I KNOW ITS NOT LONG BUT THIS IS THE FULL CHAPTER. THE YEAR EDWARD AND GILL MET IS 1943 NOW. PLEASE REVIEW IF U WANT CHAPTER 14 AND I KNOW U WILL. O and i read Eclipse, its amazing. i cried.

Chapter 13

What he said about Massachusetts was short; we did not see each other much there. He spied on me a bit which I found oddly flattering. Though I suppose I should have been mad. In Canada we spent an endless amount of time together. Edward arrived there the day after me, this I remembered. He had made a much better impression than the first time we had met.

It had been a relatively nice day; it was breezy and cloudy but not yet raining. That was the only reason Edward could come out. We had just arrived. I was outside sweeping the small front porch; the back one was quite large at our house. It was quite dirty. Grime had built up over the months of no use or cleaning. I swept vigorously, I was thinking about the war.

"You didn't even remember me from Boston the second time we met did you?" Edward asked me. I snapped out of my memories.

"No. No, I don't believe so."

"You were very distracted. You were thinking about WWII and an aunt in Britain. That's really all I got out of your mind that day." A chill that had nothing to do with my body temperature ran through me. My aunt had been a British spy in World War II. That was all I thought about during the war, until I met Edward. She was such a brave woman.

"Yes," I sighed, "She was a British spy. I couldn't take my mind off her. I was always worrying she would get hurt. That is until I found you. She was amazing, and I hear she survived the war." Edward really doesn't like not knowing.

"Well anyway, you know how we met in Canada. We spent an enormous amount of time together. It was really hard for me to be so close to you sometimes, to be close to all your friends. You all smelt so good." An image of my mouth on a man's neck flashed through my mind. Sinking my teeth into his soft flesh…

"We had a good time there. Your friends were a bit on edge about me at first, as were you. You grew to like me quickly and they caught on," Edward told me. He seemed lost in the past for a few moments as was I.

Random images from the summer with Edward flashed threw my head. Many I could not piece together with the other memories. Carolyn pressing me to tell her everything about Edward after we had gone out. I saw Edward catch me by the waist before I could hit the street. So many faces ran by in my head. I came back to reality and saw Edward watching me intently. I returned his stare.

"You let your guard down. I saw those pieces of memories." Shit! I hate that he can do that. I hastily stopped him reading my mind. He smiled at my embarrassment. I glared at him and the smile quickly faded.

"Do you remember them too?" I asked him softly. It was a pointless question I knew, he was a vampire. How could he forget? The corners of his mouth rose into a small smile. He was amused at my question. He nodded none the less.

"Did you ever see them again? Do you miss them?"

"Yes," I breathed, "I told Carolyn what I was, after I found out. I thought I was crazy at first."

"Will you tell me how you did it? Tell me your story? I want to know what happened to you."

"No, you really don't want to know." Edward glared at me, wanting me to tell him. "You don't," I repeated with exasperation. He continued his stare. I gave in. "Later. After you tell me everything I don't remember." He agreed to my conditions.

Edward described to me all the things I forgot. Most of the memories were happy ones. Edward seemed to be more at ease then. He had struggled more with not devouring my blood then. He had killed many humans, bad ones, but many. We spent a lot of time together that summer, even when I didn't know. When I had chores to do Edward, unrenowned to me, often watched. We had a nice group of friends and we did a lot together.

"There was so much that happened that summer. I was so happy, and you were too, even when we fought. When we were together… when you were human… I… I think… I thought I loved you." He loves, well loved, me. Edward, that means he still could. I was suddenly really attracted to Edward. I had always been since I was human but all the feelings were surfacing again. What if he could love me? I didn't have a mate yet. I could do everything Bella couldn't.

I was in shock and didn't realize what I was doing next. I moved closer to Edward, he backed up against the tree he was in front of. "I," Edward started but I cut him off with what I did next. I pressed my body against his and kissed him. He didn't realize at first and he just stood there, mouth slightly agape with mine pressed against it. He didn't fight at first and I could feel a pressure on my lower stomach. Edward then gripped my arms, and squeezed. I took this as a sign that he wanted me to stop and I realized I was probably going too fast. I pulled away as Edward pulled his head back away from me. I didn't want to force myself on him but I hadn't been able to help myself. I kept my body pressed against his, not wanting to leave him. He pushed me off a little harder than when he had pulled his head back. I still stood very close to him.

We stood in silence. Edward stared at my feet while I stared at his lips. I decided to try again but Edward backed away. I stopped but he moved another step or two. "I-I…" he trailed off. I wanted him to say 'I love you' so bad. "I d… I,"