Note: So how's everyone doing? I'm still very surprised that people really like this story and I'm just so happy that New Moon will start filming on March 23rd. I need all of the Solomon Trimble lovers to help me annoy Summit Entertainment and get Solomon back as Sam. That role was made for him and he is the only one who can be Sam. Team Solomon for Sam! Here's chapter 13, enjoy!
Chapter 13: 4-1+3= The New Cold Ones!
BPOV
I woke up disoriented. I had no idea what happened, or where I was but I was not in the forest anymore...
"Bella!" said a velvety smooth voice from my left. I recognized the voice.
"Edward?" My voice was a little hoarse and I felt weak.
"How are you feeling, Bella?" He asked again.
"I feel a little weak...but other than that I'm great!" I heard Rosalie laughing; she knew I would have joked about my situation before I woke up.
"Carlisle thinks you should rest a little while longer. I'll bring you up to my bed..." He was about to pick me up but I stopped him.
"I'm fine, what about school, and Charlie? He's going to need me to make him supper." I tried to get to my feet but strong cool hands held me down.
"Now Bella, what kind of a mother would I be if I didn't take care of you! I called Charlie and told him you weren't feeling well so you came here to ask Carlisle to look at you. I told him Carlisle had strapped you to a bed and made you rest. He said you'd never rest if you weren't tied down." Esme smirked. She was right, Charlie was right.
"Alright, but I want Edward to stay with me." I looked at him with pleading eyes.
"Edward needs to come with me so I can explain everything that happened when you were 16." Carlisle's voice held a hint of sadness; a horrible memory for both of us.
"Has the venom...has it gotten worse?" I was afraid to find out. I didn't know what could happen with this concentrated amount of venom.
"You and I both know that the venom's only side effects have been quick healing and an advantage in a bet on who can go the longest without eating..." Carlisle smiled as I did. I had those competitions every once in a while and I always won.
"To answer your question, no, nothing has changed. But it hasn't gotten better. I wish I could figure out why his venom is staying concentrated in your arm. You're even a few degrees colder on that spot. I don't understand it..." Carlisle went into deep thought and Emmett picked me up.
"C'mon little cousin, let's get you to a bed so you can rest." Emmett moved much faster than I expected and we were in the room in a second.
"Here you go, now sleep tight!"
"Stay!...Please?" I didn't want to be alone. I didn't want the memory to come back...that night was horrible...
I looked down at my arms. The disgusting scars that were left because of that sick bastard.
Originally I was trying to cut my arm to get the venom out. After a couple of tries I cut my arm, nowhere near the bite mark, and it felt good. I felt calmer and more in control. I loved the feeling and continued. My right arm always healed instantly; the closer to the bite, the faster it healed. My left arm wasn't as protected in the beginning and I couldn't help myself.
Whenever I had a nightmare it was my cure. Whenever I felt alone or hurt, I did it. The last time I did it I almost died. I cut the vain in my left arm and did the same to my right one. My arms healed slowly but with the amount of blood I had lost I thought I was going to die. Until Carlisle had found me.
I thought it was very strange how fate had made him need to go to the bathroom just as I was slipping away, but now I know that he smelled my blood and wanted to save me.
Emmett sat next to me, holding my hand, playing with my hair, doing everything to put me into a nice calming sleep.
I drifted off into a deep sleep, and I welcomed the darkness.
(a/n: I wanted to make this short and leave it here and update before the weekend but I decided to make it longer and give you a better dose.)
EPOV
"Bella is very fragile. I don't know what she will do now that she knows Laurent is out there. He may even be near here. Alice should awaken tomorrow night, but she will be a newborn and we don't know how she'll react to human blood yet." As Carlisle spoke I could only pay partial attention. My mind was on the angel sleeping in my bed.
Bella, you don't deserve to be hurt because of vampires. You should be living a normal, healthy life...
"She may try to hurt herself again..." I saw the image of Bella lying on the ground of her bathroom with both her wrists cut open. Blood was coming out of her wrists and She was whispering something.
"Tell Edward I have always loved him"
I've always loved you too Bella...
"I'll make sure she doesn't." I was determined to make Bella's life better from now on.
"It should be okay for her to go home when she wakes up. I'd like you to keep an eye on her. Spy on her if you have to, just make sure she's safe." I nodded and went to my room to tell Emmett. I will protect by beautiful angel no matter what it took.
BPOV
It was finally Friday again. The whole week was spent trying to keep Alice calm and control her visions and control herself around humans like Rose and I, later on the school. She was doing really good actually.
Every girl in school wanted to be in our places though. Rosalie made girls even more jealous now that she's with Emmett and Alice looked even more beautiful than she had been as a human and Jasper's beauty complimented hers. Edward wouldn't let go of me unless we didn't have a class together, and thanks to his persuasion the only classes we had separate were gym and Spanish.
"You girls want to come over tonight? Esme wants to cook a nice meal for you and then they're going 'out for supper.' We can watch movies and Esme will call your parents if you want to sleep over. Jasper and Emmett will be there once your parents go to bed anyways."
We were sitting at our table for lunch, barely touching the stuff they pass off as food.
"Yeah sure, but she'll have to be convincing since you boys will be there." Charlie would almost never let me sleep over when the boys weren't there.
"Oh, we can be very convincing." He looked at me and I was dazzled.
"You have to stop doing that...It's not fair to the unsuspecting victims..."
He laughed. "We have a small show lined up at a club. You girls wanna do it with us?"
Rose stared at him. Alice smirked her signature smirk. I was the only one who spoke.
"Wait, you mean, go on stage and play with you guys?"
"Bella, you can wear your boots and that awesome corset you wore to the club!" Alice's words sparked a slight growl from Edward. It was...sexy...to say the least.
"Don't mention the La Push boys again Alice. I told you." He changed the subject back afterward. "So, you girls in? We need someone to replace James on bass and we've been talking about getting a second guitarist for a while now."
Alice was already planning what everyone would wear. Rose was already calling her parents, asking them to take her bass out of storage.
"I guess if they're gonna be part of The Cold Ones I don't want to be left behind in the rainy town of Forks. But you know that it means we're going to need to become very beautiful, very mysteriously..."
"I'm not going to ruin your life unless I need to!" he growled out. The bell rang signaling that it was time for biology.
"We'll talk about band details later. See you all at the house!"
We went off to bio. I kept thinking of reasons for him to turn me.
If only you loved me like I love you...then you would understand why I want to be like you.
EPOV
If only you loved me like I love you...then you would understand why I don't want you to be like me.
Note: OMG!!! Edward loves Bella and Bella loves Edward! I didn't see that coming... Anyways...I know its a little ooc with the boys and girls spending time together when Bella and Rose are still human but don't worry; things will get a better plot haha. R&R Please!!!
