SG1

(A) speaking in achent..

:speaking in thrie mineds:

;thors language;

memories

Noel Ravenwood

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Worning! secns of vilence and rude languade. yoou have been warnd

Rated M for miture..

Daniel, Jack, carter, Tel'k, Hammond, Janet fraser. Cassy

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I am a travler marked by day, but travle at night, What am I?

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Sleep was not one of Noel's strong sutes and thats what Janet Fraser found out.

But, even three hours in Noel was plaged with visions and flashbacks. The good doc moved her to a icolated room. Where SG1 was stasioned to observate ubove. The more Noel remembered the more she screamed bloody murder. The team sat their help less as their new team mate strugled through the hours of her past.

Skara was another worry. He was standing right beside Noel but even that didn't seam to work over the first few days. Oma had apeared with another ancent, but she wouldn't tell them his name. although, Noel seamed to trust him more then them calmed down somewhat, her screames went silent till the last two days even then she talked and screamed in Ancent. The thoughts in everyone head was who was she? What did she go through? Why was she here? And how could they help.

Skara told them that when Noel was 11 she asended disapeard, she was the first earth child to asend in many years not including Daniel. She lived through more then anyone should have gone through and with that she was taught to with hold information that the ancents only knew. She was wise beond her years and when she was 14yrs. She chose to go back to earth to pay back a depth to a freind that died becuse of her.

He told them that she was still learning. That she was made of a proficy, to protect the worlds from threts and more she would always have visions, and would alwasys help protect earth people. The only thing missing was that she didnt trust anyone easy, that they them selfs would have to earn her trust. That was their chalange. Thats why General Hammoned asged her to them.

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I hated drugs even throught the years of heling faster then others and the knolage that was being taught to me. I still hated drugs. The pain always mesed up my system and throud me in to over drive. Memories of pain of my past, one that I would rather forget. If you are treated lie shit, Wiped, and proded, made to be a slave to people you hate makes you want to make sure that this would never hapen to anyone else you stay away or fight when there is no chance in Hell.

You stand up for whats right not for whats wrong.

You fight till their is nothing left, and keep fighting till your last dieing breath.

And if you dont know whats thats like well I do.

You don't fight cuse its the right thing to do, well the only thing to do.

A wise freind once said to me, you fight cuse its the only thing you know, You run cuse if you turn back youll wind up dead on the streets. Never leave a man behind and always stand tall when the times are hard.

Ask for help when you need it, and never back down when the odds are agenst you.

Well that was some freind and he was my best.

If it wern't for him I would have never been here today.

To pay my depth.

To live a life.

To fight for the right reasonds.

To never back down.

Always look forwards to the future even when your path ways arn't always clear.

And to always lead the way to hope...

My life has always had death in it. I suffered way to much. And when I died I watched him die.

There was nothing that I could do but watch.

And his father and mother never knew why!

And I'm the one that gets to tell them why. He shot himself with his fathers gun that day. It was no acsadent...

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"Noel get your fucking ass down here, you good for nothing freak!" 'It was my 11th birthday its been like this since they found out that my teachers thought I was smarter then other kids my age. My bestfreind Charlie O'Neill lived down the street. I was going to his house later for a party we had the same birthdays. ha born on the same day, and died that way too.

To my parents I was a freak of nature. If i got a cut it would heal faster then anyone else, if i had a broken bones they would reset and heal in the matter of seconds. They hated me for it. To them I was a freak. To them I was a bitch a femail dog that needed to be put down. If it wernt for Charlie I would have been dead long ago. He saved me in away. Today I was going to play ball with him and his father later. He said he would call.

Dad sat there with a smile on his face, mother looked at me as she held a meatle prod poker. It was her favorout thing to teach me with. I hated them, they never loved me and treated me like a slave. My favoriut book was Harry Potter.. I could always relate to him, cus he had the Dursleys and I had them! My room was a chained celler were dad and his freinds would take me for play time he called it.

Mom and her freinds would have the kitchen to punish me after wards. I was always broken but when ever I went to school the next day some of my ingerys would already be healed. If I went to the teachers or principal they would join in with mom and dad after school for punishment. It was rair when they left me alone but not common. Since I had became freinds with Charlie they let me out more and more one time I slepted over cus Charlie's mom asked if I could. That was the first time and the last.

I Hate them! Today it will change im getting help Charlies dad is milatary. He would help right? Charlie said that I could trust him.. For now I only trusted Charlie and only him knew on what they did to me he saw my back were my scars are. I can heal all right but it leaves scaring so much scaring. Prof that im weak. That even I can't fight them.

Charlie is my best freind and if he says that i can trust his father then i can do my best of trying but if he brings me back here ill fight and run.

"You fucking bitch you think that you can leave this house, you have another thing comming. I have plans for you my little freak." Father yelled at me as I ducked. He and mom took turns in beating me. Kick punch, stab, anything to make me scream. I was silent after a while there was a bright light in this dream that I was having. Someone was talking to me. Later I found out it was Oma. She was helping me all along. Telling me, helping me to asend.

Ringgg...

ringggg...

I knew befor he even answered the phone it was Charlie, asking for if I could come over. Little did he know I was seconds a way from dieing. And I could here dad answer with joy in his voice telling Charlie that I was dead and it was his fault. All his fault.. The next thing I knew was a big bang of a gun being fired and too much pain to handled. I took Oma on her deal..

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It was lie a dream stuck in time. Watching Charlie welcome his dad home. Him telling his dad that his bestfreind wanted to come over too that it was my birthday the dame day as his. I could see his dad say yes and then Charlie running into the house were his dads offaice was picking up the phone...

Calling my father.

Asking for me.

My Father telling him its too late.

Him hearing me yell then silence as gun fire radid the line,

Dad and mom laughing and telling him that it was all his fault.

The tears running down his face.

Knowing that he was too late.

Hanging up.

I saw him go in his dads cabnet.

I saw his hart brake, as I tryed to tell him no...

Tears falling as he looked strate at the gun and pulling the trigger...

I saw his dad and mother run inside.

Shock in both of there faces as his dad held on to him till be blead to death.

His last words to his father were.

"I couldnt save her..."

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The funeral was two days later. Oma Helped him to asend kept him alive till they put him in the ground...

It was quiet.

Simple.

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I was brought back becuse of a propacy.

I made a promas to him that I would tell his mom and dad on why he died that day and one day I will. Just not right now. He said that he would tell me when the time was right. I didn't know were he was barried. I didn't even know were my toom layed my mom and dad were charged and put in jail. The teachers and princapal were all fired and put away also. When Charlie's parents found out what was going on they both asked why?

No one answered...

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I hate memories, They bring up the past, I remember ever inch of pain they caused and thats why I would always be good. Becuse I would never let that hapend in all my powers..

Shying and turning over in my sleep I finaly rest...

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Daniel watched as Noel settled down the last hr, was the hardest she yelled for Charlie.

Jack stood up and left and Sam fallowed him.

Looking at the young lutenet watching her sleep.

Oma and Skara had left they both had things to do, the other one Was just leaving when he took a closer look.

Did he see what, he saw, what he think her saw? He did he did... Charlie in Anchent form how was he going to tell Jack and how did the joung lutenit know him?

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