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"Are you awake my little Alice?" Cheshire whispered not wanting to wake her up if she wasn't already, he had saw her stir, and he did miss her while she slept, to him it felt like forever.

"Yeah, Cheshie, will you explain this to me? Please?"

"Explain what to you my dear?"

"What do you mean by I made this"

"We went over that already… didn't we?"

"Yes but… When I was younger"

"I'd rather not talk about it"

"Please!"

"No… I didn't like me when you were younger"

"Why not?"

"I DON'T wish to speak about it"

A voice broke the argument before Alice could push more. "Aw Cheshire, there's no reason to be that way! She deserves to know, but before I go on, forgive me, where are my manners… my name is Redd….."

"Who….-"

"Who am I? is that what you were going to ask? Well I'm glad you did! You see as I explain it will all fall into place.. when you were really young you imagined Cheshire as …. Purple, two different shades, a light pink-purple with dark purple stripes, and he was the typical, knight in shining armor if you will… then when you got a bit older you turned him into a trickster…. At that same time, you brought me into this, at first I was your friend so I was younger, then as you got older your hopes and likes changed, you created in your mind a story around us, you see, I became you when you get older, and Cheshire, he's old according to you, had raised me and taken care of me…. Not like a father or ANYTHING close to it, but he more-so protected me, then as I became more and more like a future you, well I changed."

"You- Changed? You mean this all was different before?"

"Oh yes, it was very different, the mad hatter he was very, childish so was most of your creations but as you grew, so did our personalities… Alice, whether you realize it or not, you're a……..god in a way…"

"A god? Me!? Oh no… I could never.."

"But Alice… you've not an idea how important you are to us, here in this world the only thing that can make us age is you… the only thing that can truly kill us…. Is you!" She smiled. "Not as mighty as the god that made you, but to us in this world, you are a god"

Hearing it from someone else made Alice nervous. "You can't be an older me, your too pretty, plus your hair is a darker red then mine and your eyes… their prettier then mine, your body its all so different then my own"

"Oh dear… you don't seem to understand… as you grown you change, sad thing for you is, you… had changed, you were outside of wonderland, now your inside it, now you control how you change."

"This is overwhelming!"

"And in time you will understand but for now I will continue on my way. Farewell my dear… And Cheshire"

Cheshire's ears perked up. "Do you have to go now Redd?"

"Oh yes, I fear I do.. it was nice talking with you."

Cheshire pulled Alice onto his lap after going half-cat form. "You know something midget? I like the way you think."

Alice frowned. "What?"

"Well you imagined your older self with really big-.."

"Don't even"

"But…"

"Don't"

"You have big.."

"DON'T!"

"Too! I mean it! Their not tiny or anything"

"CHESHIRE!"

"Fine!" He crossed his arms his eyes narrowing. " 'Sides, I at least can speak my mind."

"Cheshie……….. I don't .."

"No I know , you wont even admit your desire for me"

"There is none"

"Don't say that, you want to.."

"Don't Cheshire.."

"Come on, you know what you want me to do to you!"

"CHESHIRE ENOUGH!"

"Stop yelling.. sheesh I'm right here, I can hear you.." then softly he added. "Unfortunately."

Alice glared. "Unfortunately?"

"Yes."

"Cheshire…"

"Hey you didn't yell that time!"

She sighed. "What am I to do with you"

"Well I can think of several thin-"

"No"

"Will you stop interrupting me? I was just going to ask you to rub my stomach, but if you really don't…"

"OOH! I wanna!"

He smiled. "I'm not going Cat that'll bother me"

"I don't care! I wanna!"

He laid back. "I was just joking, I don't really want a-.. HAHAH" He burst into laughter as her small hands ran across his stomach and chest, it tickled.

"Whossssa cuuute little kitty!" She purred

"Hey! Hey! Watch.. HAHAHA it!" He couldn't stop laughing no matter how hard he tried it tickled to much after a while, he pulled her down so that her head rested on his chest. "That's quite enough Alice"

"Oh of course,… for you"

"Come on Alice…"