( Disclaimer: I Don´t own NARUTO or anyothers of his character! They belong to His Highness Masashi Kishimoto! )

Warning! Bad language and mature contents will occur! I warned you!

Chapter Fourteen - Fireflies

Sakura looked curious to where Kakashi was leading her. All she could tell was that they where far from the village and out in the forest. She had never liked forest that much, not after her rape and what was it he wanted to show her out here?

Suddely he stopped and Sakura walked in to him.

"Gomen..." she mumbled.

"Close your eyes..." he ordered her with a soft voice.

"Why?" she asked.

"Just do it... Don't you trust me?" he said and Sakura looked at him.

"Why should I...?" she mumled and closed her eyes and Kakashi grabbed her wrist softly and they started to walk.

"Where are we going...?" she said and tried to look.

"No peeking..." he told her and Sakura pouted. He chuckled a bit.

Kakashi stopped and Sakura walked in to him again.

"Gomen..." she said. "Can I open my eyes now?"

"Hai, you can..." Kakashi said and watched how she opned her eyes slowly.

He heard her gasp in astonishment.

"This... This is beautiful...!" she said and took a step forward.

Kakashi looked at her with a satisfied smile under his mask.

Where both of them stood was in a glade, there a small lake was visible to them. The moon cast its light over the lake, making the water look like a silver carpet. Some fierflies was hovering around the area, making the glade look something taken from a fairytale.

"When did you found this place?"Sakura asked him.

"Oh well, that would be some years ago..." Kakashi told her.

"Some years ago....? Like when you had your thingwith Kujira-San...?" Sakura said.

"No... How did you... Never mind... I was just made Jounin, when I was here last time... My Sensei took me and the team to this place..." Kakashi said and all felt very nostalgic to him. He sat himself down to the soft grass and Sakura did the same.

She was a bit surprised that he had actually taken her to a place like this. For the first; he didn't look like a person who would enjoy this kind of place. Second; It wasn't like him to take someone to a place like this, especially not a former student.

"Okay... What's the deal...?" she asked him and eyed him suspicious.

"It's no deal... I thougt that you maybe wanted to forgot that you would meet Shinkou tomorrow..." Kakashi said and Sakura looked away from him. "That's was why my Sensei took us to this place... To forget what was waiting us..."

Kakashi looked a bit sad and Sakura wounder why.

"Anyway, this place is called 'The Forgottens Lake'..." he said to her and she turned her head at him.

"Why is that...?" she asked him.

"The story goes that a young couple that was very much in love, run away from home and they stopped by this glade. They stayed here for days and none ever looked for them..."

"Why not? I mean someone must have missed them..." Sakura said.

"Can I finish...? The girl that had a very poor health, was dying and they both commit suicide in that lake... Just so they could be together... forever..." Kakashi told her. "I don't know how much you should believe in that story... Ri-... My female team mate thought this was a lovely story..."

".... they wanted to be together forever, so they drown themself in that lake. None ever found them..." a blond Shinobi ended his story. "I will scout, be nice to each other... Bye..."

He disappeared with a 'poof'.

"Never ending love... That's so lovely..." a brown haired girl said and closed her eyes and sighed.

"What so lovely about two people commiting suicide?" a silver haired boy said to the brown haired girl.

"Just that they wanted to be together forever... Even if suicide is a horrible thing to do..." the girl said to the silver haired boy who snorted.

"Rin, you know that Kakashi never ever would understand such a thing as Never Ending Love..." a raven-black haired boy said to the brown haired girl.

"That's not fair, Obito..." Rin said to the raven-black haired boy and the silver haired boy narrowed his eyes. "Don't listen to him, Kakashi-Kun..."

"Maybe you would find it suitable to trow your life away? Love isn't everything..." Kakashi told Obito, who grind his teeth in annoyance.

"How can you say such a thing?!" Obito yelled to the silver haired who didn't move. "Thoes two loved each other! They wanted to be together...!"

"How could they be together forever? None know if there is life after death... He trowed his life away, end of story..." Kakashi told Obito who wiped away his tears.

"But they believed so!" Obito said back and Kakashi raised up from the grass annoyed.

"THIS is just a stupied story! If they never was found, who the hell told this story?!" Kakashi said to Obito with a calm voice, even if his eyes narrowed dangerously. "Grow up! Or do you perfer to be the crybaby of the Uchiha?"

"Take that back!" Obito growled and stepped closer to Kakashi, who stand his ground.

"Why should I...?" Kakashi said with a haughty voice and looked at Obito, who was a bit taller then him.

Rin looked worried at both of the boys. She didn't like when they got in to fight, while their Sensei was gone.

"Please, quite it... Remember what Sensei said...." Rin said to them, it didn't help.

"Don't interfere...!" Kakashi hissed to Rin, who flinched.

"Say sorry to her, dork..." Obito said to Kakashi and grabbed his upper arm.

"You were the one who started this, your good-for-nothing..." Kakashi said to him and clench his fist in to a punch.

Suddenly both of the boys were separated from each other, by a blond haired Jounin.

"What's the meaning of this...?" he asked them and the boys didn't answer him. "I asked you a question... And I want to her some answers..."

"He started it!!" both Kakashi and Obito said and pointed to each other. The blond haired Jounin sighed.

"I didn't take you out here to make you fight each other... Kakashi you have been promoted to Jounin, act like one..." the blond haired Jounin said to Kakashi who looked away from his Sensei in shame.

Obito grined satisfied at Kakashi, who had been scold.

"Obito, that's mean you as well... I don't tolerate childish behaver in this mission... Is that clear?" the blond haired Jounin looked at the boys.

"Hai, Minato-Sensei..." Kakashi and Obito said like two childrens that had been found out with their hands in the cookie jar. Minato sighed once again.

"The reason why I took you out her to this place, isn't just because it's a beautiful place to think and relax on... It's something much more, that lake has been given the name; 'The Forgottens Lake' because we some times forgot what is important to us... Like the couple that both died, none ever looked for them until it was to late..."

Kakashi looked at his Sensei with a bit of sceptical in his face.

"Sensei..."

"Sensei...!"

"Kakashi-Sensei...?!"

"Huh...?" Kakashi looked down to the red haired kunoichi beside him.

"You where about to say something about your female team mate...." she told him.

"Oh, well, she thought it was a lovely story and I remembered that my Sensei told me something about to not forget what was important to us... That is what the quite silly story and the lake meant..." Kakashi sighed.

"Well, it's a pretty tragic story in the end... None ever found them after all, or did they...?" Sakura looked at him.

"None ever found them, but they left a note... It's probably how people know of this story, that was what my Sensei told us..."

"You have never thought that your Sensei could have just made up this story, like how you did to us..." Sakura said and she saw how he frowned.

"Why would he? And are you still angry about that little story I made up, when we was on that mission during your Genin age...?" Kakashi asked.

"No I'm not... But you scared the shit out of Naruto and I was the one who had to suffer... Remember..." she barked.

"Sorry about that... But I didn't thought that he really would believe that it existed Shinobi eating plants..."

"But this is Naruto we are talking about..." Sakura looked at the silver glittering water of the lake.

Kakashi watched her and a smile played over her full lips.

Oh god what he wanted to kiss them.

"Oh! I almost forgot..." Kakashi suddenly said and Sakura looked up at him again."I almost forgot to give this back to you..."

He took out some thing in his pocket and held it in his palm.

It was a shiny pink stone and Sakura was surprised to see that he still had it.

"I was supposed to give it back to you, but I change my mind..." Kakashi told her.

"And what made you change your mind...?" Sakura asked.7

"This..." he said softly and leand forward to her and laid both his arms around her neck.

She was about to push him away, but before she could do so he retreated from her.

Then she felt something quite cold and heavy around her neck. It was that little pink stone and it was stuck to a black leather chain.

"When did you...?" she began.

"While you tried to find Neikan..." Kakashi said. "Well, you are supposed to have it one you all the time, if it's going to work... Am I not right?"

Sakura glanced at the stone around her neck. She was very surprised that he had made the effort to do a neckless to her.

"You didn't have to..." she mumbled and blushed slightly.

"Well, that's the least I could do for you..." he mumbled. "After all I have done towards you..."

Sakura turned her gaze towards Kakashi and she was astonish over his words.

"I'm sorry for what I have done..." he said almost in a whispered and he looked down to her.

She couldn't help, but she started to blush even deeper. Not just because of his words, but the way the moon and the soft light from the fierflies made his masked form of his face look kind of handsome. She didn't even know why she thought about him as handsome.

`Stop think like that! Well, he looks kind of hot and maybe I'm a bit lonly... But still...!´

"I guess you had your reasons..."she mumbled to him and looked away.

"Does that mean that you have forgive me after all this years...?" he asked with a soft voice.

"Tsk... Not really forgiven you, but almost..." she said and peeked out her tongue at him and his eye softed.

"That you almost have forgive me is fine for me..."he said and lay his hand on he head. "I'm happy that you at least talked to me..."

"You sound like Naruto... You are bad influens..." she said with a mocking voice.

"Really?" Kakashis playful voice appeared. "Then Tsunade-Sama had a bad influens on you as well.."

"Why are you always trying to mock me...?" she asked him, also with a playful voice.

"Because I like to make you angry..." he said to her and she raised an eye brow.

"Is that so..." she said softly and Kakashi could feel danger a head. Not because of her fist, but because of her action in the movements and the softness in her voice.

He didn't know if he could managed to stop himself from pushing her down and do something 'dirty' with her.

"Um... Maybe we should go back... It's late and you need to be prepared..." Kakashi said to her and she glanced at him.

"Why? I like it here and beside, how am I supposed to be prepared of something I never have done before..." she told him.

"What exactly do you mean right now...?" he asked, but he thought he knew what she meant.

"If I... If I need to have that with him... I don't know if I feel so sure about it..." she mumbled. "Even if that bastard Neikan took my virginity... I still don't know how to do it..."

"So that was why you were concern about him... That you still will be as a virgin, even if you are not..." Kakashi asked her.

Even if that question was a odd one coming from her former Sensei, she nodded.

Kakashi didn't really now what to do or say. Sure, he too had been terrified the first time he had done it and he had been lucky that he had have it with someone he knew. But nowadays, sex was as boring as watching Gai walk up side down around the village 500 times. Truth to be told, he had lost his need for sex a long time ago (but he still find Jiraiya-Sama's books quite entertaining).

The only one he actually felt some kind of arousal to, was this Kunoichi beside him.

"I'm sorry, I believe I wouldn't be to much help for you in this question..." he told her and she looked away from him.

"I understand... It's not like I asked you to help me..." she said and pressed her legs against her chest and put her chin on her knees.

Kakashi saw that desperate look in that young Kunoichis eyes. She wanted to be ready to face Shinkou. She had always been like that, as long as he could remembered. He could understand her in one way and if sex was the answer to make her ready to face Shinkou, he would gladly offer his own body to her.

He sighed deeply and hoped that she would understand his action without being smashed to pices. He shoved himself closer to her and she didn't even notice. He the laid an arm around her waist and pushed her gently closer to him.

Sakura stiffed but she relaxed a bit, when she thought that he just wanted to comfort her and she was a bit thankful for that.

Kakashi turned his face towars her and she looked up at him.

"What? Do I have something in my face?" she asked him and she saw how he leaned on to her and laid his head on her shoulder. "What's wrong?"

"No... Nothing is wrong..." he said while he shook his head.

"Then what is it...? Why are you acting this way...?" she asked him and tried to look at him. "Are you sick?" She had really no time to take care of a sick Jounin.

"No, I'm not sick..." he said and pushed her closer to him. "I'm trying to help you... to help you feel comfortably..."

"If you are trying to help me to feel comfortably, then it's not working..." she told him.

"Well, you said that you felt unsure about sex... Then I thought that I would help you to not feel so unsure about it... But only if you want... I will not push you..." he said. "And we will do it like you want it to be..."

Sakura was almost in shock. What he had offered her was not what she had been prepared for.

"Are you... Are you telling me that you will help me feel better about sex, by letting me use your body...?" Sakura said to him.

"In one way you can put it like that, yes..." he mumbled in her neck. "I'm quite experienced, so I will help you through it... It's after all your first time..."

Sakura felt a bit relief by his words and was even kind of thankful that he had offered his own body to make her less uneasy about everything.

But she couldn't accept his offer. It felt terribly wrong for her to even accept it. He was her Sensei!

"I'm sorry... I can't accept your offer... It wouldn't feel right..." she told him and she could feel his grip harden on her.

"Don't apologize... And I do understand if you don't want..." Kakashi said to her and then he come face to face with her. "I just wanted to help you, that's all..."

"Thanks..." she mumbled and tried to not change her mind. Because the look Kakashi gave her, telled her more then she wanted to know. He still was willing to give his body to her.

`He must really care for me or he is just desperate for a lay...´

She looked in to his eyes (though his Sharingan eye was closed) and inhaled.

`Why the hell not...´

She reached out for his face and was slowly tugging his mask down.

She was in ecstasy. She had yearn for this moment her whole life (well since she had begun in team seven) for him to show his face. He didn't resist and that surprised her.

The mask soon revealed his perfect nose and was after that followed by the rest of his face.

Sakura couldn't speak, all she could do was stare. She swallowed and stroke her finger tips over his perfect lips and his lips parted a bit.

Despite his age, his face still looked like it had been stopped in time. It was flawless. Sakura had never seen such a beautiful face in her life, her Sasuke-Kun was far from this perfect face.

She moved her fingers to caress his jaw line and let it slip down to his chin. She couldn't stop looking at him and she couldn't stop touching his handsome face.

She watched how he closed his other eye, while she explored his face with her finger tips.

"I'm sorry..." she suddenly said and pulled her fingers away from his face.

"Don't be..." he whispered to her and took her hands and opened his dark-grey eye. "I don't want to hear you say that again..."

She nodded to him and he leaned in to her once more.

"Good girl..." he murmur and met his lips with hers.

She was shocked, but all she wanted now was his lips against hers, she couldn't explain why. She moaned in disappointment when his lips faded from hers.

"I want to know if you want this... I don't want to do something that you don't won't..." he said. "I don't want you to do something you will regret..."

"I want this..." she whispered to him.

"Are you sure...? We can stop this anytime now..."

`Is he afraid of this like I'm? No wounder, I'm his student...´

She nodded and he took her in his arms.

"Then this will be the only time we will ever do this... We are not ever going to speak of this again... I don't want our mission to fail because of this..." he told her and kissed her jaw line softly. "Is this a deal...?"

"Hai..." she told him and she felt quite heated up by the way he kissed her. She had no idea why.

Kakashi could hear her irregular breath in his ear and it made his lust for her even bigger.

He let his hands glide along with her kimono dressed body and he untied the datejime and losed her kimono, so he could let his hand trace along with her soft skin on her naked shoulder.

She stiffed by his touch and he stopped.

"Relax, Sakura... I'm not going to hurt you... Trust me..." he whispered softly in to her ear and she gave in.

He took of his polo-neck sweater and lead Sakuras hand to touch his chest and he began to nibbling her neck and his hand made his way up to her bra and undid it.

Sakura could feel a cold bris against her breast and saw how Kakashi gently let the bra fell to the ground. He left her neck to kiss her soft lips and he played his tongue over her lips to get access to explor her mouth and she gived it to him with hesitation.

He notice that she was a bit inexperienced with kissing and her touching was like she was scared of being burned by him. She had been so different when she had been drunk, but he didn't want her drunk. He wanted her to remember this. No, he wanted to remember that she had done this with her own free will with him.

He caressed her shoulder, down her naked back and stopped at her waist. There he hold both his his hands on her waist and he began to kiss his way down her neck and stopped just above her pear shaped breast. He cuped one of his hands around one of her breast and massage it gently, while kissing her collar bone time to time. He eyed her and saw how she closed her eyes to hide any hint of pleasure, but she faild when she let out a soft moan.

It was then Kakshi lowered his head and began to lick her nipple. Sakura shivered by his touch and he smiled up at her. He nibbled at her hardened nipple and stroked his hand at her back. Sakura, who tried her best, stroke his upper arm and traced her fingers back to his muscular chest. He shivered slightly and felt his erection press hard against his pants.

He needed her now or he would explode, but this was her real first time and therefore he needed to move slowly with her. At least try.

He pushed her gently down to the grass and removed the rest of her kimono and began to play with her hipster panties.

"Do you want me to take these off or do you want to do it yourself...?" he asked with a mischievous glint in his eye.

"Do as you wish..." she mumbled quite ashamed and Kakashi looked at her.

"I do understand if it feels a bit... odd to you... I can stop..." he told her.

"No, please... I want this..." she said to him, but Kakashi saw that she was far from ready and she wouldn't even be ready with Shinkou.

He sighed and began to slowly take off her panties and Sakura could feel heat raise to her face. She was letting her own Sensei take off her underwear and even see her private area. It was a bit disturbing to her, but what could she do now?

She felt a dampish thing around her private area and she looked down to see her Sensei's face between her legs.

"What-What are you doing...?!" she asked and panik stroke her.

"Just relax... You will feel it soon..." he told her and the dampish thing was back again. This time Sakura knew that it was Kakashi's tongue doing something to her.

It felt quite good. No, it felt really good. She moaned slightly and felt how he thrusted a finger in to her cunt while licking her clit.

Sakura had never felt this kind of thing before, well she had of curiosity 'played' with herself when she had been a bit younger, but this was different. This was pleasure in a hole new level. She liked it very much. She panted a bit and she could tell that she would come soon if he continued with this.

"Please... Stop..." she panted and her hips began to flinch, but Kakashi hold her down. "... Stop ..."

He ignored her and she felt how warmth escaped her cunt and she moaned in pleasure. She couldn't see Kakashi's satisfied smile and he licked his lip.

"I want you to just relax now..." he told her and stripped off his sweatpants and even his boxers. Sakura looked with big emerald eyes at him.

`How the heck is that supposed to fit?!´

Kakashi smiled down to her, knowing what she was thinking.

"It will hurt just a bit... Don't worry, I will be gentle..." Kakashi said to her and lay himself beside her. "Should I?"

She nodded and watched how he rolled on top of her. He could feel how she tensed under him.

"Relax... It will hurt more if you don't relax..." he told her and placed an arm under her back. "I will enter you now..."

Sakura could feel his hard member pushed at her opening and he the pressed it in to her.

She cried a bit in pain and digged her fingers in to the grass, while he thrust in to her with all the gentleness he could. After a just a little while it didn't feel so painful anymore and Sakuras moan in pain, changed in to pleasure. Kakashi pushed her up a little more, so she was forced to take her arms around his neck while he thrusted his member deeper in to her cunt.

He had totally forgot how wonderful sex was. At least when you had it with someone you cared for, that to say. He went a little faster and felt how Sakuras fingers digged in to his back, he kissed her lips passionately and then he felt it.

"Sakura... I think I... coming..." he panted and his grip around her hardened.

Sakura didn't even have the time to react before he thrusted hard in to her and released in side of her. He moaned and they both laid down to the grass panting. She looked at him and saw that he had his eyes closed and his chest raised and fell, then his lips parted slightly.

"...I love you... " he suddenly said and played with Sakuras hair sleepy.

Sakura froze in his embrace.

What did he just say?!

She pushed herself away from him and sat herself up and began to get her clothes together.

"I'm sorry..." Kakashi said and looked at her. "Sakura...?"

"Don't..." she said and Kakashi could see the hurt in her eyes. Why she was hurt he didn't know.

"Please... Sakura... Let me..." Kakashi tried but she was already on her way from him and he looked after her.

He could follow her, but he knew that it wouldn't matter right now when he didn't know what he had done wrong.

"Perfect... Why do I always upset her?" Kakashi looked at his clothes. "I guess I will be the one who spend the night in this forest...."

Author note:

Kakashi finally said it, but it didn't have the effect he had hoped. What will he do now? And what do Sakura think?

It my contain some spelling errors, sorry for that ( I'm a very lazy person, as long it's readable I'm happy with it ). :)

And some notes;

When I writes the text 'like this' it means that the person in question is thinking. When I writeslike this the person emphasis just that word and when I writes like this that means flashbacks.

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