Its been two whole weeks since I moved in with the Cullen's, I've had my stitches taken out, all my bruises are pretty much gone, all my cuts are healed but have left plenty of scars, and tonight it's mine and Alice first official date. And I'm nervous. Even though we were double dating with Edward and Bella, I was still nervous, I'd never been on a date in my whole life.

I stood in front of my wardrobe looking at all my clothes, what should I wear? I'd been thinking about this for almost an hour, and I still didn't have a clue. Maybe I was worrying a little too much about this we were only going to the movies. So something comfortable I think. Good thing about a Friday night was that we could be out as long as we wanted.

I decided on a pair of black jeans that Alice said made my ass look good, a blood red silk shirt, black shoes and a black leather jacket. I grabbed my wallet and put it in my pocket and left my room and walked down the hall towards Alice's room.

I stood in front of her door, sorted the collar of my shirt out and knocked lightly on her door. There was a brief pause and the she answered, the door opened and there she stood. She was wearing a black pencil skirt and a white short sleeved shirt, with a black tight cardigan over the top.

I realized my mouth had dropped open slightly, I forced my jaw shut and looked at her amused expression.

"What?" I asked.

"Nothing, I just like the fact that I can make your mouth drop like that." she said giggling and the kissed me softly.

"Shall we go?" I asked her and offered her my arm, which she took and then we walked down the hall and down the stairs where Edward was waiting for us. He was stood looking at his watch, his head soon turned to us as we reached the bottom of the stairs.

"Ready?" he asked us both, we just nodded and followed him to his car. Me and Alice got into the back of Edwards Volvo and we set off to go and pick Bella up. The journey to Bella's wasn't very long, Edward had the radio on at a low volume. Alice was sat as close as she could be to me, she rested her head against my shoulder and gently kissed my neck.

Once we got to Bella's we waited outside her house for a minuet or two whilst we waited for her to exit her house, I noticed a police car in the drive way next to Bella's truck.

Alice must have seen me eyeing up the car.

"Bella's dad is chief of police" she muttered softly, Bella soon got in the car and then we made our way to Port Angelis. The ride there was fairly funny as Bella talked about gym class and how she tripped over twice, and then tripped Mike Newton up. Bella only found the last part funny, but me, Alice and Edward were in stitches about her tripping up.

Having Bella tell us about her clumsy moments in gym made the journey pass even quicker. Edward parked up outside the movies and he and Bella got out, followed by me and Alice.

We got our tickets for a film that we all settled for, a romance comedy thing. I didn't care what we watched really as long as Alice sat next to me everything would be great.

We all went to the back seats so that we had more room, me and Alice sat in the corner, with Bella and Edward sat next to Alice. The film obviously wasn't that popular as the theatre didn't have that many people in. I draped my arm around Alice's shoulders as soon as the lights went out.

Alice moved a little closer to me and rested her head against my shoulder, I glanced over at Edward and Bella, who were cuddled up to one another as well.

About half way through the film, Alice's hand moved onto my leg closest to her. I kept my eyes on the screen, but my heart was beating faster and faster, as Alice's hand gently moved up and stopped on my upper thigh. I tried to pay more attention to the film but all I could think about was Alice's hand, which was slowly massaging my thigh.

God that felt good, my eyes almost rolled back in my head. I decided to move my arms from around her shoulders to her waist, I then gently slid my hand up the back of her shirt and gently rubbed her soft skin.

Alice looked up at me and kissed my cheek, I looked down at her, she was smiling brightly at me. We both turned back to the screen to try and watch the rest of the film, which wasn't far from over. I leaned my head down towards Alice's ear.

"Are you going to be sleeping in my room tonight?" I whispered in her ear, she turned and smiled mischievously at me. I took that as a yes.

When the film did finally finish, we all quickly left and got into Edward's car. I gave Alice my jacket as it had turned a little cold out and I didn't want her to freeze, my jacket looked massive on her tiny body, but she looked so cute I couldn't help but smile.

Me and Alice were curled up in the back seat together, with Alice kissing my neck every now and then. We dropped Bella off first and then headed back to the house.

Once we got back, me and Alice got out the car whilst Edward put the car back in the garage. Me and Alice went inside we quickly went up stairs to my room and shut ourselves in. Alice practically jumped on me and kissed me furiously, I carried her over to the bed and laid her down and laid next to her, keeping our lips locked.

Alice's hands went from around my neck and to my chest, where she undid all the buttons to my shirt. We got rid of my shirt and threw it on the floor and kicked off our shoes. My hands were attached to Alice's hips, we parted for air and Alice took off her cardigan and threw it on the floor with my shirt.

Our lips were soon attached again, with Alice's hands on my back. We rolled over so she was on top of me, Alice pressed her body against mine firmly. I moaned softly as her tongue caressed the roof of my mouth. We pulled away again, I looked into her beautiful eyes and smiled at her.

"I love you." Alice muttered softly before she sat up, I watched her for a moment as she straddled me. I then sat up as well, we were now eye level. I moved my hand up to her face and gently brushed away a strand of her short hair out of her eyes. I felt a little weird inside, like my heart was skipping a few beats and I could feel butterflies in my stomach.

"Alice, I love you so much. And I know you love me, but don't feel like you have to prove yourself to me by…" she cut me off my placing a finger against my lips.

"Jazz, I'm so in love with you, I'm ready to show you all my love. Don't feel like your forcing me into anything, I want this, I want to be with you." Alice almost whispered to me.

"I want this too, I want you so much. If your absolutely sure you want to do this." I matched her whisper, she pressed her lips against mine lovingly and then pulled away.

"I'm absolutely positive." she muttered, smiling at me. I moved my hands to her stomach and let my fingers undo the first few buttons of her shirt.

"If you change your mind, I wont be offended. You just let me know if you want me to stop." I muttered softly to her, she placed her hands on top of mine and guided my hands to the next set of buttons on her shirt.

She smiled warmly at me and pressed her forehead against mine. Her hands helping me undo all the buttons of her shirt.

"I don't ever want you to stop loving me Jazz." she whispered to me before kissing me tenderly. My hands shyly moved up her chest and to her shoulders, where I slowly removed her shirt, which soon joined mine on the floor.

Alice's hands went to her skirt and unzipped it, I gently rolled her over and helped her remove it from her hips. Her hands then went to my jeans, she slowly unzipped my pants and between the two of us got them off.

It felt good to not have my jeans on, since the swelling in my boxers was making them uncomfortable. We parted for air and looked into each others eyes, I only saw love and happiness, no signs of unease or doubt. I slowly kissed her softly and passionately, my hands moved to her back, where my fingers unhooked her bra. My hands went to her shoulders slowly and carefully moved the straps down her arms.

Alice moved her arms to help me remove her bra fully, our bare chests rubbed against each others softly. Our bodies fit perfectly together.

The swelling in my boxers was almost painful, but kissing Alice made the pain pretty much disappear. My hands travelled down to her waist, my thumbs wrapped round the elastic of her panties and shyly brought them down. Alice's hands ran slowly down my chest making me shudder slightly out of pleasure.

Her hands then went to my boxers and she slowly started to remove them. Once her panties were gone my right hand moved towards my bedside table, where I went into the top draw and opened the box that Emmett had given me. I took out one of the silver square packets and opened it. Me and Alice pulled away to catch our breath again, and also to see what I was doing, since I had never done this before. Once the condom was on, my lips soon went back to Alice, I pulled away slightly and looked down at her.

"Are you sure?" I whispered

She nodded " I'm sure" she whispered back, and parted her legs slightly. I gently and slowly thrust into her, she gasped and I froze. The pain must have ended pretty quickly as she soon leant up and kissed me, telling me to continue. I pulled out of her slowly and then entered her again. Alice's soft gasps turned into soft moans, I couldn't help but moan myself as I steadied my pace, keeping my thrusts slow and gently.

My breathing became heavy, and so did Alice's. I kissed her tenderly as I kept my thrusts going, Alice's hands went to the back of my head, her fingers curling into my hair and deepening our kiss.

I quickened up my pace a little bit, still being as gently as I could be, but making my thrusts quicker. Alice responded greatly as she moaned into our kiss, I pulled away so we could catch our breath. Our breathing was rapid and uneven, Alice soon placed her lips on my neck and kissed me softly before gently sucking on my skin. I moaned her name in a husky voice.

I quickened my pace a little more. Alice bit her lip and moaned loudly.

"Jazz" she moaned a little loudly, her eyes shut. I pressed my lips against hers, she bit down on my bottom lips gently, I then felt her tighten around me as she reached her climax. As soon as she released so did I. My thrusts slowly came to a stop, and I gently rolled off of her and rested my head on the pillow.

Both of us were panting heavily. Alice rolled over and laid her head on my chest, my arms snaked round her body and pulled her closer and she wrapped her arms around my waist.

I wrapped the bed covers around the two of us to keep us warm. Alice moved her head up and kissed me passionately. I watched her fall asleep and I soon followed.

There I was stood in a black suit, outside a church. The sun was bright, the birds were singing loudly, I looked inside the church and saw the Cullen family waiting for us. Edward was stood near the front of the alter. Esme, Carlisle were sat down on the front row with Bella, Rosalie and Emmett.

Edward waved at me, then tapped his watch to let me know that we were running late. I stood patently outside for Alice, I'd never felt so happy in my whole life. I looked into the distance and saw a few black cars pull up near the centre of the cemetery, and saw more people gather round a tomb stone.

I thought nothing of it, and looked down at my watch, she should be here by know. I started worrying slightly, I lifted my head up and saw that the sun had gone. The birds had stopped and the clouds had formed, darkness filled the sky as the cold rain started to poor.

I turned and looked back inside the church, no one was there. I felt confused, I turned back to the funeral that was being taken place. I saw Edward, what was he doing there. I started walking over towards him, when I was almost there I saw Esme. She was crying, her head rested on Carlisle's shoulder, he looked miserable. Emmett had Rosalie in his arms crying hysterically, as did Edward with Bella.

I walked right up to them, but none of them noticed me, I looked down and saw the dark brown coffin that had been placed in the freshly dug hole. My eyes went to the tomb stone. My heart broke as I read those few words that had been carved into the marble.

'In Loving Memory of Alice Cullen'

Tears filled my eyes quickly and painfully, I collapsed to the wet muddy ground, tears streaming down my cold cheeks, I felt numb. All I felt was pain in my chest as my heart shattered and stabbed my lungs as I attempted to breath.

I lifted my head slightly to look back at the stone, to see if I had read it wrong, I wish I had, but I hadn't. I caught a glimpse of someone stood behind the stone a few yards back, my eyes focused of the figures, two of them. I saw Alice and, and him. My step father's arm was around her chest, pulling her to his body, his hand holding a knife to her throat.

I started to stand, his hand moved the sharp blade across her neck, her lifeless body falling to the ground. I couldn't breath.

I gasped loudly and painfully as my eyes shot open, filled with tears. I chocked for air desperately. I was shacking, I felt cold, my chest heaving as I filled my lungs with air as quickly as I could. I looked down and saw Alice laying there, a smile placed on her perfect face.

"Jesus" I whispered as I laid my head back down on the pillow, I waited for my shacking to stop. I gently sat up, moving Alice from my chest and placing her head on the pillow. I wrapped the covers round her body, she groaned slightly as my body left the bed, but she stayed asleep.

I grabbed my trousers and put them on, I walked over to the door and looked back at Alice and then left. The light in the hall burned my eyes slightly as I walked down the hall to the bathroom.

I washed my face with freezing cold water, to try and snap me out of my state. After a short while of trying to calm down, I made my way back to my room. I walked in and closed the door silently, Alice was still asleep. I walked over to my side of the bed and took my trousers off and go back into bed. Alice moved back to my body almost instantly as I wrapped the cover round the both of us.

I felt so tired, but I couldn't sleep, not after that. I ran my hand through Alice's soft short hair as she snuggled up to my chest again. I could feel her warm breath on my skin as she slept peacefully, I wrapped my arms around her again. I laid there for hours, not sleeping just listening to Alice's soft soothing breathing. I didn't know what time it was, or how long I'd been awake, but it didn't seem long until the sun came up. I liked watching the sun rise, it felt calming as the birds started waking and singing happy cheerful melodies.

But still I didn't sleep, I just waited, waited for Alice to wake and tell me everything was alright.