I'm so so so so sorry that I haven't updated in like ages. I have stress fractured wrist which sucks n had some hell come back but I've found my release/escape in my writing again so it's ok.

Ok so I left you a little confused with Edward knowing James n sorry but you're going to have to wait to find that bit out later on in the story.

Here's the nxt chap it's 'best wake up ever' in both never let go n cant let go.

Enjoy

Xx

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~ V ~

I was having the best dream ever; Bella was with me in my meadow, she looked so happy and what happened next was even better. I woke up feeling something soft touch my face, I must still be dreaming, I smiled as I felt the soft hand caress my face. I felt the bed shift slightly and felt the best thing in the whole world. I opened my eyes and sure enough Bella was kissing me. Bella, kissing my lips. I smiled and went to deepen the kiss just as she went to pull away. I wasn't having that though. I grabbed her and held her tighter while I attacked her mouth with mine. I could feel Bella's shock at my actions but she responded by eagerly deepening the kiss making it more passionate.

"Well that's a way to wake me up." I whispered when we broke apart gasping for air before I kissed her softly four more times. "I'm guessing you slept well." I teased.

"The best night sleep I've had in a long time was in your arms. Then to wake up in them, I couldn't resist what I wanted." She confessed, blushing slightly. Did she really feel the same way about me as I did her?

"I guess I should just stay with you every night then." I said smiling at her.

She surprised me by giving me a quick chaste kiss. "Sounds good to me." She said against my lips.

"So.." I tried to say in between kissing Bella. "You want me eh?" I couldn't help but smirk which seemed to make her blush even more if that was even possible.

"I.. Um.. Well I mean.." Bella struggled to say.

I just laughed and tightened my grip on her. "Don't be embarrassed Bella." I said kissing the top of her hair. "I want you too." I told her leaning down to kiss her again.

"Breakfast?" I laughed when Bella's stomach growled.

She simply nodded. I got up quickly and offered her my hand to get up which she took willingly before I scooped her up into my arms and carried her out of the bedroom despite her protests.

"EDWARD! Put me down we'll fall down the stairs!" Bella squealed when I headed for the stairs.

I just laughed at me and started tickling her.

"Edward! Stop!" She struggled to say giggling.

I just kept laughing and swung her around onto my back. "You better hold on tight spider monkey." I chuckled.

I noticed how she tightened her grip around my neck and waist when her foot accidentally hit something.

"Watch where you're kicking you're foot angel." I smirked.

Bella slapped my chest and laughed. "Hurry up then and I wont touch there." She said. God did she know how much that teased me.

"Awww. Don't say that Bella. Maybe I want you to touch there." I told her trying to use my sweet talk voice.

She hid her face in between my shoulders and I could hear her soft giggles. "Just hurry up Edward. I'm hungry." She mumbled softly.

"Ok. Ok." I said as I walked us down stairs.

I didn't think that my whole family would be in the kitchen when I walked in with Bella on my back. They all looked up at us and smiled, except for Emmett who just burst out laughing, I knew what he was thinking.

"Nice ride there Bells?" He smirked unable to contain his laughter as he hit table and everyone burst into laughter then.

"Shutup Emmett. I'm starving and monkey man here was getting me down here faster." Bella snapped back at him.

"Yeah Emmett. Besides this spider monkey here can barely walk straight without falling over something. Do you honestly think she's any better with stairs?" I teased and I knew I should have kept my mouth shut. Bella knocked me with her foot right where my rather large erection was a lot harder than she did upstairs. I instinctly doubled over in pain as I dropped Bella off my back.

"You right there Eddie boy?" Emmett laughed.

"Fuck you Emmett." I said flipping him the finger.

"Edward. Language!" Esme shouted out.

"Sorry mum." I apologised, I knew better than to swear in front of mum.

Bella came up to me and whispered in my ear that she was sorry. Oh she was going to get it now.

"Its fine Bella. Just means I get to pay you back now." I told her with a wicked grin before grabbing Bella around the waist bringing her up against me.

"Oh yeah? How exactly are you going to do that?" She whispered.

"Wouldn't you like to know." I told her grinning. I couldn't help myself as I crashed my lips down on Bella's earning a slight squeal to escape her mouth. She wrapped her arms around my neck pulling my face down to hers to deepen the kiss more.

I don't know how long we stayed like that, but too soon we were interrupted by Emmett clearing his throat loudly. Bella jumped away from me blushing deeply at our little show we had just very obviously displayed in front of everyone. I laughed and pulled her back up against me as we got breakfast for ourselves grinning like the fools we were.

After we finished eating I told Bella I wanted to take her somewhere with me today. I didn't tell her I would be taking her to my meadow, I wanted it to be a surprise.

I was leaning down to get my shirt when I heard someone moving around my room behind me. I looked up in time to see Bella trying to sneak back out before she got caught. "Well this is starting to become a habit of yours isn't it Bella?" I asked her teasingly.

"Bella?" I said trying to get her attention when she wasn't responding.

"Mmmm?" Bella murmured clearly distracted. I couldn't hide the smile that spread across my face at the fact that I was the one distracting her.

"I said we're all set to go if you're ready." I told her slipping my shirt on.

"Yeah. Sure. I'm ready. Where are we going?" She asked trying to be sneaky about it but I caught her out.

I walked over to her and put my around her waist. "Nice try Bella." I said giving her a quick chaste kiss. "It's just to a small, quiet place I like to go to alone. Nothing too extravagant" I added. That was the only hint I would give her, I wanted to see what she made of it.

Bella looked like she was thinking about something so I didn't disturb her thoughts as we said goodbye to Esme and walked out the door together.

I told Bella we would be driving most of the way then walking the rest. I held her hand the whole way there and we talked about things. I told her about college and she filled me in on all the embarrassing things Alice had got up to. We joked and sang along when a good song came on the radio.

It didn't take us long to get to the small trail. I opened Bella's door and helped her out of the car. Bella tripped over quite a few times, more often over her own feet. I ended up carrying her on my back like this morning the rest of the way.

We didn't talk much but every now and then I would kiss the palm of Bella's hand and in response she would bite my earlobe each time causing me to moan rather loudly.

I lowered her off my back when I could see the opening of the meadow and spun around to face her, taking both her hands in mine as I lead us out into the secluded meadow. I dropped her hands and stepped back to allow her to get a look at where she was standing. To say the least she looked stunned as she looked around the meadow.

Bella suddenly spun around to face me and threw herself into my arms and kissed me passionately.

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Hope you like. Again really sorry didn't update sooner.

Review n I'll put next chap up even sooner.

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