~ XIX ~

"I love you Bella. I want to prove it to you and show you exactly how much." I told her quietly before bringing my mouth to hers, kissing her sweetly yet passionately trying to show my love and desire for her in the way I kissed her. What started as a sweet kiss soon turned needy and desperate as our desire for one another fell into a spiral that was quickly becoming out of control. It was almost as if she needed me as much as I needed her, loved me as much as I loved her…

"Edward." Hearing my angel moan my name almost made me lose control and it took a lot of effort to maintain the control to take this slow and prove to her how deep my love for her ran. I didn't want this to be like any other time she had been with another; I didn't want to be compared to any other man, especially James. I needed to prove to her that I was different and that I could never hurt her, I loved her too much to even think of causing harm to her beautiful soul.

Kissing her once more I pulled away slightly so I could take off my shirt, one button at a time. I could see in her eyes that my slow pace was driving her crazy but I wanted this to go on as long as possible. Sensing her need I threw the useless shirt away from us over the edge of the bed somewhere as her eyes raked in my bare chest which was now all hers just like every other part of my body. Reaching for the zipper on my suit pants I was confused when her small hand stopped mine. I looked into her eyes but there was no hesitancy in them as I felt her hands slide the zip down over my erection continuing to push my pants down and off. I couldn't contain my moan as my eyes rolled back into my head as my angels hands touched me there, she must have known what she was doing to me.

She teasingly played with the waistband of my boxers as my control started to slip. I breathed out her name and she simply looked up at me innocently with a slight smile on her face, I couldn't hold back as I leaned down to her face and kissed her. Reaching an arm around her waist to lift her up as my other hand went underneath her beautiful dress and pulled it up over her head carefully letting it fall to the floor beside the bed, I wanted to see her in that dress again.

Looking down at her choice of lingerie my breathing hitched as I took in her pale body in a striking midnight blue satin and lace corset and what looked to be a g-string. God she was killing me and I hadn't even seen her fully naked yet. I was so distracted as I took in her beauty I must have been taking too long as Bella pulled me in for another heated kiss bringing me back to what we were doing.

As much as I loved her heels she was wearing, I didn't want this to be a fuck where all I could think about was how sexy she looked in just them, I wanted to worship every inch of her. And that's exactly what I planned on doing as I slipped the heels off her feet and pulled my attention back up to her sinful lingerie. Teasing her with the edge of the g-string like she did with my boxers, I wordlessly asked her permission to remove the flimsy piece of satin and lace. Her kiss was the only answer I needed as I pulled it down her legs where she kicked it aside off the bed. Deepening the kiss I felt as she used her feet to push my boxers down with my help and they too went off the bed onto the floor with the rest of our discarded clothing all that was left was her corset. I was about to start undoing the clasps when Bella flipped us over, resulting in her straddling me looking like the evil seductress she was as she unpinned her hair letting her curls fall down over her shoulders, she looked like a goddess. She was mine.

"You are so beautiful." I couldn't resist saying as I moved my mouth to kiss her neck softly while undoing the clasps and zipper of the corset. I couldn't hold back my eagerness as I unfastened the final clasp and discarded of her corset throwing it onto the floor, the last piece of clothing separating us as I took in her beauty. I didn't think I could hold in my desire anymore and welcomed Bella's kiss as she positioned herself above my erection sliding down my length torturously slow but this way we could both feel every single inch as I continued going deeper and deeper into her warmth.

"I love you." Bella whispered, starting to move above me, rocking gently she set our starting pace which I was more than willing to let her set while I kissed every part of her I could reach before taking her eager lips with my own. Grabbing hold of her hips tightly I rolled us over gently so as not to startle her as I took control on top looking down at my angel.

Knowing of her past in the back of my mind, I made sure to draw our moment together out passionately, proving to her that I was different, that I worshipped her body heart and soul, proving my love to her. Looking down into her eyes I saw her love shining brightly and I knew I would never need or want anything in my life more than the angel I now held in my arms as I thrust deep inside her, her moans and cries was the only sound I was hearing. If I could hear my love like this every night I would die a happy man.

There were no words that could express how good it felt to feel Bella like this. Holding up her precious body tight against my own as she clung onto my shoulders as if she were afraid to let go of me, her legs around my waist as I knelt up thrusting deep into her, our lips connected quieting her cries of passion as I hit a spot inside her causing her to hold on to me even tighter. I was struggling to maintain the slow gentle rhythm we had set as I felt Bella tighten around me, somehow drawing me in even deeper. I had never felt so connected to anyone as much as I felt I was with Bella right in this moment. I had to pull away from her mouth as I grunted, picking up our pace to find our releases we so desperately needed, gripping onto her firmly as my thrusts became harder and more fierce. Bella's whimper as I found that one spot deep inside her again pushed me to continue thrusting into her right at that angle over and over again, her mouth attacking mine desperately again, her nails digging into my back as she dragged them down ever so slowly causing me to moan louder than I already was. I couldn't hold on much longer as we continued our movements in getting each other to our highest peaks.

"Bella…" I struggled to moan out coherently, though Bella seemed to be facing the same problem.

"I know Edward… Me too…" She breathed into the crevice of my neck. I felt her teeth gently scrape where her mouth was on my neck and it only propelled my thrusts to go harder causing her to scream out in pleasure I couldn't help but grin slightly at making her scream. Our pace quickened even more as we neared that edge dangerously close, there was just one more thing we needed to push us over. Bella drew her mouth up my neck across my jaw to my panting mouth where our tongues met eagerly. She fiercely rolled her hips around and the sensation of our hip bones touching causing me to go even deeper was our undoing. I only just heard Bella scream out my name over my own shout out of hers, but we didn't stop. I continued the slow gentle rocking we had started off with as we came down from our highs, kissing each other weakly yet still lovingly, neither of us wanting to pull away from the other.

Staying inside her I smiled lovingly at her giving a chaste kiss as I brushed her hair out of her face. "I love you Edward." She said nuzzling into my neck.

I couldn't contain my grin as I heard those words come out of her mouth. "I love you Bella."

I wasn't willing to remove myself from inside my Bella yet and it seemed neither was she as I felt her become wet again and myself start to twitch and become hard inside her yet again. Bella gave me a quick chaste kiss as she played with my hair and had a mischievous look in her eyes.

"Edward?" It sounded as though she had purred my name and it turned me on even more.

"Yes angel…" I asked smiling my crooked smile at her that she loves so much.

"You want to take a shower with me?" She asked looking into my eyes. There were no words to describe how she looked when she asked me that and I felt myself harden even more. Hearing Bella gasp then moan at the feel of me definitely boosted my confidence level.

"Bella" I moaned before she kissed me teasingly and I withdrew from inside her, pulling away I stood up only to lift her into my arms bridal style, walking us into my bathroom to the shower. I placed her on her feet turning away to turn on the warm water so that we wouldn't freeze, I felt when she pressed herself up against me. Her lips kissed my neck, sucking at my weak spot just below my left ear, which I didn't know she knew about; I groaned out load and felt her lips turn up into smirk against my skin.

I spun us around pinning her up against the wall; she smiled innocently at me as she trailed her hands up and down my chest. Leaning down, bending my knees so that I would be at the right angle, I kissed her neck as I quickly pushed forward entering her warmth for the second time. Bella gasped like she did when I first entered her before and I couldn't help but smile at her response to the sensation of me being inside of her. She rolled her hips into mine so I could get deeper and I had a feeling this was going to be a long night.

We continued long into the early morning like this. After our shower Bella still thought we weren't clean enough and so we moved into the spa which again we didn't get very clean seeing as she had sat down sinking my length inside of her as she leaned back into my chest. We tried to dry each other off but our hands had a mind of their own and I soon found myself pressing Bella up against the wall as I failed to make it back to the bed. Then we had fallen onto the lounge which surprisingly didn't break by the end of it. Finally we made it to the bed only to make love three more times, changing positions. The sun was just starting to rise now and I was tempted to take Bella out to our staircase where I knew it would be beautiful, but I was selfish and didn't want to move from our current position. Pulling Bella closer to my chest I heard her try to say she loved me, snuggling into my chest I couldn't think of a more perfect first night we could have had. I had no idea where our stamina had come from but I definitely wasn't complaining. With my angel in my arms I closed my eyes after pressing a kiss to her forehead, drifting off into a much needed sleep knowing that we were ok. I had my Bella, my angel.

I am still trying to get my files onto the new laptop. It takes a while and so that is why CLG is being updated a lot because I don't have the other files on here yet. Hopefully I can get the rest of the stories updated by the end of the week. Hope you are liking seeing all of this from Edwards POV, little different seeing things from his side isn't it… More to come soon.