Obsessed – Chapter Two
I can't believe Taylor took me to the Hospital. The most beautiful night of my life has been ruined for this disease I have. Demi is having fun tonight and me, I'm far away from Paris.
"I'm not leaving you, Sel." Taylor whispered.
I was pretending to be sleeping. I was listening to everything he was saying. It's so beautiful. That's why I wanted him from the beginning. I've been chasing him since we were little children. He actually liked Demi at first, but I moved my influences to conquer his heart and win him at last. Demi was furious with me because she liked him too. But I saw him first. I put my eyes on him first. So, I deserve him. Demi just gave up and congratulates me. Also, with my disease, she doesn't dare to play against me. I love Demetria and stuff but I love my Tay Lautner more. I just want to live a little bit longer. I do not want to lose Taylor. If he notices I'm currently ill, he would leave me. I don't want that. I refuse that to happen.
"I'm going to the Cafeteria, Sel. I'll be back," said Taylor while walking away.
As soon as he closed the door, I opened my eyes and took my cell phone out from my jeans' pocket. I need my pills. I need to pretend it was just a simple flu or something to distract Taylor from the truth. I'm so obsessed with him. If I died or something and he remarries, I'll hunt him for the rest of his life. I swear! He's mine, only mine!
"Hello! Selena? What happens?! Are you in Paris?" asked Demi when I called her.
"No. I need a favor, Dems. I need my pills. I have an episode tonight and I don't want Taylor to find out. I need you here right away!" I answered really worried.
"Oh… Sel… I don't think I can do that. I'm in Las Vegas with Joe. I'm miles away from home. If I go home now, I can't bring you the medication anyway. Remember you took them all and didn't want to ask the doctor for more. You don't have refills. If you want the pills, you have to call the doctor and explain him what happened," said Demi with a calm voice. "I have a better idea. Bribe the Doctor at the place you're staying at. Maybe, he won't tell Taylor the truth," she ended and then hang up without let me say goodbye.
What am I going to do now? My future's at risk. Maybe it's time to tell Taylor the truth after all. I can't hide him my illness forever. He needs to know I have Lupus. My Lupus is severe since I didn't have the proper treatment at the early stage. The Doctor prescribed me medicines. He just told me I have to stay away from the sunlight and take care of myself. That's what I'm doing, but sometimes it is not enough. My dizziness and pass outs were really frequents before I became Taylor's girlfriend. When I finally realized Taylor was asking me as his girlfriend, my disease disappeared. I had no symptoms at all.
But tonight was different. Curse you, stupid illness! I do not know what to do or what to say. I want to have a normal life, a normal family. I don't want any treatment. That makes me weak and can't take care of Taylor. He's the only thing I'm worried about. I guess I have to bribe the Doctor and the entire personal here. I'm telling Taylor one day, just not now. I'm trying to be not that obsessed but I can't help myself. I'm so obsessed with him and anything, even my disease, can't stop me. That's final!