The Final Decision
There were so many questions running through my head right now. I didn't know what to do. Do I take this bitch's life or do I save it….
Careful Consideration
I stood outside, contemplating on what I should do. It was a hard decision to make, so suddenly and in such a hurry. I went for a walk, thinking hard. I had to consider Edward's feelings; he was still in love with her. Then I took my feelings into consideration, and Jasper's. Did I really hate Bella and wanted to see her ripped apart and set to fire? Did Jasper want to see her dead for what she dead to me? I thought of my dreams and what they meant. My first dream, I was back in the insane asylum. I was going crazy because I wasn't crazy; the doctor said I needed to be sedated. I couldn't see what was in front of me. I felt blind. I thought back to my dream, maybe they can help me with my decision. The doctor in my dream was female. When my eyes were uncovered, I looked at the doctor…it was Bella. "Stop ignoring me you bastards!" I said that in my dream. Why was I being ignored? Then the answer hit me. My feelings were being ignored. I let out a sigh…first strike against Bella. I started putting other pieces together, of my dreams anyway. The orderly I killed was Bella. I shot Bella in the head. I had made up my mind, Bella was going to die. But then something popped into my head. "Let he without sin, cast the first stone." It's in the bible. I haven't killed a human but drinking their blood is just as bad. Before I could pass judgment on my Bella. I needed to reinvent myself. I needed Jasper to forgive me for sleeping with Edward.
I walked back to the palace I would soon would be leaving. I went back to Jasper and sat down next to him.
"Before I can make a decision, I need your forgiveness." I said looking down. I didn't know how he would react to what I was about to tell him.
"What do you need my forgiveness on?" He asked, so calmly and so lovingly. It gave me courage to look him in the eyes. They were a beautiful golden color. This was weird because we were with the Volturi.
"I slept with Edward. But not on night you think. The night we went out together. We slept together. I need your forgiveness." I confessed.
Jasper smiled. "Alice. I forgive you. I couldn't be made at you because then I would be a hypocrite. Telling you, that you couldn't do something when I did it. It would be wrong from me to not forgive you when you so willingly to told me the truth. I got caught, hurting the person that I love more than I ever could love anyone else. I love you and I forgive you."
I smiled, listening to Jasper. I hugged him and didn't let go. When I finally did, I kissed him softly and tenderly. Then I pulled away and ran to see Edward, we bumped into each other.
"OW!" I yelled. "Watch it!" I got up and helped Edward up.
"Sorry Alice, I was looking for you." Edward said.
"I was looking for you." I said, rubbing my head.
"Kill her." Edward said.
My face broke down. I didn't know if he was saying it out of a broken heart or did he really mean it. Again, Edward was a damn good liar.
"If I kill her and you hate me later…I'll kill you." I threatened.
"Alice I've made up my mind, Bella is very manipulative. I think it's best if she was dead."
"DAMNIT EDWARD!" I yelled and walked off. He just made my decision a whole lot worst. Nothing was easy, I guess. I had to think long and hard about this, I may regret this decision forever... I had to think long and hard fast. I only had one day left.
Pressure
Time was running out, I was down to only a few hours. Nine am the next morning, I was going to be in front Aro, Marcus and Caius in only a few hours. I was moving from the bed to the floor, thinking about what should be done. I was so confused.
I felt so tired, drained. I was so irritated. I didn't know what do. Time was running out fast, I was down to seven hours, eighteen minutes and twenty-five seconds and counting. My hair was a mess, I looked horrible. I felt horrible.
Before I knew it, my time was up….
Final Verdict
I fixed my hair and went to the hall. I still hadn't figured out my decision. I stood in front of Aro, Marcus and Caius. Bella was brought out by Felix and Demetri. I took a long, deep breath and exhaled. I took something into consideration that I hadn't before. She created an army and I was almost killed. If I didn't kill her, she would surely kill me right?
"Alice, have you made your decision?" Aro asked. I nodded.
"I've taken much into consideration, I thought the dreams I had would help me but they said to kill her. That's what I was doing in my dreams, I shoved a needle into her heart. I shot her in the head…the eye. That didn't really help. Then Edward said he wanted her dead and that made things a lot worst because I didn't know if he was speaking out of a broken heart or if he really want her dead."
I stood in front of Bella.
"You slept with my husband and you gave really bad excuses. Everything that comes out of your mouth is bullshit Bella, but I can not have you killed. Yes you created an army but I have a solution for that."
I looked at Aro, Marcus and Caius. "Keep her prisoner forever. I know you don't keep vampires alive who do what she has done, but as a favor to me. Please take her as prisoner." I begged them. It was far fetched,but it was worth the try.
"Your right Alice, We usually don't keep vampires who form an army but as a favor to you, Bella well remain alive but as our prisoner." Aro said. I sighed in relief. "Have a good trip home you three." Aro said, I looked at him. "Edward told me you were ready to leave. Its ok with us." Aro explained. I nodded my head and headed for the door, with Jasper and Edward.
Going Home
One the drive home, Edward smiled. "I wasn't speaking out of broken heart. I really wanted her dead." I looked at him.
"Edward, you say that now. But later you'll regret that decision. I needed to do something that wouldn't be on my concious forever. Bella being imprisoned with the Volturi is the best decision for me to have made. She's not dead and she's not around you anymore. So you can relax." I said. We pulled into the driveway and looked at our home. Carlisle, Esme, Rosalie and Emmett were standing outside, smiling at us. We walked up the driveway and hugged them all. This was our happy ending, our happy family and pretty soon, we would have a new addition to our happy family…
