BEEP,BEEP,BEEP,BEEP,

I groaned as i rolled over to switch of my alarm, thinking to myself that i really did not want to wake from them dream i was having; i sighed deeply knowing that my thoughts of Edward in my dreams made me slightly aroused; oh you was i kidding its more then slightly!

Getting out of bed i walked to my wardrobe to select an outfit for today, seeing as i was going to school i thought i should dress nicely as i knew Edward would be there. I stood there grinning like an idiot, looking at the time i realised i was going to be late, "Shit now i dont have time for a shower!" i mumbled to myself. I got dressed into my black skinny leg jeans, my converse shoes, a midnight blue v neck top (curtsey of Alice), and my black hooded jacket, i left my hair long and put minimal make up on as im not a big fan of the stuff, i checked myself out in the mirror and decided i was decent.

I walked downstairs and notice my adopted parents Charlie & Sue had already left for work, that was ok id see them tonight, quickly grabbing a pop tart i ran out the door, only to come to a clumsy halt when i noticed Emmetts jeep in the drive with Emmett, Rose, Alice, Jasper & Edward inside i sighed and walked up i said;
"Hey guys there is no room for me, i will just take my own car"
Emmett snorted and replied;
"Oh come on! there is room, just sit on Edwards lap!" chuckling to himself thinking he was being funny. I blushed deeply as i thought of the many things i could do if i sat on Edwards lap, oh god i thought this is not good. I glanced up and noticed Edward looking at me, he had a slight tinge of red on his cheeks to, he said to me,
"It's ok Bella, its only to school i dont mind really..." he paused waiting for my answer, i quickly nodded my approval, i heard Rose & Alice trying to hold in their laughter as they knew how embarressed i can be in this kind of situation.

Edward wrapped his arms around me to hold me in place while we drove to school, i could feel his hot, sweet breath on my neck, he smelled wonderfully delicious, i shifted nervously on his lap, hoping he didnt realise how much he affected me, i scoffed silently to myself as i realised that this guy probably would not go for someone like me any way. I shifted again because of my thoughts, i gasped softly "oh!" hoping noone could hear me, as i felt a prominant bulge digging into my backside, i glanced at Edward noticing the slight grin on his face as he looked at, his eyes were smouldering, i quickly adverted my eyes. No-way did he feel that way for me truthfully, i mean he had just lost his family, just because i hugged him once didnt mean he liked me that. I realised we were at school, i shot from my postion so fast it was like i was on fire, i said a quick goodbye to everyone, and basically ran to class; oh how embarressing i thought to myself. Getting to class i sat at my desk; noone sat besides me so i thought i was safe from having a desk mate, boy was i wrong, because just as i was thinking that in walked sex himself Edward, i blushed fully as i knew the seat next to me was the only empty on. I noticed all the girls in the class were basically drooling over Edward as he was talking to our teacher, who directed him to the empty seat next to mine, i groaned silently as i felt him sit down next to, i did not look or say anything to him as the class started.

Concentrating on what the teacher was saying i felt something fall onto my book, i looked down and saw it was note; i glanced around me, noone was looking so i quickly opened it, i read;
B, why r u not talking to me? sorry bout this morning
i looked at him and noticed his frown, i sighed i didnt want him to feel that way so i wrote back;
E, its ok i know u dont feel that way bout me, i was embarressed is all, sorry i ran off, u c i dont get that reaction from ne one, im not looking for ne thing cept ur friendship? u just lost ur famliy u dont need to worry bout me
i passed it to him and our fingers touched i felt a spark of electricty run through my body, i gasped quietly and looked away from him, he slowly read my note and glanced around again making sure noone knew what we were doing, he wrote back, passing me back the paper he smile that crooked grin once again i blushed and looked up and noticed skank Lauren giving me a filthy look, i pretended i didnt notice i looked back to my book and gasped when i read what he had written;
B, sorry you were embarressed by the whole situation, ur r right when u say im not emotionally ready for ne thing cept frienship, but know this B if i was i would want it to be u :) im glad im your friend i hope we stay that way xox
i thought to myself as i read the note again that im so keeping this forever, i wrote back a one worded reply of ok and quickly got back to work, i felt him chuckling to himself as he realised i was in shock, i could not be angry at him for laughing as i knew he had done that much of it recently. The bell rang and we got up to go to our next class Edward walked beside me and everyone stared; all of a sudden i heard him say my name
"Bella?"
"Yes Edward?"
"Umm.. what class do you have now?"
"English with Jefferson, why?"
"I would like to walk with you to class, as we have the same one." he grinned then said
"Oh also can i sit with you B?"

I blushed again and nodded, walking swiftly to class i heard someone behind us;
"Excuse me Bella! What are you not going to introduce us?"

I spun around, and Edward did the same, in front of us was the two skankiest girls in school Lauren and Jessica, they had been with nearly every guy in school, i was fuming there was no way they were going to get their claws into Edward, well not while i was around anyway. I realised they were waiting for an answer, i glanced at Edward and then back to them and said;

"Jessica, Lauren this is Edward, Edward this is Lauren & Jessica!"
"Hello Edward, We were wondering if you wanted to ditch Bella and come with us we are much more fun then her"

I gasped loudly and blushed deeply just as i was about to reply Edward did first;

"Now why would i go with you two?" he said with venom in his voice, taking a deep breath he continued
"Firstly do NOT speak about Bella that way again, and secondly im not interested in either of you, Emmett told me all about you two i trust me when i say this i would never touch you even if you were the last two girls on earth!"

With that he spun us both around and grabbed my hand and walked us swiftly to class. We both sat down next eachother and i looked in to his beautiful eyes, i touched my cheek realising they were damp i spoke softly to him and told him;
"Thankyou Edward, for standing up for me, noone has ever done that before, i cant believe they said that to you"
"Bella i would do anything for you, after last night when you held me as i cried,i knew i needed you by my side it doesnt matter to me what they say to me about you B i know none of its true, as from what you showed me last night, i realised that you are the most caring, beautiful and sweet girl in this whole town, please say you'll be here for me?"

I sat the astonished at his speech, i never thought id feel this way about someone but in that instance when i looked into his eyes i knew in my heart, body, and mind that i was falling in love with him, i also knew i could never tell him. The fact was even if he cares about me as a friend i know he will never love me. I gulped back my nerves and replied;
"I want you know i will be here for you anyway you need me, im your friend and thats what friends do, you can count on all of us as a group to look after you, Jasper, Alice, Rose & Emmett care for you just as much, you will always have us."
I smiled softly at him noticing him slightly frowning, looked towards the front at the teacher and told myself that i would never confess my budding feelings for him. I glanced sideways at him and saw his lips moving, i thought he was reading his textbook until i heard so quietly him saying;
"I dont want anyone else but her, i guess being her friend is better then nothing!" He sighed and sat like that for the rest of the class.
Sitting there thinking to myself i convinced myself that he didnt really say that about me. Not in a million years would someone like Edward Cullen fall in love with a girl like me Bella Swan!