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Warning! Bad language and mature contents will occur! I warned you!
Chapter Seventeen - One Last Time
One week had passed since Sakura had successfully infiltrated Shinkous life and even his hiding-place.
Sakura had given Kujira small notes (that Kujira would give Kakashi later on) and he had finally found a good place to observe Shinkou and his mans business on. He wasn't surprised to see that most of their activities was to have beautiful womens around them and pleasure them with their bodys.
In one occasion Kakashi had seen Sakura at Shinkous side and she had played her 'girlish' part and Shinkou seemed to like her naive and innocent side. But Kakashi knew better. The Sakura he knew didn't have a 'Hinata-side' and Kakashi preferred Sakura as she was. The smart, sly and even some times sweet woman he knew of and always had admired.
Some nights ago Kujira had come to the inn and delivered Sakuras note as always, but that time Kujira had looked worried.
"What's the matter? You look like you have seen some one been killed..." Kakashi said with a joking tone.
"Shi-Shi... I'm worried for her..." Kujira said and looked at him. "Aren't you worried too?!"
Kakashi gave her a shoort glance and he looked down to the note.
"Aaa... But it isn't much I can do for her... She doesn't want my help..." he told her and Kujira looked like she didn't believe him at all. "But I do believe in her..."
Kakashi unwrapped the note and read it and then he crumpled the note in his hand.
"Is she all right...?" Kujira asked and gave Kakashi a worried look.
"Aaa... But she hasn't figure out yet how he could manage to kill those people that have been killed..." Kakashi said and looked down to the crumpled pice of paper in his fist. "Something isn't right..."
"Is she trying to figure out the killings...?" Kujira looked at him. "Shi-Shi... I just thought of something... Haven't the killings increased since Hito-Chan ended up with Shinkou...?"
Kakashi looked at his former lover and bit his inside of his mouth. She had a point.
"Are you saying that she would be the one who helps him kill those people...?" Kakashi asked. "Even if Shinkou is wicked, he wouldn't let a woman do his dirty work... He believes that womans only exist to do one thing and that is to please..."
Kujira looked embarrassed at him and shook her head.
"I didn't think that she would be the one who kill them... More like she has been the one who has lit the spark to his killing rampage..." she said and frowned. "And that is not all... She look so broken, like her heart have giving up on living... And she has that weird looking tattoo on her arm..."
"Which arm...?" Kakashi asked.
"Eh, the right one... Is that something I should know...?" Kujira asked him.
"No, just keep an eye on her for me, will you...?" Kakashi said and walked Kujira to the door.
Kakashi turned his back to the soft mattress, watching the wooden ceiling as so many times before. He sighed and looked at the slightly broken alarm clock. It showed 23:09.
He was depressed and even frustrated over that he hadn't find nothing worthy to send to Konoha and let the ANBU take Shinkou with them. He was even depressed over that Sakura wasn't here to torment him and hissed some virulent words to him. It had been over a week since he had seen her and talked to her and one night he had almost dragged himself down to the strip club just to see her dance and strip. Was he really that desperate to see her?
He shook his head and get out of bed and headed to the bathroom to have a long (a really long), hot shower.
~oOo~
Blood splatter covered the white walls of a family house in the further east of the little village ChimaChima. The door was broken down to splinters and muffled screams could be heard and none seemed to care what was going on in that little house.
"Ha-Have mercy...." a woman cried and protected her youngest child in her arms.
A smirk from soft lips was visebly to the woman and a katana sliced the woman and the child in half...
Sakura gasped and looked herself around. She was sitting in a chair in a kitchen. She sighed.
"...just a dream..." she mumbled and looked at the clock on the kitchen wall. It had stroke 23:10. "So late already..."
She raised from the chair and walked out of the kitchen in to the hall, when she suddenly tripped over something.
"That Naruto... Always leaving things on to the floor..." she growled and was shocked to see what was laying on the floor.
It was a sliced body of a woman and her child. The blood was still fresh and it covered the walls and floor and Sakura was to shock to even scream.
It was then she suddenly noticed that she didn't remembered this place at all. She looked around and then she saw herself in the wall mirror in the hall. Her face was covered with unknown blood and so was even her cream-pink kimono. She began to hyperventilate and raised from the floor and run to find a bathroom.
She was still in shock and she let the water wash over her and her clothes. The blood was slowly fading away from her skin and hair, but her kimono was not that lucky. She turned of the water and undressed her kimono and took the silk dressing gown from the hook. She wrapped it around herself and asked the gods of forgivness of what she believed she had done towards this poor family. And she fled the crime scene.
She had killed them! But she had no idea why and the most asked question from her brain was; How!
~oOo~
Sakura trowed up the door to the room 14 at the little inn and she jumped in to the bed. She snuggled her face in to the pillow that didn't smell like her anymore. Its smell belonged to her silver haired ex-Sensei.
She had no idea why she had ended up here. Maybe she had been so shocked and scared that her legs (on it's own accord) just had taken to a place she knew was safe.
"...Sakura...?" a calm voice said from the bathroom and she could hear someone approach her.
The bed shifted under the pressor from the person who had walked out of the bathroom to sit beside her.
"Has something happened...?" the calm voice asked her and put a warm hand on her back. "Do you want to talk about it...?"
She glanced at the silver haired man beside her and it was then she let her tears slide down her cheeks. She began to sob like a little child that had lost its most beloved toy.
She could feel how he took her in his strong armes and rocked her gentely.
"Ssh... Don't cry..." he whispered to her and she sobbed in to his jumper covered chest. "What's wrong? Please tell me..."
"I-I-I have killed someone... And-And I didn't even know that I did it..." she sobbed and the silver haired man strock her still damped hair and he could smell a faint trace of blood on her.
"It's not your fault... This is that bastard sick game..." he said to her and glanced at her. "He enjoys watching others kill eatch other... But how did it happen...?"
"I-I don't know... First I was saying goodbey to Kujira and next I woke up in that house covered in blood... All of them killed... I killed everyone of them... Kakashi..." she sobbed even harder in to his chest.
"Sometimes sacrifices is forced to be made..." he told her. "That dosen't make you to a murderer... I should now..."
Sakura looked up at the silver haired man with one eye closed.
"I feel so... empty and broken... I don't know if I ever can face Konoha again..." she mumbled in to his chest and Kakashi putted two fingers under her chin to force her to face him.
"It's not your fault... They will understand..." he told her. "This mission required that you play along with him... Even how wicked his plan is..."
Sakuras eyes wandred away to the floor and tears was still visible on her cheeks.
Kakashi sighed. He knew that he had asked to much from her already. But he couldn't help it.
"Sakura... I need you to be strong... Not for me, but for this people of this village..." Kakashi said and by a mere chance, he kissed the top of her head with the mask on. "Can you do this...?"
Sakura looked from the floor and to Kakashi. She was surprised by his suddenly affection.
"I-I think so..." she mumbled.
"That's my girl..." he said and smiled under his mask, she returned a weakly smile to him.
She felt utterly safe in his arms and she didn't want him to let go. Not now and not the coming hours.
"Please stay..." she mumbled and tugged on his jumper when he was about to leave her side. "I need someone by my side..."
Kakashi looked down to her, but did as she had asked him and pushed her gently down to the mattress and spooned her. His strong arms around her waist.
"Why do you take pity on me, when I have been such an ass towards you...?" Sakura suddenly asked.
"I don't know... Maybe I just feel the urge to take care of you, like I did when you were Genin..." Kakashi said. It all was a lie. He had telled her once that he loved her, that was why he took 'pity' on her. But she had got upset when he had told her and she had thought that those words hand been towards his long dead friend, Rin. Had Sakura been a bit jealous?
However, Kakashi decided it was best to not tell her those words again. He didn't want to do the same mistake again and then figure out that she didn't love him and she would leave him again. He didn't know if his old scarred heart would manage that.
All he could do was to pretend that they were lovers (after all they had made love once) and maybe Sakura thought so too. Because she didn't move away from his firm grip around her waist and the way he snuggled in her neck. Or she still was in shock and didn't care what ever he did.
"Kaka-Sensei..." she suddenly said.
"Mm..." he answered and looked in to the back of her neck.
"I-I know that this isn't proper... But I need you..." she mumbled to him. He lifted his head slightly.
"I'm here for you..." he told her and felt how her hand find his much bigger one. His member twitched a bit by her touch.
"Not like that..." she mumbled a bit embarrassed. "I need you... I need you to touch me, like the way we did last time..."
Kakashi felt this arousal sensation in his body and he tried to focus.
"We agreed to that last time was the only time we would do it..." Kakashi told her and he felt how Sakura pulled away from him.
"Are you denying me that comfort I need?" she asked him and she sounded hurt.
"No of course not..." he said and pulled her back. "But I don't think sex is a very good solution to your sadness and pain..."
"We had sex last time because I was sad..." she said.
"No... We had sex because you needed to know how it felt..." Kakashi told her and sighed. "And I don't think this is a good idea... If someone would see us, I mean... I'm supposed to be your brother..."
Sakura closed her eyes. Well, she knew that both of them was supposed to be sibling and they needed to play their part well.
"I don't care..." she mumbled to him and he raised an eyebrow.
His mismatched eyes bore in to her neck. This was exactly the reason why he hated his feelings towards this young woman beside him. She was the only one who ever had get him so out of focus by just one glance and now even the matter; Sex.
His mind wanted to say 'no', but his heart wanted to say 'yes'. No, it was more like his burning lust wanted to say 'yes'.
He wanted to make love to her, this time even better. He wanted to find out all the places she would feel a arousal to and kiss and caress them with all the love he could gave to this woman.
"You don't care...? Sakura, I would say that I think it was better if you went back to Shinkou... One thing he expect from you is after all sex..." Kakashi said and and this time it was he who withdraw.
"But... But I don't want to go back to him... Not right now..." Sakura mumbled and watched how Kakashi sat himself up beside her and let his hand glide through his silver mess of hair. "And I don't want he to touch me, not when I feel vulnerable..."
Sakura rolled to lay on her back and and looked at the silver haired Jounin beside her. She would never had asked this of him if she didn't need it and she needed his 'manly' presence, just to feel safe. Something that scumbag Shinkou never would fulfil.
"You are the only one right now whom I trust and could give my body to in this stat I'm in..." she said and Kakashi looked at her.
"I-I don't want to take advantage of you..." he said and he hoped somewhat, that she would give it up. "Because I know I would do that..."
"You are not going to take advantage of me..." Sakura told him and eyed him. "I choose this and I choose this with you... Just this time... Please..."
The only thing Sakura hadn't told her ex-Sensei was that she couldn't stop thinking of what had happen that time in the forest. Every since she had ended up with Shinkou she had a hard time to get does image of her and Kakashi making love, out of her head. It was almost like she had become addicted to his touches and even 'his' sex, in a way she never had believed coming from her mind.
But she didn't love him, she was pretty sure about that. But thinking about him sharing his bed with another woman, made her heart black with jealousy. She wanted her 'drug' for herself. Yes, he had become a drug to her.
Kakashi looked down to the Kunoichi beside him. What she had said was indeed true, as long as she had choosen this by herself, he couldn't take advantage of her. He hated to feel toss between two choice.
One; He could say no, and hoped that she would understand him.
Two; He could say yes, and hit two birds with one stone. Fulfil her needs as much as his own.
"All right..." he suddenly mumbled and Sakura looked at him. "I will give you what you ask for... But this will be the last time..."
`Not I hope...´
Sakura tensed, but relaxed when he looked back to her. Both his eyes bored in to her.
She felt very exposed and her privacy felt violated (somehow), by his look of the Sharingan. It almost felt like he could look in the her soul and read her mind.
But his Sharingan felt also much more warmer and welcoming, then Sasukes had and even Itachis.
"You look like you have seen a ghost..." Kakashi said to her and she looked away from him. "Are you okay...?"
"Hai..." Sakura mumbled and felt how Kakashi grabbed her arm gently.
"Good..." he mumbled to her and stroke her arm affectionally. "Are you redy...?"
She nodded and Kakashi could tell that she was more confident this time. One explanation could be that she was ready for what was waiting her. Her look made him feel more relaxed as well.
So he laid down beside her and shoved a arm under her neck and played with her long red hair.
Sakura gave him an anxious look.
"Are you... Are you not going to kiss me...?" she asked.
"Well, I could do... But this time I want you to take that step..." Kakashi told her and she frowned.
"Why can't you...?"
"Shinkou is not the type who will take the first move when it comes to a foreplay... That's way you haven't have it yet..." Kakashi told her. He had analysed Shinkou for a quite long time now and he was almost to easy to read (when it comes to women).
"Um... What should I do?" she mumbled and looked at Kakashi, who looked back.
"Well, you could begin with kiss... me ..." he said and smiled under his mask, but Sakura couldn't see that.
"And then...?"
"And after that, maybe take off our clothes..." he said and watched how she swallowed.
"Alright..." she said and pulled herself to a sitting position beside Kakashi.
She was determined to do this as good as possibly, not for herself or Kakashis sake, but for this mission. She needed to do it all right for this mission. No mistake was accepted.
"But I do have a request before you begins..." Kakashi suddenly said and Sakura looked questioning at him.
"And that is...?" she asked.
"Could you... Could you please put a Hengen on your hair..." he said.
"Excuse me...?" Sakura raised both eyebrows at him. "Why do you want me to hengen my hair...?"
"Just do it... Please..." Kakashi said and Sakura sighed.
"Which color...?"
"Your real hair color..." he said and Sakura looked at him.
"My real... hair color..." she mumbled and he nodded. "All... All right... Hengen!"
A 'poof' and when the smoke cloud had vanish, Sakura sat there with her almost waist long pink hair.
"Happy...?" she growled to him.
"Very..." he smirked.
`He is so going to die when I'm done with him... But that will never happen anyway...´
"Are you coming... or have you change your mind?" he said with a tease-amused voice.
Sakura sighed and began to tug down his mask to reveal his perfect handsome face. It was really hard for Sakura to not crash her lips with his at once. All she first wanted to do was to trace her fingers over his face, like she had done in the forest, after that, she could crash her lips with his.
She putted her finger tips on his lips and felt him breathe against her fingers and she traced her finger tips down to his chin. She lowered her face down to his and their lips met. First just as faint innocent kisses to a more passionate one.
Kakashi glide his hands over her fabric clad back and pressed her down beside him, while Sakuras hands ended up in his messy hair.
`It's so soft... Almost like velvet...´ she mused and felt how he pressed her closer to him.
Her hands left his unruly hair and she began to tug of his polo-neck jumper and tossed it to the floor and after a while the dressing gown followed along with his sweatpants.
His hands was everywhere on her body and he kissed her neck and sucked on it, leaving a small hickey.
"...That was not in the deal..." Sakura groaned and he smirked.
"Warui... But I thought I should mark you as well..." he said and gave Sakura a mocking smile. She returned the smile with a similar smile.
"Really...?" she mumbled and pressed him down to the bed. "Then maybe I should return one as well...?"
Kakashi raised an eyebrow, still smiling at her.
"You wouldn't dare..." he said and Sakura smirked.
"Oh yes... I would..." she told him and kissed him on the neck, before returning an even bigger hickey on his neck. "Now we are even..."
Kakashi looked amused up to Sakura and stroke her cheek.
God what she was beautiful. He could never got tired of watching her. He traced his hands back to her back and undid her bra.
"I believe you don't need that anymore..." he said.
"No... But you still owe me a new one..." she said and watched the bra fell to the floor.
Kakashi pushed her back to his side and kissed her forehead. He had always wanted to kiss it.
"...Sensei..." Sakura suddenly said and Kakashi looked at her.
"Sakura, I think we have 'grown' apart from the studen/teacher- relationship..." Kakashi said and she glanced at him. "We are equals... Senpai or Kakashi will do just fine... Okay..."
She nodded and he kissed her forehead again.
"What was it you wanted...?" he asked her.
"Oh... Um... I'm just a bit curious... But that thing you did to me in the forest, before we did it... Can I... Can I do something similar to that...?" she asked and blushed.
"Ah...? Eh... I guess you can... But you are not ready for that, I think..." Kakashi said.
"Please. Show me anyway... I will be ready when the times comes and Shinkou expect me to please him..." Sakura said and blushed even deeper.
Kakashi looked troubled at her and looked away.
"I can't show you... But-But I can tell you how..." he mumbled and his cheeks became pink. "I will help you through it..."
Sakura nodded eagerly and he looked a bit surprised at her.
"But first take of your panties..." he told her and she looked back at him.
"Why?" she asked and he sighed.
"Do it or I will do it..." he said and tugged on her pantie edging in a teasing way.
"You do it..." she said flushing and he dragged off her panties. "And now?"
"Don't be so hasty... I'm a old man, you know..." he said with a half irony in his voice.
"And a perv..." she added and felt how his hand traced down to her cunt and he catch her lips with his.
His tongue entred her mouth and their tongues met. His tumb rubbed her clit and his finger was inside of her cunt.
She moaned when he find a pleasure point and Kakashi nibbled on her underlip. Suddenly he left her lips to go further south. His moisty tongue licked her clit with quite a pressure on it and Sakura twitched. He thrusted (this time) two fingers inside of her and she moaned.
She was getting wetter and wetter until she could feel that she was close. This time it had went much faster for her. Her breathing increased and she could feel her walls tightened around Kakashi two finger.
"Let it come..." Kakashi purred to her and that was all it took.
She came, almost screaming out her pleasure and Kakashi had a hard time keeping her thighs down.
"That... That felt good..." she panted and glanced at Kakashi, who licked one of his fingers and then his lip.
"I heard that..." he smirked, sat himself up and looked at her with his dark orb. "Are you ready for the next step...?"
She nodded still panting and looked back to him.
"Good... Come here..." he said and Sakura sat herself up too and shuffled closer to Kakashi. "I want you to take these off..."
He slide his finger on the edging of his boxers and Sakura raised her eyebrowes.
"Um... Okay... Is this a part of what we talked about before?" she asked.
"Aaa..." Kakashi said with a smile. "What's with that unsure look on your face? You can't look unsure about things like this..."
"Gomen... I'm just a bit nervous..." she said and Kakashi took her hand.
"As you know, we cant stop this when ever you want..." he said to her. She glanced at him and began to trace a hand over his chest.
Last time she had seen it, had been outside of the strip club and her Teen-Girl-Mood had almost got off.
She (finally) ended up at his boxer edging and she dragged slowly them off. That big snake of his fell out and Sakura was still shocked and even amazed how something like that could be so big!
"Wh-What do I do now?" she asked.
"Get to know it... Touch it, but be gentle..." he told her and she swallowed.
She traced her fingers on the upper side of his shaft and it twitched a bit. Sakura flinched and Kakshi smirked down at her. He supported his palms on the mattress and watched her with a lazy eye, until he thought that she had 'Get-to-know-it' long enough. He took his hand over hers and made her grip his member and then gently let their hands slide up and down his shaft.
He closed his eye and let out a moan and then let go off her hand. She hasitated and looked up to her ex-Sensei (who looked like he was in pain) and then to his member. She had know idea why she did it and Kakashi seemed as surprised as herself, when he find her with her soft and wet mouth around his dick.
Author note:
You didn't see that come. ;P
Sakura has began to see Kakashi as some kind of 'drug' who can heal her, with his own body and Kakashi is actually (happily) playing along (even if he know it won't help her to forget). But they both are about to get something really nice... ^3^
It may contain some spelling errors...
And some notes;
When I writes the text 'like this' it means that the person in question is thinking. When I writes like thisthe person emphasis just that word and when I writes like this that means flashbacks.
And I saw afterwards that Chapter 16 was quite a mess (all the text was almost sticking together, when I wanted some parts be separately)... I will re-upload it later and hope it will be better...
This Chapter is probably the last for a while (I need to start with the next pages of my Kaka Doujinshi, that have been laying for a month now, but maybe I will upload Chapter 18 before that).
Do still feel free to ask me if something is bothering you.
And thank you all for your reviews! I also want to thank everyone els who read this and fav it! Thank you! ^-^
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