Chapter 2

Ok this chapter took a while I am so sorry, thanks for the reviews and adds. I hope that I do not disappoint. Please keep them reviews coming!! LOL! I am still using Addicted by Kelly Clarkson for this chapter. I do not own anything!

It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me

Bonnie kept trying to get Damon out from her nightmares, as her hatred for him could lead to the end of the world. At least, that's what she told herself. The greatest struggle for her was getting over the brokenness over Grams; the second struggle was getting Damon out of her mind and life. It seemed that every time she tries to run from him, he just seemed closer, and at that he was. Right behind her!

"Little witch, how's it going?" Damon sneaks up behind her as she is on her way to the store to get herself some groceries.

"It was going great before you showed up!" Bonnie replies. She tries to avoid eye contact while Damon keeps trying to make eye contact with her.

And I know I let you have all the power

"You know it's about time you stop trying to avoid me it's not going to help you get away from me, it just keeps me wanting to taunt you more, because it's fun that way, for me." He says as he leans down towards the petite character in front of him, to catch her eye contact. Bonnie looks up at him and stares at him for a while almost getting into the charm of his piercing eyes, but later snaps herself back to reality and walks past him. Damon turns around watching her try to walk away and has his usual smirk on his face as he watches her.

Damn! Why can't he just disappear! Bonnie thinks to herself as she picks up the things she wants to buy and drops it into her shopping basket that seems a little to heavy for her strength. She wishes that she could use her powers to levitate it but it would make things too obvious and get her into unnecessary trouble.

"Hey you need some help with that?" A deep voice from behind asks her. She turns around to see Stefan and Elena behind her.

"No, thank you." Bonnie says with her eyes gazing at Stefan and then it moves to Elena before she walks away. Elena moves forward to follow her but Stefan stops her. "It's no use. She does not want to me anywhere me and Damon are so, it's just no use." Stefan says as he holds his girlfriend close. Elena looks dismayed because she can't even talk to her girl, after all that they had been through together. The only thing that is standing between her and Bonnie is Stefan. He is a Salvatore brother after all.

Bonnie hates avoiding Elena or treating her like she is an outcast. But she can't hurt her. She can't make her quit Stefan just because of her. She also can't be around a Salvatore brother too long without wanting to blow the whole place up.

There is a particular Salvatore brother that seems to be changing her mind or in reality, staying in it. The dreams are reoccurring, yet she keeps reminding herself that he was the cause for Gram's death. It was for his stupid vamp love, that her Gram's had to sacrifice her strength for. Her beloved Gram's.

Caroline rushed into the kitchen to check on her best friend who was stirring up something delicious for them to have. "Please tell me I can have some too." Caroline says as she gives her the most pathetic puppy dog look.

"You would, if you quit doing that face." Bonnie says to her and thereafter rolls her eyes at her with a smile on her face when Caroline puts more strength on her puppy dog look.

"You know, I don't know what I would do without you Car. You have been so good to me. I love you so much. "Bonnie says to her as she continues cooking, without looking up.

"Yeah, I love me and you too. Honestly though, Elena wants to be there for you too you know? "Caroline reminds her.

"Yeah. I know." Bonnie says as regret fills her face.

That night, Bonnie stays up watching the television as she refuses to sleep. Afraid of the nightmares, afraid of seeing her beloved Grandmother hurt, afraid of Damon Salvatore. He does not cease to piss her off scare her and sometimes mesmerize her. What the..? She thought to herself. "He does not in anyway make me feel mesmerized." She says to herself out loud.

"Stop talking to yourself. You might just fall into insanity." A voice says.

"What the hell are you doing here? You can't get in! "She says to Damon as she sees him standing behind the sofa.

"Not at your house, this is Caroline's. I've been here before to you know, do stuff." He says. "So, I know I am mesmerizing and all but you could say it to my face instead of talking to yourself about it. " He says cockily.

"You took my Grandma away from me! The only thing you are to me is a killer! You tried to kill me too! Remember? I hate you Damon, I hate you for taking everything away from me! Indirectly you did! "She shouts as tears fill her eyes.

"My Grandma was the only one who understood me; you took that away from me. I will make sure you pay for it! Thank you for reminding me how much I hated you! Thank you so much! Now get out! "She points to the door in anger.

"Relax will you? Why did you stop Stefan then? Why didn't you just let him carry on? Don't ever tell me it's for Elena." He looks at her waiting for an answer. She stops short and speechless.

Caroline steps into the hall at that moment "Damon, please leave. Do not torment her; she has had enough of you. Leave now! "

At that moment Damon without taking his eyes of Bonnie moves back slowly and then turns and walks out the door, Bonnie looks at him too, her eyes filled with tears and a suddenly cropped up rage, that caused her body to turn hot. Bonnie falls to the sofa with her head buried in her hands, crying. Caroline sits by her side holding her tightly.

It's like the only company I seek is misery all around