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Chapter Sixteen - You Belong To Me

"You still lover her... I understand that..."

Kakashi looked down to the sobbing woman in his arms. What had she just said?

"Um... Sakura, are you feeling ill or something...?" Kakashi said and took some distance between them.

"I'm not ill!" she growled to him. Her temper was back again. She clench her fist and Kakashi looked at her anxious.

"Then wha-...?" Kakashi began.

"Nothing... I don't care if you love her..." Sakura said, actually more to herself then to him. She wiped away some tears and left the room. Kakashi looked after her, speechless.

He had no idea what she was talking about. He only loved one woman and that was the woman who had left him kneeling on to the floor.

`She can't mean Kujira, can't she? I did never love Kujira... Then who...?´

Suddenly he remembered something he had said to her some time ago.

"...I once had a girl in my life... I loved her with all my heart. But as always, I was to late to tell her that..."

Kakashi sighed and scold himself for being such an idiot.

He had loved Rin. He had loved her like a sister he never had. But he had been to late to tell her that he had loved her like that, like a sister and brother thing. He had made Rin suffer. Never telling her what he felt for her, was not the same feeling she felt towards him.

But why would Sakura be so worked up by something like that? Why would she care if he had loved Rin? If Sakura hadn't have a crush on him, that to say. But he knew she didn't have a crush on him. If she had, she wouldn't have take every minute to try to kill him.

"I guess I will never understand a womans mind..." Kakashi sighed and shook his head.

~oOo~

Sakura walked down the street, avoiding Uranai-San's little shop and walked straight towards the strip club.

She walked in through the back door of the club and walked to the makeup table, the same one that Kujira had fixed her make up.

She sat herself down to the stool and laid her head on the makeup table. She started to sob in anger and smacked her forehead in to the table.

`Why am I so stupid?!´

"Hito-Chan...?" a voice said behind Sakura. "You are early... What's wrong? Why are you crying...?"

"I'm not crying..." Sakura sobbed. "I'm just really pissed..."

The dark brown haired woman laid a comforting hand on her shoulder.

"Was it Shi-Shi's fault?" the woman asked.

"Who the hell is Shi-Shi...?" Sakura asked.

"Your so called brother..." the woman wishpered and Sakura looked up to the woman.

"Well... Then it was Shi-Shi's fault..." Sakura mumbled and looked away from the woman.

Her pride was once again smashed to pices and she hated when someone took pity on her. She wanted to be strong. Strong to handel all this by herself.

"What did he do this time?" the dark brown haired woman asked.

"He did nothing..." Sakura mumbled. "That's the thing... He did nothing... It's just me who is stupid..."

"You are not stupid!" the woman said and looked down to the red haired one. "Shi-Shi is the one who is an asshole! He shouldn't have done that to you!"

Sakura stopped to sob and looked up the dark brown haired woman in front of her.

"You... You knew, Kujira...?!" Sakura said and raised her head from the table.

"Eh... Hai..." Kujira said and looked embarrassed at Sakura.

"But how...?"

"Shi-Shi wanted some where to stay and as I have told you before, we were lovers so he crashed at my place..." Kujira said. "And I saw something was off. Usually he doesn't show it, but this time it most have been something that really troubled him... And I kind of forced it out of him, that is how I know... Gomen..."

"He told you... He did really tell you what we did..." Sakura looked shocked and shame washed over her.

She knew that they had done somthing wrong and if it would came out it would be a disgrace to the village. It was impure that a student and Sensei had sex and even a relationship with each other, even the fact that the person in question was much older the the other (Sakura didn't know how old Kakashi was, but he must be old even if his face did tell an other story).

"I-I know what you are thinking and I won't tell anything to anyone..." Kujira said. "It's your life and you do what ever you want with it... As long it doesn't hurt you..."

"Arigatou..." Sakura mumbled and Kujira smiled at her.

"You're welcome..." she smiled even brighter and patted Sakuras shoulder. "Now... Let me fix you up..."

Sakura couldn't be much more thankful to Kujira. This woman made her feel safe and she reminded her of Ino in someway.

"I know... Hito-Chan, you can stay at my place. Shi-Shi won't crash at my place anymore, so don't worry about him..." Kujira said and combed Sakuras smooth red hair and smiled again.

Sakura was indeed thankful for this woman.

"Oi, baita*... Some hot looking guy wants to talk to you... He is outside..." the black haired woman Hiru said to Sakura who frownd at the black painted back door.

"Don't go Hito-Chan... Let me talk to him..." Kujira offered, but Sakura shook her head.

"I will go... I can't hide forever and I'm strong, you know..." Sakura told Kujira who looked at her with a soft smile.

Sakura raised from the stool and walked to the back door and come face to face with no one else than that silver haired Jounin, Hatake Kakashi.

"What do you want...?" Sakura asked annoyed and he frowned.

"I was just worried that you would be in trouble..." he said and it was obviously a lie. "But I see that you aren't..."

"Since when did you start to care if I got in trouble? You did never care before..." she said and frowned.

"I'm always worried if you got in trouble... Shouldn't I be?"

"No, you shouldn't... Leave... Now..." Sakura said and began to close the door.

"No wait... We need to talk..." he said and grabbed the door.

"I'm not interested..." she told him.

"Please... It will not take long..."

"No..."

"No? What do you want me to do? Hurt my own dignity and walk on to my knees and ask you of your forgiveness?" Kakashi said.

"Hm, something like that..." Sakura told him and he looked like he was about to do that. "You don't seriously think that I will forgive you? You have hurt me, not just once but twice! And you claimed that you wanted to protect me..."

The silver haired Kakashi looked at Sakura. He once agian was lost with words to say.

"If hurting me is your way to protect me, you are fucking mistaken...!" she said and closed the door behind her back so none would eavesdrop. "And then telling me that you love me... Is this just some freaking game to you?!"

"Calm down, Sakura... You are not making any sence..." he told her and she looked like she would kill him. "I-I did tell you that I... I love you... Because, I thought you wanted to hear it..."

`Great! You are doing it again, you freaking coward...!"

"You thought that I wanted to hear you say those words? You are insane! You only say those words when you really mean it! Not when you are having sex with no emotional bonds involve!" Sakura yelled at him and if she could, she had gladly killed him right now.

"But-But I did mean it..." he said and Sakura froze while raising an eyebrow. "I love you and even Naruto...!"

`You should really got the price for being the most cowardly Ninja on earth...´

"Please someone... Slap those words out of my head..." Sakura growled and he frowned once more. "But I only want to clear this out... Are you still...?"

"If you are referring to that girl I told you about almost three weeks ago... Then the answers are; No... I did not love her... She was a good friend and I loved her like a sister..."

`And she didn't deserve me...´

Sakura felt somehow relieved. His words had made that enormous stone lift from her cheest. She still didn't understand way.

Sakura sighed and put her chin to her chest and Kakashi watched her curiously.

"So, are you still mad with me...?" Kakashi asked her and Sakura shoot her head up and looked pissed.

"Mad? I am furious!" she barked and Kakashi took a step backwards. "Do you still think this is a game?!"

"I-I don't really get what you mean..." he said sheepishly and scratched his neck.

`That's it!´

Sakura clenched her fist and a light bluish color appeared around her fist. He had gone to far this time with his lackadaisicalness.

"I-AM-NOT-A-FUCKING-TOY!" she yelled and Kakashi (who was to late to dodge her chakra covering fist) crashed into the opposite wall, making a big Kakashi formed hole in the wall.

"Wha-What was that for...?" he moande and slide down to the ground.

"It was a warning to you! To not ever try to seduce me again!" she cried and left Kakashi with a broken arm, four broken ribs and some light bleeding scratches and she closed the door behind her.

`It dould have been worse...´

~oOo~

"Take it easy, Obaasan..." the silver haired man hissed to the gray haired hag beside him.

"I will take it easy if you stop flinching..." the hag said to him and bandage his broken arm and placed it in a sling. "There... I can't do so much about your broken bones... You should talk to her..."

"And get killed this time... I do value my life..." he said to the hag and the hag frowned.

"It doesn't look like you value your life... You let her hit you and with such force as well..." the hag said.

"She didn't even use all her force..." he sighed. "And I did deserved that punch ..."

"What did you do to her...?" the hag asked.

"I told her..."

"And she got mad because you told her your feelings...?"

"It... It didn't really came out like that, I'm afraid..." he said. "She told me to stop toying with her..."

The hag frowned again.

"So you did never tell her your feelings...?" she said.

"Eh... no... I know... Don't say it..."

"You surely must be an idiot if you let her slip away..." the hag said and he looked like he had been stabbed. "Kakashi... You need her, as much as I know she needs you..."

"I don't know if that is true... She doesn't need me, she have never needed me... It's more like I need her, to live on with my pathetical life..." Kakashi said and he knew that Sakura never had spared him even just one longing glance.

Everything had just been circled around Sakuke and even after he had left Konoha, Sakura had still been in love with him. He could never compete with Sasuke and he had hoped just for a tiny moment that Sakura would forget everything about Sasuke, after Sasuke almost had killed her. But all had just been in vain. Sakura had even been more keen to find him and take him home and Kakashi himself had been the big mean Sensei, who had told her to give it all up.

He had wanted to protect her from Sasuke and his jealousy was the only thing that could protect her. That was what he had thought, but Sakura didn't take it all well and she had told him more or less to fuck off.

"Do I see a bit of jealousy...?" the hag suddenly said and Kakashi looked up to her.

"Your former Kunoichi eyes never miss a single thing, don't they... Uranai-San..." Kakashi said and looked at the hag.

"No they don't... And you remembered me after so many years..." Uranai said and Kakashi nodded.

"You left Konoha right after my fathers death... You where the last of the Kyuutai..." Kakashi said. "I know that Sandaime was really unhappy after you had left... We needed you during the war..."

"I dishonour Konoha with the same estimation as your father... I have had enought..." Uranai sighed and looked with her old eyes towards Kakashi who smiled at her.

"Then you maybe would like our new Hokage... He is... He is something speciall..." Kakashi said and smiled fondly under his mask.

"He was your student, wasn't he? Sandaime did a wise chose to let you to be that boys Sensei..."

"But I still have many regrets... If I had done things differently, then maybe Sasuke never had left and she wouldn't hate me..."

"That Uchiha boy was destined to follow that path... Like the way you was made to be with that girl and she with you..." Uranai said and raised from the stool to walk in to the kitchen. She come in a bit later with a tray with tea and some sweets. "Here, have some taiyaki*..."

"You know that I don't like sweets..." Kakashi grumbled and took the tea cup from her.

~oOo~

Sakura walked towards Shinkous private room at the strip club Fantasy Bar.

She was a bit nervous and she deeply regretted that she had told Kakashi off and her pride was the cause of it.

"Oi..." the red haired Sakura could hear under the makeup table and she looked down under it.

"Pa-Pakkun...?!" she burst out. "What are you doing here?"

"He needs your help..." Pakkun said and Sakura raised an eyebrow.

"Is he in trouble...?"

"No, but you left him in a mess... So you should heal him..." Pakkun said and Sakura frowned again, it felt like it had been the 100 time just this day.

"Why didn't he come in here himself and ask me...?"

"Because he didn't want end up at the graveyard before the mission is over..." Pakkun mumbled to her and Sakuras eyebrow jerked.

"That-That man..." Sakura growled. "Where is he now...?"

"He is outside..." Pakkun told her and she raised from the stool.

"Kujira-San... I will just go out for some fresh air..." Sakura called to the dark brown haired woman.

"Okay...! But if you are late for our number, I will come and get you!"

"Hai,Hai... Show the way Pakkun..." Sakura followed the little pug out of the room and she closed the back door to find the silver haired man face to face with her.

She shrieked and pressed herself in to the door. He sighed.

"Fix me... Please..." the silver haired man said to her and stepped away from her. "It hurts just to breathe..."

"Serves you right, Kakashi..." she said to him and crossed her arms over her chest. "And who fixed that arm of yours...?"

"Do I hear a hint of jealousy...?" he smirked under his mask and Sakura hit his head. "Ouch..."

"Why would I? Baka!" she blushed and Pakkun sighed. "Take your arm out..."

He did as he was told and Sakura began to heal him.

"Are you sure of this...?" Kakashi asked.

"Of what...?" she snapped.

"Of meeting Shinkou... He could play you a dirty trick you know..."

"I know that... And yes I am sure..." she told him. "Take off your jumper... I need to heal your ribs..."

He looked down to her and began to tug off his polo-neck. The cool air hit his chest and Sakuras chakra covered hands traced down his chest to heal the broken ribs. He let out some strange moans, that could be a mixture of pain and pleasure, she didn't really know why he moaned like that.

But she blushed deeply and her hands stopped suddenly.

"If I had been a medic-nin back then, you wouldn't have that scar..." Sakura said and traced a finger over the long scar on his chest.

"I have plenty of them..." he said with a bit of irony in his voice and he could see how Sakura knot her hand.

"You are always to carefree!" she shouted to him and he looked shocked. "Don't you think before you act?!"

"Is that a question...?" he asked with a sheepish grin on his lips.

Sakura looked up at him. She hadn't noticed that he didn't wear his mask right now and a smiled played over his perfect lips. If she had been in her Teen-girl-mood right now, she would have fainted in a pool of blood.

She didn't answer.

"Then the answer is yes, I do think before I act. I'm not stupid, even if I'm as you put it; to carefree..." he said and looked down to Sakura with his dark grey eye that screamed 'I'm hot! And you know that!'.

"Are you okay, Sakura...?"

"Huh?"

Had she just stared at his broad, well muscled chest? She had indeed done that and her face turned in to every single shade of pink and red that could existed and she turned around from him.

"I-I-I'm o-okay..." she stuttered and he gave her an worried look.

"Are you sure? Because you look like you have a fever..." Kakashi said and took her arm. "Gosh! You are burning..! Do you need to see a doctor?"

"N-N-No..." she said and tried to release herself from his grip. "I-I-I need to fix myself for the show... S-Shinkou would be there, so I need to look good, don't I?"

"Are you sure you are alright..." Kakashi said. "If you need my help I will send Pakkun with you..."

"Didn't I tell you... I don't need your help... I'm a Kunoichi after all..." she told him and glanced at him. "I can handle this myself..."

"...Can handle this myself... Who I'm kidding...?" Sakura mumbled and took the doorknob in her hand and opened the door.

She was met by a large room with a double bed in the middle of the room. The room just look to high class for Sakuras taste, with the mahogany furniture and the color was just so wrong (it depends if black was the new thing for all the brothels nowadays).

She walked to the bed and remembered what Kujira had told her.

"...Do not freak out...! And I do know that he can be quite mean in bed, but if you do what he tells you to do, it will be quite nice I think... But whatever you do, do not upset him! It's the golden rule to survive him..."

"...Easier said then done..." Sakura muttred and heard the door open behind her.

"Oh, you are early Hime..." Shinkous soft voice said and she turned around.

"I'm sorry for being early, Shinkou-Sama..." Sakura said and bowed.

"Don't be..." Shinkou said and walked towards Sakura who tried not to tense to much. "You looked lovely tonight, Hime... and your eyes couldn't sparkle more then they do..."

Sakura couldn't help to flush a bit and felt how Shinkou placed his hand on her cheek.

"As I told you, I will just talk to you for tonight..." he said and his warm hazel eyes met Sakuras emeralds. "But after tonight you are mine..."

Sakura shivered by his tone and looked away from him.

"I will always be yours, Shinkou-Sama..." Sakura said with a sweet voice that could have made Hinata proud.

Shinkou smiled softly, but his his smile couldn't compare with the one her ex-Sensei did.

`Why do I compare him with Kaka-Sensei? I must be sick...´

"Lay down, Hime..." Shinkou said and put Sakura down to the bed. "Relax... This won't take long..."

Sakura felt how Shinkou laid down beside her and spooned her while kissed her neck.

Suddenly she could feel a burning sensation on her right arm and she cried out in pain.

"Now you belong to me..." was the last Sakura could here from Shinkou before she fainted.

Author note:

Kakashi don't understand womens and Sakura can't forgive him... again.... But Sakura have began to feel something for her ex-Sensei, something really strange indeed. While Shinkou has began to move.What will happen next?!

It may contain some spelling errors...

And some notes;

When I writes the text 'like this' it means that the person in question is thinking. When I writes like thisthe person emphasis just that word and when I writes like this that means flashbacks.

Mini Japanese dictionary;

baita* = Slut

taiyaki* = a fish-shaped cake stuffed with red bean paste.

Hime = Princess

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