( Disclaimer: I Don´t own NARUTO or anyothers of his character! They belong to His Highness Masashi Kishimoto! )
Chapter Fifteen - Over And Over
Sakura snapped the front door open to the room at the inn and closed it with a loudly bang, making the paintings on the wall skip.
She stormed towards the bed and fall with her face down on to the pillow. She sighed deeply and looked at the alarm clock on the nightstand.
"Kuso... Two am already..." she moaned.
She rolled over to her back and the badly put on kimono slipped apart right over her naked chest. She sighed even deeper this time.
She had lost her bra in the forest and her panties where somewhere in the village, probably lying on the street and would be found by some old perv. Well, the panties she could live without, but her favorite velvet bra was something she had a hard time to accept that they were gone.
`You will have to buy me a new one, Sensei...´
Suddenly she remembered why she was here in the room alone, with no panties or bra. It was all because of him. She then thougth back to the little intimated moment she had shared with him in the forest.
`Well, it was not really a little intimated moment, it was more like something taken from Icha-Icha I think...´
Sakura closed her eyes and she could see his handsome face trough her eyelids. She could in one way understand why he hide it and it was a shame that he did hide it. She still remember his light touch on her skin and his lips that felt like they were on fier while he had kissed her, in the end it had felt good in a weird way.
"...I Love You..."
Sakura snapped her eyes open and looked up at the ceiling. Why had he said that? And to her, his former student. If he had been towards her, he would have looked at her while saying it, wouldn't he?
Suddenly Sakura remembered a conversation she had have with him before they had enter the village. He had told her that he did had a loved one (who was dead) and he did never had the chance to tell her his feelings to her.
"Maybe he remembered her while we had sex... That would explain why he said those words to me..." she mused and she could feel something strange in her chest. Something she hadn't felt since she and Ino had been fighting over Sasuke. Was it jealousy? She snorted. "Why would I be jealous of a woman that is dead? And he is my Sensei..."
She frowned a bit. Even if she didn't have feelings for her former Sensei, it still hurt like hell when she thought that those words was for this unknown woman.
Well, what should she had expected from him anyway. He was an old perv (good looking old perv), that had lived a longer life then herself. It would be unnaturally if he never had a woman in his boring and self-centred life, if he wasn't gay that to say. But Sakura believed that his tast for women was stronger then for men.
"And now am I thinking of his sexual orientation, insteet of sleeping..." Sakura mumbled and saw that the clock had already strock 2:15. "Wonder what he is up to?"
She sat herself up from the bed, pulled the deep red kimono closer to her and then she walked towards the window. She looked out through it, but she felt how disappointment washed over her. She had hoped to see unruly silver hair just out side of the window, like old days. But she saw none.
"Your stupid old man..." she muttred and watched the moon disappeared behind some dark clouds.
***
The silver haired man sneezed and looked up the the dark sky. The moon was slowly being eaten by the dark clouds up in the sky.
He sighed deeply and wondered what he had said that had made Sakura look so hurt.
"Shi-Shi...?" a female voice said behind him and he turned his tired face at the person who had called and his eye widened.
"I should have understand that it was you..." Kakashi said and looked down to that dark drown haired woman Kujira. "You were the one who gave me that nickname..."
"So you remember..." Kujira said and smiled softly to him.
"How could I not remember that dreadful nickname..." Kakashi said and Kujira walked up beside him.
"As you would... Are your girlfriend coming tomorrow? I did really like her..." Kujira said.
"She is not my girlfriend... And I don't know if she will and did you have to tell her that we once had been lovers...?" Kakashi glanced down to her.
"Oh? Are you ashemed of me, Shi-Shi?" Kujira asked and he sighed.
"No... But I don't want her to think more poorly of me then she already does..."
"Didn't you just say that she wasn't your girlfriend...?"
"And I did..."
"Then why do you care if she would think poorly of you...? You do what the hell you want with your life and I do think she is a bit young to you..." Kujira looked up at Kakashi with a smirk and he frowned. "And if you are on your way to the inn, you are walking the wrong way..."
"I'm not walking to the inn... I was about to walk to your place..."
"My place? Why?"
"I need somewhere to crash..." he told her.
"Why? Has she thrown you out?"
"No..." Kakashi grounted. "Not literally..."
"What do you mean by that...?"
"Well, it's more like I don't think I will get out there alive..." he sighed and Kujira giggled.
"Why is that...? She didn't look so fearsome at the club..." she said and looked at the silver haired Jounin.
"Then you haven't seen her in action..." he told her and dragged his fingers through his unruly hair. "She can be really fearsome if she want to..."
"Oh, then I hope to see that fearsome side of hers..." Kujira said with a soft smile. "And you are thinking that you can gatecrash at my place?"
"Hai, I'm..." he said to her.
"As always..." she groaned. "And what do I get in return...?"
"Well, I can buy you breakfast..." Kakashi said and she raised an eyebrow.
"Shi-Shi! Have you... Have you become asexual?!" Kujira outburst.
"Excuse me!" Kakashi looked down to Kujira with a hurt expression in his well hidden face. "I have not become asexual... It's more like I have other interests..."
"Like what?" Kujira asked, while putting the key in to the keyhole to her apartment.
"Like the safety of my student... No, team mate..." Kakashi told her and walked in to Kujiras home.
"Oh that's right. I forgot that you were on mission..." Kujira sat herself down in an armchair.
Kakashi laid himself down on to the three seated sofa and felt some thing sharp press him in his thigh. He poked a hand inside of his pocket and find the sorce to the stinging feeling in his thigt. It was the little blue-green book and he was a bit surprised to see that he had took it with him. He opened the book and began to read.
"Why are you reading that shit anyway, Shi-Shi...?" Kujira said.
"Because I like it..." Kakashi told her. "And don't give me that look..."
"Shi-Shi... Did you do something towards her?" she asked and that made Kakashi look at her.
"Why do you ask?"
"Because you aren't yourself and you are reading the book up side down..." Kujira said and Kakashi slapped the book closed.
"You are even more observant then usually..." Kakashi mumbled.
"Of course... My former lover was one of the best Shinobi I ever knew of..." Kujira said and smiled at him.
"I'm the only Shinobi you ever knew of..." Kakashi pointed out to her.
`Mattaku... Maybe I should have stayed in the forest...´
"Did you hurt her?" she asked and Kakashi shrugged his shoulder.
"I don't know... She was sad and I only wanted to comfort her..." Kakashi said and laid the book on his stomach. "Then it just happen..."
"It just happen...? What happen? If you said something that hurted her, I will make sure that you never ever will have babies..." Kujira said and he looked at her.
"I don't know if I said something that I believe was hurtful... And why do I have to tell you?"
"Because I don't want you to hang around here your whole mission and I feel sorry for that girl... Now spit it out!"
"Fine..." he gruffed. He wasn't in mood to tell her. "We had sex, that's all..."
Kujira's corner of her mouth twisted and she looked at him with big surprised eyes.
"She told me that you two weren't lovers...!
"And we are not... She has never had sex before... Well, she got raped, but I don't concider rape as sex..." he told her.
"I couldn't agree more... But I did never believe that she still was kind of a virgin..." Kujira said and she frowned. "So, she is angry at you because you two had sex...? That doesn't make any sense at all! And why were you naughty with your former student anyway?"
Kakashi didn't answer her and Kujiras eyes got even bigger.
"Oh! You-You love her...?!" Kujira suddenly said and that made Kakashi push himself up from the sofa.
"I don't know if my need to protect and help her is love..." he lied to her, but Kujira wasn't stupid.
"Is it the old grumpy Sensei in you or is it the man in you, who loves her?" she asked. "I'm not stupid you know. I can tell that you care for her more like a man, then as her Sensei..."
"Don't change the topic..." Kakashi said and looked at his former lover. "Anyway, after we were done I to-..."
Kakashis eye got big, almost like he had seen something that shocked him.
"And you what?" she looked curious at him.
"I-I told her that I lov-... Suimasen, I need to go..." Kakashi raised from the sofa, putted his little book in his pocket and walked to the front door. Kujira looked after him.
"Where are you going?!" she called after him.
"I have to do something... I will see you another time..." he said.
"Do wha-?" the door closed with a snap. "Why do he always do that?"
***
Sakura woke up by the call from alarm clock. She couldn't remember that she had set the clock to ring at 9:30 am.
She smashed the poor alarm clock to the floor and pulled the quilt over her head, but someone dragged it of her.
"I will kill you, if you don't let go, Sensei..." she growled and pushed herself up to hit her target. But got met by a light brownhaired dog with droopy eyes beside her. "Bisuke?! What are you doing her?"
"Making sure that Miss will get out of bed... Miss can't miss the meeting with the targets..." Bisuke said and jumped up to the bed.
"But... But I can't remember that Neikan said any time..." Sakura frowned.
"And he didn't... But that Neikan believes that he told Miss... After all, that Genjutsu drug made him think that he told Miss..."
"Hold on a sec! How can you know so much about this?" Sakura asked.
"Kakashi, asked me to track that man and he met Shinkou some hours after Miss had left..."
"Was he mad?"
"Who, Kakashi?"
"No, Neikan..."
"Oh, I don't think so... He thought that Miss had left him after he had fallen a sleep, anyway... Neikan said to Shinkou that Miss would met them in side of the Fantasy Bar at 12 O'clock..."
"12 O'clock... Fantasy Bar... Wait... Where is that bar located?" Sakura asked Bisuke.
"I hope Miss are kidding... That's the name of the strip club Miss worked at yeasterday..." Bisuke told her.
"Oh, I didn't know that..." Sakura mumbled a bit embarrassed. "I have just one question, where is Kakashi-Sensei...?"
"I don't know... He just dropped me here in the middle of the night, taken Pakkun with him... He only told me to watch Miss and make sure that Miss didn't miss the meeting..."
`That man, he is so dead when he gets back...´
"Stop calling me Miss..." Sakura said. "Let's end this quickly..."
"I couldn't have say it better..." Bisuke said and looked at the window.
***
The silver haired Jounin stood on a roof, just opposite the inn Bosetsu.
He watched how a red haired woman get out of the bed and took out some clothes. He notice that it was just some simple black tight shorts and an ivory colored tube top with sakura patterns at the edge of it. She couldn't go like that to meet Shinkou, it would look to suspicious if she did.
She began to undress the red kimono she had worn yeasterday and she had nothing under it. The little light brownhaired dog had irritation written all over his sometimes, unreadebly face and the silver haired Jounin felt how his face grew hot and his member twitched a bit.
If she had known that she was being watched she would have probably dressed herself in the bathroom or taken down the wooden venetian.
God, what he wanted her right now. Feeling her soft skin against his lips and massage her adequate pear shaped brest with his hand. But he could never touch her again. She was slipping through his fingers over and over again, because of his stupid mistakes.
"Kakashi..." a bored elder voice said beside him.
"Huh...?" the silver haired Jounin looked down.
"I did what you told me to do... None noticed me..."
"Good job, Pakkun..." Kakashi said to the little pug beside him.
"But hadn't it been much easier if you just had walked in to that club as well... Then you could have observed her better..." Pakkun said.
"And risking that Shinkou would recognize me... I don't think so..." Kakashi said to Pakkun. "And right now I have Biskue with her..."
"You chosed him to look after Sakura-San...?" Pakkun said.
"Aaa... And I do know that he doesn't like her very much..." Kakashi sighed and remembered that he had told Bisuke to be nice to her.
"I beat that he is calling her Miss just to mock her..." Pakkun chuckled and Kakashi looked down to him.
"Most likely... But she doesn't know that..." Kakashi said and looked down to the street. A red haired woman walked out of the inn followed by a annoyed dog. "You are free to go, Pakkun..."
"Okay... Jaane..." Pakkun disappeared in a 'poof' of smoke and Kakashi jumped down from the roof as swift as he could.
He walked up behind the red haired Sakura and she stopped.
"Don't stop... Continue to walk..." he whispered to her and he could see that she began to walk again.
"Kaka-..."
"Don't talk to me... Pretend that I'm not here..." he told her.
"That will be easy..." she growled.
"I just wanted to tell you that you should find something more fitting... You look to... common, in that..." Kakashi said with a hushed voice. "Meet Kujira-San at Miu Hayari, in ten minuts..."
"Wha-What...?!" Sakura turned around to see him gone. "Why am I not surprised... Are you coming too, Bisuke?"
Bisuke gave Sakura a short nod and walked with a annoyed look on his face.
Why had Kakashi left him with this female, who could kill only with one blow?! He hated this.
When Sakura was at the place Kakashi had said to meet Kujira, she sighed deeply and looked annoyed.
`You are so dead, Sensei!´
What Sakura looked at was not an ordernery fashion shop, it was clothes that screamed 'sex'. She frowned.
"Hitohira-Chan~!" a female voice sounded behind her and Sakura was a bit glad to see Kujira walk towards her. "You are early..."
"Well, I'm not like my; I-have-every-excuse-to-be-late -Sensei..." Sakura said with a bit of sarcasm in her voice. Kujira giggled.
"Come on... I will find you something nice to you..." Kujira said and took Sakuras wrist and dragged her in to the shop.
Sakura began to think of Ino and how she had dragged her along to different stors in Konoha, as well as other places they had been visiting. Sakura smiled at this and watched how Kujira took out some really nice looking kimonos.
"This is nice... It will look good on you..." Kujira said and looked at a ebony colored kimono with golden leaf patterns at the selvage. "Don't you think? Black suits every one..."
"Don't you think it will look like I'm dressed to a funeral?" Sakura asked.
"No, I don't think so... Now, put it on... I want to have a look at it while you are wearing it..." Kujira said and pushed Sakura to the dressing cubicle.
Sakura looked at it. She had never really liked black, because it remembered her of funerals and of a certain black haired man (who now was dead). She putted it on and felt the comfortable material on her skin. Well it looked nice on her, even if it was just a bit shorter then the cream-pink kimono she had and it showed to much of the non existing cleavage. She walked out to show Kujira who nodded approvingly.
"We will take it..." Kujira said and walked towards Sakura. "But we need to fix your front..."
"Fix my front...?" Sakura said and covered her chest. "I like them the way they are..."
"We need push-up..." Kujira said and Sakura could swear that she saw a smirk on Bisuke.
Some times later and a more 'big' breasted Sakura, walked out of the shop and Kujira took her farwell.
"I swear... If I ever see that old perv, I will kill him..." Sakura growled and Bisuke looked at her.
"Womans..." Bisuke muttred and rolled his eyes.
They arravied at the club and Bisuke told her that he would be somewhere in the background, just to make sure that everything was okay. Sakura couldn't be more thankful.
She entered the club and saw that handsome black haired Neikan with a even more handsomer man with hay colored hair and warm hazel eyes. She wondered who Neikan was speaking to.
"Ah! Hitohira-Hime...!" Neikan suddenly called out and Sakura stopped and looked at Neikan who raised from the chair. "I have been looking forward to see you again..." Neikan walked to Sakuras side and took her with him to the table. The hazel eyed man look at Sakura.
"Ah, nice to meet you, Hitohira-Hime..." the hazel eyed man said to Sakura and kissed her hand. "My name is Shinkou..."
Sakura freezed. How could someone with his look be such a criminal.
`Well, all the nice looking guys can't be good...´
"Nice to meet you too, Shinkou-San..." Sakura said and tried her best to give him a smile.
"Please, have a seat..." Shinkou offered her and she sat herself down beside him. "You can leave us now, Neikan..."
"Hai, Shinkou-Sama..." Neikan said, bowed and took his leave.
"You are indeed a good looking woman..." Shinkou said and sipped on his saké. "Neikan also said that you had a older brother... Is that correct..."
"Ha-Hai..." Sakura said and Shinkou smiled.
"Naikan also told me that you work here, at this strip club..." Shinkou said and Sakura nodded. "So, do you want to work for me...? With your body so to say..."
Sakura looked down to the table and bit her lip. Well, she didn't have much other chose, if she wanted to succeed this mission.
"I... I would be honoured to... Shinkou-Sama..." Sakura said and Shinkou took two fingers under her chin.
"You do know what I will expect from you..." he said with a smirk and Sakura shivered.
"H-Hai..." she answered and Shinkou brushed her lips with his tumb.
"Good... Meet me here to night, at ten... It's something I want to talk to you about..." Shinkou said and took his fingers away from Sakuras chin. "I will see you to night then..."
Sakura watched how Shinkou raised from the chair and walked out of the club. Sakura sighed in relife.
"You are one stupid girl, aren't you..." Bisuke said under the table and Sakura looked down.
"How the heck did you get in under there...?!" Sakura asked.
"Like everyone else... I walked..." he told her. "You know that he will mark you..."
"Mark me...?" Sakura said.
"Aaa... You know, like someone would mark their belongings..." Bisuke said and Sakura frowned.
"You mean like someones slave..." Sakura said and the dog nodded. "Why would he bother to mark me?"
"How should I know, Miss... I'm only a dog..."
"You are a Ninken, that is far from a ordinary dog..." Sakura told him. "I should go back to the inn... I should probably discuss this with the perv..."
"You should..."
***
Sakura closed the door behind her and saw her Sensei sleeping in the sofa with his book over his face. She walked towards him with a mischievous smile on her face. He was so going to pay.
Sakura looked down to her sleeping Sensei and picked up his Icha Icha. He frowned in his sleep.
"Kaka-Sensei, Naruto has burn all your Icha Icha..." Sakura whispered in his ear and he opened his eye and looked up to the wooden ceiling, berfore he shoot up with a gasp.
"NO! My Icha Icha!" he whimpered and looked at Sakura. "Why didn't you stop him?!"
"Sensei..." she sighed. "Baka..." she hit the book on his head, before giving the little blue-green book back to him.
"Here... And Naruto didn't burn your books... Stop goofing out... It's just porrn anyway..." she told him.
"It's not just porrn... It's literature..." Kakashi told her and she frowned. "So, did it went well...?"
"Tsk... I don't know... He was a bit not-what-I-had-expect..." Sakura told Kakashi. "He didn't look like a villain to me..."
"Don't make his hazel eyes got to you... He is sly, like an old fox... He knew that he can play with his look with a young womans like you..." Kakashi said and Sakura crossed her arms over her chest making her pushed-up breast evern more pushed-up. Kakashi mouth twisted and he was thankful that he wore his mask.
"And when it comes to tonight..." he suddenly said and Sakura looked at him. "I don't won't you to go... You can be killed..."
"Humpf... Don't tell me what to do! I can take care of myself...!" she told him and turned her back at him. "I'm a grown up woman, I don't need you protection anymore..."
Kakashi raised from the sofa and walked up behind Sakura. He could if he had dared, put his chin on her head and said that he always would protect her.
Sakura felt his presents behind her and she didn't know why he stood so closed to her. Was it something he wanted to say? She stood there what felt like hours and he still stood behind her, not saying a word.
"Are you going to say something to me or do you want me to hit you?" she asked him and felt how he backed away from her, just a bit.
"I... I just want to know what I did wrong yeasterday..." he then asked her and she turned her head sligthly towards him.
"We wasn't supposed to talk about it again... It was the deal..." Sakura told him. She was afraid that she would get all emotional again and they would do it over again and he would say those hurtful words, she knew wasn't towards her.
"I know that we made that deal... But I can't continue this mission, when I know that I have hurt you... We both need to be on our top, for the sake of this mission..." Kakashi told her.
"I did never thought that the famous Kakashi could feel regret..." Sakura said coldly and began to walk away from him.
Suddenly she felt how she got pushed in to the wall, face first.
"What the hell do you think you are doing!" she growled to the silver haired Jounin behind her, who pressed her harder in to the wall with his body.
"I want some answers..." he said to her with harsh voice. "You know that I can get them, even without your acceptance..."
"You didn't have to push me in to the wall! Let me go, or I will not answer you at all!" Sakura told him and felt how his grip on her wrists softned, but he didn't let her go.
"I will not ask you again... What did I do wrong? I want to know, so I don't do the same thing again..." he said to her and his voice sounded like it was about to burst. "Please... Sakura... Tell me..."
Sakura eyed him and she had never seen him look like this before. He looked like he was about to die if she didn't tell him what he had done wrong. She bit her lip and wished that he just could disappear. She didn't want to talk about it. She felt like the whole world would go under if she told him.
"I-I can't tell you... none of your business..." she mumbled and Kakashi spun her round so she had her back at the wall and faced him. She couldn't tell if he was pissed or hurt. He always looked the same with the mask on.
"None of my business..." he mumbled to her. "If I'm the one who have hurt you... It's my fucking business as well!"
He slamed his palm in to the wall beside her head, making the wall crack. He was about to losing it. Why couldn't she understand. Why was she so clueless?
Sakura looked up at him with a mix of fright and anger. She too was about to lose it and if it hadn't been for the mission, he would have been smashed to pices. But the part of her that was scared, told her to run. A torrent of hot, salty tears escaped her emerald eyes and her emotional wall crumbled down. Since when had she been so easy to break?
Kakashi seemed to have snapped out of his anger and looked down to the red haired woman he still hold in his grip. She was crying and he felt how regret consumed him. He let her go and she slide slowly down to the floor, sobbing in her knees.
Kakashi look at Bisuke (who laid on the bed) and Bisuke turned his head away and disapeared with a 'poof'. Kakashi frowned and turned his gaze at Sakura who still was sobbing on the floor. He kneeled beside her and lay a hand on her shoulder.
"I'm sorry... I shouldn't... I shouldn't have yelled at you..." he mumble to her and cupped his hand under her chin and brushed away a tear with his tumb. "I was just worried that I had hurt you back then... But I don't know how I hurted you..."
Sakura looked in to his dark orb with her emerad eyes and she could tell that he really trully was sorry. But she couldn't forgive him.
"Just leave..." she said trying to hid her sobbing.
"Sakura...?"
"Just leave me alone!" she cried and let more tears flow down on her cheeks. "You could never understand! Never..."
Kakashi looked down to Sakura and with a swift move he embraced her and stroke her long red hair.
"You don't have to speak, just nod if I'm correct... Was it what I said to you... After we were done and before you left...?" he asked her and she nodded. Kakashi looked in to the wall and cursed himself, for have said that to her even if he had meant it. She was obvious not intersested in her old Sensei, so of course she was shocked. He just had to know if it was those words who had made her hurt and to his disappointment it had been those words.
"You still lover her... I understand that..." Sakura suddenly said with more tears running down her cheek and Kakashi looked down to her with a raised eye brow.
`What are she talking about?!´
Sakura is being a bit jealous and Kakashi is just his normally "unemotional" self, meaning he is being a dork. But he finally got his answers to why she had been hurt and even something more... Will he figur it out? And what wicked plan has Shinkou put up for Sakura?
Sorry if this chap is a bit fuzzy... D
It my contain some spelling errors, sorry for that ( I'm a very lazy person, as long it's readable I'm happy with it ). :D
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