Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any of the characters, they all belong to Masashi Kishimoto, but if I did own them, all of the female characters would be killed off almost immediately and it would be one big yaoi-palooza.
Warning: This is yaoi, intimate interaction between two males. If you do not like this kind of stuff or do not believe in it then please click the back arrow (located next to the forward arrow and on my internet it is on the far left side of the browser, if it is different on yours then please locate it now). And I hope the letters hit you on the way out and scar you for life, because yaoi is my one true passion and you have destroyed it in a burning red flame of homophobic hatred… Anyway, the rating currently is T; it may change (as in going up to M) so if you not like ultimate togetherness between two males, then please do the same as the ones whom do not like yaoi. Thank you very much!
Important: This is set after the time skip. After Sasuke goes to train with Orochimaru, keep that in mind. Also, I am horrible at keeping things in character. That includes anime characters, people that actually exist, things that do not exist, such as rocks, trees, animals, clouds, etc. It is even harder for me to keep something in character if I am not too familiar with their personality, or if I do not know how to portray their personality. The perfect example would be Karin, Juugo, and Suigetsu from Team Hebi, so instead of fumbling with their personalities and trying to get them in character, thus making them sound and act like idiots that don't know what they are doing, I am going to make up personalities of my own, based on how I think they might just be. Don't worry, Juugo is still bipolar. One more thing, I am going to make up my own setting and plot for this story, and none what happens is going to actually be in the anime or manga, and if it is, then I dub myself physic.
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I would like to know if you would rather I keep the story the way it is, in first person, change it to the third person perceptive, or change it around every now and then.
Please answer this question so I we be able to change it so that my readers will enjoy reading this story more!!
Anyway, without further adieu, the sixth chapter of All I Really Want
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I looked up at the ceiling of my bedroom lazily, Uncle Hiashi had been furious when he saw the wound on my neck, he not only took away what weapons I had, but refused to restore my chakra, so I didn't have anything to do until he broke down.
I turned on my side and sighed loudly. These last few days have been horribly peaceful.
Granted, I was beyond relieved that Itachi or Sasuke hadn't paid me a visit.
But everything was just so boring that I think, just to liven things up, one of them coming would be a welcomed change to this boring routine that was my life.
At least when they walked in I felt the adrenaline that I thought had bled out of my body again.
They had made me feel more alive than I thought was possible.
If my life wasn't on the line every time I saw them, I might have actually looked forward to seeing them.
I snorted at my thoughts of the two Uchihas.
Being in this room was certainly getting to me.
'Maybe I should get out…' I pondered slightly.
Then agreed to my offer.
I sure could use the air and maybe I would see Shikamaru or Naruto along the way.
Hopefully Shikamaru.
Thinking of the blonde boy made me feel happy. Everything about Naruto was joyful. He made you cheerful.
And I certainly was not in the mood to be happy.
Not at all.
I wanted to seethe for a while.
Let Hiashi know that I was pissed at him. It wouldn't take long for him to figure it out. Then, he would give me my freedom back…
Well, I never actually had freedom. With this damned curse seal, I've never felt what it was like to be free.
I doubt I ever will.
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I walked along the path in a rural part of Konoha.
It was one of my favorite places to be.
Everything was peaceful here. Seldom did someone come along and speak to you. Everyone here knew better then to shatter the solitude with useless chatter.
I had been walking for quite some time, not that I minded.
It was a particularly cold spring day, this icy frost made everything more comforting.
Call it strange, but I have always preferred the icy and unforgiving cold to the blistering heat. I've never been a fan of warmth it just seems too…
Predictable.
The cold is something different all together though.
To me, it is soothing, but at the same time vicious and cruel. You never know what to expect with it.
That's what I liked most.
I stopped walking as I came to an old low to the ground tree.
Smiling happily I sat down on one of its low branches, resting my back against its trunk.
Whenever I was upset or confused I always came here, it was a sacred area. No one has ever gone this far into the forest t find it.
I stumbled upon it with my father as a child.
We spent most of our free time here, talking and bonding with each other.
The branch that I sat on was were I last saw my father.
Before he was killed.
This is where I sobbed when he died.
This was where I confided my deepest fears.
It holds many grim memories, but it is a serene place that drips with amenity and the only place with many blissful reflections of my father.
I sighed again.
Happily this time.
Closing my eyes, not really wanting to dwell on the reason that I was here any longer. It was arousing too many emotions, that, as a shinobi, I wasn't supposed to have.
My thoughts soon drifted back to the Uchihas.
As much as I would hate to admit it, and I do hate to admit it, but I really can't stop thinking about those two.
I want to know what they're up to. Both of them. They're like an unsolvable puzzle.
I have to admit, I know Itachi better than Sasuke, it's not really something that I'm proud of, I just got along better with Itachi when I was a young child.
Thinking of the older Uchiha made me sick to my stomach.
(`~`Flashback`~`)
`~In Third Person~`
The young branch Hyuuga boy sat on a stump looking quite upset. He looked up with ivory eyes at the Uchiha known as Itachi, smiling sadly at him.
"It's going to be okay Neji." Itachi told the young boy reassuringly.
The Hyuuga's father had just died and was residing in Itachi for comfort.
When Neji heard Itachi say that he started to sob slightly, trying to stifle it, but failing miserably.
The Uchiha instinctively took the smaller boy into his arms, trying to comfort him as well as he could.
Neji grabbed Itachi's shirt and started to sob freely, feeling as if he could trust the Uchiha not to pass judgment on him.
(`~`End Flashback`~`)
I shook my head viciously.
That was a long time ago, that Itachi was not the emotionless one I saw recently.
He had become a completely different person. He was no longer the comforting and nurturing man he had once been, he was now a cold blooded killer, who didn't care for anyone or anything, but gaining power.
Like Sasuke.
Suddenly I felt a gust of wind whip me across the face.
I opened my eyes when the wind died down almost instantly.
Standing before me was the very Uchiha I was just speaking of.
Not Itachi.
Sasuke, surprisingly, only Sasuke, was standing in front of me, Sharingan activated, and looking just as deadly as ever.
I got up shakily. Not being able to defend myself, but refusing to feel defenseless against the Uchiha.
He snorted.
Obviously sensing no chakra.
He stood casually, almost in a mocking fashion.
His eyes held no emotion, I was beginning to wonder if they ever did.
But they had to have, maybe when he was a child, before Itachi became the kin slayer he is today.
Perhaps he had feelings then?
I looked at him, taking a deep breath, hoping to sound annoyed or inconvenienced, but I was really trying to hide the fact that my heart was in my throat, and I really didn't believe that I was going to live to tell this tale.
I took another deep breath, readying myself to speak.
"What do you want?"
He smirked.
"Why do you want to know?" He answered back snidely.
I didn't answer back, instead I rephrased my question.
"Why are you here?"
His smirk broadened.
"To tell you something I think you'd like to hear." He stated simply walking over towards me menacingly.
"How are you so sure of that?"
I glared daggers at him, trying my best to look intimidating. At the same time I took a few steps backwards, not wanting him to come any closer to me than he already was.
He didn't reply to my question, instead kept advancing.
Sasuke continued this until he had me backed up against the small tree I was previously sitting on.
I kept my glare steady as he lifted his hands up and took off my hitai-ite.
I tried to bat his hands away and put up some kind of fight, but he over powered me without even trying.
He took off the bandages wrapped around the green curse tattooed onto my forehead.
When everything was away from my face and my curse seal was visible he caressed the jade marking almost affectionately.
Then, he leaned down and whispered into my ear.
"You never liked this seal did you?"
I nodded despite myself, not really thinking clearly.
"Would you like to get rid of this suffocating patch of skin?"
I nodded hesitantly again, getting more and more curious, not to mention excited, as he annunciated every word.
"I know a way you can."
I jumped at what he said, grabbing either sides of his face with both of my hands and pulling his face in front of mine, so close our noses were almost touching.
But I didn't mind the contact, I was only thinking of one word.
Freedom.
"How?" I asked simply, but I couldn't hide the excitement in my voice, nor the longing that has been pent up for so many years from pouring out into that one, simple word.
Sasuke smirked.
He knew he had me.
The Uchiha could do whatever the hell he wanted with me and as long as he promised that he could get this dreaded curse seal off of me, I wouldn't mind.
"Orochimaru can. All you need to do is come with me."
I could feel the happiness that was seeping out through every pore of my body cease immediately and I think Sasuke could to because his smirk fell almost instantly.
"What's the catch?" I practically snapped, my fingers gripping his face hard enough to leave red marks as my nails dug into his icy flesh.
"No catch."
As he said that he removed my fingers with his frigid hands, his trademark smirk returning.
"What do you want then?"
I asked suspiciously standing up straighter than the crippled tree trunk.
"Does it really matter? I thought you would do anything to be free." The red eyed male countered.
"Yes, bu-"
"But nothing. Everyone's freedom has its price if your not willing to pay it, then that's just too bad isn't it?"
With that, he pushed himself off of me and started to walk away.
"Wait!" I called, jogging forward a few steps, skimming his forearm with my fingertips.
He turned faster than I stopped.
I bumped into the taller figure, mumbling my apology grudgingly, I had to be nice to the person who was offering me my freedom right?
"Yes?" He asked ignoring my apology all together.
"I'll go with you."
I confirmed my fate.
Sasuke smirked.
Disappearing.
Leaving me baffled.
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Well!! That was the longest chapter I think I ever made!!
Eight pages!!
I hope your all proud of me!!
I also started to try a new way of writing, well, not really writing, more like placing my sentences differently (not sure if you can call it that either) Anyway, I'd love to hear if you like it better or not.
I'm so glad I finally updated, I've had this idea for so long!!
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