searched Taran's gaze before frowning. He nodded slightly and Sakura sighed in relief.
" If you're going to tell our story I might as well change as well. " Suppi sighed resigned and leapt to the floor away from Eriol and extended his wings.
Taran stared at the wolf-like creature with butterfly wings and swallowed and looked at Li.
" Must be one hell of a story…. "
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In The Stable Later On…….
Sakura ignored the soldiers in the stables looking after their horses and went to find her horse. Shayla had housed their men in the other side of the temple. It was to her understanding that Shayla had offered them food and warmth as well as seeing to their needs. She would have to leave payment towards their expensive housing.
The rain had eased since dinner and the thunder and lighting had long since gone. The forest smelt clean and fresh, washed of all the dirt and dust of the earth to be renewed once again. She loved the clean scent of Mother Nature after a big storm like that.
She found her horse and opened the stall door and went in and closed it behind her. Her horse nickered in greeting and Sakura smiled in welcome. She opened her hand and let her horse munch on the oats she had stolen from the feed bag on the wall near the entrance.
" Hey girl, I'm sorry I haven't been here before this to check on you. At least your dry and fed. " Sakura looked at her still-bruised hand and she frowned remembering her earlier encounter with Taran. He certainly was a charmer.
" I thought I might find you here. " Li said as he came up to lean on the stall door. Sakura half turned to look at him as she ran her hands down her horse's neck.
" I thought you were still talking with Taran? " she said turning her attention to threading her fingers through her horse's mane.
Li shifted against the stall door watching her movements. " I'm finished. "
" I see. " Sakura replied awkwardly still paying attention to her horse.
They both silent listening to other men tending to their mounts along with the occasional joke or gibe towards one another. Li opened his mouth to speak when they were interrupted.
" So this is where you are. " Taran's voice came from behind Li.
Both Li and Sakura turned around to watch as he came up to them. Li growled and glared at him in annoyance. Taran smiled at Sakura and then nodded in greeting at Li. Sakura said goodbye to her horse and came out of the stall, Li stepping back so she could get out.
" Well that was one interesting dinner conversation I'll never forget. " he smiled.
" I'm so sorry about what Kero did. He gets carried away easily. " Sakura replied contrite and still embarrassed.
"And how many times have I said that there was no harm done. I am impressed by your two friends, exotic though they may be. "
She looked up and met his kind gaze. " Thank goodness. " and she smiled relieved.
Li snorted with disgust and walked away from them and out of the stable. Sakura watched him go and she frowned.
" What's his problem? " she demanded angrily.
" Perhaps he is feeling left out. " I'd be like that if someone as beautiful as you were ignoring me.
Sakura sighed irritated. " Left out my foot. " she muttered still not looking away from the stable entrance where Li had disappeared. " He's just being impossible. "
Taran chuckled and wrapped his arm around her shoulders. " I'll just have to make sure that I pay extra attention to my old friend. " And make sure I have a chat with him about a certain emerald-eyed girl…
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By the time Sakura came back inside, the others had helped Shayla clean up and had moved into the main room of the temple to sit in front of the fire, they were telling stories and listening to Madison sing. Sakura slipped in and sat down quietly to enjoy the merriment.
Just then the sliding door slid back and Shayla was standing in the doorway. She saw Sakura and she smiled warmly. She walked in and sat down next her listening to Madison's song.
" You're friend is very talented isn't she? " she whispered. Sakura nodded and smiled when she met Madison's gaze.
" When you are ready to retire let me know and I'll show you to our baths and your rooms. " Shayla whispered again.
" Thank you. I'm sorry that we are taking up all your time. " Sakura whispered in reply.
" Think nothing of it. I am enjoying the company. " she let her gaze land on Taran before meeting Sakura's gaze once again full of mischief. " After all I can only handle so much of Mr. Charisma. "
Sakura giggled and covered her mouth when Eriol and the others looked at them curiously. She blushed and composed herself. " I can only imagine. " she muttered dryly thinking of all the charm he had used on her earlier. " I'm surprised that you haven't brained him with all the good vases. " she had meant it as a joke but she met Shayla's serious gaze and her eyes widened.
" All my mother's family vase's are gone and I'm now using my grandmother's. " Shayla replied seriously a smile tugging at the corner of her mouth.
Sakura gasped and blinked a couple of times before she snorted and burst into contagious giggles. Shayla chuckled quietly and ignored the stares from the other occupants of the room.
" Gee, " Kayden murmured. " I didn't think that my story was that funny. "
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Eriol looked at Madison beside him and nudged her. Madison stopped frowning and looked up to meet his gaze. Eriol leant down so he could whisper to her in confidence.
" What's wrong? "
" I'm just worried about Sakura. I just wish I knew if she is ok. " Madison replied, her violet eyes giving away her worry. She had watched Sakura leave earlier with Shayla and both girls had yet to return.
" I'm sure she's fine. Maybe Shayla's showing Sakura around. Either way I'm sure she's keeping Sakura company. " Eriol replied squeezing her hand gently.
" I hope so. "
Eriol reached down and squeezed her hand once again. Madison looked up startled as if realizing it for the firs time and their gazes locked - sapphire and violet. Madison smiled and lent against his shoulder as they continued to listen to one of the soldiers telling a story he had heard when he had been a boy. Eriol looked down at her curled up against him and smiled, before returning his attention back to the story.
Meilin nudged Li and nodded in their direction.
" Isn't that cute? " she whispered, her eyes smiling, still looking at Eriol and Madison. Li looked over and watched his cousin and friend together.
" Yeah if you want to be sick. " Li mumbled under his breath.
Meilin elbowed him and shot him a disgruntled look.
" Ouch Meilin. " Li hissed under his breath.
" You don't have a romantic bone in your body Xiao Lang. " Meilin breathed, still listening to the tale.
" How would you know? " Li replied not looking at her.
" Because you'd still be with me wouldn't you? " she whispered.
Li looked at her, his eyes giving nothing away. " That's ancient history Meilin you know that. I left because I didn't want to marry you. "
Meilin's eyes shone with sadness. " You could have just told me. You didn't have to leave. "
" You wouldn't listen remember? Leaving was the only option to make you and my mother see. " Li whispered.
" Aunty still believes us to engaged you know. " Meilin whispered. They both clapped when the others started clapping as the tale came to end.
" That's her problem. I'm never going back. " he replied defiantly.
Meilin sighed. " She misses you. So do your sisters. "
" I don't care. I live on my own and that's how I prefer it. "
Meilin rolled her eyes. " Suit yourself, but I never imagined you as the hermit type. "
Li's eyes widened slightly. That's what Sakura had said to him once amongst one of their many heated arguments. She had claimed his lack of involvement in anything festive was due to his many years living in solitary confinement. He frowned suddenly looking around the huge room. Where was Sakura?
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Sakura was totally blown away by the beauty of the temple. Shayla had almost finished showing her around and she still couldn't believe how big this place really was. They came to a big open room. Sakura paused in the doorway and soaked up the moonlight filtering through the open window. Her skin glowed with the soft blue when she stepped into the moon's light.
" What's this place? " Sakura asked turning to look at Shayla. Her voice echoed around the room.
" This is the fighting dojo. I train in here some times when Taran annoys me. "
Sakura smirked looking at all the weapons on the walls. " I wish I had a portable one of these. I could sure use it when Li annoys me. "
Shayla giggled. " Sorry, but they only come in one size. "
Sakura smiled. " Pity. " then she looked thoughtful. " I could always drop it on him. What do you think? "
Shayla burst out laughing her eyes seeming lighter in the moonlight. " Don't let Li here you say that. "
Sakura turned around to look at Shayla. " May I ask you something? Have you known Li as long as Taran has? "
Shayla nodded resting her hand on the wall. " I met Li when he first came here. You see I started traveling around with Taran when I was probably a little younger than you. We went everywhere - me trying to become a better warrior and Taran trying to perfect his talents. One day we came across this place and we fell in love with it at first sight. It was run down and who ever had owned it had abandoned it years before. Ever since I've stayed with Taran helping whenever I can, and he gives me somewhere to live. It's a win - win relationship. "
" Oh! So you and him are -? "
" Oh no! " Shayla waved her hands in defense. " Nothing like that. We're just friends. "
" But I could have sworn that you and Taran - "
Shayla cheeks burnt brightly. " Well no, I mean I like him and all but - "
" Have you told him? " Sakura asked excitedly. " You and him would make a wonderful couple! "
" Ah . . no… " Shayla said and turned her burning face away.
" You should tell him Shayla - you never know. He might just feel the same way in return. " Shayla shrugged raising her head to look out at the moonlight sky.
" So why did Li come here? " Sakura asked taking the hint and changing the subject.
Shayla frowned in thought. " I'm not exactly sure. All I do know is that he left his home and was new to the area and needed to have a break and this was the first place he saw. "
Sakura walked around the room and stopped in the center of the room where moonlight was streaming through one of the windows in the roof. She gazed up and closed her eyes relaxing. Shayla frowned in thought thinking back.
" Let's see . . . I'm 24 now, Taran's 25 - I must have been about 19 when Li showed up. Li's 18 now isn't he? " Sakura nodded in confirmation. " The he must have been at least 14 when he left. "
Sakura frowned. " That's awfully young to be leaving home isn't it? "
Shayla nodded. " Come to think of it, I think it must have been because of Meilin. "
" Meilin? " Sakura asked startled. " Why? "
Shayla looked at Sakura as she moved out of the moonlight to look at her. " Don't you know? " she asked surprised.
" Know what? "
" About Li and Meilin? " Sakura still looked confused and Shayla sighed. " About them being engaged? "
A choked sort of gasp came out of her mouth at the news. Sakura didn't think she had heard right. But her heart fell and she felt like she had just been smashed into a thousand tiny pieces.
" Engaged? As in to be married? " Sakura whispered.
" You really didn't have any idea did you? " Shayla asked coming to stand near her sympathetic.
Sakura shook her head I denial.
" Yeah, apparently they were forcing Li to marry Meilin and Li didn't want to be married yet at so young an age, so he took off to live his own life until he was ready and was ready to return home. I think that must have been the reason for Li leaving, I remember Taran telling me something like it when Li had left. "
Sakura was cold all over. " I think I would like to have that nice hot bath you promised me. I'm starting to get cold. " she rubbed her arms for warmth.
" Ah sure. I haven't upset you have I? " Shayla asked concerned.
Sakura shook her head. " No, I'm just surprised. I had no idea. "
" Ok. Come on, I'll take you to that bath. "
" Thanks. " Sakura whispered and followed after her feeling like she was already drowned.
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Sakura sat in the bath numb and cold despite the hot water and steam around her. How could Li be engaged and she not know? Why hadn't he said anything? She remembered when Li had taken her to the cherry blossom glen and what had happened there. How could she have been so stupid? She realized the huge crime she had committed by letting someone take her innocence when they were engaged to another. I mean it was a huge crime to take the innocence of a innocent in the first place, but to sleep with a man that was meant for another, she hated to know what would be the punishment for her if anyone ever found out.
(AN: In those days it was big no no to sleep with anyone that was engaged to another, let alone take the innocence of anyone especially a virgin.)
She shivered and sunk lower into the bath trying to get warm. The water was scented with roses and cherry blossoms mixed with others aroma's she didn't know. She dunked completely under and emerged and rested her head against the rim of the tub thinking.
She stared up at the ceiling he conscience a mass of confused feelings. One thing for sure was that Li had played her for a fool. How could he have made love to her when he was already engaged to another – and that other being no one else but Meilin! Meilin had appeared when both young women were running around frantically trying to gather men at arms and servants for there new homes. She obviously had asked someone what was happening and before either girl knew it – Meilin has swaggered up to them, told them both that she was the best at anything they had to offer and she would go where ever they wanted for a price of course.
Madison had been instantly charmed and the two had become solid friends. Sakura was grateful that Meilin had helped Madison settle in and become used to being alone and on her own. Anger welled up inside her. How could she have done it? Sakura sighed. Who was she kidding; she knew how she could have done it. Who could resist Li Showron??
She got out and dried herself and put on some spare clothes that Shayla had lent her. It was a Chinese style dress that had splits up both side of the dress and long kimono-like sleeves that went past her hands so she could walk with her hands tucked safely inside. She scrubbed her hair dry and then brushed it thoroughly till it gleamed, leaving it in soft curls down her back to dry. She looked up and saw her reflection in the mirror. Her eyes were sad and dull and she looked like her whole world had just fallen apart.
You poor pathetic thing
" No need to say it . . I already know. " Sakura whispered to her image in the mirror.
Li's image flashed through her mind and she turned away from the mirror. She wasn't going to let him get to her. She was going to treat him with the same courtesy as he had shown her. She glared at her image once more.
" You and I are finished Li Showron. You are not going to hurt me anymore. "
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In the Morning
Sakura yawned as she gathered her things together. Her hand was better this morning. In fact, it didn't twinge and the red mark has faded like it was back to its old self. Taran had finished their cloaks and they had put them back into their travel bags.
Sakura's hair had been twisted and arranged beautifully on her head thanks to Madison. Although Madison was her own princess, she would always be Sakura's personal maid (against Sakura's wishes). Sakura was dressed back in her leather gear and was just putting together Taran's payment when she heard Li's voice down the hall. Her memory slammed into gear and she remembered painfully what she had discovered the night before. Her heart hardened and she placed a barrier around her own heart, where a certain chestnut haired man was concerned.
Sakura joined the others out in the main foyer, getting ready to depart. Julian and some of his men were out getting the horses ready. Sakura was putting the last of her things into her saddle bag when Li came up to her.
" One of the Horses lost one of it shoes last night. Do you know if it's been fixed? "
Sakura pulled out the pouch with Taran's money in it and placed her saddle bag at her feet, before turning a dead-pan expression on Li. Li looked at her guardedly.
" I wouldn't know. I didn't hear anything about it. Eriol's the horse master on this journey it would be my advice to ask him. Sorry " she replied politely and strode past him ignoring Li's stunned expression.
Madison, Meilin and several others watched in surprise at her behavior. Li glared at her back as she made her way up to Taran deciding he didn't like this new Sakura. What was wrong with her now? Madison came to stand next to him watching as Sakura talked with Taran.
" What the hell is wrong with her? " he demanded quietly looking at Madison.
Madison shrugged. " Beats me. " she replied honestly. She had never seen Sakura act that expressionless with anyone. Li frowned and turned around and walked back outside looking for Eriol.
Sakura handed Taran the pouch. " For you work. " she said smiling.
" Shay and I were happy to help. " Taran replied honestly. " I'm just sorry that I finished so quickly. I'm afraid I didn't get to banter with you as much as I would have liked. "
Sakura smiled as she remembered the couple of encounters she had had since that time in the rain. She shook her head and her grin widened.
" I think it best don't you think? I'd hate for Shayla to waste more of her precious family vases on your charismatic head on my behalf. " she giggled.
" She told you about that? " Taran rubbed the back of his head embarrassed. " I was kinda hoping those stories wouldn't come out until I was old and grey. "
" Don't worry – you're secret s safe with me. " she winked.
" Thanks, I owe you. " he grinned when she laughed.
" Now take this, " she handed him the pouch of money. " before I forget. "
Taran nodded, taking the offered pouch full of money.
" We hope to see you again one day. "
" If you ever head in the direction of Berth Seren Baron or Rhawn Rhain make sure you stop in. You'll be treated grandly I can assure you. " she kissed him on the cheek and walked away to meet Shayla.
Shayla was teary-eyed. " I promised myself I wouldn't cry. " Shayla sniffed.
Sakura fought back tears. " Stop it, you're going to make me cry in a minute. "
Shayla hugged her tightly. " You come and visit me you hear. Or I'll come after you until I find you. "
Sakura laughed and hugged her back. " Don't worry I will. "
" I will miss you. " Shayla stated.
" I will miss you also. But before I do you have to do something for me. "
" What? "
" Tell him. " she whispered.
Shayla looked thoroughly confused, until Sakura indicated with her eyes who she was referring to. Shayla's eyes widened when it clicked as she watched Taran talking with Julian and Kayden.
" Believe in your own strength, it is found in many forms. " Sakura whispered and turned around and walked away.
They gathered their things and called out many farewells as they prepared to leave. Taran and Shayla stood together at the top of the stairs and watched as Sakura jumped up on her own horse. She turned and waved back at them as she turned her horse around and started toward the two huge wooden doors.
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Shayla waved until they were out of sight, before finally lowering her hand. Taran smiled at her reassuringly.
" I have a feeling we'll be seeing them again someday. "
Shayla nodded." I hope so. " she replied depressed at their parting.
Taran studied her for a moment. " You really took a liking to Sakura didn't you? "
" How could I not? She reminds me a lot of what I use to be like. You certainly liked her a lot. You wasted none of your charm on her. "
Taran laughed amused.
" And what's so funny? " Shayla demanded angrily as Taran continued to laugh.
" How could you compare yourself to Sakura? As I recall you use to be a hellcat when we use to travel, not to mention stubborn and argumentative. And who said I wasted all my charm on her? There was, as I recall, Meilin as well. "
Shayla turned on him angrily with her hands on her hips. " I believe that you were the devil's child as well as being pigheaded too. " she retorted hotly. " And why am I not surprised by your womanizing ways? You are incorrigible!! I think I shall have top put you on a leash! "
" I was not a devil's child. " Taran defended himself. " And I can't help it if I have an appreciation for fine women. "
Shayla smirked. " Oh yes you were. As I recall, you wouldn't be half the man you are today if it hadn't have been for me. " Shayla stated haughtily. " How many times did I save your scrawny hide? "
Taran rolled his eyes and started to walk back inside. " Let's not forget about Shayla warrior princess." he taunted. " And for your information my hide is not scrawny. I saved your hide a fair few many times back them too remember? "
Shayla's gasped indignantly as she took off after him refusing to give in. " I did not need saving! I was capable of looking after myself. After all it was always me pulling you out of sticky situations from outraged mamma's whose daughters were compromised. You really were the fumbling idiot. " she ended nodding proudly when he turned to glare at her. "
The glare melted however when he saw the mischievous glint in her eyes and the smile that was tugging in the corner of her mouth. Mirth won and she smiled at him cheekily.
" You're lucky I can't stay mad at you. " he said and started walking down the hallway, shaking his head.
" Lucky me then. " She stuck her tongue out at his back as she watched him walk away.
" Are you coming? Or are you going to stand there and continue being a brat? If the wind changes your face will get stuck that way " Taran called over his shoulder.
She popped her tongue back in curious to know how he had known. " I'm coming, but only if you stop being a idiot. " she replied and catching up to him.
Taran smiled at her and wrapped his arm around her shoulder, startling her. They continued to walk down the hallway in companionable silence until they came to the dinning room. Taran dropped his arm from her shoulder and pushed the sliding door back and walked outside to the garden where he and Sakura had been.
Shayla watched him go confused. Why had he just done that? He'd never touched her before. Her mind pondered on it as she followed him outside. He was standing at the end of the veranda, leaning against one of the wooden beams that supported the roof. She walked over to him slowly.
" It was good seeing Li again wasn't it? " Taran asked as she stood beside him.
" Yeah it was. I didn't think we would ever see him again. " Shayla replied softly.
" I wonder what they're all up to? " Taran said.
" What do you mean? " Shayla asked looking at him.
" I mean have you ever known Li to be traveling with Meilin, Eriol and a whole bunch of other people at one time? "
Shayla thought about it." Well they did tell us about finding Kero and Suppi and how they are really princesses – imagine that huh. It still shocks me remembering it. They are on some kind of journey, I know that much. I could tell from just looking at them but either way times do change people. Maybe Li has put the past behind him and is doing something different for once. "
Taran smirked. " Maybe, but not Li Showron. There would have to something that's got his interest to make him come this far out again. " Taran replied smirking.
" Perhaps. " Shayla said looking up at the forest canopy near them. " Maybe he has really changed this time, for real. People do change Taran if they have the right kind of influence. I mean, look at you. You were a rogue when I first met up with you. I thought you were a lost cause, but look at you now. A few of my mother's good vases and you've been tamed and are happy with the life you lead. Gone are the days when you used to get itchy feet. Li just might have found something worth sticking around for, as you did. "
Taran turned to look at her and Shayla drowned in his deep blue eyes. He was a good head taller than her, well built and powerfully strong when he needed and wanted to be. She blinked and looked away back out to the garden unsure about the feelings welling up inside her. Taran didn't say anything and they both listened to the silence of the garden.
" Looks like it's going to rain again. " Taran finally said as he pushed himself off the beam. Shayla nodded, too confused to say anything. Sakura's words kept buzzing around her head and she didn't know what to do.
" What's wrong? " Taran asked looking at her. " You've looked strange ever since Sakura said good bye to you. "
" It's nothing. I'm just thinking. " Shayla sighed refusing to meet his gaze..
Taran smiled. " Maybe you should go to the dojo and train. It'll help clear your thoughts. It usually does. "
Shayla shook her head leaning up against a wooden pillar and closed her eyes tiredly. " I gave up that life a long time ago. I only go in there to meditate nowadays. I do play with some of the weapons now and then to keep in shape but I really did give it up a long time ago. " she whispered. She opened her eyes and looked up at him - blue meeting green.
Taran looked down at her surprised. " When -? "
Shayla looked away again. " When I realized that I had found something that meant more to me than the life of being a fighter. " she replied.
Taran watched her confused. Shayla looked up and smiled at him nervously.
" I'm starved, I'll go and get dinner ready. " she said nervously and fled, leaving Taran watching after her with a frown on his face as she disappeared inside.
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Later
Shayla laid the assortments of food down on the table. As she did so Taran sat down and watched her with a curious expression. He couldn't figure out what was up with her. She was jumpy and jittery and jerked away if they happened to touch. She met his gaze once, blushed and hurried out of the room again and didn't come in again until more food was ready to be brought out.
When everything was finished she got up and was about to leave, but Taran grabbed her wrist and wouldn't let her go. Shayla looked down at him like a cornered doe looking straight at a hunter. Taran met her frightened gaze and smiled softly.
" What's wrong Shay?" he asked quietly, pulling her down so she had to sit next to him.
" Umm nothing - nothing at all. " she gushed smiling nervously. Taran raised his eyebrow at her.
Shayla tried to tug her hand free, but Taran wouldn't relent and she was forced to stay put.
" Really? " Taran asked mockingly. " Then why are you suddenly afraid of me? "
Shayla's eyes flew open wide. " Me afraid of you? " she tried to make her voice haughty, but with his hand on her wrist, it was impossible to sound like she meant it.
" You're shaking. Are you sick? " Taran asked concerned placing his other hand on her forehead.
Shayla pulled away from him annoyed. " No I am not, you idiot! Will you let me go? " she demanded trying to tug her wrist free.
" Not until you tell me what is wrong? " Taran stated firmly. He was going to get to the end of this.
Shayla recognized the authority in his voice and she knew that she wasn't getting out of this unless Taran let her.
" Oh for the love of - " Shayla muttered annoyed as she continued to try and free her wrist.
" Of? " Taran teased smiling. He was playing with her she knew, trying to get her to relax.
Shayla looked up at him and met his gaze. What beautiful eyes he had. She had always loved looking up and seeing his teasing grin and the happy glimmer he got when he was enjoying annoying her. Kami-sama how many times had she dreamt of those eyes looking at her with longing? Too many. Sakura was right. Now was a good a time as any. Besides, she wasn't going to get out of this any other way.
" I love you. " she muttered meeting his gaze. " There are you happy now? " she demanded.
" Muttering doesn't count as answering me. Come on, what's really up with you? " Taran asked, squeezing her hand impatiently.
" Don't ask me to say it again. " Shayla pleaded, looking away blushing brightly.
Taran frowned not understanding. " Why are you going red Shay? Kami you are sick! I better send word to the village and get old man Hammond up here to look at you. C'mon I'll take you to you room. "
Shayla sighed exasperated and wished damnation on the race of stupid and ignorant men. She looked heaven bound and prayed for patience as she was pulled to her feet, Taran determined to drag her to her room. Her green eyes locked with his.
" Taran stop and listen to me! " Shayla snapped. She reached up and cupped his face with her hands. " Listen to me and listen well Taran you stupid, bloody, fool! Do you hear me?!! "
" I hear you and all I hear is you calling me is a 'stupid, bloody fool'. Not very flattering Shay. " he said dryly.
" Taran, " she huffed aggravated searching his eyes finding his soul and taking the bull by both horns, took the plunge. " I love you. " she felt him stiffen and jerk in shock. " I love you. There I said it! " Shayla stepped back and tried to ignore the look of shock on Taran's face.
Shayla swallowed the lump in her throat and tried to explain all she felt. " Why do you think I stuck around for all these years? Why do you think I stuck with you on our journey? I could have left anytime, but I stayed with you not because I needed to, but because I wanted to and because of you! " Taran remained frozen as she let years of pent up feeling pour forth desperate to be free.
" I gave up everything for the sake of being close to you. I wanted so much and yet I couldn't leave your side. All those years of trying to face reality and come to terms with what I had given up and lost, just for the sake of your company, but no matter how hard I tried, you failed to notice me. Even watching you chase after other women cuts deep into my heart but still I stayed with you.
" I love you so much it hurts, I love getting up every morning knowing I'll see your face. Do you have any idea how nervous I am telling you all this but I just can't seem to stop! But here I am baring my soul to you and you stand there and look at me as if I've totally lost it. I'm sorry that you found out this way – I'm not very good at this sort of thing. I understand completely if you don't feel the same - the important thing is that I have finally said it and I can now finally have some peace. " and with that she turned and fled out of the room.
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A knock sounded on her door and Shayla ignored it, continuing to gaze out the window as another storm brewed outside. They were common this time of year. She sat on the window sill, hugging a cushion in her lap. She had brushed her hair out till it gleamed trying to calm her nerves and had just left it out to hang down her lower back. She was still in shock. She couldn't believe that she had finally told Taran how she felt. She smiled sadly. Sakura had been right - she had found strength to tell him.
She was so absorbed in her thoughts that she didn't hear her door open or close until Taran's voice came from behind her making her jump.
" Shay we need to talk. "
" There's nothing to say. " she whispered still looking at the window.
" Shayla. " Taran warned.
" Look forget I said anything ok? I've made a fool out of myself and there's no need to rub it in anymore. "
Taran sat down opposite her and she met his troubled gaze." Did you really mean what you said before? " he asked. Shayla buried her chin in the pillow and her gaze locked on his telling him her answer. Taran sighed and leant back against the window frame.
" Look I don't care if you don't feel the same ok. " Shayla stated sadly. " I just wanted to tell you and I have. "
" Why didn't you tell me before? " Taran asked.
" Do you think you would have taken me seriously? You were always so busy learning and getting into trouble that I figured that you'd be too busy to hear silly notions claiming that I was in love with you. I watched you Tan, you never looked my way and you never showed any interest at all. You were always so busy with everyone else that it became second nature to hide away what I felt. "
Lightning flashed in the distance, lighting up her bedroom and her tortured expression revealing all the painful years she had endured her unrequited love.
" Please can you leave me alone now? " Shayla asked. " I've embarrassed myself enough today don't you think? "
Taran sighed running his hand through his hair. " Shayla we really do need to talk. "
" Look I told you to forget I said anything ok?!! " Shayla yelled glaring at him.
As quick as lightning Taran was pinning her against the wall and glaring down at her. Shayla shifted and tried to back away from him but Taran lifted her chin so she had to look at him.
" You mustn't love me enough if you keep telling me to forget about it. " Taran snapped, making Shayla's eyes widen. " Because if you did love me as much as you claim, you wouldn't try to take back what you said. " his eyes bored into her with a fierceness that she hadn't seen before.
" How can I not ask you to forget when you look at me like you're trying to figure out a way to get me to take the words back so you don't have to deal with them?!! " Shayla demanded hurt.
Taran looked down at her and searched her eyes. " I'm entitled to be shocked! All this time you've felt like this and then you finally pluck up enough courage and tell me and then I discover that I've walked all over you and made life living with me painful! But instead of giving me a chance to rely you flee like a startled doe and hide away up here making this all more difficult than it has to be! " Taran stated angrily.
" You're blaming me for you not being able to accept what I have said? " Shayla demanded angrily glaring at him. " And this is my room and I can hide away in here for as long as I want to! I don't care what you have to say. Get out! Get out and leave me the hell al - "
Whatever she was about to say was lost as Taran swooped down and planted is mouth firmly on hers to shut her up. Shayla's eyes flew open startled as he deepened the kiss. He pulled back and smirked.
" Desperate times call for desperate measures Shay, especially when you don't give a guy enough time to talk some sense into that mind of yours. And especially - " he cut in when Shayla went to open her mouth. " Especially when you won't let me tell you that I love you in return. "
Her mouth, which had been open, snapped shut in shock. Her eyes widened and she stared at him as if she hadn't heard right.
Taran smirked. " I finally discovered a way to stop you arguing with me. I wish I'd known that years ago. Would have saved us hours of fighting."
Shayla blinked a few times. " D-d-did I just h-h-hear right? " she stammered in shock.
Taran smirked. " Don't tell me I've silenced the tirade? " he taunted.
Lightning flashed again and made Shayla's eyes look ghost like as she continued to stare at him.
" But I don't understand. " Shayla began trying to grasp some mental connection. " I - "
" What's to understand? " Taran asked cupping her face. " I've always had feelings for you ever since we first met. I loved arguing with you and watching your eyes darken and get that heated look that makes me melt inside. I just want to kiss you when I see that look come into your eyes. When we first met I was desperately trying to find the other half of me that felt incomplete. I was young and stupid and inexperienced. As the years went by and I matured and I listened to your scolding's I realized that there was only one person that I felt happy and complete around. That was you.
" I know I played around with a lot of women especially around you but I only wanted a reaction. I feared that you didn't feel the same way. I wanted to see that spark that let me know that you were jealous or angry that I would do something like that – a weak excuse I know and I know it was wrong but when you turned away and acted like you didn't care and it hurt. I appreciate a woman's err – charms, but no one makes me feel like you Shay. I love you and now I'm going to do what I've been wanting to do for a long, long time. " Taran murmured closing in on her mouth once again.
Before Shayla forgot everything as Taran began to slowly kiss her, she mentally promised to thank Sakura the next time she saw her friend and hoped with all her heart, that Sakura found what it was Sakura was searching for. . . .
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BW2 Berth Seren Banon is Welsh for 'Beautiful Star Queen. ' Rhawn Rhiain means
' Long Haired Maiden ' in Welsh which I thought was appropriate.