O.O Gingerstar14... dat was amazing!! You can TYPE! Well, duh, but I mean, you got like 22 chapters up in FOUR HOURS!! *applause*
Disappear
I've disappeared.
No, you don't understand. I don't mean I've disappeared off the face of the planet. It seems to me, though, I have disappeared from everyone's thoughts.
No one loves me.
Nobody likes to think of me anymore.
Only one cat remembers me, and that is because of how he failed to rescue me from the big bird.
I am Snowkit. Yes, I was Speckletail's last kit, the one that was taken by the hawk. It dropped me... and I fell to my death. Apparently, my
memory died along with me.
When I was alive, I could read minds. You didn't know that, did you? Well, I kept the secret very well. I knew I was deaf, and I figured I should
act that way. I could hear my mother's thoughts when Cinderpelt announced I was deaf.
That stupid she-cat! I know my little kit isn't perfect! What, does she think I am blind? Deaf? No, Snowkit is deaf. I don't even know what happened!
Those beautiful blue eyes, who knew they could be so harmful! My little baby won't ever be a warrior now!
These thoughts... they made me terribly sad. I tried to comfort my mother, but I couldn't hear my own voice. I couldn't hear anyone's real voice;
just their thoughts. It made me very lonely. Then... I listened to Longtail's thoughts about me. They made me sad, and they made me feel dumb.
That stupid little thing. He's a scourge on all of ThunderClan! I can't believe Bluestar and Fireheart are even letting the thing live. It would be better for it
to be put out of its misery!
Can you even imagine how it feels to have somecat hate you like that? I know being deaf was going to hurt me. I knew. He didn't have to remind
me.
I was in everyone's thoughts while I was alive.
How will Snowkit be worth anything?
He can't help us!
Dumb kit.
I wish we could help him...
Now, though, that I look down on the Clans from StarClan, able to hear and read minds now, I can tell I have completely died in all cats'
memories. Well, all but Brackenfur, who will never forget how he failed at rescuing me. It's always in the back of his mind, along with how he
could not save Molepaw or Honeyfern. He is the only cat I liked.
What? You say that, if I could read minds, why didn't I go to Fireheart when he called. I told you before, I knew I was deaf, and I figured I
needed to act like it. I couldn't let my mother keep lying to everyone. The hawk? In that time of panic, do you honestly think I could hear my
thoughts clearly? Everyone was rushing around, thinking, and I just thought a leader called a meeting. No, I only heard Speckletail's thoughts of
My kit! before I was taken. It was too late for me then.
No cat thinks of me now. If a cat like Lionblaze dies, that'll be all they can think about for at least a moon. Does anyone think of me now? No.
Nobody even remembers me. I have been forgotten.
I've disappeared.
Poor little Snowkit. *sniffle*
